Helena's Fics

A faceless spectre residing in the attic of a delapitated manor house writing their silly little fanfics. | ao3: TheGhostofHelena04 | Adult (tagging my blog as 18+ feels weird because I rarely write 18+ stuff, and if I do it's tagged; also I'm not giving my actual age but I am an Adult)

[elderscrollsconceptart]

Whats a non-QOL (quality of life) Skyrim mod thay you cant play without?

Eg. Not mods like "better UI/performance/etc."

For almost ten years now I've not had a Skyrim playthrough where I didnt first install a mod that makes trees GIGANTIC

[thedruidsforest]

Accidentally gaslit my entire family by adding The Bannered Mare from the Skyrim soundtrack to my instrumental/new age christmas music playlist now they think it's an actual christmas song but "for some reason can never place the name of it"

[sunderwight]

People who never played Morrowind (understandable but sad) really miss out because in Skyrim, Solstheim gets introduced via DLC and its this weird place full of dark elves and gigantic bugs and Lovecraftian horrors and giant mushrooms and etc, but in Morrowind, you start out in the base game in the land of the dark elves and bugs and Lovecraftian horrors and mushrooms, until you get to the Morrowind DLC that introduces Solstheim at which point Solstheim is weird because then you have to take your plague-ridden messiah from the cramped and drug riddled streets of Sewertopia to the freak werewolf island where it constantly snows actual snow and not Accursed Volcano Ash and everything has proto Skyrim aesthetics.

Like what do you mean you have buildings that aren't made out of dead bugs. Where Are the Mushrooms. Why Are You White.

[vorpalfae]

𝑠𝑘𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 - 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑙 & 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑒 🪻🐉🗡️

[luciasatalina]

lil bosmer in construction

[daggerfall]

Official Bethesda art for mother's day

[aasteraarts]

Hi guys!(￣y▽,￣)╭ It's been a while since I've been here (the art block, damn it! ◑﹏◐

However, I pulled myself together and my dear Serana helped me)))

P.S. It feels like I've forgotten how to draw ψ(._. )>

[lydia-skyrim]

My thane, have you heard of this new thing they're calling "actually writing instead of browsing tumblr dot com"? I hear it's quite controversial

[getvalentined]

Thinking a lot recently about the constant comparison of Oblivion to Skyrim, particularly claims that Oblivion is superior in every way strictly by virtue of quest length and the greater grandiosity of the organizations in Oblivion, and I think there's been a fundamental misunderstanding of what's actually going on with Tamriel during the time period of Skyrim. Even though it's like...one of the core concepts of the main storyline.

Putting most of this under a cut for length, but I just...I think people misunderstand what's going on here. This is not a "One Game Good Other Game Bad" post, it's an analysis of a major, key difference in story basis between the two that I think gets lost in the (frankly asinine) argument about which is superior.

See, everything in Skyrim sucks. Every organization you can align yourself with is falling apart. Literally every single one.

That's the point.

To summarize:

The Companions (equivalent to the Fighters' Guild) are about a dozen strong, literally cursed, and their most beloved leader gets murdered very early in the storyline.

The College of Winterhold (equivalent to the Mages' Guild, not to the Arcane University) has seemingly only been saved from collapsing into the sea because a master of Restoration fused himself with the structure itself when the Sea of Ghosts tried to tear it down a little under a century ago and his presence is constantly physically "healing" the foundation.

The Thieves' Guild has lost the favor of every possible patron deity, having been outright cursed by Nocturnal after one of her Nightingales murdered another and stole the gift she offers her champion, while the boon that the organization's founder claimed from her in ages past (the cowl) is missing.

The Dark Brotherhood has been all but completely dismantled, the Night Mother's tomb in Bravil having been raided and struggling to persist without a Listener for over a decade; the bodies of the Night Mother's children have been lost and she's essentially being smuggled from region to region in an attempt to find a safe place to continue operations.

The Empire itself has been kneecapped, forced into a traumatic treaty by a fascist regime determined to strike the beliefs and culture of anyone not Altmer off the face of the planet; the Thalmor have gone so far as to torture and radicalize the figurehead leader of the Nords in order to use their own nationalism and superiority against the Empire, sparking a civil war that will further weaken the Empire and allow the Aldmerri Dominion to destroy it wholecloth.

This extends out into the rest of the world, too! We have confirmed existence of Hist-deaf Argonians. The Dunmer are floundering to recover after the quadruple-whammy that is the fall of the Triumverate, the destruction of Vivec City when Baar Dau finally made impact, the Red Year, and the Argonian uprising. The Bosmer are literally endangered due to habitat loss following a super-isolationist cultural shift due to wars with the Khajiit and Altmer. The Void Nights were devastating to Khajiit culture and population in ways that have yet to be fully explained.

