[arsoniiii]

[fightxer]

and I drew this for Miyanos bday too….

[cjillustrate]

spring 🌸

[arsoniiii]

sillies

[eludesu]

[pinkymangacaps]

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Seuss

[anime-707]

🌸 ᴛʜᴇʏ ʜᴇᴀʟ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ 🌸

[gaylorjupiter]

i hate that the person I want to gush the most about tonight is you

tonight was a night ive been dreaming about since i was a kid and I hate that the only person I want to tell about it is you but I can't and I'll never be able to because I wasn't good enough for you to change

is it ever gonna get better?

[gaylorjupiter]

nobody ever considers me

[gaylorjupiter]

im so sick of being the friend thats always choosen last and never being checked on

[gaylorjupiter]

i have to remember its not my friends jobs to drop whatever they're doing and respond to my messages even if my life feels like it's exploding

[gaylorjupiter]

it'd be so nice to have a friend that matches my energy and just makes people feel special and shit

its on me for thinking this birthday would be any different or that im important enough

[gaylorjupiter]

its like the honeymoon period of the breakup is over.

all that relief, joy, excitement is gone and now i just feel

empty, sad, broken

i just want to be okay again

[gaylorjupiter]

man breaking up with someone that hurt you for almost 3 years straight is such a surreal thing to be experiencing. I know I'm happier, I know it was the right thing to do, I've even had people tell me that it's so obvious I'm happier

but

i miss the good times, I miss her even, I'm afraid of all this change and im afraid of the future and there's a small

small

small

part of me that wishes I never said anything at all

[gaylorjupiter]

i did the right thing

[gaylorjupiter]

I'm finally ending things after 10 months of her promising to get better, to treat me better, her keeping none of those promises, and then threatening suicide after I asked for a day of space after she had hurt me again

i deserve better

[gaylorjupiter]

hahahaha I love trying to do a nice thing and then ordering normal oreos instead of double stuffed oreos so I've now ruined their night hahaha ha wow that's so fun and quirky and I love my life im so happy