twenty- two n feelin blue

sw: 301 cw: 295 lw:160

[gfaye]

july 26th

i started my fast at 3pm i’m hoping to get to at least 24 hrs <3 n for reals like 100 hours lol

[gfaye]

i got so embarrassed last night i was u know like initiating sex and the boii fell asleep lol and then like i just shut down bc when we first started dating and i was over 100lbs lighter he wanted to touch me all the time i was cute and sexy and now i know he loves me i feel it but i’m not cute and sexy i’m warm and familiar and when he needs to fuck i’m there so i felt gross and i felt stupid and i’m not gunna have sex again until i lose 15lbs i know it would be water weight but i think it will help telling myself i can’t have something until i lose x amount

and we talked about he he really did nothing wrong like if u don’t want to have sex don’t have sex it would be manipulative of me to tell him i was embarrassed and feeing gross like i know he loves me this is internalized thoughts i have to deal with myself

[gfaye]

hi it’s been like a year since of got on here anyway i was at 301 lbs now i’m at 295

[gfaye]

starting this thread uhhhh i’m tryna loose 30 lbs in one month lol rn i’m down 13lbs mostly water weight

i started at 224 on the 20th

[gfaye]

wow 6 months later i’ve gained 20 lbs

[gfaye]

starting this thread uhhhh i’m tryna loose 30 lbs in one month lol rn i’m down 13lbs mostly water weight

i started at 224 on the 20th

[summerbodgoal]

Girls don’t want boys girls want zero calorie alcohol.

[digitalblutbad]

My biggest goal in this life is to become unrecognizable to everyone who once thought they knew me.

[angelicliss]

[starvedfortouch]

me: *wakes up, looks in mirror*

my ed: you look like this

[hollyexe]

going to start this tomorrow, anybody want to do it together? 🦋

all credit to asethtically-starving

[tsunderexweight]

[imightbehallucinating]

Anything goes wrong in my life, at all:

[nonconformist-vegan]

[46kgs]

[diet-coke-kween]

On all levels except physical, I am a skinny bitch.

[thick-like-a-stick]

When you’re literally starving yourself 24/7 and the number on the scale doesn’t budge:

[reganshrinks]