GAY leaf

HAPPY PRIDE GANG I call dibs on being THE Brandy Yume btw since everyone hates him/hj cuz I don't believe in #1 Yumes and stuff like that, I don't see yumeshipping as a competition Jirai!! C:

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Welcome to my blog! C:

Hi! My name is sea leaf, but you can also call me Blair, peril, Sea or leaf for short! I have adhd and really bad anxiety. I am a jirai! I’m new to this though!

I am 14!! :D

I go by all prounouns, but I prefer he/they/Sky

I am a Nova Scotian (Canadian!) warning: I have trouble with how I speak and how I react, so I might say things wrong, not speak at all, or have basic/stupid resposes, I’m so sorry! :c

Fandom list: -Objectified -Dispatch -Wings of fire -Warriors cats -One piece -TADC -Httyd -Slime Rancher -metal family -Scott pilgrim -dragon striker -osc in general

And probably more! I’ll add more when I remember them

I have an artfight! Hope the link works but if it doesn’t I am SeaLeaf.

Art Fight

An art gifting game

I follow people I find cool! A lot of people I follow are friends of my moots, so If you know my moots, then that could be how I found you. I also tend to follow people in the objectified fandom, I love the series and I want to Interact with other fans. Also I follow Jirai blogs!! C:

I am Waterboy and Peril IRL (But I am completely okay with Yumeshippers and other kins of those two, coming from someone who has an oc x canon w/ Waterboy ((Flickerboy(?) my loves))

I am a yumeshipper who’s always changing F/Os for some reason, my current ones are Brandy (Note for those who think I shouldn’t like him due to THAT episode, it was the deliriums fault, not his) and Painkiller (Objectified) and sanji (One piece)!! ^_^ I am hypersharing for all of them :] also I do oc x canon w/ Wb!! ^_^

I absolutely love userbox, blinkie and Art requests!! Please send some if you want to! My only rules are no 18+ stuff annd/or hate stuff! other than that go wild!

I also love being tagged in stuff!! It fills me with joy my tags: Sea leaf’s small talk: all my posts that aren’t reblogs Sea’s art: my art sea’s oc posting: my ocs DNI: basic Dni + people who harass/andor harm doubles + anti yumeshippers, antitherians, anti-jirais, etc + pro harassment

Have a good day!! C:(blinkies made by the peak @host-objectified-irl based of the German water saga in his blog)

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Rahhhh I’m so fucking mad at myself a few weeks ago I deleted my tomodachi life island impulsively and I made myself have to make my island again

Lowkey having fun tho with a fresh start, uhh mii showcase

Minty and host, currently trying to make them like each other cuz Shadowmint 🥹🥹

Dynamite

Rocket and Brandy, had to delete rockets horns bc the free draw space was too small😔 I like how I did Brandy I’m happy cuz I was struggling

I also have flicker and waterboy dispatch but lowkey don’t feel like posting them cause they’re losers

Notice how it’s all objectified cause it’s goated??🥹🥹 Lmk who I should add next I have no ideas👀👀

[bustermutt]

ADD CITRUS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE AND SPOOL PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSS

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ONG IM NOT EVEN KIDDING I WAS THINKING OF ADDING THEM 10 MINUTES AGO🥹🥹

I WILL RIGHT AFTER I GET MY TWO MIIS TO STOP FIGHTING C:

[spid3rs0up]

Dying right now because youtube lagged out and mixed up 2 videos.

I clicked on a seal video but the title, description and evcerything else are from a cosmic/liminal space horror video that was underneath it.

The fucking comments in the wrong context are sending me.

EVERYONE IS SO SCARED OF THIS BABY SEAL

sorry, I mean enormous sea monster. I don't think this could have happened with a funnier combination. This is the hardest I've laughed in a while and I had a psychotic laughing fit yesterday.

