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This argument will either continue in a cycle of repetitive and competitive sentences, or it will end without bringing any of our time some useful input.
Then explain to me why the hell you decided to ruin my bright an' cheery day with your presence.
You overestimate your value, and your assets.
You overestimate yours.
Jim doesn’t show any reaction to McCoy moving closer, though the saner part of his brain knows to be terrified because he knows the doctor won’t hesitate to kill him if given reason. No inflection was needed to know that the man was being completely honest when he said he’d kill Jim, especially if killing him meant living longer.
The scar on the other man’s face wasn’t nearly enough to distract from the blade suddenly at his throat, heart rate kicking up yet stubbornly refusing to move away from McCoy no matter how close to the fine line he was walking. “Why not? It’s a cool nickname, if I do say so myself. Might fit you better than mine, though for different reasons.” His eyes flicked down to the bit of McCoy’s hand he could see, unable to see the scalpel but plenty aware how effortlessly the other could kill him even with so small a blade.
Leo didn't need to tell him that within the first few months of him living on the Enterprise the 'Captain' decided the best way to break their 'mouthy' new CMO was to systematically break nearly every bone in his body. Some of them so destroyed that they had to be reinforced with titanium, considering the Captain didn't feel it was necessary to allow the CMO to use his own regenerators. He didn't need to explain that, to him, the nickname was a constant reminder of the madman's mercy he'd been under for weeks and months at a time, and was forced to relive every grueling moment of agony complete with the knowledge that he hadn't been able to do anything to stop it.
To him, the nickname was a curse, a means to remind him of how weak he'd once been, and something the Captain continued to lord over his head. Rather than reply, he simply let the scalpel dig in, the razor sharp edge cutting the skin easily and allowing a small bead of blood to escape. It wasn't much, but Leo knew it was enough to unsettle the parody of a man standing before him, considering he had no idea what world he'd found himself in.
"Now, wanna try that again?"
Me.
For if I chose to part with your usefulness, it would not be argued against. Would you choose to do the same on me, your life would end as quickly.
Trust me, Demon. I ever decide to give you what's comin' to ya, we're all goin' down. Your precious Captain included.
Why would I?
 To give you relief and peace?
      Logic seems to indicate that you are of better use with your head attached.
Of which use the captain will decide, but you do not need intelligence to understand there is no freedom in the Empire for you.
S'cute, when the prized pet starts to imagine he has thoughts outside what the Captain's so carefully placed in there.
Lemme guess, he lets you know who you're allowed to eviscerate and who you're not based on what he believes their 'value' to be. Which makes me beg the question, which one of us ranks higher?
I see your tongue's gotten sharper. Did you miss me?
Like the Plague.
Fevered dreams?
[He repeats without emotion]
Intriguing way to phrase your own beliefs doctor. You seem to seek for the illogical each time we cross path.
  —- Which one day could be unwise.
Never let it be said that I ever cared an iota for what you thought, demon.
I ever do, feel free to cut off my head yourself. I know how much that'll 'excite' your delicate sensibilities.
"Aw, you know you’d be sad if your crew killed me, Bones. I can only assume that’s the reason why you’re keeping me hidden from them."
Leo's expression remains benevolent as he closes the distance between them, his gaze betraying nothing until he's barely inches from the young man who was everything, and nothing, like the captain he despised. "Don't presume to think that I wouldn't slice your throat myself if it meant it would keep me alive even minutes longer than you." There was no inflection in his words, nothing to give away his true thoughts and the depth of the rage that lived just beneath his skin with every passing day, nothing but the look in his eye that spoke more for the truth of his words than anything else.
"And word of advice--" With a flash of a smile that only seemed to cause the scar on his cheek to become more garish, he had a scalpel in his hand and pressed against the man's jugular with a flick of his wrists. "Don't ever call me 'Bones' again. Got it?"
Nice to see you're still alive. -Mels
Can't exactly say the same.
I do not scale my relation to emotions or emotional reactions, doctor, unlike you. I simply analyze them and use those needed to obtain the result I want.
And what results were you hopin' for?
Considering you could've just ignored me and passed the whole thing off as another one of your fevered dreams you like to pretend you don't have.
"You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me."
"Matter of plausible deniability. You ain't there, I don't have to deal with the fallout of every member of this ship tearing you apart for the 'fun' of it the second you forget where you are."
Send to see how my muse responds
"Take a chance on me."
"I'm the shell of a person that I used to be."
"I believe in you."
"From now on, I'm yours. Forever."
"What the fuck is wrong with me?"
"I'm so grateful for you."
"Nothing here is right."
"Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down."
"Did you meet anyone?"
"People down here think I'm crazy, but I don't care."
"Why doesn't my heart listen common sense?"
"With you it felt like in the movies."
"Kiss my ass!"
"I really want to make a love connection."
"I'm not afraid to face a little bit of danger."
"Let's get away just for one day."
"I wanted to vent but I never said nothing at all."
"What did I do to you to make you hate me?"
"I ain’t censoring myself for nobody."
"Don't you ever wonder how we survive?"
"I'm not the villain, despite what you're always preaching."
"Save me."
"I should've known better."
"This can't be happening to me."
"I know it's already over now."
"You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me."
"Raise your glass!"
"I would die for you any day."
"You touch me in many ways."
"Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?"
"Would you kill to prove you're right?"
"Where is your God?"
"I want to show sun to you."
"Let's get down to business."
"Let's save the world."
"I think about you too much."
"This isn't normal anymore."
"You are my only one."
"This is the best time."
"What can ever happen?"
"I've always been like this."
"I'm kind of outsider."
"It is easy to get me wrong if you don't know me."
There was still blood in the cracks beneath his fingernails, and the small grooves of his skin, persistent and almost blackened. The surgery had gone as well as expected, the ensign would live, but have one less limb available to keep them in such a state for very long. As beautiful as the Enterprise seemed to some, the darkness that waited around every corner for that little slice of weakness wouldn't wait very long before adding the man to her tally. Not that he had a reason to care what happened once the man left his medbay, he would survive, or he wouldn't. That was life aboard the Enterprise, and you didn't dwell on it for very long without risking becoming just like the rest of those who were too weak to survive.
Scratching at the blood idly with a thumbnail, Leo let his attention stray to the stack of PADDs one of the nurses had left at his elbow. None of them were needing his attention right then, but it didn't stop them from growing in height every time he managed to take his eyes off of them for a fraction of a second. The soft hiss of the medbay doors opening were enough to pull his attention again, and it didn't take a genius to know that Leo wasn't particularly happy about being interrupted from his thoughts. As blase as they may have been.
"What."
Okay. I'm going to try and bring this blog back to life, so bare with me while I get his horrible grumpiness under control. If you'd like to plot, please let me know, or else I'm just going to endlessly post open starters until people talk to me and my darling Leo.
If you're in need of medical help--find someone else.
I'm busy.
*pets the head* but that was cute so you’re forgiven for being a nerd XD
*purrs and snuggles* at least I am forgiven XD
for now. dun dun duuuuuun
