Bastard™??

Ama {{} 17 {{} Self aware..? {{} Technically not allowed to steal gems anymore and doesn't know what to do with himself {{} Blog accepts M!As even if none are reblogged

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He looked up, eyes widening at the sight of Ama, and he's already bubbles himself, he looks horrified*

...Y...you....! You were that lizard thing....? What....?

[gem-in-denial]

He stared at Viri. It was tempting— but he remembered his promise now... Sitting down and wrapping his tail around to rest in his lap.

"I'm not going to do anything."

[alexandrite-steeb]

*Sir, it's gonna take more for him to trust you-*

....Well I'm not dropping the bubble....!

[gem-in-denial]

He thought that would be the case... Not like it mattered much, he had no reason to make contact anymore.

"That's fine. I can still talk to you through the bubble."

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He's tense, hugging his knees as he basically glares at Ama*

....What do you want this time...?

[gem-in-denial]

He closed his eyes. Thinking. What did he want? To apologise-?

"I'm sorry—"

No that felt wrong. His tail thwacked against his lap annoyed as he wracked through his brain

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He tilted his head*

....You're.... Sorry....? What....? Sorry doesn't fix the trauma... Mr.... Uhm..... Jerkface....!

*He... Isn't good at insults. Ama, you traumatized him, sorry ain't gonna cut it*

[gem-in-denial]

"I didn't intend on it fixing the trauma. Although, it would be inconvenient for you to hate me. I don't expect forgiveness so easily."

[alexandrite-steeb]

*very >:|*

....Then.... Stop talking....? I don't want to hate anyone... That would be mean....!

[gem-in-denial]

Stop talking? Okay. He closed his eyes. Sitting there silently. Tail swishing up in down every now and again.

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[cinnamon-steven]

*Oh! Looks like he's just in time to be corruption scar buddies with Cinnamon! Who seemed less than happy to see him, freezing in place, staring at him terrified*

[gem-in-denial]

Of course. This must not have been Cinnamons ideal meeting. However, it had to happen one way or another.

"Cinnamon. Hello, long time no see."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[fractured-steven-universe]

*oh fuck the bastard reformed, better get outta here*

*Bis had been kinda hovering over the corrupted Ama, not bc of attachment, but just so Ama didn't cause trouble. But now since he was uncorrupted, he figured he should take his leave*

[gem-in-denial]

Rude— Ama raised a brow at him. His tail flicking a bit in annoyance. No matter. Best not get worked up over something like that.

"Nice to see you again. Fractured."

[fractured-steven-universe]

Wh- you- how- are-?!

*he took a step back, bracing himself to summon a shield, or boxing gloves, or really anything in case he attacked*

[gem-in-denial]

He raised a brow at that. Tilting his head ever so slightly.

"What's with the show of arms? I'm not that threatening am I?"

[fractured-steven-universe]

*he growled*

The last time we talked, it turned into a fight because I had to risk my skin to get everyone's gems back, including mine, because for some reason you're obsessed with fusing.

[gem-in-denial]

"Was obsessed."

He didn't seem at all worried at getting attacked. Not making any moves to summon defensive or offensive weapons.

"I've found a much better way to fill that void."

[fractured-steven-universe]

That's good because frankly, I'm sick and tired of all you gem Stevens showing up and giving everyone trauma

[gem-in-denial]

"I'm sure there will be more. That's just the way this world runs. But I plan not to be one of them for as long as it's in my control."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[schtu-ball-universe]

*Schtu was leaning against a nearby tree. He hadn’t really been remembering to take care of himself, so he didn’t look all that great... However, upon spotting Ama, his eyes widen as he seemingly tries to hide. His hands immediately move to cover his gem as he moves behind his tree*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama looked over his shoulder. Turning fully to face the tree and taking steps towards it. Stoping a foot or so in front.

"Come out. I'm not going to do anything."

[schtu-ball-universe]

*He stays silent for a good second before a soft voice can be heard. His voice sounds laced in fear*

I-I don’t believe you....

*His hands are still covering his gem, his wings curled around his body, almost like a shield*

[gem-in-denial]

"I expected as much. Is there any way I could prove I'm not lying?"

His head cocked to the side curiously.

[schtu-ball-universe]

*He peeks out from behind the tree, still scared. But, despite his words, he doesn’t wanna just disregard Amas words. What if he was telling the truth?*

...I-I don’t know.... You hurt a lot of people....