[legojackmanz]

[crystalfallssneal]

I want to have a job where I get to pet a baby seal to sleep

[host-objectified-irl]

german water saga blinkies lmao @gay-leaf

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PUTTTING THIS IN MY INTRO RN /srs

[splatteredantgutz]

just saw someone with this pfp im fucking crying

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Jeff the (Man) kisser

[splatteredantgutz]

new quote

[gay-leaf]

So inspirational🥹🥹 sobbing at the beauty of the quote “Jeff the (man) kisser”

[splatteredantgutz]

just saw someone with this pfp im fucking crying

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Jeff the (Man) kisser

[host-objectified-irl]

K.F.

I'm looking at maps right now, trying to figure out if there's a train station nearby. But part of me thinks I'll have better luck with a car.

God damn my body hurts horribly, I wish I was dead to be honest from this pain.

Like, this is way worse than that time I had surgery.

It will all be worth it soon if I find a working vehicle.

Also, this is apparently an alternative universe???

I guess thst makes sense as to why help never came.

But part of me is scared to think about other universes.

Imagine a universe where none of this happened, or one where I died, or one where the world is in ruins for mine.

Seeing that, I don't know if any governments or countries are still standing right now.

But I hope at least there's something.

I am coming, Dmi.

It might take days, but it'll be worth it.

yeah I mean given how apocalyptic this is I don't think the trains will be working so yeah probably the car

you ARE going to find Dmitri keep going 🥹🥹🥹🥹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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COME ON KARL YOU WILL FIND DMITRI YOU CAN DO THIS KEEP GOINGG‼️‼️‼️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🥹🥹👍👍

[harpyvenus]

fucking around with colors hi dynamush

[host-objectified-irl]

Our Codename is K.F.

My initials so you remember me.

I don't know how long it will take me to reach the border, but I'm trying to get to Russia

I don't know how long it will take me to get there. But I hope not too long.

I have a plan to get to Poland, Belarus, and then get over into Russia.

Knowing someone like you has seen me gives me hope. I'll keep moving.

LETS GOOO YOU GOT THIS!!!!! ME AND ALL.MY.MUTALS ARE ROOTING FOR YOU ‼️‼️‼️‼️

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YESSSS WE BELIEVE IN YOU KARL/K.F AND WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU‼️‼️🥹🥹 YOU CAN DO THISSSSSS

[pacifisnake]

computer how do I kiss someone through a screen. computer how do I pull him through the screen so I can cuddle him. computer. computer do you hear me

[host-objectified-irl]

My family waits there. The water smells of pure rotting.

Part of me wants to go in.

Part of me doesn't.

These streets are so empty.

I don't like going near the parks, but sometimes I have no choice.

The house burnt down when quarantine started.

I want to try leaving Germany and finding the border and pray someone's alive.

My body hurts, my muscles hurt as I type.

I wish I could claw at myself, but that's just the psychotic symptoms speaking.

Everytime I pass a park, my heart wrenches, seeing the bodies of the children and parents who had succumbed to the disease, floating in the water.

It's flows through my brain, imagining the parents, or the kids horror to see their loved ones drowning themselves from the dehydration.

My nose won't stop bleeding sometimes, my eyes hurt, face hurts.

I wish I could pick death, but I hope there's someone outside here who can save me. Or has some kind of medicine to help me.

Though, I highly doubt there's a cure for it, but just something to help me for now.

This is my only hope.

Knowing I've got a boyfriend waiting for me in Russia, I will keep pushing. He's all I got left. His bright blue eyes, his beautiful blonde hair, has toothy grin with that gap in between those two front teeth is all I know.

And my only existing home, I know now.

I'm coming Dmitri, I am coming home.

I'm trying to push through. I hope Moscow isn't gone or in any other countries.

The service gets stronger, but my phone is awful since it's so many years old.

