So that happened
Wow, it’s been almost a year since I’ve Tumblr’d. I’m still around. I’m still single and love it. I simply made tough people choices and easy life choices that better aligned with my core. Be surprise that it had zero to do with politics. It’s been a LONG road. I’m still on that road, but it was the right decision. I love this path.
I looked back thru my own archive and I need a cold shower! Damn fine men, but my attraction has also evolved a bit more. I still love a big guy, but I also love average sized guys now. That’s different. I still can’t get into skinny guys. If you’re a skinny guy, plenty of guys like you so ... you can ignore what I just said if you choose to do so. I just very much like meat ... in a non-cannibal, non-zombie, but touchy, feely, love and affection way.
It was great to catch up with the Tumblr’s of @mikeandbob​ and @lrbwiny​. They’re so awesome for sharing their lives! It looks like @ebrabbit​ went quiet. Hope all is okay there.
If you have a rockin’ Tumblr that I love and I didn’t mention you, it’s because it’s been a year since I’ve checked this. You’re important, still maybe try harder and then you’ll forever be ingrained into my grey matter like those guys I mentioned (Hint: it’s because they openly share themselves ... which is something I still very much struggle with. Yes, I should take my own advice on trying harder to openly share. Don’t count on it; keep reading).
Things are going to change around here ... as in, I’ll probably rarely use Tumblr. I might check in a bit more often. No worries either way. I’m on a career path right now and I’m a bit insane for choosing it. Apparently, I love a challenge.
And then there’s this next part which will best explain why you’re reading this post ...
About a week ago, I realized one extremely important thing. If I don't do anything about finding a partner-maybe-husband, I'll never find him. It’s something I completely stopped doing, because I was / am content without it. However, a good farmer plans ahead, so I best start planting some seeds. Then I realized how much I hated modern “dating”. I may be younger-ish-getting-ever-closer-to-middle-age, but I’m an old soul. So I decided that if I do this, I’m doing it my way and on my own terms. Again I love a challenge, because the challenge is necessary to achieve something greater.
I’m not a fan of modern dating methods or the behaviors they create. Considering what I admire in a guy, using those methods will be counterproductive for him and me. I’m also not a fan of counterproductive behavior.
So, I’m still around, but my online hack, social goal is only “to find us.” It’s going to be a slower process, but far more satisfying. It’s an investment in a really fun future with the right guy. I’m patient. I’ll find him. He’ll find me. Until then, living life.
