A/N: i read this retelling of a reddit thread in fucking 2016 and told myself one day i would write a story based on it. but then my motivation disappeared, so now you get whatever this is jsdfkhs - "straight guy worries heâs being homophobic to gay roommate, realizes heâs fallen in love with him"
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The return of the discounted margarita happy hour at a local American-style diner had all of Jiminâs friends arguing over which evening they should plan to meet up.
Seokjin felt he got priority as the oldest of the group, picking a Thursday evening after all the guys were off work. It takes very little effort to convince Jimin to go for dinner with his friends, but it takes more effort to convince him to drink alcohol while theyâre out. Still, ever-agreeable Jimin doesnât want to disappoint his oldest hyung.Â
So he orders himself a discounted margarita and tries not to make too twisted of a face when the waitress places it in front of him.Â
Taking a bite out of a mozzarella stick, Jimin lets the stringy cheese pull away, instantly regretting the decision as the heat of the oil burns his tongue. Moving his attention from the mozzarella sticks to the electric blue frozen margarita in front of him, he uses his straw to stab at the slush on top. The drink's coolness soothes the part of his tongue thatâs burned.Â
âTell us the rest of what happened, Jungkookie.âÂ
Namjoon props his elbows on the table and holds his chin in his hands. His bright eyes are eager as he stares at the man across from him.Â
Jimin realizes he has zoned out of the conversation while trying not to make a face at the sourness of the margarita. So many of them are crowded around the table that itâs hard to keep up with all the side conversations. Right now, everyone appears to be focused on whatever Jungkook has to say.
The grin Jungkook flashes makes Jiminâs stomach flip. He continues sucking on his margarita; the slush keeps clogging the straw. He has to suck extra hard to get anything out, his cheeks hollowing and his lips puckering around the straw. Jungkookâs eyes flicker in Jiminâs direction, and he quickly releases the straw from his mouth, his face growing warm despite the cold drink.Â
âYouâre so dirty, hyung,â Jungkook accuses with a smirk that has Namjoon protesting until Seokjin is shushing him for being a baby. âWell, his head game was out of this world. Iâve never seen someone so eagerly gag on cock like he didnât even need to breathe. But what really shocked me was his cock, though. Itâs fucking massive.âÂ
Taehyung clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth and shakes his head. âI think we shouldnât be talking about Yoongi hyung like this, especially when heâs not here.âÂ
Jimin inhales sharply and a piece of mozzarella stick gets lodged in his throat. It takes Taehyung slapping the shit out of his back for him to cough himself into shape. Heâd had no idea that the person Jungkook was bragging about fucking was Yoongi.Â
âHow could he be mad at me? Iâm only telling the truth,â Jungkook sniffles, his innocent pout slowly morphing into a grin. âIf I was him, Iâd be happy to know that my cock was being advertised so well.â
Seokjin lets out a loud snort.Â
Jimin finds it concerning how Namjoon is hanging onto every word Jungkook utters.Â
â Anyway â â Jungkook gives Taehyung a pointed look â âthis whole time, I thought he would be a pillow prince. I was fully prepared to be doing all the work, but fuck was I wrong. We went so many rounds my dick is sore.âÂ
âShhh, shut the fuck up; here they come.âÂ
Jimin follows Seokjinâs gaze to see Yoongi and Hoseok give the group little waves as they approach the table. Unsurprisingly, Yoongi chooses to slide next to Jungkook in the booth, even though the side Jimin is sitting on has more room.Â
Itâs not like Jimin and Yoongi arenât like, best friends or anything. Not like they havenât known each other for their entire lives, or anything. Nah. Itâs fine. This is nothing to even think about, really.Â
âHey guys,â Yoongi says with the gummy smile everyone is so in love with.Â
An image of Jungkook, sweaty and balls deep inside Yoongi, lodges itself in Jiminâs brain.Â
Hoseok beams a greeting, quickly flagging a waitress to order more alcohol. They all know itâs a bad idea, but they let Hoseok do what he wants anyway. He deserves to let loose, even if it means becoming a zombie by the end of the night.Â
The look Jungkook gives Yoongi makes Jimin taste bile in the back of his throat. He rips his eyes away from the plumpness of Jungkookâs bottom lip when his pink, wet tongue swipes over it while Yoongi watches.Â
Jungkook is so tactless.Â
Jimin canât understand why Yoongi allows himself to get caught up in that type of behavior. Just seeing Yoongi tongue at the inside of his cheek when Jungkookâs hands disappear beneath the table makes Jimin want to throw up.Â
Tactless and not subtle whatsoever.Â
Jimin canât believe he has to live with him. It was a split decision, agreeing to let Jungkook move in when his old roommate moved cities. Hoseok was the one who convinced Jimin to do it. âJungkook is our friend!â Hoseok had said with a cheerful smile.Â
The thing is, Jungkook has always rubbed Jimin the wrong way. Jimin doesnât really know why. He just does.
Being roommates with Jungkook means Jimin is forced to spend too much time with him, especially when their other friends are busy.Â
Heâd be lying if he said Jungkookâs invitation to a secret rave hadnât surprised him. Jungkook and Jimin rarely hang out alone. They had very little in common compared to their mutual friends, and Jungkook has a habit of making Jimin uncomfortable. Itâs like he lives for finding ways to bother Jimin.
But this time, Jimin vowed to make an effort. After Hoseokâs plea for Jimin to stop acting like he has a stick up his ass, heâs determined to be friendlier to Jungkook.Â
Only for Hoseok. No other reason.Â
They met up with a few of Jungkookâs other friends, so Jimin didnât have to worry as much about being alone with him. Even better, they drank before going to the club. Pregaming is the only way to do events like this the right way; having a buzz from the start makes it more bearable, even if Jimin isnât fond of alcohol. Hanging out with someone he isnât particularly close to, one-on-one, makes Jimin nervous. Some liquid courage usually helps.
This time, the liquid courage helps a little too much.
âI'm so drunk. Why did you let me drink?â Jimin rubs his bloodshot eyes with his palms. Itâs been hours , and all the drinking and dancing has finally worn Jimin down. He can barely think straight from the alcohol buzzing in his system.Â
Heâs also pretty sure he did acid with Jungkook and one of his friends, but he canât remember.Â
âDo you wanna leave?â Jungkook asks.Â
The thought of Jungkook leaving him alone, drunk, at a nightclub makes Jiminâs anxiety spike, but he doesnât want to sound desperate.
âMaybe get some fresh air?âÂ
Jungkook nods and follows Jimin through the sea of people dancing and crowding the bar where Jimin had sucked down a glass of water. It takes deliberate steps to get to the front doors, and the chilly air nearly knocks Jimin over, but he welcomes the sharpness that cuts through his intoxicated mind.
âYou didnât answer my question,â Jungkook points out once theyâre outside.
âWell, I am so fucked up.â Jimin punctuates his statement with an uncharacteristic giggle. He feels like his heart is clawing its way up his throat, thudding against him, offbeat.
âReally? I couldnât tell.â Jungkookâs typical teasing doesnât bother Jimin the same when he knows Jungkook is also drunk and high. Which is probably why one of Jungkookâs arms wraps around Jiminâs waist.Â
A small sound of contentment hums from Jimin as he leans into Jungkook slightly, appreciating the extra body heat. The response is his body running on its own, Jiminâs inebriated brain struggling to swim through the slosh in his skull. In any normal setting, he would have never thought to even touch Jungkook, let alone nuzzle against him. Jimin closes his eyes, hoping the world would stop swimming with him, and all he sees is pulsating darkness.