YES KARL I BELIVE IN YOU GO TO YOUR BOYFRIEND‼️‼️‼️‼️🥹🥹🥹🥹

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YESSSSSS KARL OMG YOU GOT THIS YOU CAN MAKE IT TO YOUR BOYFRIEND WE SUPPORT YOU

[gay-leaf]

Rahhhh I’m so fucking mad at myself a few weeks ago I deleted my tomodachi life island impulsively and I made myself have to make my island again

Lowkey having fun tho with a fresh start, uhh mii showcase

Minty and host, currently trying to make them like each other cuz Shadowmint 🥹🥹

Dynamite

Rocket and Brandy, had to delete rockets horns bc the free draw space was too small😔 I like how I did Brandy I’m happy cuz I was struggling

I also have flicker and waterboy dispatch but lowkey don’t feel like posting them cause they’re losers

Notice how it’s all objectified cause it’s goated??🥹🥹 Lmk who I should add next I have no ideas👀👀

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lowkey don’t know what to do now this game gets boring for me when I have no mii ideas lmao

[host-objectified-irl]

...okay anyways. Artfight

for F1SH3RZ (no Tumblr/not linked), @spiderrcakezz, and @gay-leaf respectfully

yay

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THANK YOU FOR DRAWING MY BABY TWIN🥹🥹 I DEVOURED THIS ART BTWWW

[host-objectified-irl]

ignore how in reality shed be towering over empa okay ♥️

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Dw I draw her with my other oc flicker a lot and I make them like the same height despite the fact Nightowl would be like 100x his size so I can relate🥹🥹

[host-objectified-irl]

...okay anyways. Artfight

for F1SH3RZ (no Tumblr/not linked), @spiderrcakezz, and @gay-leaf respectfully

yay

[gay-leaf]

THANK YOU FOR DRAWING MY BABY TWIN🥹🥹 I DEVOURED THIS ART BTWWW

[host-objectified-irl]

I am sending this. While I have the signal, I accidentally pressed anonymous, and it won't change back cause of how bad the signal is and the lag.

All emergency services are inactive.

It's been 2 months.

I'm scared.

I can't contact much of anyone.

I'm scared to go outside, seeing those things out there.

Everyone is gone, my moms, dads, sisters, and brothers.

I thought I was careful...

I think I have it...

I'm very scared.

I don't want to suffer the fate those people had when they got the disease.

None of the water is safe anymore.

Anyone that drinks water that apparently isn't safe, they go mad at few days later from intense dehydration because of the disease to the point they run towards the rivers and end up drowning themselves in the water.

It was scary.

I don't know what to do.

My throat burns horribly.

I feel extremely dehydrated.

I know I have the disease, the Medical Kit distributed by the government before it all happened tells me I have it.

Symptoms Of The: Water Disease.

Dehydration

Headaches

Clammy Skin

High Fever

Psychotic Symptoms showing after 10 days.

I have all of those symptoms.

I'm scared.

I wish I had my mom still. My dad. Anyone.

I am not a story.

This is happening. Quarantine has been initiated since around May.

The day quarantine was initiated was the scariest.

Hearing people scream outside, people holding their loved ones trying to keep them from running towards the water, it was terrifying, to even suddenly see my grandfather smash through a window just to get to the water.

Then one by one they disappeared.

But why leave me as the last one. Dying alone?

There's no cure for this. I've tried so many medications that my body hurts.

There are so many pills, liquid medicines, and so on.

No one is even alive in the nearby houses, nothing but places fully ruined.

I can't help but feel scared, knowing children had suffered this disease.

Why the children, why couldn't this spare the damn children!?

She was only 5 years old! She had her own life ahead of her!

At least when this disease or my pains finally kill me, at least I'll see them all in heaven.

Thank you, if you have found this, and read it.

Names Karl, by the way. Karl Freud.

It's been many days, not even any other world governments would help, I don't even know if there's any left.

But Germany was the first to go, Berlin was hit first, then it spread so fast.

Please, if anyone is out there, and finally finds this.

Please.

Help me.

Help us all in Germany.

If there's anyone left.

what the fuck does this even mean

am I being caught up in some arg shit???? google searching yields no results btw

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What tf is even this im so lost and lowkey kinda scared