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the good thing about not giving a cunt aftercare is that she will remain in a state of needing/seeking reassurance, therefore the perfect rape toy

hornylilthinggg

Take advantage of my mental illness...

Take away my meds and only let me take them when I'm good.

Tell me the shadow people are here because I'm not good enough for you.

Feed my delusional mind until I shatter

shamefulpleasure

I have this fantasy of my birthday this year being absolutely ruined.

Get me presents and cake and a cute new outfit. Make me my favorite meal, light my favorite candles everywhere.

Let me open the presents, only to find out they’re all actually presents for you, and use MY money to purchase them.

Buy me my favorite kind of cake only to smash my face in it or cum or piss all over it before allowing me to eat it.

Buy me a cute new outfit and send it with me to the bathroom in the morning while I shower. When I go to put it on, I’ll realize it’s 2 sizes too small and looks stupid on me. Lock up all the rest of my clothes while I’m showering.

Make me my favorite meal, but serve it to me in a dog bowl on the floor, or better yet- outside. Tell me you have some final touches to put on it before you piss all over it.

Light my favorite scented candles all over so I associate my favorite smell with this humiliating, degrading day.

infymira

"how much do you hate yourself?"

"not enough."

"good answer."

pukebait

shadeofgreed

How many times have you stared too long at a razor or a blade wondering if you could go deep enough?

How many times have you looked down from a great height wondering if it was high enough?

How many times did you look at the pill bottle and wonder if you could hold them down?

How many times has your mind wandered to ropes or guns wondering if you could go through with it?

Does it still hurt sometimes to look at yourself in the mirror? Do the memories of your mistakes haunt you at night? Do your warm tears still fall down your cheek as you ask yourself if you'll ever be good enough?

I'll hunt you down until you can't fight me anymore. I'll stalk you until you're too tired to hide away from me. I'll push and push and push until you have nowhere else to run. I'll control you and keep you away from the world. I'll leave you in a state of fight or flight so you can't even think of how depressed you used to be. I'm going to absolutely make all your problems worse just so survival is the only thing in your head.

Listen, be good, don't talk back, obey... submit so you don't get hit. Submit so you can eat. Submit so you can get a blanket in your cage.

I'll break all that you were until you're something no one can recognize anymore.

icantsaveyou

gravedesiresblog

"smile for the camera sweetheart you're about to be in one of the best found footage porn online" as I pan the camera to you crying, whimpering and tied up while the news broadcast of you going missing is playing in the background

shadeofgreed

"You wouldn't let someone you didn't love do this to you."

*violently forcing you to take my sexual abuse and manipulating you into thinking it's all your fault so you feel like you can't get help or escape me*

adevilincarnate

10 Reasons to Love Findom

Part 2 - Cash is King (Part 1 here)

6. I get to spend your money

I love feeling a fat wallet in my back pocket. Even better when it's full of someone else's money. Spending cash you didn't work for is so fucking easy. I'm not the one paying.

76. Anyone can be a paypig

Most of you aren't beautiful. You're not smart. You don't have charisma or a talent with words. Luckily all you need to be a paypig is a bank account. Open it wide. Your superior will do the fucking.

8. Findom is addictive

Life is full of vices. None of them will match the thrill of having your wallet fucked. It feels way too good to stop.

Paypigs pretend that $ending is just a one time thing. They always relapse and crawl back for more.

9. Tributes are not an equal exchange

Don't you hate how everything is transactional these days? Findom is an escape from that. Your cash gets used however your dom chooses.

When you $end, you give money to someone who deserves it. Your superior, a better person than you. Expect nothing in return.

10. It's the right thing to do

When a slave works their owner gets the benefit. When you work your superiors should benefit. It's simple, it's natural, it's right. I deserve that cash more than you do. It would be wrong not to send it to me.

Oink for me piggy.