art blog

home of the 11 year SU hyperfixation - my main is @freshbreath

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hi im dot (2001) (they/it) ive been an SU fan since 2015. you might have known me as powermint back in the day. i like to draw

i welcome requests/suggestions (any character, most ships, OCs)

i run the blog @peri-per-day

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limb enhancer peridot angrily denouncing human touch screen technology because they cant detect her cold metal fingeys

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im getting Ideas

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fun fact in my momswap AU I'm cooking up Rose Quartz and Peridot ARE friends and in fact Peridot joins the Crystal Gems as a direct result of her knowing all the shittalk on the Diamonds and becomes garden buddies with Rose Quartz.

thank you you sre doing the lords work

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rose quartz would have loved peridot and i mourn this approximately every 6 months

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hope this isn’t weird but i just found your blogs and think your su opinions are great also i am weird about peridot 👋

TWINNING 🤝

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sorry i havent been drawing awhile im trying to quit smoking and thats eating a lot of time but im still dedicated to my artistic pursuits

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i don think there's a single su character i dislike

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idk mannnnn when lapis named herself bob in hit the diamond after what steven called her in ocean gem 😭 its too cute shes like ok im pretending to be human what are humans called again.... oh steven thought i looked like a bob that should work.....

also on the subject of their humansonas i imagine pearl and amethyst have probably thought about it before, i feel like amethysts reason for doing so is obvious but pearl would think about it because shes wondering if rose like her more if she was a human. i dont think ruby/sapphire would really care much bc they actually like who they are. i think garnet could have fun pretending to be human tho

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jaslapidot btw

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if youre my favorite character you get sexually assaulted thems the brakes

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im probably the only one who thinks this but i relate to jasper as a grooming victim: her being born into a purpose, that purpose violating her bodily autonomy, the specific ways it makes her insane. but i cant look up fanfic of her because 1 billion rapist jaspers .... fuck my stupid life i guess

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someone called my jaspidot fusion a moth which wasnt my intention but i like that. im gonna draw that

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i have other ideas for the jaspidot fusion i considered making her shorter than jasper, bc it would be funny if peridot got bigger and jasper got smaller. i might make her shorter. im not really sureee.... i want her to embody blind confidence, i guess if she was shorter that would be more obvious. but i also wanted them to become more than the sum of their parts, because im gay. she probably doesnt need to be tall to communicate that. i might make her stockier, more like a bug also.

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i was miserable but now i dont let anyone take away my enjoyment of......... anything tbh. the heart doesnt really choose what it wants. its stupid but this tv show gave my life meaning and no one can take that meaning away from me, no matter what they say or do or post, my interpretation will always be right here when i need it. i want everyone to have the confidence to be themselves in fandom spaces

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when i was a teenager in the su fandom i used to have neurotic breakdowns about ppl sexualizing peridot. like serious ones ok, i kinned her and ive always been borderline psychotic and i have sexual trauma so i believed that everyone wanted to fuck me badly and i would have panic attacks. i absolutely detested it when peridot was infantilized or shown getting taken advantage of. then i realized i was just ashamed about getting molested, ashamed that i enjoyed it, ashamed of who i was, and i was taking it out on people who depicted anything seemingly familiar to me. at one point i even started going after the show, someone made a stupid article about the episode where peridot and garnet briefly attempt fusing, and they said it was disgusting that a character that looked like a child was demonstrating a lesson about consent (completely batshit insane thing to say) that was kind of the straw that broke the camels back. i didnt want to be associated with these puritans anymore. it was all about control, image, and shame. i took control back by completely disregarding everyone elses opinion, freely fantasizing about whatever sick shit was on my mind, and in the meantime like, processing some of my feelings about my trauma. understanding that things that feel good can hurt you, understanding that fiction doesnt dictate (but does reflect) reality, stuff like that. and now none of it scares me anymore. now you can draw any of them with balloon tits and it makes me smile serenely

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hi i changed my url.

@jasperidot is gonna become an nsfw/shipping sideblog