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Save me fem!Beel
Idk if you read Lore Olympus but chapter 129 gave me an angsty request idea.
So Persephone, whoâs the goddess of spring, goes into a hibernation-like state and when her emotions go out of control, she ends up growing her hair really long and her body sprouts a lot of plants from her; to the point of covering her and whatever area sheâs in with her plants.
So I would like to request head cannons of the Brothers reacting to an MC who gets really sad whenever the brothers insult or threaten them and after several weeks of being berated by demons it causes MC to shut down and go to their room but mistakes a comfort spell with a plant curse that causes their hair and plants to grow continuously long. The plants fill up MCâs room and while they would normally be surprised at the mistake, they donât care any more. They allow the plants to to grow, even wrap around their neck and body, and hopes the curse kills them off before the brothers notice as they go in the âhibernationâ stage of the curse (The curse causes the victim to grow a lot of plants and vines from their body until they die, which can take a few days).
Iâm sorry for being so long and descriptive, I just wanna see the Bros panic and feel guilty that MC felt pushed to do this to themselves but I understand if you donât want to do it
I don't read Lore Olympus but you described the situation really well so I hope this is something close to what you wanted.
Comfort spell gone wrong
Lately, nothing seemed to be good enough for the demons. No matter what you did one of them would find something to berate you for.
âMc, your grades are subpar even for an exchange student. Youâll have to try harder in order to not be a disappointment to Diavolo and myself.â Lucifer warned over breakfast.
âMc, you burned dinner. You should learn to be a better cook.â Beel grumbled. As if you had ever seen any of these ingredients before ending up in the Devildom.
Even Mammon seemed to be in a particularly unpleasant mood. A never-ending string of complaints about how hard it is to protect an ordinary human. âGeez, youâre such a hassle human.â
Taking refuge in the library to study and to give Mammon a break from you proved disastrous and nearly deadly. Somehow youâd managed to spill your cup of tea all over an old somewhat rare text after Asmo had barged in and startled you. Your string of bad luck continued when Satan rounded the corner and saw the soggy tea-stained pages youâd been trying to decipher. In his fit of rage, heâd called you several unpleasant names and asked if you were âcapable of doing anything right or if all humans are as stupid as you?â Youâd left as quickly as you were able to avoid any more of his wrath.
No matter where you went you kept walking in on Belphie napping and without fail heâd say something nasty to you, that would make tears burn the backs of your eyes.
Levi had angrily called you a âuseless normie,â who he wished would ânever come back.â and had pushed you from his room with a slam of his door.
Even Asmo who usually just ignored you when he was upset found every reason imaginable to critique your every aspect. Physical and personality. Not a single one of which made you feel any more than worthless.
So was it any wonder when at the end of a long week youâd locked yourself in your room and decided to try that comfort spell youâd heard Solomon talking about? It seemed simple enough. But then your tears had blurred your vision as youâd recited the words and your Latin was still shaky at best. But it was just a few lines! And there was no way you were going to go to one of the brothers for comfort when they had seemed perfectly happy to make you miserable for the last few weeks.
Youâd read the spell aloud and curled up hoping that the spell would kick in and youâd feel even just the slightest bit better. The blinding green light and sudden drop in energy was the first and only warning the spell had gone wrong. But being new to magic meant it still sapped your energy, so you didnât stop to think something might be wrong. By the time you realized what was happening, everything was out of control. Plants had begun to sprout from your skin and the floor around you, growing and growing. With each inch they grew you felt your exhaustion creep up and consume you. You were just so tired. Your eyes fluttered closed. This was wrong! You forced your eyes open again. You need to fix this. The spell! But a short nap wouldnât hurt, would it? Youâd have more energy after you woke up. Then you could go get one of the brothers. Satan would know how to fix this. Or Lucifer! Heâd clean the spell up easily. Yes, after you woke upâŠ
Lucifer hadnât seen you all weekend. He figures youâre most likely studying. But you donât show up for meals and none of his brothers have seen you either⊠and oh Diavolo! He can feel the spell from the dining room. How did he not notice sooner? The cold pulling sensation of the spell, like it was sucking the warmth and life from its surroundings.
