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starter call !!!

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sorry for the random hiatus ! a lot has been going on and i have just gotten super stressed bc of it.

highkey want to get back on here though so next post will be a new starter call.

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               “As in Halloween? Boo? As in Demi Moore and Unchained Melody. Ghosts.”

                             fandomless original character. written by Sarah. 

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lil starter call because i’m too lazy to find my old one !

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✧･ﾟ: *Dɪsᴇɴᴄʜᴀɴᴛᴍᴇɴᴛ Sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ Sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀs

A Princess, an Elf, and a Demon Walk into a Bar

❝ Hope you got your beauty sleep. ❞

❝ Anything’s safer than guarding that prince/ss! ❞

❝ You’ve had your fun. Now it’s time to get married. ❞

❝ You wanna switch places? ❞

❝ I’m actually hoping for death, thanks though. ❞

❝ Did you make sure to add extra frosting? ❞

❝ I just wanted to have a last bit of fun before the happiest day of my life. ❞

❝ Great I have to wear this crazy veil and pretend I’m a virgin? ❞

❝ I thought that I’d get married for true love, or because I was wasted. ❞

❝ You ever wish you could live in a place where people are really truly happy? ❞

❝ ___, it’s like you don’t appreciate your assembly-line job. ❞

❝ Yeah, singing while you work’s not happiness. It’s mental illness. ❞

❝ Ugh! I’m sick of being happy all the time. ❞

❝ Just once I wish…I wish I could go somewhere where people are miserable. ❞

❝ ___ you are hereby curse from the deepest depths of the underworld! ❞

❝ A weird ghost guy is attacking and complimenting me. ❞

❝ Ghosts are losers that got murdered. ❞

❝ Get used to it, cause you are stuck with me for all eternity. ❞

❝ Just because I’m not jolly all the time doesn’t make me a weirdo. ❞

❝ It’s like you do the slightest thing here, and everyone freaks out. ❞

❝ It’s like they all have peppermint sticks up their asses. ❞

❝ And that, my friend, is how one returns a gift. ❞

❝ If you don’t calm down, this is gonna be a long forever. ❞

❝ Don’t you want to see the outside world? ❞

❝ I don’t know why we keep that lever there. ❞

❝ Scribeldy-scrobeldy-screw the Jolly Code! ❞

❝ I wanna taste something other than sweetness. I wanna cry salty tears, learn bitter truths. I wanna take a big, meaty bite out of life and dip it in mustard! ❞

❝ Mustard, vinegar, anchovies? These are the ravings of fools. ❞

❝ I’d rather die a big death than live a small life. ❞

❝ Wow, for the first time in my life I feel completely calm and—-AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ❞

❝ I’m a prince/ss. I can’t do my own bidding. ❞

❝ You know that little voice in your head that says to do the right thing? ❞

❝ So you’re like a terrible friend? ❞

❝ I never said I’m your friend. ❞

❝ Shame you’re a prince/ss and too dainty to do anything about it. ❞

❝ Well, I like war, but I wouldn’t say I love it. ❞

❝ How long is this gonna last? ❞

❝ Times when you really shouldn’t are exactly when you really should. ❞

❝ I was raised by a pack of drinking buddies. And I came out perfect. ❞

❝ I mean nobody knows anything for sure but if I talk with confidence you dopes will believe anything I say. ❞ 

❝ I’m just kicking back with my new cat. ❞

❝ I’m not here to answer cat questions. ❞

❝ Are you trying to make a jerk out of me? ❞

❝ Actually, I’d be fine if someone could just slide my head up a bit. ❞ 

❝ It was sweet of you to wreck my wedding, but you’re kind of slowing us down. ❞ 

❝ Well, it took all day, but I finally got my winnings. ❞ 

❝ Stand back, chumps. Watch as a non-chump chumps these chumps. ❞ 

❝ I’ve never had a nightmare. Is this one? ❞ 

❝ I have theory. Maybe they go up. ❞ 

❝ I won’t even dignify that with an upward glance.❞ 

❝ I’ve never heard of anything. ❞ 

❝ This is so helpful. How can we ever repay you? ❞

❝ Cool night air, sky full of stars….this sucks. How much further? ❞ 

❝ I would get rid of all the diseases plaguing mankind and replace them with worse ones. ❞ 

❝ Hey, s/he’s making fun of my dreams. That’s what friends do! ❞

❝ What’s this weird feeling I don’t want to drink away? ❞

❝ I’ll be entering your dreams tonight in the form of a laughing skull. ❞ 

❝ Yeah, that’s me. That’s me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry about that. ❞ 

❝ Well, now we know something we didn’t know yesterday. ❞ 

❝ I might as well give up and accept that I’ll never be anything more than a wealthy queen/king of a fabulous faraway kingdom. ❞ 

❝ You are beautiful and your skin is so soft, and your hair smells like butterscotch, but you’re wrong! ❞ 

❝ Pardon my language but destiny is baloney! ❞ 

❝ Your future is not foretold. It’s what you make of it. ❞           

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I must have flowers, always and always.

Claude Monet

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@notusedtohappy.

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is... doing screencap commissions a thing ? as of late i’m constantly downloading things to make caps of, so i’m like wondering if this is something anyone looks for or would utilize ? 

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i will die lonely, won’t i? i can feel it in my chest. i will die painfully alone.

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Rachel McAdams in Game Night (2018)

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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* WHISPERSONG‌.

      ‘   five is an impressive score !   ‘   there was something isolating on the island.   even though swarms of people flooded the island every passing day,    they left sooner than they came,   and the people who lowery worked with were rather   -   closed off.   he supposed that no one attempted to escape to an island unless they were reclusive.   ‘   seven this time.   which is an even more impressive score.   ‘

‘ oh, that’s a good score ! ‘ she knows all too well that she shouldn’t be condoning the consumption of that amount of caffeine being consumed, but alice also couldn’t deny that it was impressive. besides, you had to do what had to be done to keep yourself going some days; that she understood well. however, she opted for gatorades instead. she preferred the taste to coffee. ‘ we should grab some coffee together sometime, you know ? on me ! ‘

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* STARTER CALL / @notusedtohappy !

pulled over at the last rest stop that caught their attention, alice had spread out a blanket on the grass for the two of them to get some fresh air as they ate their sandwiches. the cat, of course, was lounging in his over-sized carrier on her right. it had only been a couple of days since they had headed out on the road, but so far all she could think was how their adventure was even more enjoyable than she’d anticipated it would be. soft eyes met those of her friend’s as she laid on the ground, giving her back a rest from the sitting position she had been in for the past couple hours and the chance to stretch out her legs. ‘ hey jim, how do you feel about going to california ? we’re already headed in that general direction, so... i guess it’s a silly question to ask. ‘ her confidence sinks like a stone, only to be replaced with bashfulness. ‘ you can just pretend i never asked that. uh, lets talk about something else... like... are you having fun ? ‘

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lil starter call because i’m too lazy to find my old one !