Your theme is so pretty megan and niki๐ญ๐ญ๐
UGHHSHHSHS HI THERE BABY!!!! thank you SOOOOmucch imon the floor ily imgonna smooch u on the cheek ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟMEGAN N RIKI TRULY MY TWO ULTS ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
hai iโm dropping by to say i love your theme sooooooo muchโฆ itโs so cutesy n pink omg
OHMYGSOSHSJAIEYHE ITS ONE OF MY FAVOIRYE AUTHORS ON TUMBLR FUCKKCK hi my sweet apple pie thank you sosksihcjjj im genuinely giggling n blushing rn!!!!!!! mwamwamwasajjw ily thank u ๐ฅบ
๐๐๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐!๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐!๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ึผ ึถึธึข. ๐พ๐๐๐บ ๐๐๐บ๐ ๐ต ๐๐พ๐๐๐ ๐/ ๐๐๐๐, ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ + ๐ผ๐๐บ๐ผ๐, ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐พ๐บ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ป๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐พ ๐บ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐, ๐ป๐๐โฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐. REBLOG4KISS i took the sm out of smauโฆ there is a written part of this fic!
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your phone wonโt stop buzzing.
it lies face-down on a mountain of papers, vibrating against the wood until the pens rattle. you keep pretending to focus on the calc problem in front of you, but every time it buzzes, your stomach flips.
finally you cave.
riki: fuck. yn can we talk? i can pick you up.
you stare at the screen, thumb hovering. thereโs no emoji, no softener, just that sharp rush of words. you type your address before you can think about it.
the day is damp and heavy when you step outsideโthe rain had just came to a stop. a car engine hums at the curb, headlights washing the street in a pale yellow. riki is thereโhood up, hands shoved deep into his pockets, shifting like heโs been waiting forever.
"hey," you say, voice smaller than you meant.
his eyes lift. even in the slightly dark morning, you catch the wreck of emotion in them. "hey," he answers, rough around the edges.
"do youโฆ wanna come in? itโs cold."
he nods so fast itโs almost a flinch.
inside, the house smells faintly of coffee and rain. you lead him past the scattered books, the half-folded blanket on the couch. he sits only when you sit, knees close enough to brush.
you try for a smile. "soโฆ whatโs wrong? you barely texted back this morning. did iโ"
"donโt." his voice is low, urgent. "donโt think this is about something you did. itโs me. iโve beenโฆ losing my mind."
you blink. "rikiโฆ"
he drags a hand through his hair, hoodie falling back to reveal eyes too bright. "I canโt keep acting like iโm fine. i thought i could just be the friend who hangs around, who makes stupid jokes. but every time you look at me it feels like iโve already given myself away."
he leans forward, elbows on his knees. "you donโt get it. iโm crazy about you. like, the kind where i hear a song and itโs suddenly yours. i memorize the way you talk. i wait for your messages like theyโre oxygen. and when you asked for jayโs number. god, it was like someone punched me. itโs pathetic."
the words tumble out faster now, unstoppable. "i keep thinking, if you like someone else, fine, iโll swallow it. but then you text me at 8am early in the morning, with that โhey do you need help maybe with calc?โ"
"and it kills me because youโre soโฆ you. and iโm sitting here dying to tell you that youโre my favorite part of every day."
the room is silent except for the quiet thud of your heartbeat. he finally looks up, waiting for the inevitable rejection.
you reach for his hand before you even decide to. his fingers are cold and tense until you lace them with yours. "riki," you whisper, "you have no idea how long iโve wanted to hear that."
his breath catches. "waitโwhat?"
"i like you," you say, and it feels absurdly easy. "iโve liked you for a while. i justโฆ didnโt think you felt the same."
something in him unravels completely. his shoulders drop, a shaky laugh escaping like heโs been holding it for months. "youโre serious?"
"completely."
he moves closer, still searching your face like he might wake up. "i canโt believe this," he murmurs, thumb brushing along your jaw. "i was so sure iโd ruin everything."
"you didnโt," you say, leaning into his touch. "youโre ruining nothing."
his forehead rests against yours, breath warm and uneven. "tell me to stop if this is too much."
you donโt. you tilt up, and he meets you halfway.
the first brush of his mouth is hesitant, almost questioning. his hand slides to the back of your neck, fingers tracing small, careful circles like heโs afraid youโll disappear. you lean in, and the kiss deepensโsoft at first, then steadier, the kind that makes the whole room fade until itโs only the two of you and the quiet sound of raindrops dropping from your roof outside.
he exhales against your lips, a low shaky sound that makes your chest tighten. you feel him smile, just barely, before he tilts his head and kisses you again, slower, lingering like heโs memorizing the shape of you.
when you finally pull back, you stay close, noses brushing. his thumb drifts across your cheek, gentle enough to make you shiver.
โi could stay right here,โ he whispers, voice rough, "for a long time." he admits, gulping slightly as he could barely look at you. "god, iโm so stupid for you," he says softly, like a confession and a promise all at once.
a/n. hey yallโฆ i know i took a decade. I HOPE THIS DOESNT DISAPPOINT IMSORRRYRUUEUEJHWE ๐ญ ill make it up to you all im making a jake smau and i have so much unwritten fics rn so. okay i lova u all u all r my angels
IVYCHERRY MY WIFE ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ thanksyou so mychc imsobbing on the ground and holdingd this message close to my heart. youuwkniw who else is beautiful ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ my wife ๐ฃ๐ฃ
my first moot greetingsss๏ผ*๏ผพใฏ๏ผพ*๏ผidk how to talk to people online apologies if this is awkward omg ๐ญ
HI THERE ANGEL!!!!!!! omg im so honored to be your first mootโฆ. Itโs okay your not coming off as awkward at ALL ๐๐๐๐๐๐ your so cute lets b friends ๐๐๐๐๐
IMGONNA KISS UOUUU THANK U SWEET ANGEL that means so much to me cos im so bad at making themesโฆ..๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบspeaking about gorgeousโฆ you ๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค๐คค
oKAY UPDATE ON OPERATION GETTING THE GIRL: i am ALMOST FINISHED!!!!!! ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ guys trust me on this one. kinda struggled with continuing itโฆ i was thinking if yn should just end up with jay for an angsty turn, but thankfully i wouldve sobbed so i didnt ๐ ill post it later today! (hopefully.)
HELLO HONEYBUN oh gosh first of all thank you ๐๐๐and second of all! IM BEYOND INLOVE WITH YOUR THEME (and u.. ๐ผ) your so cool new mootie letโs kissโฆโฆ ๐ฅบ
how to talk to my awesome cool sexy fire moots someone post a detailed explanation ๐ง 19 yrs old of age and struggling with socializing oh wrap it up