The world is falling apart. Everything is dying.

And then Alduin shows up.

We all kind of talk about Alduin carrying on as World-Eater through the course of the Skyrim storyline like it's him being a piece of shit, since he'd started it ages ago and was just displaced in time to land on the Last Dragonborn's head in the Fourth Era, but I don't think that's the case.

Based on the state of things, I think Alduin arrived right on time. I think it's the end of the world. The only reason he "should" be stopped is because the Last Dragonborn has the capacity to stop the world from ending in a more down-to-earth sense than just defeating Alduin: they can't save everyone, but they can "fix" every single organization that's holding "the world" together.

They can align with the Imperials and keep the civil war from further crippling them, keeping the Empire from being too weak to push back against the Aldmerri Dominion.

They can save the College of Winterhold, the only group in the right place at the right time to stop the Eye of Magnus from opening, and in doing so make sure that the Psijics are able to put it somewhere nobody else can find it.

They can lead the Companions, cure the curse for those members who don't want to run with Hircine after death, which bolsters their spirits enough to keep doing what they can even when everyone else is trying to kill each other. A single neutral martial force in the middle of a civil war.

They can regain Nocturnal's trust for the Thieves' Guild, restore the Nightingales, and in doing so they can return the luck that was stolen from them as punishment for Mercer Frey's transgression. They can even reclaim the Crown of Barenziah and award the guild with a paragon to increase their newly-regained luck.

They can hear the Night Mother, becoming Listener for the Dark Brotherhood to restore the balancing force of Sithis in the world, purify the most broken Sanctuary the Brotherhood has ever had, and finish a story set into motion way back in the Third Era—Emperor Titus Mede II is murdered under the order of a Motierre, a descendant of a mark the Brotherhood specifically kept from dying during the Oblivion Crisis.

The Last Dragonborn can't do anything outside Skyrim—there's nothing they can do for the Argonians or the Bosmer or the Khajiit, and they can only do very little for the Dunmer via work in Solstheim—but they can work with every single guild or guild-adjacent group, strengthening the Empire to stand against the biggest threat to Tamrielic culture since the First Era, and in doing so they can make it so the world isn't ready for Alduin to eat it.

The Hero of Kvatch exists when Tamriel, and presumably Nirn as a whole is in the prime of its life, that's what makes the Oblivion Crisis such a big deal. This is a world that isn't ready to give up, it still has the strength to fight, it just needs someone standing at the head to direct it. The Last Dragonborn comes into the story when everything is falling apart and nothing really feels worthwhile, when it's hard to see why the world is worth saving. They have the chance to prove that there's still some life left here, that the world isn't too far gone to save—Alduin arrived right on time, it's the Last Dragonborn's job to change that.

I can see how coming from Oblivion to Skyrim would feel disappointing and hollow, but I'm pretty sure that's literally the point of the story.

Oblivion tells you the world is worth saving because it's got so much left to live for, even with the odds stacked so high against it. Skyrim asks you whether a world that's dying is still a world worth saving, and it's up to you to prove that it is.

[sky-scribbles]

You know, I think we were all too normal about Karliah back when Skyrim came out.

She's the 'brooding troubled guy on a quest to avenge his lost love' archetype, but a woman. She's a professional thief. She's related to two of the most important figures in the lore (Nerevar and Queen Barenziah). This is completely irrelevant to anything she does in the game and you only find it out if you read her dead boyfriend's book. She's been in exile for a quarter century. She's a talented and deadly archer. She makes unique poisons. The first thing she ever does in-game is shoot you. She's involved in a predictable but fun plot twist. Her dead boyfriend was a charming thief/scholar fluent in a dead language. He's still in love with her after twenty-five years alone in a temple and promises to wait for her in the afterlife. She blames herself for his death and you don't even get a chance to tell her she's wrong. Sometimes it's unclear whether she's using you, or whether you're a team working toward the same goal, and I'm not sure she knows either. She's the only Dunmer with purple eyes. She's traumatised. She's grieving. She's self-loathing. She's furious. She's the most character in the entire game. How were we not more unhinged about this woman.

[luciasatalina]

Another Prophetess portrait. She's so tired lol

[rhunevild]

Alduin, the World Eater

Ballpoint pen + digital touchups.

Where is Elder Scrolls 6, Todd???

[galleryofalexandria]

My cousin’s out fighting dragons, and what do I get? Guard duty.

Cosplay by: @calvinandhobbit

Photography by me

[ithinkthiswasabadidea]

New 'my brother in christ' alternative just dropped. Yeah, that's getting added to my vocab

[wildflowerdaysi]

‎Skyrim blades 🗡️⊹ ࣪ ˖

[entreri]

The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim

[kropotkindersurprise]

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