Shapeless Blob Polymorph

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INTO!!! ＼(^-^)／

Hey! I go by Zennith or Z or Zoe (any is fine) and I'm a polymorphkin and robotkin. I've awakened recently after about a year...maybe two years (I can't remember exactly) of questioning and finally decided to post about it and my experiences!

I also draw and cosplay in my freetime and might post those too? idk. I don't do commissions sorry :P

Feel free to ask me anything!

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I haven't seen very many robotkins make any sort of gear so I decided to make a mask for my Robot kintype (for fun only. Having gear doesn't make you otherkin). It's a WIP but I'm pretty happy about it so far! I plan to maybe add leds in the eyes.

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For now this is what I look like! Managed to do a quick sketch of my form before it shifts again 🫠 love being a polymorph

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Does anyone who has multiple kintypes/theriotypes etc. experience this? Like do you ever feel your different kintypes/theriotypes merging and becoming one? Or have a shift where you feel both at the same time? Cause I do. And it's...strange. feels like void slime or something leaking out of my hard, metallic robot body. Or sometimes it's my void-like body leaking robotic parts of has a robot part somewhere in it. Idk. It's strange. And feels weird when it happens.

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The questioning process My Experience (part 2!), warning: Loooong (sorry ;-; ):

I started to question myself and my alterhumanity about 2 months after discovering the term and doing a bunch of research. At first I was so frustrated because I didn't know what I was. The first identity I questioned was whether I was therian or not. I spent about six months questioning and trying various theriotypes and identities within the therian identity. But nothing ever felt right. I always felt like something wasn't right and that I was always changing myself. Because I felt this a lot I kept doubting my and even asked myself whether I was alterhuman in the first place. I had no much doubt in my non-human identity that I wasn't even sure if I was non-human in the first place. But I kept going. After a bit I discovered otherkin and something with that just felt right. So I knew I was heading in the right direction. I'll admit when I started questioning whether I was otherkin I was overwhelmed at first. There seemed to be so much that I felt like I wasn't sure where to start. So I took a step back and compiled a list of things I felt. Robotic, wings, shapeshifting, and void-like. I questioned robotkin first and turns out I am robotkin but I felt like there was something else too. I also felt my "true form" constantly changing shifting between random things and my robotkin form. Because I didn't feel like the robotkin term didn't fully sum me up I was wondering if I had multiple kintypes. However, once again I denied it to myself. I told myself, "no. You don't have two kintypes. Only one" and kept denying it. Sometime during this I also discovered polymorphkin/polymorphs. So at the time I was torn and was forcing myself to chose between the two identities instead of just accepting them both as part of myself. It was hard to accept the fact that I am both robotkin and a polymorphkin. Sometimes I still find myself doubting myself and my identities but at the end of the day I have come to terms with it and slowly accepted both at part of who I am.

If you came this far thank you for listening to my story. And congratulations for making it this far. I hope my story can help others who are questioning, have doubts, or however it helps you.

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My First Experience: When did I realize I was non-human/alterhuman? (Warning: really long, cussing?) Part 1

It started my freshman year of college, I was scrolling on social media instead of studying and discovered a "Therian tiktok compilation" on Yt. I don't have tiktok so I clicked on it, curious about what it was. I watched a few of the videos and still didn't quite understand it so I looked it up and did some research (I figured it was good practice cause I wanna go into research). I found the wiki, the therian subreddit and a few therian/alterhuman yt creators (Therian Territory and the Draconic Priestess to be specific). I spent hours watching them, reading the wiki and the subreddit. After a while I also discovered the alterhuman identifies otherkin, otherheart, and otherlink.

However while I was doing this, and researching everything there is to know about all of this. Something started to click. I can't fully remember when but when I discovered the term "alterhuman" and the idea of feeling like your not human something about it just made sense to me. Like I had found the proper word for what I kept feeling all my life. Once I had the realization I decided to start asking myself, "what am I?" And started questioning.

If you came this far thank you for listening to my story. And congratulations for making it this far. I will post the second part as this is really long already. ;-;"