âUmm, we couldâŠâ Deep swallow, clammy palms sliding against the thighs of his jeans. Where is the Jimin who normally radiates confidence? âYeah, go home. If you want.â
âIs that what you want?â Even without the psychedelic lighting of the rave tumbling along inside, Jungkookâs expression sparkles against the night.Â
Jiminâs gaze moves from his brightly lit phone to Jungkook. Calling a rideshare or a taxi, checking his bank app to make sure he has money in his account, or texting Hoseok that he is maybe dyingâall are tasks Jimin canât complete when he feels like heâs getting sucked inside of the screen. He feels like he isnât making sense.Â
âI want you.â Jiminâs words fall out of his mouth faster than his brain can keep up. He quickly looks back down at his phone, realizing his error as his cheeks grow even pinker. âTo decide. Where we go.âÂ
âHmm, is that so?â Jungkook purrs. The deep tone of his voice is unexpected, and it brings heat nipping at Jiminâs chest and up his face.Â
âIââÂ
Jimin lets out an audible gasp when Jungkookâs firm grip on his waist pushes him backward.Â
âYou want me ?âÂ
Jimin is sober enough to feel nervous looking at Jungkook in his darkened eyes, so he settles for Jungkookâs tongue poking just outside of the corner of his mouth.Â
Jungkook smirks. âI can make a decision for you.âÂ
His lips are soft as they drag against Jiminâs. Jimin suddenly feels hyper-aware of his lack of chapstick, having left it in the jacket he chose not to wear out. As Jungkook squeezes Jimin's hips and shoves him against the wall, Jimin pushes the thought from his mind as quickly as it came.
Jungkook moves with a commanding sense of power that has Jimin easily malleable in his hands. Jimin gasps against Jungkookâs mouth when he feels the firmness of his chest beneath his fingers. Maybe itâs the drugs or the alcohol, or simply Jungkook , but Jiminâs brain splinters and shatters when he shifts his body, causing his thigh to brush against Jungkook's. And thatâs when the reality of the situation hits him.Â
Jungkook is hard.Â
Fuck.
Jungkookâs teeth dig into Jiminâs bottom lip when he pulls away. Heâs sure his mouth is now shiny and pink like Jungkookâs. Itâs all Jimin can focus on as he attempts to blink away the dizzy feeling in his brain.Â
Jungkook has one hand pressed against the wall beside Jiminâs head, the other squeezing his hip. Something about being caged in, the heat of Jungkookâs body burning against his, makes Jimin feel small. He doesnât want to think about why he likes it.Â
âIâll get us a ride, okay, Jimin-ah?âÂ
âYeah.â He breathes the only word he can get out, widened eyes scanning Jungkookâs face, too shocked to be embarrassed by how his chest is erratically rising and falling. He immediately lets go of Jungkookâs shirt after holding on so tightly his knuckles ache. He watches Jungkook pull up the app on his phone and struggles to keep his mind from wandering into the darkness that is Jungkookâs eyes on him every time he looks up.Â
They burn into Jiminâs core.
How the fuck did they end up here?Â
âYouâre shaking.â Jungkook smirks as he leans in to rest his chin on Jiminâs shoulder as Jimin struggles to unlock his apartment door. âDo I make you nervous, Jiminie?âÂ
Jimin is barely holding it together with Jungkookâs cheek brushing against his neck. He flip-flops between wanting to pull away and wanting to lean further into him.
âI donât get nervous,â Jimin says.Â
The statement is flat, and nowhere near as convincing as Jimin hopes. Maybe even laughable, with his pink face and his heart pounding in his throat. It doesnât help that his fingers fumble so terribly with his keys that he drops them and has to quickly bend down to scoop them up.
Finally getting the door unlocked, Jimin kicks off his sneakers (proper house etiquette present even when fucked up) and turns a bit too quickly on his heel. His socks slip against the wooden floor as he wobbles to stay upright.
âWhatâs up?â Jungkookâs voice is filled with amusement, and his eyes are bright despite being bloodshot.Â
âDo you ever feel like youâre not real?â Jimin stares at Jungkook, unable to pull himself out of the darkness of his pupils. He asks the next question quietly, just like the first, muted enough for only Jungkook to hear. But there is only Jungkook. âOr like you were meant to be someone else?â
Before Jungkook answers, Jimin brings his free hand against the back of Jungkookâs head to pull him into another kiss, this one harder and heavy with the weight of knowing he shouldn't be doing this.
A broken, pathetic whimper comes from somewhere inside Jimin when Jungkook grinds his hips into his, making their cocks drag against each other through their pants. The feeling is unlike anything Jimin has ever experienced. Kissing Jungkook is safe; Jimin can pretend heâs kissing anyone. But to feel Jungkookâs cock hard against his own, shifting to press against his thigh, then moving back again⊠Thereâs no denying what heâs doing, and thereâs no denying who heâs doing it with. Â
Reaching between their bodies, Jungkook rubs his hand over the bulge in Jiminâs jeans and another whimper escapes Jiminâs lips. The sound is so loud and pathetic that it startles him, but Jungkook seems to love it.Â
âWhat was that, Jiminie?â Jungkook asks with a smirk.Â
Heavy panting is all the response Jungkook is going to get from Jimin, especially when his other hand drops to unbutton Jiminâs jeans. The pressure of Jungkook pulling his zipper sends dull shocks of electricity through Jiminâs cock, making it twitch uncontrollably. Heâs never been harder in his entire life, and he hates it.Â
Does he hate it? Jungkook is soâŠ
âYouâre so fucking hot.âÂ
Jungkook verbalizes what Jimin canât. Then he does exactly what Jimin is scared of: he curls those cute little fingers around the edge of Jiminâs jeans and tugs.Â
âMmm, hyung , why have you been hiding such a beautiful cock from me?âÂ
Jimin feels his face burn with heat so searing he thinks he might pass out.Â
Jungkook presses his thumb against Jiminâs slit to smear the beads of precum around the tip. The gentle massage is enough to make Jimin buck forward.Â
âFuck,â Jimin whimpers, squeezing his eyes shut.Â
âYouâve never done this before, have you, hyung?â Jungkookâs breath is hot against his ear. The deep chuckle that punctuates his question hints at the devious smirk he wears. âNever had another man touch you.âÂ
Jungkook clenches Jimin's cock. Heâs leaking so much that working up a steady rhythm is easy. Jungkook drags his fingers through Jimin's hair with his free hand, pushing his bangs up and securing a solid hold on the soft strands. He tugs hard until a moan tumbles from Jiminâs pretty lips.Â
âNot going to answer me?âÂ
Shame burns into Jiminâs cheeks and mixes with the unfortunately undeniable lust wreaking havoc on his body. âNo, Iâve-Iâve, n-neverââ Jimin moans, shocked to hear his voice come out with so much need.Â
Jungkook hums with a bite of his bottom lip, eyes twinkling. âSo Iâm special .âÂ
Jimin tries to nod, but Jungkookâs fingers are still tight in his hair.
âYou have such a pretty cock. So soft and heavy, with such a cute little curve, hm?â Jungkook swipes his thumb over Jiminâs tip as another bead of precum dribbles out. Then, with the liquid smeared on the digit, Jungkook locks eyes with Jimin as he sticks out his flattened tongue and presses his thumb against it. âTaste good, too, baby.âÂ
Jungkook tugs his bottom lip between his teeth. He keeps his eyes trained on Jimin but allows his body to sink slowly until he is on his knees in between Jiminâs legs.Â
âWanna choke on your cock. Will you let me? I promise Iâll do it better than those boring girls youâre always bringing home.â
"Jungkook," Jimin whines as he squeezes the base of his cock.Â
He parts his lips slightly and drags the head of Jiminâs cock over his mouth, rubbing his precum like lip balm. When he seems to have enough, Jungkook lets Jiminâs cock rest on his face as he laps his tongue at the underside. Occasionally, he drops further to suckle Jiminâs balls, tonguing the smooth skin. In everything he does, Jungkook maintains eye contact with Jimin. His normally sparkly eyes are dark and lidded; the expression makes Jiminâs cock throb harder.Â
âYeah, hyung? Want your cock in my mouth?â Jungkook teases. âI want to hear you say it. Ask me to ruin you like a good boy, okay?âÂ
Waiting for his response, Jungkook swirls his tongue around the tip of Jimin's cock.Â
"Oh god," Jimin sobs. He reaches down to dig his fingers into Jungkook's shoulders and tries not to buck his hips into his face. His mind is screaming at him to relax, to think this all through because every ounce of this interaction feels laced with the promise of regret. But his mouth is speaking before his brain can keep up. "I want it."Â
Sliding his hands up Jiminâs thighs, Jungkook grabs his ass cheeks and pulls his body flush against his own. In one swift motion, Jungkook swallows Jimin until the head of his cock rams against the back of his throat. His moans make pleasure ripple through Jiminâs abdomen.
