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I have been extremely emotional the past few days, but it has felt so good. I have been self-reflecting a lot on my life, my progress and limitations, my struggles, etc. I have created a beautiful life for myself.

Not sure if I’m just hormonal right now or what, but things have been good. I know that in life, good and bad things happen, but it is such a beautiful opportunity we have to live and experience. It’s all going to be okay.

It’s all going to be okay.

Omg I had such a good time last night!!! I really love hanging out with Jamaica 😂 our developing friendship reminds me so much of Dynasty and I, I think I just truly get along with all Aquarius 😂 sometimes I guiltily do imagine how Dynasty and I’s friendship would have progressed if we had similar life experiences/milestone achievements in similar times or had that as conversation topics and I often feel like Jamaica exemplifies that. I really want Dynasty to date, live, and experience joy through romanticism and friendship. I really wish that was something we could connect over more.

I was such a serial dater before getting into a relationship 😂 you really gotta play the field until you find your one! Better sooner than later!

I have a very deep mother wound, and admitting that has really helped me feel more accepting of how I accept and receive love.

Sometimes I feel so unsatisfied and unfulfilled with all my relationships. My romantic relationship, my friendships, my family connections, etc. I feel so unsatisfied

I’m feeling so existential

I feel very upset right now and I’m trying to just allow that feeling to pass. I feel like I’m being shamed or guilted into not just being able to do what the fuck I want. It’s always fucking something that I’m doing wrong, that is not okay. I don’t even want it anymore, honestly. I feel like I just can’t even imagine what it means to just not feel hurt by every fucking thing that happens.

Next year, I will either be in New York, California, Atlanta, or Houston. Manifesting this into my life.

I looove getting my clit played with omggggg last night was amazing

My pussy smells so good, I’m in love with myself

I was SO drunk out last night with my friends omg. I had such a good time, I feel like I haven’t had a night like that since Chicago or since college. I love still feeling lively, young, and connected to my community. I love being cute and outside with the girls 💜

I love how my baby loves me. I love how I love her, and I love how we love each other. I can’t imagine myself with anyone else in this world. I truly believe this is my soulmate. I believe that we are two women who have endured a lot of trauma and sometimes allow the impact of those experiences to alter how we receive one another, but the love always remains. Thank you, Ezinne.

Idk, the stress really got a bitch super suicidal lately

I just feel so depressed

Honestly I feel very alone inside my head and these 20 something’s turning to 30 something’s has me wanting to cry trying to stop feeling so uncomfortable with all that is and is not happening in my life. Sometimes I feel like I just went to scream and be surrounded by all those who love me and just embrace me in a hug and tell me that all the pain and sadness and uncertain and anxiety will stop. I can stop feeling so fucking overwhelmed about everything. My brain ever stops turning, never stops thinking. I have been feeling very defeated and especially sad the past week. I feel like depression is emerging. I feel alone here. I feel like I need my friends. I feel like I need mental and emotional clarity. I just want peace.

I had a dream last night that someone tried to break in. It was kind of terrifying.

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I hate that all my friends work during the day 😩😩😩

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By 5pm I be too socially exhausted to talk fr, but that is when everyone is free 😩

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