Important Update: Health, situation, a break and the future x
I hope youāll forgive me for this mostly generic post. Iām trying to share a little update everywhere to let you know whatās happening, especially since Iāve had a lot of comments and messages lately being unaware that Iāve been sick and unable to create new content since June last year.
To recap, Iāve been struggling with severe health issues for a very long time. While Iāve always tried to find ways to live and work around my health the physical strain and stress of moving home in 2022 triggered new auto-immune conditions and other issues that have worsened through the last four years to the point where I just canāt function.Ā
Last year my worsening health meant that work became more challenging each month. I reached a point where I was filming one whole day a month and it was taking so long to recover afterwards that Iād spend the rest of the month bedbound, trying to get better for that one day of filming the next month. It reached a point last summer where I couldnāt make it into my work room any more.Ā
Thereās a lot more to it than that but last summer I had to make the incredibly hard decision to step away from work until I could get my health back on track. I literally canāt do the things I need to do to make content. The times my health has been at its best over the past few years have always been when Iāve been able to eat and gain a lot, but food is expensive and as I ate less my health worsened until I couldnāt even eat any more. Iām really struggling. I hate admitting this more than anything. At this point Iāve lost almost half my body weight and Iāve never felt worse, either physically or about myself and my body.Ā
Thereās something more insidious going on with my health, something thatās been worsening for the last few years, not a part of any of the conditions Iāve been diagnosed with before. I have to get this diagnosed, treated and sorted. Itās taken a long time to get things moving but over the next couple of months Iāll be taking a complete break from work to focus on recovery.Ā
Iāve tried to keep things ticking over until I was able to work again but even thatās become untenable. Iāve been working over so many different platforms as well as other work to make ends meet that trying to keep things ticking over is a full time job in itself. Iāve been scheduling some basic uploads across my platforms to try to keep things going but I wonāt be around for a while after today, Iām really sorry x
As with any community there are good and bad parts to ours but so many of you have been amazing over the years, supporting both myself and all the other wonderful feedees and performers out there. Thank you for everything, and please keep making this community the safe, nurturing, exciting space it can be at its best. I would be grateful some positive thoughts, as well as hoping you might want to see whatever comes next. I wonāt be GG any more, Iām beyond done with wearing wigs and being someone else. I want to find my own love for this kink again, as myself. I want to get my tummy and muscle back.Ā
I need to get better before I can do any of that. Iām sorry that I wonāt be around for the next couple of months. Iāve been trying to get this sorted for a really long time and this is my best chance at getting my life back.
Thank you once again for all your support through the years. Please be kind to yourself and others. Please keep breathing. Iāll see you when I get backĀ š©µš©·
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