I don’t know what mom sees in you...

*He mumbles that last sentence under his breath*

[gem-in-denial]

He frowned at the crossed out section. But shook it off.

"I don't deny that. I did hurt a lot of people. And if under different circumstances... I believe I would still be doing so."

He wasn't going to lie. There wasn't much need to.

"However, I have no need for things such as fusion anymore. And stealing gems... I'm afraid I made a promise with someone against that."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[peach-diamond-steven]

Well hello there,are you a new arrival?

*boysenberry's components have been bored and he felt a well spring of negativity coming from the gem right in front of him, so why not introduce himself*

[gem-in-denial]

He turned to them, silently reading the text. Still processing his newfound self awareness.

"No. I've been lurking for awhile. I go by Ama.

[peach-diamond-steven]

Then it's a pleasure to meet you ama,we have quite a few names but we've been going by boysenberry for a while.

*he held out his hand for a handshake*

[gem-in-denial]

He nodded. Taking the others hand and shaking it.

"Nice to meet you boysenberry."

What a shame he's not allowed to collect gems anymore.

"May I ask how you acuired that name? It's an interesting one to say the least"

[peach-diamond-steven]

Let's just say we've had some very bad situations a few days ago.

*he closed his eye's and they became peach colored diamond's*

But nothing too exciting, a traumatic breakdown, a switch of who's in control,it's nothing too important.

[gem-in-denial]

"I see. It seems like something of some importance though, does it not? Fully assuming you're a fusion— you should work as one fluid part, not two separate entities in the same body. Correct?"

He tilted his head ever so slightly. If he isn't allowed to do anything else, might as well talk to them.

[peach-diamond-steven]

That would usually be the case, but we ourselves are not a normal gem fusion.

[gem-in-denial]

He tilted his head curiously.

"Care to explain?"

[peach-diamond-steven]

We were more or less already one person,but our personalities kinda fused into a single body and new person all together,thus making boysenberry.

*they lifted up part of there sweater dress to show ama there peach and purple duel colored gem*

[gem-in-denial]

He nodded in understanding. Glancing at the gem.

"I see. And the changing eye color— would that indicate a change in the personality? Or is that just a quirk?"

[peach-diamond-steven]

*his eyed shined back into peach diamond's*

There are 3 personalities currently,the original and oldest being me peach the peach diamond.

*his eyes became purple*

Me plum the second oldest and the entity of negativity.

*they closed there eyes but they didn't open*

And finally boysenberry the fusion of our kindness and innocence, they are currently sleeping but currently have the most influence on our form.

*there was more to it but they preferred to keep things secret,and considering this person was reading those invisible text boxes must mean he might know something he shouldn't right now*

[gem-in-denial]

"Thank you for explaining. I suppose it would only be fair to allow you a few questions as well?"

Perhaps he did. But for the time being, he had no plans on using that information..

[peach-diamond-steven]

Why are you reading the intangible text boxes?

*plum had asked*

[gem-in-denial]

"they're rather hard to ignore."

He answered simply.

"And I've found the information in them to be useful in some cases."

[peach-diamond-steven]

Yeah they are, it's almost impossible to not read what's in front of you.

[gem-in-denial]

"Indeed."

He cocked his head to the side.

"Any more questions, Boysenberry?"

[rainbowdiamond-steeb]

Somewhere near the forests of the clutter dimension,there was a large puddle of a strange reddish purple liquid as well as quiet sobbing was heard off in the distance,accompanied by a second voice constantly saying 'I'm sorry'.

//This is gonna be semi closed to all those who have seen peach and or boysenberry//

@mechanic-steeb @bugsteven @bright-steven @gem-in-denial @thebrothersphineasandferb @hidden-steven

// reposting this because i posted this way too late at night.

[gem-in-denial]

Ama turned his head towards the noise. Eyes gleaming with curiosity. Although the rest of his expression was near blank. He walked forward towards the forest, stopping when he spotted the source of the noise.

"Whats wrong."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[defensive-steven]

*he flinches back when he sees Ama, letting out a whimper. If he was back then that means he’d have to stay with him again..*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama blinked. Tilting his head at Siv. Lifting his own shirt and looking at his gem for a moment.

"I'm sorry."

[defensive-steven]

P-please don’t hurt me..

*he backs away*

I didn’t m-mean to leave I-I got scared!