Jiminâs legs shake and he grabs Jungkookâs shoulders to steady himself. âIâm- IâmâŠâÂ
Jungkook's jaw goes slack as Jimin gasps, feeling his nose press into his abdomen. No one has ever taken Jimin all the way like that before. Jimin can feel Jungkook swallowing around him, constricting and relaxing his throat muscles while humming against him. Jungkook's tongue against the underside of Jimin's cock has Jimin bucking forward.Â
Instead of pulling away and scolding him as Jimin expected, Jungkook tightens his grip on Jimin's ass, rocking his body forward and forcing himself to gag.  Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, Jungkook.â A weak moan is the only warning that Jimin was quickly spiraling.
Colors blossom and then burst behind Jiminâs eyelids as he shoots his release down Jungkookâs throat. Every swallow further milks more of his cum until his cock is so sensitive that the head hitting the back of Jungkookâs throat makes Jimin tremble violently.Â
âJungkook, please,â Jimin lets out a strangled moan and weakly pushes Jungkook away from him by his shoulders.Â
âShit,â Jungkook groans once he sits back and stares up at Jimin with glassy eyes. âI wanna fuck you so bad.âÂ
Fear dances with desire in Jiminâs chest, stirring up his heart until itâs beating through his ribcage.
âI⊠I donât think Iâm ready for that. Not⊠not yet.âÂ
The disappointed look on Jungkookâs face makes Jiminâs heart shrivel up. Â
âOkay,â Jungkook says softly, his expression eventually growing into a small smile. âThatâs okay.â
The only sound in the room is Jiminâs heavy breathing as he attempts to calm himself down.Â
After a moment, Jungkook stands up. He catches sight of himself in the mirror hanging in the hallway. If he wasnât already struggling to breathe, Jimin would have had difficulty inhaling as he watches Jungkook smooth his hair and adjust how his jeans fit against his crotch.Â
Jimin canât know what Jungkook is thinking, but he thinks Jungkook looks beautiful.
âIâm sorry.â
Holding the side of Jiminâs face, Jungkook kisses away whatever other apologies he has lined up on the tip of his tongue. âDonât apologize,â he murmurs against Jiminâs lips, providing just enough time for them to breathe before diving in again.Â
Jimin thinks he likes the way he tastes on Jungkookâs tongue.
A/N: i read this retelling of a reddit thread in fucking 2016 and told myself one day i would write a story based on it. but then my motivation disappeared, so now you get whatever this is jsdfkhs - "straight guy worries heâs being homophobic to gay roommate, realizes heâs fallen in love with him"
Masterlist | AO3
The return of the discounted margarita happy hour at a local American-style diner had all of Jiminâs friends arguing over which evening they should plan to meet up.
Seokjin felt he got priority as the oldest of the group, picking a Thursday evening after all the guys were off work. It takes very little effort to convince Jimin to go for dinner with his friends, but it takes more effort to convince him to drink alcohol while theyâre out. Still, ever-agreeable Jimin doesnât want to disappoint his oldest hyung.Â
So he orders himself a discounted margarita and tries not to make too twisted of a face when the waitress places it in front of him.Â
Taking a bite out of a mozzarella stick, Jimin lets the stringy cheese pull away, instantly regretting the decision as the heat of the oil burns his tongue. Moving his attention from the mozzarella sticks to the electric blue frozen margarita in front of him, he uses his straw to stab at the slush on top. The drink's coolness soothes the part of his tongue thatâs burned.Â
âTell us the rest of what happened, Jungkookie.âÂ
Namjoon props his elbows on the table and holds his chin in his hands. His bright eyes are eager as he stares at the man across from him.Â
Jimin realizes he has zoned out of the conversation while trying not to make a face at the sourness of the margarita. So many of them are crowded around the table that itâs hard to keep up with all the side conversations. Right now, everyone appears to be focused on whatever Jungkook has to say.
The grin Jungkook flashes makes Jiminâs stomach flip. He continues sucking on his margarita; the slush keeps clogging the straw. He has to suck extra hard to get anything out, his cheeks hollowing and his lips puckering around the straw. Jungkookâs eyes flicker in Jiminâs direction, and he quickly releases the straw from his mouth, his face growing warm despite the cold drink.Â
âYouâre so dirty, hyung,â Jungkook accuses with a smirk that has Namjoon protesting until Seokjin is shushing him for being a baby. âWell, his head game was out of this world. Iâve never seen someone so eagerly gag on cock like he didnât even need to breathe. But what really shocked me was his cock, though. Itâs fucking massive.âÂ
Taehyung clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth and shakes his head. âI think we shouldnât be talking about Yoongi hyung like this, especially when heâs not here.âÂ
Jimin inhales sharply and a piece of mozzarella stick gets lodged in his throat. It takes Taehyung slapping the shit out of his back for him to cough himself into shape. Heâd had no idea that the person Jungkook was bragging about fucking was Yoongi.Â
âHow could he be mad at me? Iâm only telling the truth,â Jungkook sniffles, his innocent pout slowly morphing into a grin. âIf I was him, Iâd be happy to know that my cock was being advertised so well.â
Seokjin lets out a loud snort.Â
Jimin finds it concerning how Namjoon is hanging onto every word Jungkook utters.Â
â Anyway â â Jungkook gives Taehyung a pointed look â âthis whole time, I thought he would be a pillow prince. I was fully prepared to be doing all the work, but fuck was I wrong. We went so many rounds my dick is sore.âÂ
âShhh, shut the fuck up; here they come.âÂ
Jimin follows Seokjinâs gaze to see Yoongi and Hoseok give the group little waves as they approach the table. Unsurprisingly, Yoongi chooses to slide next to Jungkook in the booth, even though the side Jimin is sitting on has more room.Â
Itâs not like Jimin and Yoongi arenât like, best friends or anything. Not like they havenât known each other for their entire lives, or anything. Nah. Itâs fine. This is nothing to even think about, really.Â
âHey guys,â Yoongi says with the gummy smile everyone is so in love with.Â
An image of Jungkook, sweaty and balls deep inside Yoongi, lodges itself in Jiminâs brain.Â
Hoseok beams a greeting, quickly flagging a waitress to order more alcohol. They all know itâs a bad idea, but they let Hoseok do what he wants anyway. He deserves to let loose, even if it means becoming a zombie by the end of the night.Â
The look Jungkook gives Yoongi makes Jimin taste bile in the back of his throat. He rips his eyes away from the plumpness of Jungkookâs bottom lip when his pink, wet tongue swipes over it while Yoongi watches.Â
Jungkook is so tactless.Â
Jimin canât understand why Yoongi allows himself to get caught up in that type of behavior. Just seeing Yoongi tongue at the inside of his cheek when Jungkookâs hands disappear beneath the table makes Jimin want to throw up.Â
Tactless and not subtle whatsoever.Â
Jimin canât believe he has to live with him. It was a split decision, agreeing to let Jungkook move in when his old roommate moved cities. Hoseok was the one who convinced Jimin to do it. âJungkook is our friend!â Hoseok had said with a cheerful smile.Â
The thing is, Jungkook has always rubbed Jimin the wrong way. Jimin doesnât really know why. He just does.
