Ginger Tweaker

Hungary - TAKEN - Do it or don't do it - you will regret both. /Kierkegaard/ - meth/speed all day - recovery and relapse - Hi there! I'm a 26 yrs old girl. I have a wonderful boyfriend. I'm open-minded. Love to talk, but my English isn't that good.. :/

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On Friday night my 'friends' sniffed a ton of speed in front of me. I'm still sober...

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Sober since 6th of march.

Still depressed.

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Person: What are you gonna do when you're older?

me: Nothing???? i'll be dead?????

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For benzo/etizolam users

Since these drugs have such a negative effect on your memory, I just want to suggest keeping a notepad and pen handy to keep track of drug consumption, food consumption, financial transactions, really anything. I know for me it’s hard to remember most things when I take these and this has helped me keep track and jog my memory. Be safe lovelies ♡

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Juli Hamilton

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Meditating chinchilla

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🌙✨

[destination-unkown]

Educate yourself. When a question about a certain topic pops up, google it. Watch movies and documentaries. When something sparks your interest, read about it. Read read read. Study, learn, stimulate your brain. Don’t just rely on the school system, educate that beautiful mind of yours.

(via travel-as-a-happy-hippie)

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Reblog if you’re also a big fan of the “which one of my mental illnesses/disorders will set out to destroy my relationships this week?” game

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you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay

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2 weeks clean

Wow. And I'm still alive..

[lsd-kitty]

Describe meth and ecstasy

Meth is Awake. Talking. Doing everything you’ve been wanting to do but havnt felt like. sharpening all your pencils then arranging them by color. All 200. Deep cleaning your room. Vacuuming. Organizing. Wiping everything down. Reading about a topic for hours that you’ve wanted to learn about but havnt felt like spending time on. Having deep convos. Getting to know your friends like family. Feeling like your un touchable.

Then it’s death. Your mind being awake but your body feeling like it’s dead. Your bones feeling hollow and your brain empty. You know you need to eat and sleep but honestly laying in bed and withering away sounds easier.

Then it’s loosing your family when they find out what you’ve been doing. And they don’t want to be around you. It’s feeling alone even though you have a million dope friends. It’s feeling hopeless.

Don’t do meth . It’s the best drug but the hardest to quit.

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drug addiction costs a lot more than money.