[gem-in-denial]

He shook his head. Of course it wasn't going to be that easy.. how should he explain.

"I'm not angry. And I have no plans of fusion.. I don't need that anymore"

He sat down. Resting his hands in his lap. Closing his eyes.

"You're free to go. I won't stop you."

[defensive-steven]

*he pauses, confused and concerned*

You fused with me because you were alone..

*he looks away*

I-I get it..

[gem-in-denial]

He opened his eyes. Tilting his head at the "I get it." Curious eyes.

"have you experienced it before?"

[defensive-steven]

Me and my gem aren’t fused together..I know what it’s like to be alone..

*he frowns, shuffling over to him*

Although you sorta kidnapped me and forced me to fuse..I still felt bad..

[gem-in-denial]

"Thats- you shouldn't feel bad. I'm in the wrong. I don't deserve your empathy"

[defensive-steven]

But I know why you did it..I’m sorry..

*he looks down*

It wasn’t right but I forgive you for what you did..

[gem-in-denial]

Ama shook his head lightly.

"I appreciate it. But you don't have too. I'll understand if you hate me. You have the right"

[gem-in-denial]

Okokokok listen, its very important—

This is Milo, and he is babey

Thank you for looking, please continue about your day

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[schtu-ball-universe]

*Schtu was leaning against a nearby tree. He hadn’t really been remembering to take care of himself, so he didn’t look all that great... However, upon spotting Ama, his eyes widen as he seemingly tries to hide. His hands immediately move to cover his gem as he moves behind his tree*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama looked over his shoulder. Turning fully to face the tree and taking steps towards it. Stoping a foot or so in front.

"Come out. I'm not going to do anything."

[schtu-ball-universe]

*He stays silent for a good second before a soft voice can be heard. His voice sounds laced in fear*

I-I don’t believe you....

*His hands are still covering his gem, his wings curled around his body, almost like a shield*

[gem-in-denial]

"I expected as much. Is there any way I could prove I'm not lying?"

His head cocked to the side curiously.

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[defensive-steven]

*he flinches back when he sees Ama, letting out a whimper. If he was back then that means he’d have to stay with him again..*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama blinked. Tilting his head at Siv. Lifting his own shirt and looking at his gem for a moment.

"I'm sorry."

[defensive-steven]

P-please don’t hurt me..

*he backs away*

I didn’t m-mean to leave I-I got scared!

[gem-in-denial]

He shook his head. Of course it wasn't going to be that easy.. how should he explain.

"I'm not angry. And I have no plans of fusion.. I don't need that anymore"

He sat down. Resting his hands in his lap. Closing his eyes.

"You're free to go. I won't stop you."

[defensive-steven]

*he pauses, confused and concerned*

You fused with me because you were alone..

*he looks away*

I-I get it..

[gem-in-denial]

He opened his eyes. Tilting his head at the "I get it." Curious eyes.

"have you experienced it before?"

[defensive-steven]

Me and my gem aren’t fused together..I know what it’s like to be alone..

*he frowns, shuffling over to him*

Although you sorta kidnapped me and forced me to fuse..I still felt bad..

[gem-in-denial]

"Thats- you shouldn't feel bad. I'm in the wrong. I don't deserve your empathy"

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[fractured-steven-universe]

*oh fuck the bastard reformed, better get outta here*

*Bis had been kinda hovering over the corrupted Ama, not bc of attachment, but just so Ama didn't cause trouble. But now since he was uncorrupted, he figured he should take his leave*

[gem-in-denial]

Rude— Ama raised a brow at him. His tail flicking a bit in annoyance. No matter. Best not get worked up over something like that.

"Nice to see you again. Fractured."

[fractured-steven-universe]

Wh- you- how- are-?!

*he took a step back, bracing himself to summon a shield, or boxing gloves, or really anything in case he attacked*

[gem-in-denial]

He raised a brow at that. Tilting his head ever so slightly.

"What's with the show of arms? I'm not that threatening am I?"

[fractured-steven-universe]

*he growled*

The last time we talked, it turned into a fight because I had to risk my skin to get everyone's gems back, including mine, because for some reason you're obsessed with fusing.

[gem-in-denial]

"Was obsessed."

He didn't seem at all worried at getting attacked. Not making any moves to summon defensive or offensive weapons.

"I've found a much better way to fill that void."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She REALLY wants to hug him, but she'll settle for approaching. "Ama!!" She bounces a little, floating in place. Excited gal.

