Seven

The name's redacted. purrfessionally diagnosed with being an ancient cat lady. intrinsically incompatible. cat-obsessed, queer, vegan baker, pun-loving crumbum. Caught between existential ennui & abject apathy. Currently trying to claw my way out of social isolation.

[roberto-segate-dark-art]

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[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I am tired of being a person. Not just tired of being the person I was, but any person at all. I like watching people, but I don’t like talking to them, dealing with them, pleasing them, or offending them. I am tired.

Susan Sontag, from I, etcetera: Stories (via violentwavesofemotion)

[publicpreference]

[ghastlyzs]

I’m going to hold a cooking course tomorrow, and I have a cat date afterwards.

I can’t decide which I’m more nervous about.

[ghastlyzs]

You never know someone until it's too late.

[seasons-in-hell]

Jeremy Hush

[ghastlyzs]

relevant

[ghastlyzs]

I kept telling myself that if I returned to tumblr I would have to write a comprehensive Life Update™, and then the mere thought of it exhausted me, because more has happened during the last 6 months than during my whole adulthood. And I also don't remember parts of them.

The general gist of it is: Most miraculously, I have a life now, which I never ever thought possible, ever. I was dead-certain my only option in this life was death, inevitably. I still have days when the inherent suicidal ideation is strong, but I am not actively dying.

And also, somehow, along the way, I weight-restored.

[mackenziesummertime]

That constant struggle between “I can’t show my symptoms or I’ll be a burden” and “why doesn’t anyone realize I’m suffering?”

[ghastlyzs]

[unflatteringcatselfies]

chubby but mathematically perfect

[ghastlyzs]

It true. It me

[ghastlyzs]

pretending to work out using these fancy-schmancy torture devices

[ghastlyzs]

Very belated vacation snapshot.

More to follow if desired?¿

[intellectualpoaching]

The more uncertainty, the more pain.

Fyodor Dostoevsky, Notes from Underground (via intellectualpoaching)

[breadpaw]

im not real

[ghastlyzs]

And then there’s the “I can’t take it off because I’m kinda wearing the same clothes I’ve slept in for the last week or two underneath” jacket.

[maruti-bitamin]

cats and play things (will be released as stickers and notebooks)

[ghastlyzs]

Who got offered the internship after all?

Dis cat.