Being roommates with Jungkook means Jimin is forced to spend too much time with him, especially when their other friends are busy.Â
Heâd be lying if he said Jungkookâs invitation to a secret rave hadnât surprised him. Jungkook and Jimin rarely hang out alone. They had very little in common compared to their mutual friends, and Jungkook has a habit of making Jimin uncomfortable. Itâs like he lives for finding ways to bother Jimin.
But this time, Jimin vowed to make an effort. After Hoseokâs plea for Jimin to stop acting like he has a stick up his ass, heâs determined to be friendlier to Jungkook.Â
Only for Hoseok. No other reason.Â
They met up with a few of Jungkookâs other friends, so Jimin didnât have to worry as much about being alone with him. Even better, they drank before going to the club. Pregaming is the only way to do events like this the right way; having a buzz from the start makes it more bearable, even if Jimin isnât fond of alcohol. Hanging out with someone he isnât particularly close to, one-on-one, makes Jimin nervous. Some liquid courage usually helps.
This time, the liquid courage helps a little too much.
âI'm so drunk. Why did you let me drink?â Jimin rubs his bloodshot eyes with his palms. Itâs been hours , and all the drinking and dancing has finally worn Jimin down. He can barely think straight from the alcohol buzzing in his system.Â
Heâs also pretty sure he did acid with Jungkook and one of his friends, but he canât remember.Â
âDo you wanna leave?â Jungkook asks.Â
The thought of Jungkook leaving him alone, drunk, at a nightclub makes Jiminâs anxiety spike, but he doesnât want to sound desperate.
âMaybe get some fresh air?âÂ
Jungkook nods and follows Jimin through the sea of people dancing and crowding the bar where Jimin had sucked down a glass of water. It takes deliberate steps to get to the front doors, and the chilly air nearly knocks Jimin over, but he welcomes the sharpness that cuts through his intoxicated mind.
âYou didnât answer my question,â Jungkook points out once theyâre outside.
âWell, I am so fucked up.â Jimin punctuates his statement with an uncharacteristic giggle. He feels like his heart is clawing its way up his throat, thudding against him, offbeat.
âReally? I couldnât tell.â Jungkookâs typical teasing doesnât bother Jimin the same when he knows Jungkook is also drunk and high. Which is probably why one of Jungkookâs arms wraps around Jiminâs waist.Â
A small sound of contentment hums from Jimin as he leans into Jungkook slightly, appreciating the extra body heat. The response is his body running on its own, Jiminâs inebriated brain struggling to swim through the slosh in his skull. In any normal setting, he would have never thought to even touch Jungkook, let alone nuzzle against him. Jimin closes his eyes, hoping the world would stop swimming with him, and all he sees is pulsating darkness.
âUmm, we couldâŠâ Deep swallow, clammy palms sliding against the thighs of his jeans. Where is the Jimin who normally radiates confidence? âYeah, go home. If you want.â
âIs that what you want?â Even without the psychedelic lighting of the rave tumbling along inside, Jungkookâs expression sparkles against the night.Â
Jiminâs gaze moves from his brightly lit phone to Jungkook. Calling a rideshare or a taxi, checking his bank app to make sure he has money in his account, or texting Hoseok that he is maybe dyingâall are tasks Jimin canât complete when he feels like heâs getting sucked inside of the screen. He feels like he isnât making sense.Â
âI want you.â Jiminâs words fall out of his mouth faster than his brain can keep up. He quickly looks back down at his phone, realizing his error as his cheeks grow even pinker. âTo decide. Where we go.âÂ
âHmm, is that so?â Jungkook purrs. The deep tone of his voice is unexpected, and it brings heat nipping at Jiminâs chest and up his face.Â
âIââÂ
Jimin lets out an audible gasp when Jungkookâs firm grip on his waist pushes him backward.Â
âYou want me ?âÂ
Jimin is sober enough to feel nervous looking at Jungkook in his darkened eyes, so he settles for Jungkookâs tongue poking just outside of the corner of his mouth.Â
Jungkook smirks. âI can make a decision for you.âÂ
His lips are soft as they drag against Jiminâs. Jimin suddenly feels hyper-aware of his lack of chapstick, having left it in the jacket he chose not to wear out. As Jungkook squeezes Jimin's hips and shoves him against the wall, Jimin pushes the thought from his mind as quickly as it came.
Jungkook moves with a commanding sense of power that has Jimin easily malleable in his hands. Jimin gasps against Jungkookâs mouth when he feels the firmness of his chest beneath his fingers. Maybe itâs the drugs or the alcohol, or simply Jungkook , but Jiminâs brain splinters and shatters when he shifts his body, causing his thigh to brush against Jungkook's. And thatâs when the reality of the situation hits him.Â
Jungkook is hard.Â
Fuck.
Jungkookâs teeth dig into Jiminâs bottom lip when he pulls away. Heâs sure his mouth is now shiny and pink like Jungkookâs. Itâs all Jimin can focus on as he attempts to blink away the dizzy feeling in his brain.Â
Jungkook has one hand pressed against the wall beside Jiminâs head, the other squeezing his hip. Something about being caged in, the heat of Jungkookâs body burning against his, makes Jimin feel small. He doesnât want to think about why he likes it.Â
âIâll get us a ride, okay, Jimin-ah?âÂ
âYeah.â He breathes the only word he can get out, widened eyes scanning Jungkookâs face, too shocked to be embarrassed by how his chest is erratically rising and falling. He immediately lets go of Jungkookâs shirt after holding on so tightly his knuckles ache. He watches Jungkook pull up the app on his phone and struggles to keep his mind from wandering into the darkness that is Jungkookâs eyes on him every time he looks up.Â
They burn into Jiminâs core.
How the fuck did they end up here?Â
âYouâre shaking.â Jungkook smirks as he leans in to rest his chin on Jiminâs shoulder as Jimin struggles to unlock his apartment door. âDo I make you nervous, Jiminie?âÂ
Jimin is barely holding it together with Jungkookâs cheek brushing against his neck. He flip-flops between wanting to pull away and wanting to lean further into him.
âI donât get nervous,â Jimin says.Â
The statement is flat, and nowhere near as convincing as Jimin hopes. Maybe even laughable, with his pink face and his heart pounding in his throat. It doesnât help that his fingers fumble so terribly with his keys that he drops them and has to quickly bend down to scoop them up.
Finally getting the door unlocked, Jimin kicks off his sneakers (proper house etiquette present even when fucked up) and turns a bit too quickly on his heel. His socks slip against the wooden floor as he wobbles to stay upright.
âWhatâs up?â Jungkookâs voice is filled with amusement, and his eyes are bright despite being bloodshot.Â
âDo you ever feel like youâre not real?â Jimin stares at Jungkook, unable to pull himself out of the darkness of his pupils. He asks the next question quietly, just like the first, muted enough for only Jungkook to hear. But there is only Jungkook. âOr like you were meant to be someone else?â
Before Jungkook answers, Jimin brings his free hand against the back of Jungkookâs head to pull him into another kiss, this one harder and heavy with the weight of knowing he shouldn't be doing this.