[gem-in-denial]

He blinked, tilting his head at the text, processing it. Then smiled softly. Opening his arms. He's already figured out a perk of being self aware—

"Hello Phantom"

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She quickly moves, hugging him tightly and purring. Happy ghost!!

[gem-in-denial]

He hugged back. Careful not to scratch her with any of his scales. Just soft hugs for the ghost babey.

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

Giggly purrs,,,, she lomve him,,, so much,,, happy blep!

[gem-in-denial]

He giggled back lightly. Leaning in and placing a kiss on her cheek. He loves her too! Never thought he'd be greatfull for corruption, but here he is.

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She blushes, happy. Hmm,,, Oh! She lifts the invisibility from her extra four arms, also revealing her cat ears and tail! More blep- ghost is Very Relaxed-

[gem-in-denial]

Visible surprise. Good surprise thought. He immediately reach up, hovering his hands over the ears for a moment. Then softly petting them.

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She's purring so loudly now- she's just internally !!!!!!!!!!!!- She giggles happily, mumbling. "Lumv you Amaa-!!"

[gem-in-denial]

He's not very good at emoting. But he's very happy! Smiling a bit, small blush creeping onto his face.

"I love you too"

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He looked up, eyes widening at the sight of Ama, and he's already bubbles himself, he looks horrified*

...Y...you....! You were that lizard thing....? What....?

[gem-in-denial]

He stared at Viri. It was tempting— but he remembered his promise now... Sitting down and wrapping his tail around to rest in his lap.

"I'm not going to do anything."

[alexandrite-steeb]

*Sir, it's gonna take more for him to trust you-*

....Well I'm not dropping the bubble....!

[gem-in-denial]

He thought that would be the case... Not like it mattered much, he had no reason to make contact anymore.

"That's fine. I can still talk to you through the bubble."

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He's tense, hugging his knees as he basically glares at Ama*

....What do you want this time...?

[gem-in-denial]

He closed his eyes. Thinking. What did he want? To apologise-?

"I'm sorry—"

No that felt wrong. His tail thwacked against his lap annoyed as he wracked through his brain

[alexandrite-steeb]

*He tilted his head*

....You're.... Sorry....? What....? Sorry doesn't fix the trauma... Mr.... Uhm..... Jerkface....!

*He... Isn't good at insults. Ama, you traumatized him, sorry ain't gonna cut it*

[gem-in-denial]

"I didn't intend on it fixing the trauma. Although, it would be inconvenient for you to hate me. I don't expect forgiveness so easily."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[schtu-ball-universe]

*Schtu was leaning against a nearby tree. He hadn’t really been remembering to take care of himself, so he didn’t look all that great... However, upon spotting Ama, his eyes widen as he seemingly tries to hide. His hands immediately move to cover his gem as he moves behind his tree*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama looked over his shoulder. Turning fully to face the tree and taking steps towards it. Stoping a foot or so in front.

"Come out. I'm not going to do anything."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[peach-diamond-steven]

Well hello there,are you a new arrival?

*boysenberry's components have been bored and he felt a well spring of negativity coming from the gem right in front of him, so why not introduce himself*

[gem-in-denial]

He turned to them, silently reading the text. Still processing his newfound self awareness.

"No. I've been lurking for awhile. I go by Ama.

[peach-diamond-steven]

Then it's a pleasure to meet you ama,we have quite a few names but we've been going by boysenberry for a while.

*he held out his hand for a handshake*

[gem-in-denial]

He nodded. Taking the others hand and shaking it.

"Nice to meet you boysenberry."

What a shame he's not allowed to collect gems anymore.

"May I ask how you acuired that name? It's an interesting one to say the least"

[peach-diamond-steven]

Let's just say we've had some very bad situations a few days ago.

*he closed his eye's and they became peach colored diamond's*

But nothing too exciting, a traumatic breakdown, a switch of who's in control,it's nothing too important.

[gem-in-denial]

"I see. It seems like something of some importance though, does it not? Fully assuming you're a fusion— you should work as one fluid part, not two separate entities in the same body. Correct?"

He tilted his head ever so slightly. If he isn't allowed to do anything else, might as well talk to them.

[peach-diamond-steven]

That would usually be the case, but we ourselves are not a normal gem fusion.

[gem-in-denial]

He tilted his head curiously.

