FuckTheIluminati

Art.Cults.Mk-Bullshit.Journaling.Connecting

[genusavatara]

Open

 I have never been this open, this honest, this exposed, online or in real life in the last 10 years since I became self aware of the programming in my family.  I have kept my mouth shut for 10 years thinking it would keep every one safe... 

On my social media platforms I have to be cryptic when I express my feelings and life events about these things, in my art I have to be cryptic.. here on Tumblr.. even if only 1 or two people see my posts, I still feel like im being totally transparent, and still remaining anonymous.. and you know what. it feels good. 

THIS IS ME, THIS IS WHAT IM GOING THROUGH, AND HERE I AM NOT HIDING, 

even in my actual life I have started talking about my experiences to a few close friends... I still feel a severe amount of guilt every time I do, guilt, and fear. but its still progress. 

[ancientsstudies]

[aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman]

“No one is responsible for my death. I swallowed 100 synthetic morphine pills and took other sleeping pills. Thank god I managed to go. I am disgusted and always have been disgusted by all of you.

When I was only 15, I understood what people in this world are worth. I finally managed to leave this disgusting world. It would be a joke if I said it was hard to die.

I am not made to be a whore, I am sensitive and emotional, no one knows. Tell no one that I am dead. I don’t want to be buried according to Muslim traditions. Burn my wigs and scatter the ashes. Wrap me in a white robe and cover me up, that’s all…”

- From the Suicide Note of Seher Şeniz

[genusavatara]

Everything good is the transmutation of something evil: every god has a devil for a father.

F.N

[genusavatara]

Thank you for being you ❤️

awwww O.O

[ansemreportnegativeinfinity]

The Chromatic Key; Chapter 1: Falling From Space

Curiosity looked over the edge of the glass railing. Twenty miles beneath her was the sparkling city of Wave. Red and blue lights lit the city. It glowed, resplendent next to the Eseri Ocean under the light of the full moon.

If I jump, I die.

The idea sat with Curiosity. The thought had an unbearably heavy valence. If she were to take a few simple actions, she could be a part of the year’s death statistics. The difference between being alive and dead was separated from her by a thin glass barrier and approximately twenty minutes of falling.

C felt like she was drowning in the idea as seconds- and then minutes- passed.

The heavy valence of thought and emotion kept Curiosity frozen in place. She grasped the edge of the railing with both hands, unconsciously applying increasing amounts of pressure.

[genusavatara]

I cant comment on your posts, but i want to say the preview of your psychomancy book on amazon is done very well and i will be purchasing it soon.

[genusavatara]

Relief.

I would have gone on staying silent if they hadnt of done what they have done to me the last 3 years... in trying to neutralize and enslave a threat they just filled me with all kinds of arcane knowledge i never would of known other wise.... maybe i can strike a deal... stop with the black magic, stop with frequencies, stop with the gang stalking, and i will carry on with my life the way i did before, perhaps less cryptic word vomit here and there on social media though, but generally, trying to maintain a low profile, and keeping these secrets to my self.

As this stuff carries on, as a gain more knowledge and get further and further away from my self, as i watch all my spiritual adornments be stripped from me, corrupted and degraded, the more i am pushed into this corner where the only perceivable relief, the only thing left for me is shouting at the mountain top "look here world, look at the darkness that looms under your nose".... what a sigh of relief it would be

[genusavatara]

How to Steal the consciousness and subordinate the subconscious

1.Lower the psychic defences by any means necessary

2.Seek out in the astral realm and imprison targets astral body

3.Poke holes in the aura

3.Send demonic entities to rape astral body periodically

4.Create psychic links between target and various individuals in the cult using voodoo and magic

5.Plug into the chakra system of target

6.Summon designated elite entity/cult-egregor into targets home

7.Use entity to Implant astral parasites for tracking

8.Use entity to beckon targets astral body through a portal while target is sleeping

9.Put targets astral body to sleep in the astral realm

10.Create astral dream prison vortex guarded by demonic entities

11.Breed a colony of astral parasites in the seat of the consciousness after successfully subduing and cutting off the subconscious mind

13. Train astral parasites to write and read scripts and personify human beings connected to targets past

14.Successfully make targets astral body blind and limp

15.Astral body is connected to lower astral realms because of demonic fluids from astral rape and infiltration, making help from higher beings very unlikely

16.Portals from targets chakras are opened up to cult members for feeding on targets psychic power while targets astral body remains asleep in astral-realm vortex-prison.

