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For the first time I'm reading the song of Achilles and 🫣 I might do a blogging session of what I'm thinking and noting down. I might be wrong about some things so I hope Achilles - blr and Greek mythology - blr won't eat me up.
Crazy how I was walking around since 2019 feeling like shit my period just going AWOL and being told it's normal and I'm just overweight Blabla after my gallbladder removal. Now I got diagnosed with PCOS/ Insulin resistance to join my Hypothyroidism and a very bad vitamin D deficiency and my new doctor who the first 5 minutes of me having the initial appointment with him where they go over who you are, family and shit knew what I had looked at me and was like "well we did know Insulin resistance was going to show up and you have PCOS." Then he paused and was looking at me like how is this woman even sitting here and was like "Yeah.. where going to blast you with vitamin D for the next 2 weeks and then you can go down. I don't know how you did it but glad you came to me.". I was like ?!? My vitamin D was like... 4.2 .... Healthy is 30+ . So yeah I was beating myself up and sobbing and just not doing well and now I'm the second week on vitamin D+ K2 and Myo-inositol and a new diet and I'm ... Oddly fine. I did have 3 nocturnal panic attacks but maybe my body is like 🫣 I'm normal? Nah lemme panic something is wrong. Meanwhile I'm in the middle my third one like "I don't have time for this... Lemme go back to sleep."
you don’t need perfect conditions to start. you just need to start. five minutes of focus is better than waiting for motivation to come.
You know what the worst feeling I've been having lately is? Wanting more than anything to get back into Actual Art again but finding a sudden anxiety that stops me. Even if I'm still as capable as I was, it's the mental block. It's why I've all but kept commissions closed for this whole time: this overwhelming fear of letting people down. Especially in times as troubled as these, where money is tight, and patience is thin. I've always been blessed with such patient and considerate commissioners, but I would hate to test people because of my malfunctioning brat of a brain.
I just wish it came to me as easily as it did before the massive burnout/medication. But it's up to me to come up with my own motivation. And it's ME.
Anyway. Thanks as always for sticking around despite... all of this. I'll get back on the horse soon.
heh. so you've laid a trap for me. / interesting... do you really think you can trap me here? / what a shame i can't stay and play with you a bit long... til we meet again, dear friends.
- scar, wuthering waves (2024)
I still think of him and save all my pulls for him
WUTHERING WAVES - Rover 2 / x
IDC WHO DREW THIS I NEED TO FIND THE ARTIST SOMEONE HELP ME
WUTHERING WAVES (2024) dev. Kuro Games
male rover you have to stop. your waist too small. your gaze too inquisitive. you smoke too tough. They Will Kill You
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I do not have friends anymore, no lover, nothing to do in real life, no one I interact regularly with online. Maybe I had made a mistake, to do what felt comfortable, to cut ties when I moved on to a new job, new school, new town. Because when I came back I was all alone. I could reconnect but there is something deep inside of my head that says I should not. Then I think about former online friends wondering if I should have apologized even though it was not my fault for them making up things that was not true in their head. Maybe I should reconnect again but then I wonder, would have life genuinely been better if I had had them around now? They suffocated me and then blamed me only for me to watch them go back to people they talked bad about behind their backs.
“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”
— Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine
here’s your sign to stop doomscrolling and do literally anything else
