—The fog is rising—

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momentary flashbacks, like postcards I sent to myself, suddenly pouring from my mailbox, stampeding me with a diverse collage of who I used to be and who I still am, vivid reminders of this lifelong scam, pretending I can become a more normal someone, knowing I will always remain in this same twisted brain, wondering if some day it will all go away, and there will be no more greetings from crazyland, because I’ll finally be free reduced to dust in the sand, so you can mold me into castles and scribe your name in my hand, instead of exhausting yourself pointlessly trying to understand why I am how I am, why I don’t give a damn if my heart stops today, why I’d gently sigh and gladly say, finally, I no longer have to live this way.

(via the-tie-that-binds)

[vepid-deactivated20171126]

“Jay you already fucking made a follow forever maybe a month ago, yeah I know but my favorite writers are never appreciated enough, suck my nonexistent peewee – I’m going to appreciate them one last time before I disappear” aka dlvby / vepid / 635mph / reverieo’s follow forever version 1.5 nonsense! 

My last thing before uni takes hold of me and never lets me go till probably Christmas break / January when fall semester finishes… haha… [nervous laughter into the distance…] (I HAVE EXACTLY 14 DAYS BEFORE I START UNI SO PLEASE AGGRESSIVELY WRITE WITH ME TILL THEN I’M ON MY KNEES??? Thank you.) Anyway. I just want to let you all know that this summer was probably one of the best roleplay experiences in all five years I’ve pretended to be someone else and you all were apart of it somehow and in contribution so I just, really, really would like to take this time to thank everyone. Because this will be my second-to-last summer on roleplay, it really is important to me and I’m kinda feeling emotional and things!!! I don’t deserve any of you in the least. 

So thank you, honestly, earnestly and sincerely. Thank you. – From, Jay-z.

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erxsus:

In my time here, I’ve had the pleasure of being able to watch over the stars that light up my sky. And while some have since lost their shine, others have continued to radiate brighter and brighter as the nights have passed. All of you, both past and present, are apart of my galaxy and I truly hope that it can continue on this way. As always, thank you for lighting up my dark nights with your presence and may the stars guide us home. 

“You can be the moon and still be jealous of the stars.”   ✩✩✩ Those whom I admire from afar 

+ genesxis + jgnkm + xaphun + exitivm + minhreon + parkkxhi + iso2108 + vartouhix + xxwoobin + seovlitaire + jclectic + estrnged +

“For my part I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of the stars makes me dream.”  ✩✩✩ Those who’ve illuminated my sky 

+ mrpvrk + daratokki + krisanthemvm + xblvd + erebxs + ixseul + grimreaperluna + blaucs + sjvnmyeon + to those who’ve faded since the turn of the year + to those whose signal is faint due to distance; may the light-years between us serve it’s purpose +

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[genesxis]

yerlandi:

first i wanted to write like this long ass sappy ass letter about how this here has been part of my life for so long and big woop blah blah blah but i can’t think of the right words and being all emotional and all that stuff isn’t really what i do best anyway.

so with a real big fuck you to all the people that have annoyed me, that introduced drama into the life of me and my friends, that have criticized me for everything and that have been fake as fuck ( looking at all y’all who only talked to me if you needed help ) and thought i never actually noticed.

and an even bigger thank you to the people who have made this experience amazing, people that supported me ic and ooc, people that weren’t scared of telling me the truth when i was in the wrong and people that stuck with me even though i can be an unreasonable bitch sometimes. ( asterises, bruhbomb, genesxis, zensiko, aeifie, mikanto, spectvr, minpossible, skrillace, tsumni )

and another thank you to the people who always made me laugh or.. at least smile or something. ( lilcock93, naetum, yienetic, haniizu, choyoungjaes, baecham, kyuori, wooiae, luhffy, chvrxng, superhyero, jvmiepark )

* and so i’m now,    after one year and two months of being yerin     saying goodbye and fucking off outta here. 

   i hope i didn’t forget anyone up there.    well even if i did. so be it. 

&. if there’s anything you still want to say to me today feel free to drop me a message on aim { anger.exe } for anything after that i’ll only be available on kkt { squidwest } and some of you know where else you can contact me.

[almvre-deactivated20160523]

❝ I’m completely cold and warm, and change from an angel to a devil. It’s just like how CL and Chaerin are clearly different, but both are me. ❞

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[simulapia-deactivated20150731]

O wie bist du vom Himmel gefallen, du Glänzender, Sohn der Morgenröte! Wie bist du niedergehauen worden zur Erde, du, der die Nationen entkräftete.

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[genesxis]

simulapia

where s my sailor moon au

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                  Run, Damaris, run!                   He won’t catch you, he can’t catch you!

                                                Don’t let your legs weaken on you,                                             Become the beast that’ll hunt him down!

                                                                            Crave your fangs in his skin,                                                              Cut his throat with his beloved chords,

                                                    And taste the karma that flows down with his life.

                               Dａｍａｒｉｓ Bｌｙｔｈｅ                                forever 16, former violin prodigy                                                     one of eight sinful royals . reblog&follow

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❝When words become unclear,  I shall focus with photographs.                                                   Hover: i. ii. iii. iv. When images become inadequate,  I shall be content with silence.❞

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[resplexndent]

❛ How long has it been, hm? ❜

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[genesxis]

stop saying lies about me *inserts sad noises*

i love you so much carmen lana del ray no1 fan my dear

braids your hair and stuff

[voluptarivs-deactivated20150910]

                                                             I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist,                       I wish I didn’t really kiss the mirror when I’m on my own.                                                                   Oh, God! I’m gonna die alone.                   Adolescence didn’t make sense, a little loss of innocence,                                                                     the ugly years of being a fool.

                     Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?

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[genesxis]

"Even if I had thousands of collided galaxies, your light would still shine the brightest."

As she cried in darkest of hours,shining crystals rolling down pale face,flesh has absorbed great amounts of painHEART RIPPED. HER SKY WAS DARKEST. 

                    THOUGH SHE REMEMEBERED                     VERY WELL. FOR THERE WERE                      THINGS, THAT WERE MERELY                              U N F O R G E T T A B L E

“Iris, my light will not always shine. But even the last bits of it, I shall still give to those that kept it for so long. And even when you’ve sunk in depthss of coldness, no hands reaching out to help you. I will turn into the fire to forever keep your flame. ”  She gazed at the other, heart shivering , craving to explode, to let go of its unconquered owner. No mind could get in the pageant of strong feelings, of dear words and gestures of those who loved and wanted to be loved. The hearts did not let go, simply because that is how they functioned—  giving and awaiting.

“I wish you well, remember that you will always…”- she made a pause, at that very moment words became hard to pronounce. “…be endlessly important to me. I love you, I have always had and even if the universe, the stars and skies and everything that supports the existence vanish, my love to you will be the only thing left. I will never let it fade away. I promise. Please, never forget that you can always come back home. You will be kept in a place no one will ever see, so don’t worry, my sparkle, I will always remember you. Now go, find your happiness. Be  proud. I love you.”

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they were b r u i s e s scattered across her battered frame, they wore several colors that embodied the colors of the stations, they were stories embarked on each that differed from every s i n that humanity had abused upon, therefore she took it upon herself to atone them letting her flesh slit with the shards of exasperation and her bones shatter on the misfortune that slipped upon the g a p s of her ribcage.

( her worst enemy stood behind her every single time her breath halted. )

ahn sena, oc.

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[genesxis]

write with me u puta. im saying this lovingly

buy me ice cream and cats first

[genesxis]

fight me

i only got one thing to say