hhhmmm a caffeine addiction

just a trans disaster trying to just survive one day at a time

[gay-crow]

My mental state might be falling apart, but at least I got hot tea to drink

[pukicho]

You really are the cum of the earth

[pukicho]

You truly are the cream of the cock 

[pukicho]

You fucking wish

[gay-crow]

why the fuck did I have to read this

[gay-crow]

Feels nice when I fall down the stairs and instead of asking if I'm OK, my parents just yells at me

[gay-crow]

me: every just have a mental break down cause you can’t draw a mountain range?

my friend:....dude.....are you ok?

me*on the verge of crying*: yea why do you ask

[gay-crow]

One minute I’m playing solitaire, the next I’m writing a love song. Not sure how I got here

[gay-crow]

I want to eat a block of cheese

[gay-crow]

The words "rat man" entered my head, and now I want to draw it. But there are to many ideas of what my brain could have meant by "rat man". So now I'm just staring at a sketch book questioning my entire existence

[pukicho]

My new years resolution is to get worse 

[gay-crow]

[gay-crow]

[gay-crow]

First ever song I've written, any and all criticism is appreciated

“Tired”

God I'm so tired of life

But it's not like I wanna die

I'm hanging from the last thread

Just waiting to see when I'll be dead

It's like my souls somewhere

Leaving my body in despair

I know i'm filled with empathy

But i just don't care

I haven't stopped to think about why

Every night i just want to cry

It feels wrong to feel so hurt

When other people need more support than I ever will need

I know i'll never make it anyways

But i can't get rid of this fantasy

The dream of being big

Just needs to come to an end

And God I'm so tired of life

But it's not like I wanna die

I'm hanging from the last thread

Just waiting to see when I'll be dead

It's like my souls somewhere

Leaving my body in despair

I know i'm filled with empathy

But i just havent stopped to care

I should be treating myself better

Treating myself better

Everything feels like its coming to a bitter end

But i'm not ready to be thought of as dead

and everything that ive thought of

Just ends up being so wrong

I'm thinking of hopping into the driver seat

And driving so far away from all of those I know

Unsure of where I’ll end up

Cause God I'm so tired of life

But it's not like I wanna die

I'm hanging from the last thread

Just waiting to see when I'll be dead

It's like my souls somewhere

Leaving my body in despair

I know i'm filled with empathy

But i just don't care

[just-becaus]

How to tell if someone’s masculinity is fragile:

1. Tell them male bees are useless to the hive in winter

2. Watch them either think it’s a cool fact (passed the vibe check) or watch them get offended (does not pass the vibe check)

This has been tested and proven correct

[gay-crow]

......what?

[just-becaus]

Is calling someone a soggy hot Cheeto an insult and what emotions does it display

[gay-crow]

im sorry

[gay-crow]

instead of people referring to be as “Mister” or “Misses”, I just want to be referred as “Captain”

[gay-crow]

really wishing that I can chop off my titties and donate them to trans women