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i blog for girls who are umm relentlessly tormented. By the misery

im living within the liminal space in time where both my grandma died this week and it’s one of two weeks I’ll have off from school until August

#which means #sleep.club.bus.nother club.#(actually just sleeping in super late. taking a bunch of naps. eating out for every meal #drink a bunch)#and no one can tell me nothing!!#especially since that sweet inheritance money kicked in (dark humor hehe!)

kosmogrl

deciding one day that you want to build a life for yourself is so scary. like damn I really want to live… I’m new to this. where do I even begin

faun-grove

unicorn out of captivity, 2022

demiiwhiffin

evil is stored in the heart

velvetwar

Can we just start stabbing Julius Caesar now it's been a hard week.

roseblooms

march. paper collage, 2026.

maudeboggins

Spirits of the Flowers

ceramic tiles from 1880

never cried tears of joy so much in my life....life is a strange lil thing

#i have been thru more shit this past year than my whole life which is rlllly saying something!!!#but man oh MAN i have such fucking amazing friends and a great guy i'm seeing and i just don't know what to do with all these good feelings #HOW DO PEOPLE FEEL SO MUCH LOVE AND JOY AND COMMUNITY IN THEIR CHESTS AND NOT COMBUST??#life is real strange. the same day i was told my grandma is on hospice care was the same day i was kissed for the first time by this guy #life. strange. so strange #the scales of life never not haunting me!!#but ive never felt so happy in life b4 (despite the sad stuff)! kids it really does get better lmao

jenn1fersbody

Hi Julia I know this wasn’t the point of your post but it was comforting in a sense to read that you’re still grieving …. My fiance and I broke up two days ago from a 6 year relationship and it’s some of the worst pain I’ve ever felt. But I still am happy and grateful for the future. But I can’t imagine being anybody else’s ever again

hi anon, i'm glad my post resonated with you and i'm also so sorry you can relate <3 it's so so painful to end these long term relationship. but i think (no i KNOW) our future will hold things far better what we've left behind!

#asks

Girls im officially at the point of dating where im becoming all too aware that this shit is far too soon after my last devastating heartbreak

#he asked to hold my hand last night….which was nice ig but mannn hand holding felt too couple-y. it immediately felt wrong #just a year ago i was someone’s girlfriend for six years. i am so not ready to be that for someone again #kissing and other stuff ya that’s fineee!! but hand holding….okay i found my boundary line asdfhjkllpojgdsb #i do like him! this is all nice! but all at once i was reminded that im hashtagtraumatized and hashtagstillgrieving #don’t mind the gaping hole in the ceiling!!#but also….girls….i found out yesterday he’s bisexual and MANNN that also changed shit 😭#in a good way. nothing more attractive than a man who knows his sexuality like that