When Lucifer reaches your door Mammon is already there. Knocking and shouting for you, but there's no answer. He all but breaks your door down, his brothers behind him, and finds you at the center of the spell. Unresponsive and covered in the plants using your energy to grow. The plants had begun climbing up the walls and twisting through your hair, sending out snow-white flowers.
âBeel! Donât!â Lucifer warns as Beel reaches out to pull a handful of plants from you. âWe donât know what did this and what will happen to Mc if we just rip the spell off like that.â
âLucifer, Mc did this to themself,â Satan points to the open spellbook. âIt looks like they got a comfort spell mixed up.â
Fortunately, your last tired thoughts were correct and Lucifer is able to break the spell quickly. You wake surrounded by the brothers.
Lucifer:
All this happened for a comfort spell? Because you didnât feel like you could come to him, to any of them?
Heâs so sorry Mc. Enough that as he leans down to pick you up out of the mess of withering plants you can feel tears fall onto your face.
âNothing I did was good enough for you Lucifer. Any of you. I just wanted to feel⊠I just wanted-â
His heart breaks when he realizes this is his brotherâs fault, his fault. âYou are always good enough, Mc. Much more than I could ever ask you to be, and if I ever made you feel like you weren't. No, the fact that I made you feel like you werenât, means I have been truly terrible.â
Youâre choking back your own tears now and you curl further into his arms as he carries you down the hall. âYou said I was a disappointment.â
âMy dear Mc, you have never been, nor could you ever be a disappointment to me. Forgive me for ever making you feel as if you were.â
Lucifer takes you to his bathroom and draws you a bath to wash away the last of the plant matter from your body.
Afterward, heâll bring you anything you ask for. He wants to wrap you in his arms but doesnât want to push you, so he asks softly if he can hold you.
Heâll spend weeks trying to make this up to you, even after you forgive him, heâll be sure to tell you how much he loves you more often than he did before.
Mammon:
The brothers react to an MC who cries easily during movies
Now this...this is just me. Any slightly emotional moment in basically anything's got me tearing up. FT. descriptions of plots that have actually made me cry T-T (even though it's not all movies, I just didn't think brothers react to an MC who cries easily during movies/music/anime/books/devil toks rolled off the tonunge very well.)
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Lucifer
It's not often that he joins the family for movie night. He's a very busy demon, but every once in a while he'll put his work aside to join.
You were all watching a love story, and at the part where the lovers who were supposed to be together forever are tragically separated, he hears sniffling to the side of him.
There, he finds you crying your eyes out.
He's immediately filled with second hand embarrassment.
Sure, it's a sad moment, but a movie is nothing to cry over.
He subtly hands you a tissue, hoping for your sake though really just his own that none of his brothers happened to see you cry.
It would be one thing if you were to cry just around him, (though I don't see Lucifer being a big fan of fiction. He's the type of guy to exclusively read books about WWII or the Roman empire, so I doubt you're watching many movies just the two of you) but something about you crying in front of all his brothers sends chills down his spine, and not the good kind. Luci, babe you're not the one crying, chill out.
Though, one day, you were hanging out in his office, listening to the record he had playing while he worked, and he was surprised to find you moved to tears by the music.
He finds this incredibly endearing.
Lucifer tends to really feel the emotions imbued in a piece of music, even when there aren't any lyrics, so he loves that you so obviously feel thosd emotions too.
Of course, Lucifer would never be brought to tears by a song, but that's just one of the wonderfully human things about you.
This time, he silently uses his hands to wipe the tears from your face.
Expect to be invited to listen to a lot more records in your future.
me: papyrus!mammon isnt real he cant hurt me
papyrus!mammon from my long forgotten obm folder:
saw this and felt inspired, 10k and i draw mammon with the cute little red ribbon choker
Unhinged Mc
So I have many disturbing things to say but can't because they are really weird, affectionate yes, but weird and/or creepy. Now imagining Mc saying unhinged things to the brothers that are clearly meant affectionately but also deeply unsettling. I feel like this is Himiko Toga mentality but turned up.
Brothers 124 x Mc
TW: Body horror-ish but also not really? You'll understand if you read it, Mc being unhinged,
Lucifer settled into Mc's hold. They had plopped themselves in his lap to make him stop working. Mc's grip slowly tightened but it was nothing he couldn't handle as a demon. Lucifer rather enjoyed how Mc held him tighter, their arms felt so safe. He nuzzled his face into their neck and squeezed them gently in response. Mc let out a little hum but it seemed disappointed.
