Despite the fact that I was willing to be sober. You said you would not be willing to be friends with me unless I was sober. I became sober. You decided I wasn't sober in the way you chose. Even though I was fully 100% sober, the way I chose to become sober was wrong too. Somehow the way I chose to be sober was a problem for you. I didn't choose to use AA. I told you repeatedly that AA didn't work for me. I said that it was based on Christianity and I had no interest. Yet somehow that was a failing in your eyes. The fact that we were both fucking PAGAN did not ever enter your mind. AA and paganism do not mix and it did not ever enter your mind. I do not believe in a singular God. AA does not work for me. I still choose to be sober. But the fact I did not like AA somehow made me less in your mind. As much as you like to pretend you're not Christian, you are. You cannot even PRETEND to understand those that aren't Christian. I tried to do it without christianity and you decided it was wrong. Years of you telling me my way of worship was wrong and yet the second I didn't follow Christinaity you shunned me. Good people don't shun others. Thanks.
