Hi, my name is El! My pronouns vary, I'm just whatever the hell gets me off (hence the username).
I've got an odd selection of kinks—I started T a couple years ago and suddenly my horizons broadened! I'm demisexual and don't have sex very often, so a lot of what I reblog and post isn't stuff I actually partake in IRL.
I have some kinda weird/dark kinks, but I try not to repost those—I usually keep them confined to my (private) likes. Most of this is strictly fantasy! I've also started going back and tagging my reblogs, so you can filter out what you want :)
DEPENDS/SOMETIMES: pregnancy, somno, anal, cnc, degradation, edging, masochism, bondage, lactation/hucow, petplay, exhibitionism/public, piss, misgendering/detrans, fauxcest (i don't reblog/post about most of these tho)
I'LL TOLERATE IT: hypno, more extreme bdsm, mommy kink
HARD LIMITS: scat, gore, actual incest, bestiality, race play, feederism, foodplay, weight gain/loss, feet, abuse/intense physical violence, knifeplay/gunplay, childbirth, tickling (no hate to y'all i just have trauma lol)
*Also, heads up: I am not attracted to women, so there's not going to be any WLW-centered content here.
BOUNDARIES:
🔞NO MINORS. Don't get me in trouble for your lack of common sense. If you don't have your age in your bio or intro post, you're getting blocked regardless of whether or not you're actually a minor.
I will not be giving out my deadname.
I will not be sending/posting pictures of myself.
I won't privately DM people (for horny reasons at least, you're welcome to just chat ofc), I'm just not comfortable with that at the moment due to some past trauma—if you want to say something, do it through the asks.
If you do use the asks, respect the hard limits above.
I vibe with both masculine and feminine terminology! Girl, boy, woman, man, pussy, clit, whatever, it just depends on how I'm feeling. I typically vibe more with fem terms when I'm horny and masc terms any other time, but it varies!
I'm sometimes into detrans/misgendering, but I don't reblog or post about it for the sake of other people following me that don't tolerate it. Also for my own sanity lmao
Any and all actual transphobes and homophobes can stay the hell away from my blog. Same goes for pedophiles/MAPs and whatnot.
I’d love to be manhandled in little ways. Being so excited to get inside me that he just lifts up my hips and pulls me onto his dick. Gently grabbing my face to give me a kiss, covering my mouth when I cum because I don’t want to get too loud. Grabbing my wrists because my hands touching his chest are getting in the way, his hand pushing into my back when I arch it to help me. When I writhe underneath him and try to get out from under him and he just pulls me back to finish inside of me.. ugh
What if you pierced my clit exclusively for the purpose of leashing it. You could pull on the leash to force me to follow you, tug on it just to hear me cry out in pain, or you could attach the leash to something to leave me in a specific spot with no way to escape
it's actually criminal how much i love clit play but don't have a very sensitive one. i know a lot of folks on T end up with higher sensitivity down there, but i feel like i've actually lost sensitivity over the past few years. which SUCKS because i want to be able to cum from being eaten out and toyed with and spanked and slapped but i can't :(
ugh i can't stop thinking about how he was using a vibe on me and pulled it away right as i was about to cum (after not cumming the whole night, mind you) and made me beg for it, then overstimulated the fuck out of me
when he finally stopped he chuckled and said "you're so hard, dude" while rubbing my clit with his thumb and i cannot get it out of my head😵💫
if u can cum from anything other than direct prolonged genital stimulation I kinda want ur head on a fucking pike a little bit. not because I'm jealous. don't put it in the newspapers that I'm jealous.
yeah see you're the exact kind of person I'm talking about. always gotta fuckin brag about how easy it is for you. even on SOMEONE ELSE'S VENT POST abt how fucking difficult it is for them. I'm so glad you have everything I dream of would you like a fucking cookie as well?