"Lucifer?"
"Yes Lamb?"
"Cuddling is no longer enough."
Hanahaki Disease
Pairing: Asmo x gn!reader Genre: nsfw themes in the beginning, angst, fluff Warnings: listening in on others having sex and masturbating is briefly and vaguely mentioned in the beginning. Mentions of blood. choking, suffocating, âdyingâ Summary: Many choose to forget their love. You donât know if you have that option. Word Count: 5.8k ObeyMAX day: July 10 - AsmoÂ
Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from unrequited love. Flowers begin to bloom in your lungs, feeding off of the tissue, and using your nutrients as its own. If your feelings arenât returned, the flowers will continue to grow until they suffocate you. The only cure, besides having the love returned, is to remove the flowers from your lungs. However, if you go through with this procedure you will lose all memories of your love. Many choose to forget, you donât think you want to make that choice.Â
Keep reading
When Theyâre Drunk | Solomon
Drunk Type: Affectionate
Persephone and Hades AU
Diavolo wasnât lying when he said he enjoyed his time in the underworld
Demon Genitals Headcanon NSFW
Pt.1 - Asmodeus x fem!&m!MC (Male part under female part)
°âąÂ°Â Warnings: NSFW. Nonhuman genitals. Mentions of aphrodisiac. Description of sex (vaginal sex, anal sex for AMAB reader, oral sex), receiving and giving. Switch Asmo for AMAB reader.Â
âąÂ°âąA/N:Yeah, I did something like that. Why? Are you really going to ask? I'm a writer . I have free will lmao. But yeah. As I wrote, it's part 1 đđ». I plan to do it for all characters (demons for sure) . Maybe I'll find something interesting for Solomon and Simeon too.
It wouldn't be surprising to get to know their demon forms better. Especially after knowing there are some parts completely different from humans, right? Wings, horns, tails. Their teeth, tongues, some symbols on their body. And something even more unexpected than you could think. Their intimate parts.
Well, it was more inhuman than you thought⊠There's not a big difference from human size, but both the front and back were still different. Made for pleasure. Created like for Incubus.
As you asked Asmodeus about it, he was happy to show you. If you're really interested, of course you can know more! And since you'll study with him, he will like it too.
He was ready right away, taking you to his room, asking what exactly you wanted to know. Please, tell him now? He must know what to prepare in advance. Even if you are already together behind closed doors of his room. His body pushing onto yours, with pink on his cheeks.
*hits you with gay magic*
meme inspo under the cut
Letâs kill him
Obey me characters with an MC who does reckless things because they're afraid of being a burden.
Self indulgent, comfort, angst Less headcannons, more drabbles.
First, in a group chat without MC: House of Lamentation (7) Satan: I just found MC in the kitchen, trying to open a can with a chef knife. Mammon: WHAT Mammon: Why would they wanna do something like that?? Asmo: (Wide eyed emoji) Belphie: Yea, that's stupid even for Mammon Mammon: HEY! Satan: They couldn't find the can opener, and they said they didn't want to bother anyone. Levi: That's actually kind of cute. Levi: It's just like the main character of this anime I just started watching who acts really tough and independent, but deep down is afraid to ask for help and just wants to be loved! Satan: That's not all Lucifer: it's not? Satan: Solomon saw MC yesterday climbing the bookshelves in the RAD library. Satan: Apparently they'd reached the sixth shelf before he could levitate them and the book they needed back to the ground. Beel: Are all humans like this? Lucifer: No. It seems we've found a particularly troublesome one. Levi: Actually I saw them do something similar earlier this week. Asmo: Oh no. Asmo: I bet Mammon's having a heart attack rn Mammon: (sweaty nervous emoji) Levi: They were standing on the counter trying to reach something on the top of the cabinets waaaay in the back. Belphie: That's not that bad Levi: They were also standing on an upside down pot because they were still too short. Levi: and they were wearing heels. Lucifer: Everyone, make sure to keep an eye on MC as often as possible
Midnight escapades
Demon Bros React: MC Is Insecure
Warnings: mentions of insecurity surrounding body image, physical appearance, self-worth.
