tl;dr Iâm very very sick right now, Iâm losing fist sized masses of tumor + flesh, Iâm in a lot of pain, very nauseous, very anemic, and otherwise not feeling great, if youâd like to help get dinner into me tonight, consider buying one of these adopts, or donating to me via paypal at [email protected], if youâd like to remain anonymous, you can use ko-fi
The post below contains links to graphic images, but no images itself. As well as discussions of menstruation and illness etc.
Hello! Iâm Bel, if youâre following me you already know that, if you werenât, now you do. Iâve been pretty out of it the last few days due to a very taxing medical event.
I have M.E.N.1, it causes severe tumors, one of the most common places for it to cause growths is in your uterus. Iâve also had issues with my period for ages, so semi recently I went and got a birth control implant to help me deal with it. Everything was going well, yay!
However, one of the things the implant did was force my uterus to expel, well, basically everything it hadnât been, up to and including masses of tumors that had grown in, under, around, and over any lining that hadnât shed. I didnât realize this would happen, and I was wholly unprepared for it.
The other day I was having very very bad cramps, I took a sleep aid, and went to bed as usual thinking theyâd pass the next morning, the next morning they were however, worse. Iâm not kidding when I say itâs the worst pain Iâve ever been in my entire life. And Iâve broken my ankle, had spinal headaches, undergone multiple surgeries and then due to medication sensitivity not used my pain meds after, Iâve had a massive infection in my jaw. None of that compared to how bad this was.
Dragged myself into the bathtub to cry for a while, and to let my cramps run their course, luckily the pain did eventually drop down to a much more manageable level! But only after Iâd passed a mass of flesh almost larger than my own hand:
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{Graphic as in gore, Iâm not in the images so in regards to that you wonât see anything NSFW}
The pain did eventually flare up again although not to the same extent as that first time. It has come close however. Especially any time I wake up after resting, try and move too much {Even showering is painful}, or if any sort of pressure is applied. I also have an on and off fever, and nausea, as well as heavy bleeding which gets heavier with movement. If it doesnât start ebbing down soon, Iâll see someone about it, but since Iâm poor, I would really like to see if this will clear on its own. Like I said, right now itâs manageable, and I do have a caretaker in the form of my girlfriend.Â
Iâm not asking for help raising thousands of dollars for medical bills, Iâm just asking for help getting money for the next night or two or even three if possible so that I and my partner can concentrate on my actual illness rather than what weâre going to eat or how weâre going to get it made.Â
Please spread this around if you have time, if you can spare some money, thank you so much, if not, thank you anyway for your time.Â
{{This is my main: and why Iâve been away. Will be back soon! I hope}}