A broken, pathetic whimper comes from somewhere inside Jimin when Jungkook grinds his hips into his, making their cocks drag against each other through their pants. The feeling is unlike anything Jimin has ever experienced. Kissing Jungkook is safe; Jimin can pretend heâs kissing anyone. But to feel Jungkookâs cock hard against his own, shifting to press against his thigh, then moving back again⊠Thereâs no denying what heâs doing, and thereâs no denying who heâs doing it with. Â
Reaching between their bodies, Jungkook rubs his hand over the bulge in Jiminâs jeans and another whimper escapes Jiminâs lips. The sound is so loud and pathetic that it startles him, but Jungkook seems to love it.Â
âWhat was that, Jiminie?â Jungkook asks with a smirk.Â
Heavy panting is all the response Jungkook is going to get from Jimin, especially when his other hand drops to unbutton Jiminâs jeans. The pressure of Jungkook pulling his zipper sends dull shocks of electricity through Jiminâs cock, making it twitch uncontrollably. Heâs never been harder in his entire life, and he hates it.Â
Does he hate it? Jungkook is soâŠ
âYouâre so fucking hot.âÂ
Jungkook verbalizes what Jimin canât. Then he does exactly what Jimin is scared of: he curls those cute little fingers around the edge of Jiminâs jeans and tugs.Â
âMmm, hyung , why have you been hiding such a beautiful cock from me?âÂ
Jimin feels his face burn with heat so searing he thinks he might pass out.Â
Jungkook presses his thumb against Jiminâs slit to smear the beads of precum around the tip. The gentle massage is enough to make Jimin buck forward.Â
âFuck,â Jimin whimpers, squeezing his eyes shut.Â
âYouâve never done this before, have you, hyung?â Jungkookâs breath is hot against his ear. The deep chuckle that punctuates his question hints at the devious smirk he wears. âNever had another man touch you.âÂ
Jungkook clenches Jimin's cock. Heâs leaking so much that working up a steady rhythm is easy. Jungkook drags his fingers through Jimin's hair with his free hand, pushing his bangs up and securing a solid hold on the soft strands. He tugs hard until a moan tumbles from Jiminâs pretty lips.Â
âNot going to answer me?âÂ
Shame burns into Jiminâs cheeks and mixes with the unfortunately undeniable lust wreaking havoc on his body. âNo, Iâve-Iâve, n-neverââ Jimin moans, shocked to hear his voice come out with so much need.Â
Jungkook hums with a bite of his bottom lip, eyes twinkling. âSo Iâm special .âÂ
Jimin tries to nod, but Jungkookâs fingers are still tight in his hair.
âYou have such a pretty cock. So soft and heavy, with such a cute little curve, hm?â Jungkook swipes his thumb over Jiminâs tip as another bead of precum dribbles out. Then, with the liquid smeared on the digit, Jungkook locks eyes with Jimin as he sticks out his flattened tongue and presses his thumb against it. âTaste good, too, baby.âÂ
Jungkook tugs his bottom lip between his teeth. He keeps his eyes trained on Jimin but allows his body to sink slowly until he is on his knees in between Jiminâs legs.Â
âWanna choke on your cock. Will you let me? I promise Iâll do it better than those boring girls youâre always bringing home.â
"Jungkook," Jimin whines as he squeezes the base of his cock.Â
He parts his lips slightly and drags the head of Jiminâs cock over his mouth, rubbing his precum like lip balm. When he seems to have enough, Jungkook lets Jiminâs cock rest on his face as he laps his tongue at the underside. Occasionally, he drops further to suckle Jiminâs balls, tonguing the smooth skin. In everything he does, Jungkook maintains eye contact with Jimin. His normally sparkly eyes are dark and lidded; the expression makes Jiminâs cock throb harder.Â
âYeah, hyung? Want your cock in my mouth?â Jungkook teases. âI want to hear you say it. Ask me to ruin you like a good boy, okay?âÂ
Waiting for his response, Jungkook swirls his tongue around the tip of Jimin's cock.Â
"Oh god," Jimin sobs. He reaches down to dig his fingers into Jungkook's shoulders and tries not to buck his hips into his face. His mind is screaming at him to relax, to think this all through because every ounce of this interaction feels laced with the promise of regret. But his mouth is speaking before his brain can keep up. "I want it."Â
Sliding his hands up Jiminâs thighs, Jungkook grabs his ass cheeks and pulls his body flush against his own. In one swift motion, Jungkook swallows Jimin until the head of his cock rams against the back of his throat. His moans make pleasure ripple through Jiminâs abdomen.
Jiminâs legs shake and he grabs Jungkookâs shoulders to steady himself. âIâm- IâmâŠâÂ
Jungkook's jaw goes slack as Jimin gasps, feeling his nose press into his abdomen. No one has ever taken Jimin all the way like that before. Jimin can feel Jungkook swallowing around him, constricting and relaxing his throat muscles while humming against him. Jungkook's tongue against the underside of Jimin's cock has Jimin bucking forward.Â
Instead of pulling away and scolding him as Jimin expected, Jungkook tightens his grip on Jimin's ass, rocking his body forward and forcing himself to gag.  Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, Jungkook.â A weak moan is the only warning that Jimin was quickly spiraling.
Colors blossom and then burst behind Jiminâs eyelids as he shoots his release down Jungkookâs throat. Every swallow further milks more of his cum until his cock is so sensitive that the head hitting the back of Jungkookâs throat makes Jimin tremble violently.Â
âJungkook, please,â Jimin lets out a strangled moan and weakly pushes Jungkook away from him by his shoulders.Â
âShit,â Jungkook groans once he sits back and stares up at Jimin with glassy eyes. âI wanna fuck you so bad.âÂ
Fear dances with desire in Jiminâs chest, stirring up his heart until itâs beating through his ribcage.
âI⊠I donât think Iâm ready for that. Not⊠not yet.âÂ
The disappointed look on Jungkookâs face makes Jiminâs heart shrivel up. Â
âOkay,â Jungkook says softly, his expression eventually growing into a small smile. âThatâs okay.â
The only sound in the room is Jiminâs heavy breathing as he attempts to calm himself down.Â
After a moment, Jungkook stands up. He catches sight of himself in the mirror hanging in the hallway. If he wasnât already struggling to breathe, Jimin would have had difficulty inhaling as he watches Jungkook smooth his hair and adjust how his jeans fit against his crotch.Â
Jimin canât know what Jungkook is thinking, but he thinks Jungkook looks beautiful.
âIâm sorry.â
Holding the side of Jiminâs face, Jungkook kisses away whatever other apologies he has lined up on the tip of his tongue. âDonât apologize,â he murmurs against Jiminâs lips, providing just enough time for them to breathe before diving in again.Â
Jimin thinks he likes the way he tastes on Jungkookâs tongue.
A/N:Â I wrote this for Pride and posted on AO3 for Yoongi Freedom Day~ As a note, I use a mix of traditionally masc and fem language to describe Yoongi. OG readers might recognize this fic as a rewrite~
Taehyung sits on the edge of Yoongiâs bed with his legs spread wide enough for Yoongi to stand between them. His hands rest on his knees, occasionally reaching out so his long fingers can trace patterns into the exposed skin of Yoongiâs thighs. Despite the gentleness of Taehyungâs movements, Yoongi can tell that heâs nervous by the way he avoids his gaze. Although Taehyung knows prolonged direct eye contact bothers Yoongi sometimes, this isnât one of those moments of him being considerate.
Yoongi doesnât believe in dating people to âfixâ them, but there are certain aspects of Taehyung that he wants to help him withâTaehyungâs confidence being a top priority.
âIâm not sure this will turn out any good,â Taehyung murmurs, eyes darting toward the floor as Yoongi lifts his chin towards him.Â
âDo you think I wonât do a good job?â Yoongi asks with a small pout, a bit hurt over Taehyungâs lack of faith in him, though heâs sure Taehyung doesnât mean it like that. âI think my skills are pretty fantastic. Now close your eyes, please.âÂ
Taehyung complies immediately, but Yoongi hesitates.
Taehyungâs skin is so tan and smooth, and it sparkles from the glittery pink blush Yoongi has dusted across on his cheeks. Yoongi has already applied the lightest of pink lipstick on Taehyungâs pouty lips to match, and now heâs preparing to add purple eyeliner to his soft look. Taehyung has never worn makeup before, which was unsurprising for Yoongi to discover. It took a bit of convincing (lots of pouting and threatening) to get him to cooperate. Now, Yoongi has the honor of taking in the softness of his face beneath makeup that accentuates his beautiful features rather than masks them.