Lucifer
It was the day after a party Diavolo had thrown at his castle. You had had fun for the most part, dancing with the brothers and eating delicious foods prepared by Barbatos.Â
But you also remembered how it had felt to look around the room and realize you were surrounded by gorgeous demons, not a single flaw on anyoneâs face. Doubt and insecurity had begun to creep into your mind, and that feeling had carried over into the next day.
You had only talked briefly with Lucifer at the party because he was too busy interacting with Diavoloâs guests. Every time you tried to catch his eye, you noticed how beautiful whoever he was talking to was and found yourself swallowing down your greeting.
Currently Lucifer was at his desk like always, scribbling down notes and shuffling through papers. You brought him afternoon tea and sat reading in one of his armchairs to keep him company.
You had been telling yourself that you were going to ask him the question that was burning in your mind, but an hour had already passed since you first came in. You tried to distract yourself with your book but the words were fuzzy on the page. Finally, you spoke. âLuci?â
He didnât look up from his desk when he answered, âYes, love?â
âDo you⊠do you ever wish I was more beautiful?â
The scratching of his pen stopped immediately and Lucifer lowered the papers he was holding to show his face, a carefully blank expression revealing nothing. âWhat exactly do you mean by that question?â
âI mean exactly what I asked. Do you ever wish I was more beautiful? More attractive? As the Avatar of Pride have you ever been⊠embarrassed to be seen with me?â
At this Luciferâs expression grew cold and furious. âHas someone⊠made you feel this way? Has someone made you feel as if you are inadequate?â You shook your head sadly and whispered, âNo, just my own brain.â
âAh, I see. Well pet, I donât ever wish you were more beautiful because you are the most beautiful being Iâve ever seen. So it would be physically impossible for you to be more beautiful than you are now.â
You snorted. âLuci, that was so cheesy. Your brothers would throw up if they heard what you just said.â Luciferâs lips quirked up in amusement. âWell, Iâm glad I was able to make you laugh. And I do mean what I said. Iâve never once felt embarrassed to be with you; you are my pride, the source of my happiness. If anyone were to suggest otherwise, I would gladly kill them.â
âLuci, weâve been over this. You canât just kill everyone who is mildly rude to me.â
Lucifer went back to working on his papers but there was a gentle smile on his face. âDarling, youâll find that I definitely can. I have a permit.â
Mammon
You were regretting tagging along to one of Mammonâs photo shoots. At first, it seemed like a fun idea getting to look at all the clothes, makeup, and jewelry. Plus, you really wanted to see what Mammon was like when he was working professionally.Â
It was fun at first, you cooing over how handsome Mammon looked in his outfit and watching him get all flustered and blushy. But then the actual photoshoot started and you watched as Mammon posed with a stunning model.
You tried to not let your insecurities get the best of you. You were here to support Mammon! But as the shoot progressed you couldnât help but start to compare yourself, keeping track of how they were more beautiful and you more flawed.Â
The photographer stopped to take a break and Mammon immediately bounced over to you. âMC, did you see me? How does it feel to watch the Great Mammon in his natural element? I look good, donât I?â
You caressed Mammonâs cheek and feigned a bright smile. âYou were amazing Mammon! You look so handsome. And this is such a cool outfit!â But Mammon was somehow always able to tell when you were faking a good mood and he frowned. âMC, is something wrong? You look sad. Did something happen?â
You opened your mouth, an excuse ready on your lips, but found you couldnât lie right to Mammonâs face. You gestured toward the model who was talking to their manager in the corner. âDo you ever wish I looked like that?â
Mammon cocked his head, confused. âDo I ever wish you had blue hair? Not particularly? Although now that I think about it, blue hair would look cool on you too.â
You sighed. âNo, I mean do you ever wish I looked like a model? Sexier? Or prettier?â Mammon thought for a moment, processing your question, and then frowned. âOh no no no. Treasure, whatâs this all about? What happened?â
âSorry Mams, I didnât want to distract you while youâre working. I just got really low and insecure all of a sudden. Started thinking about how you should be with someone really beautiful, you know? And sometimes I feel like thatâs not me.â
Clearly upset, Mammon rushed to give you a crushing hug, tucking your head underneath his chin. âMC I- I wish I could beam my thoughts into your head. That way youâd really believe me when I say that youâre so precious to me. Every day I wake up and think about how lucky I am to be with you.â
You chuckled a little. âI do put up a lot with you, donât I.â Mammon gently smacked you on your back. âHey! Iâve been good lately! But seriously MC, you are stunning. You are gorgeous. And itâs okay if you donât believe me right now because- because Iâll tell you as many times as you need me to! Iâll tell you a thousand times a day! A million times!â
You tried to blink away the tears in your eyes and held onto Mammon even tighter. âThanks Mams, I love you so much.â
âLove you too treasure. Your first manâs gonna take care of you, donât you worry about a thing.â
Leviathan
Usually you liked watching anime with Levi; it was one of your favorite things to do together. Levi was always more happy and lively when watching with you because he was able to express his opinions freely without judgment. And you thought it was adorable how excited Levi got over his favorite characters and storylines.