THE PRESSURE TO CUM IS SO FUCKING REAL! "do you wanna cum for me?" "are you gonna cum for me baby?" "are you close?" <- phrases that cause me to shrivel up like a prune. no actually I'm not remotely close bc instead of feeling pleasure I'm focused on performing for you which makes me anxious and not in the mood to have sex.
the worst of it is when your partner gets it in their head that they need to make you cum to make you feel good and then after sex you have to comfort them bc they obviously failed at the impossible task they set for themselves
Yessssss bc I never cum when I have sex with my boyfriend. I LOVE having sex with him. I always leave satisfied. I always have fun. I always feel good when we have sex. Cumming isn't a top priority, I'm having fun. As long as everyone feels good and is satisfied at the end. Cumming honestly stresses me out, bc now I feel like now there's this expectation. I don't want to feel pressured bc yeah, I'm nowhere close, but I'm still feeling great. I love watching you cum, I love knowing o made you cum. Even if neither of us cum, I'm still glad we had sex bc j love you, and I want to be loving on you in any way I cannnnnn
can't stop thinkin abt them getting off just rubbing their cock against my face. across my lips n cheeks, slick n messy holding me by the hair. fuuuck just cum all over my face jesus Fuck need immediately
fucking someone who isn’t super experienced with sex>> like, they’re experienced, but they’ve never been taken care of the right way. spending time making sure they’re comfortable, settling between their legs during a make out session. hands start roaming and they’re clearly getting needy, its obvious in the way their hips roll up against you. you can practically feel how desperate they are, even through a few layers of clothes.
eventually you’re grinding into each other, gasping into eachother’s mouths between heated kisses. and god, they’re just so beautiful— and you need them. so you can’t help but whisper between love-bites on their neck, begging them to let you taste them. because you need it so bad, you’re trembling at the thought.
obviously, this is where they’re a bit iffy. not because they don’t want to. but because nobody’s ever made them feel good before. their last experiences were spent with people who didn’t know what they were doing. but you? you’ve been waiting for this— waiting for them. so when you start kissing your way down their body, they get nervous, their hands flying to your hair as a way to ground themselves.
and suddenly, you’re taking care of them the way they deserve, the way everyone else before you didn’t. it’s like some sick form of corruption— because from that night on, all they’ll be able to think about when it gets late is the way your mouth felt on them. the way you made them come. something no one has done for them before. and all you can think about is the way they fucked your face, the obscene sounds when they were grinding against your tongue for relief.
being fingered while i hug him tightly. burying my stupid face in his chest while he plays with me and tells me how good i am. legs twitch, sounds muffled. him tilting my head up to see my face and then going a little harder to so my features contort. maybe it’s a little painful but i don’t care cause now we sloppy kissing. everythjng so warm, moaning in his mouth, wet on his hand. i would say other stuff but i lowk forgot cause i just woke up
need to have him on my lap with my chest against his back and his legs spread apart and ‘m slowly fucking his pretty hole and dragging out orgasm after orgasm until he’s a trembling, shaking poor pretty thing who can’t remember his own name. kissing his neck and telling him how good he is for me while he’s leaking and soaking my fingers. biting down on his throat every time he’s moaning too loud. hand around his pretty waist to hold him down when he’s tensing and jerking while cumming. slapping his thighs apart when he tries to shut them when he’s sensitive. shoving my fingers past his pretty drooling lips when he whines too loudly.
there is truly nothing more euphoric than watching a cis man see a t-dick up close for the first time. i am utterly obsessed with it ugh
i keep thinking about the way he stared at it, touching it in a way that wasn't very stimulating for me but was just so curious?? like he was so fascinated by it that he just needed to explore and play around with it. im losing my mind
the classic kneeling under a table and sucking him off while he works or plays a video game, though it can barely be considered "sucking" because you're just there to keep his dick warm in your mouth. doing this even when he's soft, always there to make him comfortable just so he can smile and pet your hair before going back to ignoring you <3
getting all worked up from lots of foreplay only for him to push his cock all the way into you and not move again after that. keeping his hands on your waist or even tying you up to keep you from squirming, refusing to even let you fuck yourself on his cock. pinning you down while he kisses you and feels you up, just enjoying the way you clench down on him in a desperate attempt to get him to fucking move. maybe he'll even get you off by rubbing your clit (or jerking you off) until you cum on his dick without him thrusting even once, forcing your hole to milk his cock with minimal effort on his part <3
then, probably my favorite—not pulling out after he cums. you're both tired and worn out, sweaty and breathing heavy. keeping all his cum plugged inside of you, even as he goes soft. falling asleep like that, with him holding you close and still stuffing you full. waking up to him still inside but hard now, ready to pump you full yet again <3
