Boo! Feelings..

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This is a vent blog.

hello!! This is @veinsofwires’s vent blog.

remember you are not required to try to help! If reading people’s vents drains you,don’t read it,scurry on back to me main/friendly

i will mostly just drone on about feelings here so ya

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Why does nobody see this at all

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“Humans need contact to survive” is this why i want to die then 😭

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i don’t even have anyone to want to touch me to i just make up people

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maybe i’ll make my pfp cutesy so more people notice

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NOW NOW NOW IT ACTUALLY HURTS SO MUCH

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i haven’t made contact with someone for so long that i’m genuinely getting cannibalistic thoughts i need touch NOW

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it was my period guys false alarm

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ok i’m fine now i drank a milkshake

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i’m going to crash out actually everyone ignores me when i talk and then when i refuse my brother yapping my ear off for 4 hours no joke i get executed

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i just got so mad at my brother a had to lock myself in the bathroom and tear up toilet paper for half an hour

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i feel so horrible for not being able to donate to people i just want to rip myself open

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i’ve sat in my room cutting and gooning all day this summer! Aha ha haha please let me die

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want to be loved GAGS have not had actual contact w someone irl in like a year is this why i’m so desperate to be touched and loved

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of course i’ll never speak to anyone about this, unless they stumble upon it ofc heheheee

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No no go on hit me please hit me wait where are you going

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i hate you. I begin to shake when you text. You make me sick. Sick with worry and love and a wish for it to stop.