Today, you were snuggled together on some cushions re-watching an episode of âThe Magical Ruri Hanai: Demon Girlâ. At first you were enjoying the episode, laughing as Ruri got used to the oddities of the human world. But Leviâs repeated comments about how cute Ruri-chan was, which you usually never minded, started to bother you a bit.
You took a quick glance around the room, noting Leviâs enormous collection of Ruri-chan posters, figurines, and other merch. Levi tapped you on the knee, interrupting your thoughts. âMC, youâre missing the best part! What are you looking at?â
You sighed a little, struggling to act nonchalant. âSorry Levi, itâs nothing. Iâm still watching.â Frowning, Levi paused the episode and turned to look at you. âHey, whatâs up?â
Taking a deep breath, you said âLevi, Iâm not Ruri-chan.â He narrowed his eyes in confusion. âYes⊠I know?â
You continued, âI donât look like Ruri-chan. Does that bother you?â
âDoes it bother me⊠that you donât look like an anime character?â He repeated the question slowly, as if you had asked him the strangest question in the world.
Frustrated, you blurted out âI donât look like Ruri-chan! Iâm never going to be as cute as her!â
Levi looked completely bewildered, his eyes wide and staring at you in confusion. âB-But you are cute! MC, w-what are you even talking about?âÂ
Embarrassed at your outburst you looked down at the floor silently. Levi scooted over toward you so that your knees were touching and he waited until you broke the silence. âSometimes I wonder if Iâm good enough. I think maybe youâd like it if I looked cuter or acted cuter, like the characters in anime.â
Levi hesitated for a moment before quickly grabbing onto your hand, blushing furiously as he did so. âMC, I-I already think youâre c-cute. Really really cute. So donât say things like that. And also, I like you because youâre you! Not because youâre like someone else.â
âAnd you make me really happy. Iâm just a gross otaku. I never thought Iâd be able to⊠to find someone like you. Someone who accepts me.â
He tried to lock eyes with you but blushed even harder and stared at your joined hands. âPlus, I couldnât to-touch an anime character. But I can touch you. I can hold your hand or give you hugs whenever you need it, o-okay?â
You leaned your head onto Leviâs shoulder and closed your eyes, letting the peaceful silence wash over you.
Satan
You were accompanying Satan on a trip to one of his favorite stores: an antique shop that sold all manner of rare books and artifacts. The owner, Ms. Sparrow, was a friend of Satanâs and she welcomed the two of you wholeheartedly.
Today, she looked as gorgeous as she always did. Her chic pearl dress and matching silk gloves shone against her dark skin. Not a curl in her hair was out of place and even the click-clack of her heels on the floor seemed melodious somehow.
You left Satan to look at the books and went wandering off into the various aisles of the store, marveling at all the bits and bobs. In one of the over-stuffed corners you happened to find a glittering silver key on a red velvet ribbon. Taking it in your hand, you went back through to show it off to Satan, wanting to ask him what he thought it opened.
But Satan was busy chatting and laughing with Ms. Sparrow. You watched the two of them for a moment and noticed how well they complimented each other. Both had a certain poise, a kind of confidence and certainty in their movements.
