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The Weight of Being Aware

In the middle of the conversation, looking across the table in slight frustration There are no peers, there is a dramatic distance in likeness It creates a different type of fear, not terror but yet still frightened It evolves at times to a different sense of loneliness It resonates the most as a feeling of pressure that is always building, creating unrest The one face in a whole…

The Weight of Being Aware

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Indulge

With what you have shown me You mean to entice me Excite me, entreat me Show me what I desire and should have Shake it and move it slow I could watch you all day you know Show me how it moves, bounce it, let it go I must warn you first though There is something you need to know Before the start of this show Before your body is in my grasp There are levels to this Some you may not have…

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Easy to Admit

I have strayed away from the paper, from the pen mostly due to fear of what it would mean, message it would send to jump back into the water of some where I drowned before unable to swim in the depths and struggling to breathe even more my words tend to become reborn either through pain or idealistic hope truthfully, romantic hope as I am more hopeless there than I could ever cope even when…

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Intention/Attention

How do I put this into simple terms? If I seek your attention, I have my intentions rather put bluntly, I have made my intentions known whether to understand you more or progress an attraction the seeds have been planted, I have intention to reap what I sown there is no need to date for sport or just for fun in my mind, the woman I want will be the only one the goal is not for the moment…

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Odd Tango

For years the landscape has remained the same although this all started with a drastic change a move to a new location and a budding friendship that began realizing there was more to it than we could understand stopping ourselves from going too far as we both had commitments, we put a top on that jar although I feel as if yours exploded at one point I paused too long, missed capitalizing…

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Same Way

Today there are some of us that celebrate A day in which our savior rose from being dead A death that signified salvation for so many Yet do we forget more of the meaning His love for us was something to be exemplified Today is about his resurrection, remember why he died It was not only his father’s love, but his love as well His love for his father, and his love for those his father…

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Second Best

Make me know I am important I refuse to be second best Why give you my all when you deem me like the rest You miss the point of what my actions meant I will just go back from where I went If I gave up you for lent Would it take that much for you to repent?

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My Dignity

Writing for myself is not about the fame or the glory It is a way for me to teach, to show, and to share my story While some may consider it painful at times There is also a feeling of familiarity in these rhymes Emotions that others have felt and struggled with Yet their knowledge of how to express them does not exist So I share with the masses, those feelings of captivity Those feelings…

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Which One?

Love can be incredible Fantastic Powerful Interesting Fulfilling False love can be agonizing Painful Lonely Empty Defeating Which do you give? Which do you receive? If you truly love there is no reason to feel the lesser of these.

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Trust...

Trust…

You believe it was majority lust Trust I miss your kiss Not that it has to lead past just this the passion of that first time the excitement of our lips finally touching Frozen in time I do not want to leave your lips Leave the grip I have on your hips Leave the look in your eyes as your bite down Leave the way you pull me closer to you, all smiles The way I run my hand through your…

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A Loser

I am a loser many different battles, I have been through I stand tall when it is over Not the outcome I asked for, this is true I want to be left on the battlefield Beaten, torn, abused, and left to lay Watch as my comrades run away, I am their shield When I look around, it is for them I pray that my strength was enough to save them all That my life could have been theirs to…

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Makes Sense

The outcast no play on words Just truth this time whether you know it or not some things are not up to me Acceptance can not be created from others within the self Accept the self Gains the confidence Respect Earned and given changes nothing in the end looked for when my presence is missed looked over when it is not being sought Difference between want and need need requires no…

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Out of Touch

Out of your life Standing by your side Disconnected at all times Why remain in a lie Defeated on all ends There are moments where there are no amends Prayer can only do much If you do not know what you want Why would it be something God would touch?

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Hard to Love

It is hard to love Where choice for the love Is replaced by confusion Lack of communication Lack of understanding Pursuit of pride This is not where love can reside

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Help in War

Encourage me I need to encourage you There are no lines in the war for love both sides suffer casualties Men hurt Women hurt Be objective Don’t just comfort your friend Tell them they are right when they are wrong Be true to them Be true to love Give them your real heart Help them obtain a real heart We all need to win this war Why leave someone dead on the battlefield Just so you…

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Gloves Off

Temptation mounts am I happy with it, of course not am I sad that it occurs, indifference rises proud This is not a piece of me that is a shroud Literally there are many things that need not concern My mind is already full of discernment No point in dding to it confusion driven torment When it matters, it does No holds barred, take off the gloves

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Never my Heart

Personal and deep to the chest this stands out above the rest my childhood ended at age ten hard, stern, and fighting, it began then Sense of dignity started at the funeral Had to be strong for the family, lack of their worrying Enough for them, they lost their sister or daughter Close friend, person to confide in, I lost my mother Irreplaceable yes, for one she lost both, too…

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