Taehyungâs eyes flutter slightly beneath his eyelids and he cocks his head to one side after he realizes Yoongi still hasnât done anything.Â
âHyung?â
âYouâre so prettyâŠâ Yoongi admits softly. He has overused the compliment, but he earns a boxy smile from his boyfriend every time he gives it.Â
âNot as pretty as you.âÂ
âShhh,â Yoongi hushes him. He adds the finishing touches to Taehyungâs makeup and takes a step back to admire his work. âJagi, get up so I can look at your outfit.âÂ
Taehyung stands with straight limbs and a stern frown that pulls his pouty lips down. Yes, the outfit Yoongi put him in is⊠different from his usual aesthetic, but as heâd explained a million times, Pride is Taehyungâs opportunity to experiment in an environment that wonât make him stand out. Yoongi would know; the idea of standing out is usually his worst nightmare.
âIt seems like a lot of⊠skin.â Taehyung pulls at the rainbow tie-dye muscle shirt heâs wearing and gestures to his hot pink shorts.Â
âTae, itâs so hot outside. You cannot go to Pride Fest wearing an over-sized hoodie and thick, baggy jeans.â Yoongi crosses his arms against his chest and gives Taehyung a once-over. âAt least I didnât make you wear the mesh crop top, right?âÂ
Taehyung visibly shudders. âRight.âÂ
Yoongi swallows a smile as he watches Taehyung continue to mess with his outfit. It has taken Yoongi a long time to become comfortable with his gender expression; hell, sometimes he feels like heâs having a gender identity crisis daily. But overall, he feels comfortable being whoever he wants to be in the moment, even if it changes from day to day.
Now, being able to help Taehyung figure things out is a new adventure Yoongi is eager to begin.Â
The adventure starts on the train to downtown, where the Pride festival takes place. Yoongi sits with his fingers interlaced with Taehyungâs, their hands resting in Taehyungâs lap. Typical train rides into the city consist of quiet small talk between the two. But today is different. Taehyungâs eyes are wide, fixed on the passengers boarding and getting off of the train.Â
One group of train riders in particular steals Taehyungâs attention. Yoongi follows his gaze to see a group of scantily clad men. Most of them wear tight leather shorts or jockstraps, and leather harnesses or mesh crop tops like the one Yoongi tried to push on Taehyung. The men are all muscles and obvious dick prints.
Yoongi watches Taehyungâs eyes devour the men, searching every inch of their outfits and physiques.
âTae.âÂ
Taehyung blinks, ripping his eyes from the men to look at Yoongi. Even though his cheeks are already pink from makeup, Yoongi can see a bit more color spread across his face. His eyes widened like a little kid whoâs been caught doing something bad.Â
âYeah?âÂ
âWhat are you thinking?â Yoongi gives him a sly smile, raising his eyebrows and ever so slightly nodding toward the group.
âIs that how Iâm supposed to dress?âÂ
âNo,ââYoongiâs gummy smile slowly fades into a slight frownââthe only thing youâre supposed to do is have fun. Thereâs no gay dress code or something. What I said early about how you dress was about the weather, not any kind of unspoken rules.âÂ
Taehyung nods, his eyes slowly returning to the group of men. Two of them are making out, their bodies pressed together. Lots of tongue. Perhaps a dick grab or two. Taehyung fidgets in his seat, but he doesnât look away.
Maybe it should bother Yoongi that his boyfriend is ogling other people, especially in such a sexual context, but it only makes him more excited about the day.Â
He leans into Taehyungâs ear, speaking low enough that only they can hear each other over the trainâs rumbling.Â
âBut youâd look really hot in a leather harness and a jockstrap.â Yoongi pulls away with a wink and a smug smirk, knowing heâs flustering Taehyung beyond belief. It hasnât gone unnoticed that lately Taehyung works out more often. It isnât a coincidence that Yoongi chose a muscle tank shirt for his outfit.
Taehyungâs breath hitches, a quiet puff of air escaping his lips before Yoongi grabs his hand, pulling him along. âThis is our stop!âÂ
Yoongiâs favorite gay bar is understandably packed, but its outdoor patio provides more breathing room and space to spread out. Itâs on the corner of the street, which means it has the perfect view of the Pride parade that will march through the street soon.Â
Yoongi sits across from Taehyung at the patio table closest to the sidewalk, sipping on a fruity cocktail he let Taehyung order for him. He hisses at the sweetness of the drink. Getting Yoongi to accept a fruit drink probably felt as challenging as persuading Taehyung to wear revealing clothing.Â
âWhiskey is not a Pride drink, hyung,â Taehyung insists, slapping his hand down on the table. Heâs being silly, mocking. He has no idea what heâs talking about. Yoongi finds it adorable.
âWhy not? I think it should be.â
The waiter stands at their table with an amused look on his face as he watches the two bicker over alcohol. He, like most of the waiters, wears a leather harness that makes his muscular pecs pop, and his ass nearly busts out of the tiniest metallic silver booty shorts Yoongi has ever seen in his life.
Taehyung does a terrible job of hiding the way his eyes immediately shoot down to look at the very clear bulge in the guyâs shorts.Â
If that interaction hasnât completely rocked Taehyungâs world, Yoongi tries hard not to laugh at how Taehyungâs eyes bug out of his head when the shots girl comes around to their table. Sheâs wearing nothing on top except for sparkly, heart-shaped pasties to cover her nipples, and sheâs carrying a handful of plastic penisesâone of which she offers to Taehyung.Â
âWant a shot? Theyâre five bucks and you get to keep the dick,â she says with a wink.Â
Taehyungâs mouth falls open, his head slowly turning to face Yoongi with a question in his eyes.Â
âItâs like a water gun. You push the pump on the bottom and the alcohol comes out of the tip.â Yoongi presses the butt of his palm against his mouth to stop from laughing. How can Taehyung be so naĂŻve? Yoongi already knew heâd had relationships with men in the past, so why is he acting brand new?
Never did Yoongi have to live âin the closetâ. Itâs been hard for him to imagine what being in a queer relationship is like without having the freedom to engage in all the fun that comes with being part of the queer community.Â
âWeâll take one,â Yoongi finally says, passing the shot girl the money. He picks out a bright purple plastic penis, admiring the fairly realistic veins and curve of the head. âDo you think itâs cute?â Yoongi waggles the dick in front of Taehyungâs face.
âYou are so immature.â Taehyung returns to sipping on his fruity drink, nose scrunched. âI donât have the patience for your childish delinquency.âÂ
âIs that really how you feel?â Yoongi quirks an eyebrow at him before lifting the plastic dick to his mouth. He sticks his tongue out and slowly rolls it around the head. Locking eyes with Taehyung, he inches the plastic dick further into his mouth, pressing the head against the inside of his cheek to create a bulge.
Taehyungâs lips part slightly and he looks like a dumb little baby with his mouth hanging open as he watches Yoongi slowly squirt the vodka. Yoongi tightens his lips around the head to make sure he sucks up all the alcohol, a bit of the vodka dribbling down his chin.Â
âOops,ââYoongi giggles, wiping his faceââyou know how messy I can get, right, jagi?âÂ
By this point, Taehyung leans forward, crossing his arms on the table. Yoongi leans in as well, making the gap between the two of them smaller. Now that Taehyungâs closer, Yoongi can see the perspiration accumulating on his forehead beneath his fluffy, blue bangs. Itâs definitely hot outside and thereâs little shade on the bar patio. But Yoongi highly doubts the mid-June sun is the only reason Taehyungâs sweating.Â
âYou shouldnât have done that.â Taehyungâs voice drops low, and the tightness of his tone says more than any words can.Â
âWhat are you gonna do about it, jagi? Punish me?â
They both know Yoongi is the one who hands out punishments in this relationship. Thereâs nothing prettier than having Taehyung grovel at his feet. That he would try to dominate Yoongi is laughable.Â
Taehyung sucks the rest of his drink down, his sharp eyes flicking up to find a waiter, clearly avoiding Yoongiâs gaze. âMaybe.âÂ
âOh, I think you need some more alcohol in you,ââYoongi speaks with a gummy smile, knowing it will annoy Taehyung furtherââbefore you start talking crazy like that.âÂ
Taehyung ignores Yoongi, instead focusing his attention on ordering another round of drinks for them. Taehyung is already one drink and one shot in. Considering Taehyung doesnât drink often, Yoongi is sure that heâs feeling the alcohol by now.
