During the non still of the night of crap and awesomeness intertwined in soulful love and crap
While I was burdened with failing efforts to fall asleep during crapfest sickness last night I found time to think about a ton of things while insistently still trying to snooze to borderline almost helpful sounds of ocean waves emitting from my headache relief app on the Iphone 4. It was a close outcome but and ending result of a quite unfortunate score for RAQUEL SLEEPS 5 and a winning score for BODY SAY NO COMFORT FOR YOU of 7!! RAQUEL SLEEPS loses to the WHOPPING SCORE OF 7 TODAY! But don’t fret there will most definitely be a special feature REMATCH TONIGHT!!
Moving to strategy, going to give the space ambience a whirl tonight so that in case I don’t find comfort in sleep I will quite possibly come up with some more favorable ideas again!
So! “Wtf she going on about?” Your probably pondering? I would be and if you made it this far into this nonsense of a post you are about to be proudly rewarded with the reason for this post!
EXCITED!!?? I know I am!!
one of many thought from last night came out to be a succesful idea for a script tattoo, which if you knew me….well you still wouldn’t know that I had a passionate opinion NOT in favor for script tattoos for myself as a personal preference….
But my brain blessed upon me a quote that I’m totally proud of for coming out of my very own infamous pink squishy brain and incidentally in my favor I did not get forget about it and its entirety.
READY?!?! I know I am!
QUOTE: Passion for life, Strength for love, Courage for death
I am going to get it in Italian inner weaved with the rest of the tattoo that will someday unhappily not soon be created by a tattoo artist I favor entirely because of his amazing ability to sketch up tattoo with impeccable grace and flow which is entirely what I will NOT LIVE WITH OUT in my side piece or upper mid back piece creations. I hope they are gonna be easily made perfect with out fuss and customer pain from me non deliberately but insistent needyness perfection… Oh and I'm Italian if your wondering why I chose to translate it to Italion or judging like a dirty slut because I know most factually there’s always at least 90% of the internet hating with negativity and murky auras. Go find yourself a hug judger!
Translated into Filipino produced nothing important apparently because I don’t even remember… Indian obviously wasn't available for obvious reasons… and lastly but not least, Irish is also an obvious no since it logically would not be translated into anything beside mumbling and alcohol musk (imaginatively I suppose)
Moving on with now positive attitudes and unicorn colored auras which are unknown to the naked eye… while all you murky people stay behind in your blissful ignorance :) xoxo
AAAAAnd here’s the translation…
ITALIAN: PASSIONE PER LA VITA, LA FORZA PER AMORE, CORAGGIO PER LA MORTE
My mother surprisingly helped me decide that I should definitely add the courage for death part because I was questioning the inkling of a morbid feeling it was adding to the beauty of the quote. I am taking her advice and keeping it because its also just as beautiful as the rest of the quote just in a darker shade of rose. Plus the length seems more balanced… I think…
Deep enough?
Moving on… Occampanying this scrypt will be henna style designs and will be assigned to my right side ribs extended through to my waste. Flowers will probably end up finding their way into the whole piece because I just cant help myself… ;) They PRETTY!
In case you were also wondering what I am listening to by any slim non existent chance, currently Def Leopard Pour some sugar on me. Undeniably creating an erogenous environment… if only my throat was clear to sing and my body was fatigue ridden for a dance party with shaq attack.
Lol... And as the hours get closer to my breast cancer diagnosis... This brings me joy. I hope I look like an over dramatic asshole at 430... But odds are not looking too good.