On your walk back to the dorms, you were unusually quiet and Satan noticed. âPet, is something the matter?â
You hesitated, wondering if Satan was going to find your insecurity childish. âSatan, Iâm not veryâŠ.elegant.â
âYes, I know. You choked on a piece of bread yesterday. The day before that you tripped over absolutely nothing and fell down.â He smiled, expecting for you to get riled up, but it fell when he saw that you looked dejected. âLove, what is the matter? Have I upset you?â
You avoided his gaze. âSometimes⊠sometimes I wonder if I bring you down by being with you. I feel like you deserve someone elegant and sophisticated. Someone who matches you. But Iâm not. Iâm clumsy and messy and not perfect, like Ms. Sparrow.â
Satanâs eyebrows shot up in surprise. âMs. Sparrow? What does she have anything to with this?â He turned you around so that you were facing him. âPet, please look at me. I love you. And Iâm not with you in spite of you being clumsy or messy. I love you because youâre clumsy and messy, because those are parts of you and I love all of you.â
He leaned down to press his forehead against yours. âAnd why would I need someone perfect? Am I perfect? Yesterday you saw me screaming at my cup because I accidentally spilled some tea and burned my finger.â
You shrugged while giggling, âI thought it was a perfectly reasonable response.â You wrapped your arms around his and buried your face into his shoulder. âThanks, Satan. You always know how to make me feel better.â
He reached down to give you a gentle kiss. âAnytime, love. Iâm always here for you.â
Asmodeus
Asmo has a lot of fans across all his social media accounts. That was made perfectly clear the first time you went on a date with him outside. Sitting in the trendy coffeeshop, several people had come up to ask him for a picture or an autograph. He was never shy about you and always introduced you as his sweetheart, cooing about how beautiful you were.Â
Some days it was okay. You loved seeing the bubbly social-butterfly side of Asmo. He was always so sweet to everyone who came up to him and genuinely enjoyed meeting new people. But other days, your insecurity rose up like a huge wave and dampened everything.
This particular day you were shopping with Asmo in a new boutique that had opened up. You were aimlessly flicking through the racks of clothes when you heard a large squealing.
Two demons ran up to Asmo, talking and gesturing excitedly. You could make out that they followed him on Devilgram and were asking if he was willing to take a picture with them. These demons were some of the most attractive beings you had ever seen. Their clothes were incredibly stylish and their hair and makeup were done flawlessly.
Looking around the shop, in all of the full length mirrors you could see the reflection of Asmo and his beautiful fans. And you looked out of place, like a puzzle piece that didnât fit in at all.Â
Tearing up, you grabbed a random pair of jeans off the rack and ran into a changing room. You turned away from the mirror, not wanting to look at yourself, and took deep breaths to try and keep from bursting into sobs. After a few moments Asmo began looking for you, having finished taking pictures. âSweetheart, are you changing? Let me see what youâre wearing when youâre done!â
At the sound of his voice you burst into tears and your attempts to muffle the noise were futile. Outside the door, Asmoâs voice sounded panicked. âDarling, are you okay? Whatâs the matter? Please come outside, whatever it is please let me help you!â You hesitated, not wanting to face him, but this made him even more frantic. He started jiggling the doorknob and knocking on the door.
You opened it, afraid that he would accidentally break the doorknob leaving you trapped inside. As soon as he saw you he gathered you in his arms and began making shushing noises while smoothing your hair. âSweetheart, why are you crying? Please talk to me, please tell me whatâs wrong.â
You tried to get the words out in between sobs and hiccups. âA-Asmo, donât you want someone m-more beautiful? Someone who-who looks g-good with you?â Asmo paused for a moment, processing your words, and then his eyes burned with anger. âSweetheart, did one of my fans say something mean to you? Did someone make you feel like this?â
You shook your head vigorously. âNo, just me.â Asmo breathed a sigh of relief at hearing no one had harrassed you and resumed smoothing your hair. âOh, darling. You ARE beautiful. Youâre stunning, sweetheart. I wish you could see the way I saw you, how adorable and gorgeous you are. And I understand that there are going to be days when you donât believe me, when you feel like youâre not. But at least donât go through those days alone, okay?â
You nodded, not trusting yourself to speak without tearing up again.