The heat only makes it worse. When their drinks arrive, Taehyung presses the cool glass against his cheek.Â
âHow are you so annoying, yet so cute?â Yoongi muses aloud.Â
âYou love my annoying ass.â A tongue stuck out in his direction.Â
âThat I do.âÂ
Though Yoongi loves Taehyungâs boxy smile, thereâs something particularly attractive about the small smiles he gives him, the toothless ones that still meet his eyes and make his cheeks go puffy. Itâs absolutely adorable.Â
Interrupting Yoongiâs soft thoughts about Taehyung, loud music blasts from the patio speakers. Itâs easy to get lost in the little world he and Taehyung have created for each other, completely oblivious to everything else.Â
âWhatâs happening?â Taehyung asks with raised eyebrows.
As if to answer Taehyungâs question personally, a bar employee appears near the patio entrance with a microphone.Â
âI hope you queers are having a fan-fucking-tastic Pride! Iâm Georgie, your resident DJ and bubble butt extraordinaire, and Iâm sooo excited to be MCing our fourth annual Pride Fest Drag Show!âÂ
The crowd of bar customers cheer at their respective tables, including a few hoots as the employee wiggles his butt to the music.Â
âIâve never seen a drag show before,â Taehyung mumbles around his straw. Yoongi, however, has been to countless drag shows. He even performed in an amateur one just for fun with a few of his friends when he was in college.Â
âSo please get ready to sweat and make it rain for our first queen,â Georgie continues, âthe one and only, Miss Mochi!â
As Georgie disappears, the music switches to an upbeat pop song. Possibly the most gorgeous drag queen Yoongi has ever seen takes position in the center of the patio. Her long blonde hair and dramatic yet soft makeup automatically makes her features stand out. She twirls for the crowd, showing off extravagant lingerie, complete with white angel wings and fake tits that look even better than Yoongiâs when they arenât bound tight to his chest.Â
âOh shit, I know her,â Yoongi remarks casually, his gaze shifting between Miss Mochiâs dancing and Taehyung, who is entranced by the queen. Yoongi canât blame him; Miss Mochi is known locally for having the most seductive dance routines. While other drag queens are often goofy, Miss Mochi has the technical skills and fluidity of a true dancer.Â
âMiss Mochi?â Taehyungâs eyes follow the queen as she makes her way around the patio, every body roll and shake of her firm ass only pulling him in further.
âHer real name is Jimin,â Yoongi says, speaking just above the music. âWe went to college together. Probably doesnât remember me, though.âÂ
Eventually, Miss Mochi ends up at a table near theirs, stopping to run her manicured fingers down the length of a seated manâs jaw as he slips a twenty-dollar bill under the thin band of her thong.
Taehyung gives Yoongi a sideways look. âAre drag shows always like this?âÂ
Done with teasing the man to the left, Miss Mochi dances her way along the patio until she reaches their table. Now that sheâs closer, Yoongi notices the menâs tie in her hand, which she uses as a dance prop as the soundtrack transitions to another classic, âS&Mâ by Rihanna.Â
âWell hello, daddy,â Miss Mochi purrs, looping the tie around Taehyungâs neck in one swift motion.
Yoongi has to hide his laughter with the back of his hand, desperately trying to stop himself from cackling at the look on Taehyungâs face as Miss Mochi addresses him. Heâs got those wide eyes once again, his pouty lips falling open.
âWhatâs the matter? Cat got your tongue?â Miss Mochi flips her hair to the side and body rolls herself into Taehyungâs lap, grinding her ass directly onto his crotch.
With pure panic on his face, Taehyung looks over at Yoongi. But Yoongi is of no help. No, heâs full-on giggling now, unable to hide the tears welling in his eyes.
The entire patio hollers with excitement as Miss Mochi puts in work on Taehyung. Thereâs no denying it; the whole thing is hot. Miss Mochi clutches holds onto Taehyungâs thighs as she rolls her hips, grinding circles against him, and all he can do is sit back and watch. Yoongi feels a spark of heat shoot down to his core when Taehyungâs tongue slips out to wet his bottom lip.
Though the lap dance only lasts a moment, itâs enough to leave Taehyung shy. He runs his hand along the back of his neck and ducks his head, cheeks puffy with the weird, lipped smile he wears when heâs embarrassed, as Miss Mochi finally lifts herself from his lap.Â
âDonât worry, babe, it happens to everyone,â Miss Mochi coos, probably realizing how nervous Taehyung is. âMight want to get someone to help you out with that, though.â She flashes Taehyung a wink as she moves past their table, but not before Yoongi hands her a tip. Â
The audience quickly follows Miss Mochi, but Yoongiâs attention locks onto Taehyung. âHelp you with what?âÂ
Taehyung opens his mouth and then closes it again.
âHelp you with what?âÂ
âIâŠâ Taehyungâs eyes drop to his lap.
Although Yoongi canât see anything because the table blocks his view, Taehyungâs inability to speak and his subtle body language gives him an idea.Â
âOhhh, Taehyung.â Yoongiâs gummy smile returns. He grips the edge of the table to steady himself. âAre you hard right now?âÂ
The bluntness of his question takes Taehyung by surprise.Â
âItâs fine,â he says after a moment, scooting closer to the table to prevent anyone from seeing his crotch. But thatâs not what Yoongi wants to hear.Â
âIs it, though?â Yoongi reaches under the table to grab Taehyungâs knee, causing him to jump slightly. âYou have to spend the rest of the day out here, surrounded by so many new, exciting surprises. Do you really want to be uncomfortable? I know youâre uncomfortable.âÂ
Taehyung chews on his bottom lip, his eyes heavy and glossy from drinking. Yoongi isnât sure how much convincing it may take to get Taehyung to let him suck him off in public, but the throbbing in his body is enough to make him try.Â
âCome on, daddy,â Yoongi repeats the pet name Miss Mochi had given Taehyung. The way Taehyung hollows his cheeks and glowers tells Yoongi that heâs got him right where he wants him. Taehyung always looks so stern when he gets horny.Â
âI told you to stop teasing me like that,â Taehyung mutters.Â
âIs it teasing if Iâm gonna give you what you want?âÂ
Thereâs that pouty frown again, like the baby he is.
With a grin, Yoongi stands, squeezing Taehyungâs hand as he pulls him up, too. âOh, wow.â He stares down at Taehyungâs crotch, the outline of his hard cock stark in the tight little shorts he dressed him in.
Taehyung glances at Yoongi with a familiar look of horror. Itâs cute how he can so easily flip from being sensual to panicking.
Yoongi quickly drags him inside the bar and weaves through the crowd until they make it to the restrooms. âFuck me,â he grumbles, yanking down on both door handles to find them locked.Â
Ignoring whatever babbling Taehyung is doing, trying to tell Yoongi to let it go and that heâll be fine, Yoongiâs eyes fall on a door marked for employees only. Checking over his shoulder, he swings the door open and shoves Taehyung inside, quickly locking it behind them.Â
âWe are not supposed to be in here,â Taehyung whispers, untangling his arms from a bunch of mops and brooms propped in what is apparently a janitorâs closet. His protests are weak, and he watches with bated breath as Yoongi drops to his knees.
