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once you get used to not being alone all the time its really miserable to fall back into constant isolation it turns out

#jck.txt #im a garbage gutter human w no understanding of how 2 exist normally

sorry i dont really post much here but whenever i need to vent or have a thought i just save it as a draft & then im too embarrassed to post it later

#jck.txt #this blog haaaas 384 drafts lol #this happens on all of my sideblogs & also my main btw im pathetic socially

my mom: why do you apologize for everything?

me:

#jck.txt #mother ment -#today's mood is bitter

today has been pretty terrible but i feel ok now

#jck.txt #smth nice happened & im actually rly looking forward to it !!!

i just replied to a fb message i got over a year ago from someone i hadnt spoken to in like 7 years & i feel like im gonna die?

#jck.txt #mistake???#it was from a rly good friend i lost touch w after she moved when we were in 8th grade oh my god dfijkfdhfhkdj

i found out thru a friend that its my birthday lmao

#jck.txt #at least i can legally drink now

someone yelled at me today & i didnt cry

#jck.txt #character development..........#i almost cried dfjhdfkj

my moms posting evangelion music on fb

#jck.txt #like whats goin on scoob

i went to make some coffee but i forgot to add the coffee grounds so ive just brewed a pot of hot water

#jck.txt #i didnt even. notice until id already poured it & had a sip hewwo im a fool

little-forget-me-not

Tumblr has a new update that lets other see your availability on IM which I personally find stressful so here’s the option to turn it off for yourself. However you can’t turn it off for others which is so irritating.

#jic for anyone who still didnt kno about this

keysmashing is the only way i can communicate anymore & its ruining my life

#jck.txt #'i cant embarrass myself if i dont say anything comprehensible ever again' djdfhkfjdk. false

i hate thinking about how social i used to be bc its such a. stark contrast now & its depressing? i was so talkative and like. at this point i cant imagine ever having been like that

#jck.txt #it felt like such a sudden change?#i used to talk to people every day for hours & i cant do that anymore #the thought of committing to a conversation like. even a short one exhausts me #anyway its too early in the day for introspection. how are u all doing

really anxious & scared lately for no discernible reason

#jck.txt #hmmm........... bad #love that vague paranoia

i often find myself thinking “nothing will ever surprise me again” and at Least biweekly i am proven horribly wrong,

#jck.txt #what in gods name is going on tonight. what in g

gayvpd

when yr constantly alternating between trying to mimic the “cool distant & aloof….” and the “friendly positive & lovable!!!” internet personas

kirbymongerr

op switch to the two handed stance, allowing you to dual wield personas.

#dfjkdhfkf

me @ myself whenever i speak: bad post op

#jck.txt #im really good at embarrassing myself & also thinking abt it constantly

i had all of mjy wisdom teeth removed a week ago & ive been watching Friends exclusively ever since

#jck.txt #dentist -#jic #i cant use the pain meds as an excuse anymore bc ive been off of them for 2 days now this is all me

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