All of this serves to subdue and enslave a psychic threat while simultaneously turning them into energetic live stock to be fed upon for the foreseeable future. Most targets will remain unaware of the false dream vortex they are imprisoned in.

[genusavatara]

Black Magic and Astral Bullshit

The mornings are really difficult... the astral parasites infesting my consciousness forcing the dialogue writing their scripts all night... my consciousness gets taken over and driven by hundreds if not thousands of tiny astral bacteria's with their own thoughts and ideas that do not look or feel like human reasoning or regular human mental activity.. to wake up from hours of having your consciousness hijacked by insects, then to be able to see the insects floating around your eyes in the morning sun... and i just cant help but look at them, i start to get filled with fear, anxiety, grief, sadness, frustration, hopelessness, helplessness... there is so fucking many of them... thousands of them... I start to feel like there is no way i can rid my self of this sickness, i start to feel like there is no escape after remembering everything these occultists have done to me, (if one can call these sick depraved delinquents occultists) and that too makes me sink deeper into a hole of helplessness and hopelessness...

Its so hard to ground your self and recenter your self while in the midst of this spiral of hopelessness, its so hard not to focus on the fear..... the mere question of how could any one possibly do such a horrific thing to another human being tears me to pieces like a fucking hurricane inside of me.... i cannot wrap my head around it, how someone who is clearly skilled in the art of magic, uses it to degrade, destroy, corrupt and spread sickness..... This question of how, why would you do that, why would they do this to me, to any one, is what leads to dissociation after screaming at the top of my lungs crying in agony.....

[genusavatara]

collapse the vortex, awaken from the dream within the dream, teleport to another place, a better place far away from here.

[genusavatara]

Life is just passing by, slipping through my fingers... its not easy to break through the program, the frequency, the chemicals in the sky, the control signals coming from all angles, its in the air, the food, the water, its all around us, mother earth her self is being hijacked, abused, manipulated, enslaved... but we have to push back, we have to push through, we have to pave our way, no matter what.

[genusavatara]

i dont want to fight any more... i am not meant to be a slave.. the timeline is broken... i think i should just exit. i think i need to just exit reality, be it through hard drugs or suicide.. i think thats it. im done

[genusavatara]

Any one here understand how to read this stuff and any tips on how i can translate this into normal human language? haha

Dynamic Control of Collapse in a Vortex Airy Beam - Scientific Reports

Here we study systematically the self-focusing dynamics and collapse of vortex Airy optical beams in a Kerr medium. The collapse is suppress

[itscolossal]

A Daily Sculpture Project by Frode Bolhius Spawns a Quirky Colorful Cast of Tiny Figures

[genusavatara]

I am Going to Break the Boundaries

[genusavatara]

Honesty to the healers.

My honesty serves me well, it exposes the narcissists, and it exposes the true nature of humanity today. if my story does not move you or motivate you to act out of principle, then you are not worthy to be on this journey with me. If you want to convince a broken young women why its necessary to pay you for your services, do so with humility, compassion and grace, and that young women who laid bare her torment, will hear you, and be motivated too, to help you where you desire to help them. And that ladies and gentle men is the truest of all human experiences, that is genuine. Not this new age bullshit where i should just take you at your word that your a good person who desires to heal, heres 500 dollars. This new age, the age of commercialism and technocracy, has siphoned out the humanity and connection of this material existence from humankind.

This deeply wounds me, but it also motivates me to be that light i wish to see in the world.

[genusavatara]

Healers. Evil Cults. Shitty Humans.

I send a long email to a healer, explaining how i had been raped astrally in the most brutal and horrific ways, explaining how my friend had been ritually murdered and her soul is being used as a tool by black magicians, i explained how they raped children in my own home while i was away and left evidence behind and then streamed the images psychically into my head as i slept, i explained how they cut out the hearts and cut off the heads of many animals and placed them in my path, i explained how they broke my spirit... and yet, this man, responds with a three sentence email, saying my tone is not one to his liking, because i mentioned how i was hesitant to pay a healer for help and how i was looking for someone who would help me from the heart, and how i have come to a breaking point where i will put down 200 euro i dont have. I mean, is this an indicator of someone who experiences empathy?

Of course, putting money where someone was murdered and others where raped, might make me feel even more humiliated and isolated, of course i lay barren and broken when i think this large group of men and women who waist no expense and exercise every resource they have, and they do this without being paid, they do this on principle. forgive me oh great and diligent healer for wanting my faith in humanity to be restored, for wanting to believe there was people out there who would waist no time and jump into help where they could just on pure principle and divine will...

Jesus christ. people fucking suck....