âNow, letâs go get some ice cream. We can eat it while taking a bubble bath.â
Beelzebub
You werenât really sure why Beel liked you coming with him to the gym all the time, even if you didnât exercise. He said your presence was calming and that it made him focus better, which was odd because a lot of the time you just sat on an unoccupied machine and scrolled through your D.D.D.
Today was much the same, with Beel running on the treadmill and you watching some videos. The gym was pretty empty, just a few students exercising here and there.
Your eyes drifted to Beel who was running without even breaking a sweat. His body was all solid muscle: his arms, legs, and abs looked perfectly chiseled and toned. Last week you accidentally ran into Beel in the hallway and it felt like you had smashed into a brick wall. Beel, on the other hand, was completely fine.
You began to wonder what Beel thought about your body. He could be pretty handsy at times and he wasnât shy in his affections. But what if there was something he didnât like? Something that he thought needed changing?
Heâs never mentioned anything about exercising to you before. But you thought back to the students you had seen in this gym: all of them were extremely fit with incredible bodies. You couldnât help but start to compare yourself to them and think that maybe you were lacking.
Just then, Beel finished his run and walked over to you. You werenât sure what kind of facial expression you were making but it seemed enough to concern him because he asked, âMC, is everything okay?â
âHey Beel⊠do you ever wish I had a nicer body?â
He squinted in confusion. âWhat do you mean by âa nicer bodyâ?â
âI donât know⊠just better. Whatever nicer looks like for you.â
Beel was quiet for a moment, thinking. âNo, Iâve never wished for that before. I still donât know what you mean by ânicerâ. I love you. And I love your body because its yours. The only thing that matters to me is whether youâre happy. And as long as Iâm still allowed to touch you, then Iâm happy.â
He looked at you nervously then, biting his lip. âAm I⊠still allowed to touch you?â
You laughed and reached to give him a hug, loving how safe it felt in his arms. âOf course, big guy. Thanks for making me feel better. You always know what to say.â
Beel flushed with pride and closed his eyes in happiness, leaning into your hand as you patted him on the head.
Belphegor
You knew you were dreaming because you were sitting in a R.A.D classroom surrounded by fellow students, but you couldnât focus on any of their faces. They were blurry, as if someone had smudged them like an artist had smudged some charcoal.
You were at your desk, looking around the classroom, when as if on cue all of the students began to slowly gather around you. They stood there silently for a moment, unmoving, and you felt a shiver go up your spine.Â
And then one by one the students began to hurl insults at you.
âYouâre not good enough. Not good enough for Belphegor.â âYouâre ugly, youâre hideous. âYouâre unwanted, go back to where you came from.â âYou donât deserve what you have, donât deserve good.â âYouâre weak.â âYou ruin others, you ruin everything.â
As they insulted you the students began to draw themselves closer, pushing and shoving to reach you. They almost made a cover over your desk as if to block out all the light. You hunched over your desk, shaking and panicking, trying to curl up to protect yourself.
One of the demons began shaking your shoulder roughly, you yelping in pain. He began yelling in your ear, âWake up! Wake up!â
âMC! Wake up!â
You startled awake and looked around the room in fear. You were in Belphieâs bed, your pajamas sticking to you with sweat. Belphie was looking at you with concern, one hand still on your shoulder.
âMC, youâre okay. Itâs just me. It was just a nightmare.â You let out a sob and buried yourself in his arms while he patted you on the back until your breaths evened out.
âD-Did you see my dream?â you asked. You were nervous about showing Belphie that weak side of you, the insecurities that had been brewing since the two of you had begun a relationship. He looked apologetic. âI did. You were whimpering and shaking in your sleep. I wanted to make sure you were okay.â
He reached over, one hand smoothing your hair, the fingers of his other hand interlaced with yours. âNone of what they said was true, you know.â You looked down, embarrassed. âI mean it, MC. You are good enough. Youâre beautiful, youâre wanted, you deserve all the nice and beautiful things in the world, youâre strong. And most importantly, you lift others up. You lift me up everyday.â
He lifted up your hand and pressed a kiss against it. âYou lifted me out of darkness. I love you so much. And Iâll gladly stay by your side, for as long as youâll have me.â
You grabbed the front of his sweater to draw him into a rough kiss, lips bruising. âForever, Belphie. Forever.âÂ