Yoongiâs nimble fingers quickly tug Taehyungâs shorts down, finally setting his cock free from the torturous confines heâd placed it in. Yoongi has to admit, the shorts are cute, but theyâre definitely tight.Â
âItâs Pride Month. We can do whatever the fuck we want.â Itâs funny; Yoongi is normally the rule-follower. Pride changes something in him.
Mimicking what heâd done to the plastic dick, Yoongi swirls his tongue around the head, flicking lightly over Taehyungâs slit to taste the precum already leaking from him. He runs the tip of his tongue along the length of his cock, tracing each prominent vein.
Taehyung lets out a shuddered breath, his hands quickly gripping Yoongiâs head, but he knows not to force him even when Yoongi continues to tease him with his tongue.Â
âPlease,â Taehyung begs, perspiration accumulating on his forehead once again despite being in the air conditioning. âIâm so hard it hurts, please, hyung.âÂ
Yoongi sits back for a moment to look up at Taehyung, admiring the way desperation twists his mouth and makes his jaw set tight. âI thought you said you were fine?âÂ
âI lied, okay? I lied. Just, please, stop teasing me.âÂ
God, Yoongi loves it when Taehyung whines.Â
âOnly because you said please.â Yoongi smiles, gummy and smug, before taking Taehyung completely into his mouth.
Taehyungâs strangled moan rumbles through the closet, and Yoongi struggles to stop himself from gagging as a funny thought enters his head: here they are, two queers, having sex in a closet. During Pride Month, no less!Â
Getting past that minor mental disruption, Yoongi easily falls into a consistent rhythm of bobbing his head, humming every time he feels Taehyungâs cock hit the back of his throat.
Taehyung strokes Yoongiâs hair as he swallows him down, gathering the long strands into a ponytail to hold on to. Legs shaking. Trying not to go weak in the knees when Yoongiâs nose presses against his abdomen.Â
âFuckâŠâ Taehyung hisses. Looking down, he notices Yoongiâs hand disappear into his shorts, middle finger extended to rub light circles against his clit. If Taehyung is going to have fun, Yoongi is, too.Â
Taehyung draws his bottom lip between his teeth and slowly pulls away, taking a half-step back. âHyung, let me fuck you.âÂ
This time itâs Yoongiâs turn to be surprised. âHere? Now?âÂ
Taehyung wanting to fuck Yoongi in an unfamiliar public place? Who the hell was he?Â
He motions for Yoongi to stand up, and Yoongiâs knees appreciate no longer having to dig into the concrete floor. Taehyung kisses him hard, swirling his tongue around the inside of his mouth as though heâs gathering up the taste of himself. Then he roughly turns Yoongi around to press his chest against Yoongiâs back.Â
âI didnât realize men in drag was going to have you feeling some type of way,â Yoongi breathes, watching Taehyungâs hands shimmy his shorts down his thighs until his pussy is exposed. The feeling of Taehyungâs fingers swiping through Yoongiâs wet folds from behind sends his head reeling.
âMe either,â Taehyung admits with a soft laugh thatâs more deceitful than it is cute, because at that moment he thrusts two long fingers inside of Yoongi. âHow can you make fun of me when youâre already so wet?âÂ
âAre you really complââ Yoongi inhales sharply as Taehyung massages his g-spot. âAre you really complaining about me wanting to have sex with you?âÂ
Taehyung rolls his hips against Yoongi as he thrusts his fingers, his cock slicking up as it slides against his pussy. The movement pushes Yoongi forward, and Yoongi presses his hands into the wall in front of him to hold himself up. Theyâre truly making it work in such a cramped space.Â
âIâm not complaining.â Taehyung nuzzles Yoongiâs neck, giving him a gentle kiss as he drags his fingers out of him. Wet with Yoongiâs arousal, Taehyung brings his fingers to Yoongiâs lips. âIâm very appreciative of you.â
âYouâre supposed to be the adventurous one, captain.â Yoongi opens his mouth to suck Taehyungâs fingers clean.
âJust learning new things from my hyung,â Taehyung murmurs with his fingers still hooked in the corner of Yoongiâs cheek. âPeople would be shocked to know how dirty you are.â
Smooth and slow, Taehyung lines up with Yoongiâs hole, gradually sinking his cock inside of him. Both of them being half-clothed makes their movements awkward, but Taehyung still manages a slow, sensual stroke that makes Yoongiâs legs shake and his heart launch into his throat.Â
Theyâre lucky Taehyungâs fingers are still occupying Yoongiâs mouth to muffle the moan that wouldâve been loud enough to get them caught. What comes out instead is a low groan, and a garbled attempt at saying Taehyungâs name. None of it matters, though. Yoongiâs brain is hazy. Not a single thought passes through his mind except for Taehyung, Taehyung, TaehyungâŠÂ
âIâm sorry I didnât suck you off,â Taehyung whispers into Yoongiâs ear. He slides his free hand forward to squeeze in between Yoongiâs thighs and stroke circles against his clit as he continues fucking him. âI know better than to leave my hyungâs cock neglected.â
How badly does Yoongi have Taehyung wrapped around his finger that heâs apologizing for that?Â
âBut Iâll do it all night when we get home.âÂ
Yoongi lets out a small whimper, and Taehyung finally removes his fingers from his mouth.Â
âWhat the fuck, Taehyung,â Yoongi exhales, pressing further into the wall. He tries to turn to look back as Taehyung pounds into him, jiggling his head around so his line of sight is blurred. Yoongi doesnât even attempt to keep his head up; the alcohol, paired with the heat of Taehyung sliding in and out of him, is further turning his brain into a scrambled mess.Â
âWhat?âÂ
Taehyung presses his hand against Yoongiâs waist to hold him in place as he continues to play with Yoongiâs cock. From how his thighs tense, trapping Taehyungâs hand between them, they both know that means heâs getting close. At this point in their relationship, Taehyung is a pro at working Yoongiâs body. Heâs a master at quickies, not because he canât last long, but because he knows how to efficiently get Yoongi to where he needs to be.Â
All because Yoongi trained him well, of course.
Yoongi shakes his head, letting it hang as he holds onto the wall for dear life once that sweet, hot spring in him finally snaps. He struggles to keep quiet while Taehyung fucks him through his orgasm, his walls spasming and legs quaking.Â
âYouâre⊠youâreâŠâ Yoongi doesnât know where his thoughts are going, a train barreling off course. Just closes his eyes and falls back against Taehyungâs chest.
âIâm so lucky to have you, hyung.â Â
Taehyung holds Yoongi up as he chases his own high, murmuring sweet sounds into his ear until heâs coming, too. Itâs sticky and sweaty, how they hold on to each other as Yoongi calms his breathing, but neither of them cares.
âYou know what I was thinking earlier?â Yoongi watches Taehyung struggle to pull his tight shorts back over his ass once theyâve both cooled down. âI was thinking that we just fucked in a closet during Pride Month.âÂ
Taehyung pauses his movements to look at Yoongi, the tiniest of smirks lifting the corner of his mouth. âThatâs so problematic of us.âÂ
âJust means we have to be extra gay to make up for it.â Yoongi wiggles his eyebrows at Taehyungâs confusion. âLet me peg you?âÂ
âReally?â Those wide eyes are back.Â
Suddenly, the door handle to the closet jiggles. Yoongi and Taehyung exchange a quick, worried glance as the door bursts open, bright light stabbing at their eyes. The employee on the other side of the doorway lets out a high-pitched shriek, startled by the unexpected sight of people inside the locked closet.Â
âHappy Pride!â Taehyung shouts as they slip out of the closet, throwing the employee a peace sign.
Laughing, Yoongi links arms with Taehyung. He appreciates the adrenaline pumping through him; itâs just enough to mask the horror heâs going to feel later, when heâs back home and the introverted side of him reflects on the day.
âLetâs get out of here,â Yoongi says as he checks over his shoulder to see if the employee has run after them. âI think that sex store off Sheridan is calling our names. Get strapped up, right, jagi?âÂ