Ghibli Critters

DID, Disabled,20,medical truma

[ghiblicritters]

[ghiblicritters]

Man or bear

Mum my life I have seen the sights of humanity the wonderful kindness of my mother the laughter of my father

I have also seen the worst the men the men who where doctors who dismissed me the men who used me as ch!ld p0rn the men who wouldn’t believe me the men who cheat lie and steal

My human experience has I feel equal good and bad my body doesn’t work as it’s meant to I can not defend my self I can not run from a man or a bear so I would not survive in the woods by myself

The man may help me may take care of me but I am dead weight in my experience all men see in interaction is a trade I do something for you you do something for me the man if he even decided to help me would eventually use me for entertainment desire lust or a realise of any emotion while this may not kill me this would not be the way I want to live

The bear they have no motivation apart from food if I get slaughtered by the bear he stops my pain quickly it is not in his interest to keep me alive it is not in his interest to use me apart from sustaining himself and once I’m dead I know I will die with dignity this a man I can not see this same outcome

[monatoxin]

for better or for worse

[ghiblicritters]

Resilience

I’m so fed up of being resilient being resilient of everything through uni through life people say it to me as a compliment all I hear is ‘you shouldn’t survived’ and the problem with that is I agree I should have gone a long time ago I am resilient to a fault our life is pain and it has been for as long as I can remember when I say this i do not mean there are not pockets of happiness and those I truly treasure what I mean is my most prevent emotions are not good ones and it hurts that for a lot of them I don’t know why my memory’s are not my own my resilience cost me my life my resilience cost me my peace so yes I am alive but I’m truth I am not living for myself I am liveing for the people I love in hope that they will never have to be resilient as I have

[ghiblicritters]

Quotes from the system

Fighting the demons makes you the devil -K

The rain will persevere continuing to nurture and grow the earth -R

Psychologists call it ‘learned helplessness’ when a person believes, as I did during my youth, that the choices I made had no effect on the outcomes in my life. -F

The simple act of caring is heroic -C

Being yourself should have never been a crime -D

[ghiblicritters]

I looked at this orb of light

‘Are you god?’

‘Yes my child’ he said

‘Why’

‘Why?’

‘Why did you do that to me’

‘Why did you do this to me why did you do this to us’

As I said this the alters that have shared life with me appeared behind me

‘There was no need for us to be sick there was no need for us to struggle we did nothing I DID NOTHING I was good I was kind I tried you ruined that you made sure that was riped from me you made me want to die you made me go through all of that but in the end I didn’t get the happy ending I worked so hard for so yes W H Y’

‘I don’t meddle in the world anymore’

‘So you abandoned everyone you abandoned everything the people who pray and worship you everyday you do nothing you don’t deserve worship you don’t deserve there devotion you are no better then a father who abandons and neglects there children’

[autopsycollective]

being a cis male alter in an AFAB body is certainly interesting (/neg)

[ghiblicritters]

Felt

[love-me-love-my-weirdness]

Shout out to the ten year old who just got diagnosed. Shout out to the housebound fourteen year old. Shout out to the eighteen year old who can’t go to the university they wanted. Shout out to the twenty two year old who can’t get a job. Shout out to the twenty six year old with a caretaker. Shout out to the thirty year old who can’t buy their own house.

Shout out to young disabled people. We exist.

[little-pup-pip]

Hi can you do an agere moodboard of mushrooms? I really love mushrooms, also without paci, but sippi cups are all good if you want to ^^

Yes!!

[systemscattering]

a sequel to this post

[waddei]

my son who i hate

[waddei]

NOOOOOOOOOOO

[lalulutres]

[ghiblicritters]

Maybe Clare should start keeping sheep

[life-of-liminality]

[ghiblicritters]

Rain

[cats-n-quests]

When you, the alter who’s not made for a certain task/job/subject/anything else is out alone:

(And probably be horrible at it)

- j

[ghiblicritters]

Fin doing anything 😂

[systemscattering]

[jeoel]

what i do is none of my business

[ghiblicritters]

Exactly leave me alone kit -Finley

[theselfishmachiness]

“_____ alter doesnt like me :( “ trust me when i say this, you are not the only one.

[ghiblicritters]

I’m looking at you kit and Finely