"Care to explain?"

[peach-diamond-steven]

We were more or less already one person,but our personalities kinda fused into a single body and new person all together,thus making boysenberry.

*they lifted up part of there sweater dress to show ama there peach and purple duel colored gem*

[gem-in-denial]

He nodded in understanding. Glancing at the gem.

"I see. And the changing eye color— would that indicate a change in the personality? Or is that just a quirk?"

[peach-diamond-steven]

*his eyed shined back into peach diamond's*

There are 3 personalities currently,the original and oldest being me peach the peach diamond.

*his eyes became purple*

Me plum the second oldest and the entity of negativity.

*they closed there eyes but they didn't open*

And finally boysenberry the fusion of our kindness and innocence, they are currently sleeping but currently have the most influence on our form.

*there was more to it but they preferred to keep things secret,and considering this person was reading those invisible text boxes must mean he might know something he shouldn't right now*

[gem-in-denial]

"Thank you for explaining. I suppose it would only be fair to allow you a few questions as well?"

Perhaps he did. But for the time being, he had no plans on using that information..

[peach-diamond-steven]

Why are you reading the intangible text boxes?

*plum had asked*

[gem-in-denial]

"they're rather hard to ignore."

He answered simply.

"And I've found the information in them to be useful in some cases."

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She REALLY wants to hug him, but she'll settle for approaching. "Ama!!" She bounces a little, floating in place. Excited gal.

[gem-in-denial]

He blinked, tilting his head at the text, processing it. Then smiled softly. Opening his arms. He's already figured out a perk of being self aware—

"Hello Phantom"

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She quickly moves, hugging him tightly and purring. Happy ghost!!

[gem-in-denial]

He hugged back. Careful not to scratch her with any of his scales. Just soft hugs for the ghost babey.

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

Giggly purrs,,,, she lomve him,,, so much,,, happy blep!

[gem-in-denial]

He giggled back lightly. Leaning in and placing a kiss on her cheek. He loves her too! Never thought he'd be greatfull for corruption, but here he is.

[mostly-ghostly-gay]

She blushes, happy. Hmm,,, Oh! She lifts the invisibility from her extra four arms, also revealing her cat ears and tail! More blep- ghost is Very Relaxed-

[gem-in-denial]

Visible surprise. Good surprise thought. He immediately reach up, hovering his hands over the ears for a moment. Then softly petting them.

[gem-in-denial]

Transformation and realizations

//This ends/continues the corruption post.

A gem dropped to the ground. Ama felt like he was sinking. The world around him crumbling. Where was he? Floating in an empty plane of darkness. His body was changing on it's own, he had no control over it. Form glitching as it tried to stabilize itself, settling somewhere in between what it once was and corruption. For what felt like forever he stayed there. Trying to get the scales on his arms to go away. Trying to erase the tail that had sprouted. But, no matter how hard he tried they just stayed, so he gave up.

It was bright for a moment. Then he reformed landing softly on the ground. And with him came a sudden flood of memories. A new sense of awareness. He looked around, processing. This was odd...

//AaaaA I wanna be active here but I'm dumb baby and just decided to stress myself out over the corruption post- so here we go enjoy @fractured-steven-universe @steven-phantom @cinnamon-steven @defensive-steven @gay-steeb @alexandrite-steeb (@anyone,, I just tagged accounts of people I thought might wanna rp so feel free to reply with any of your accounts lol Or! Don't reply at all, you're cool either way and ily 💖)

[defensive-steven]

*he flinches back when he sees Ama, letting out a whimper. If he was back then that means he’d have to stay with him again..*

[gem-in-denial]

Ama blinked. Tilting his head at Siv. Lifting his own shirt and looking at his gem for a moment.

"I'm sorry."

[defensive-steven]

P-please don’t hurt me..

*he backs away*

I didn’t m-mean to leave I-I got scared!

[gem-in-denial]

He shook his head. Of course it wasn't going to be that easy.. how should he explain.

"I'm not angry. And I have no plans of fusion.. I don't need that anymore"

He sat down. Resting his hands in his lap. Closing his eyes.

"You're free to go. I won't stop you."

[defensive-steven]

*he pauses, confused and concerned*

You fused with me because you were alone..

*he looks away*

I-I get it..

[gem-in-denial]

He opened his eyes. Tilting his head at the "I get it." Curious eyes.

"have you experienced it before?"