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@gioubane
kaminohikari:
He’s just going to crawl into his lap and lay his head on his chest.
And his lips would stretch into a warm smile at that, just as his arms looped around Yuki's waist, and his chin rested atop his head. His right hand raised to slowly, gently run through strawberry blond hair.
kaminohikari:
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p o u t s .
“What’s wrong, Yuki--?”
kaminohikari:
Yuki seems to think on it shortly, and smiles with kindness. “Do you want to know about them? I don’t mind talking about them. They’re just– protective. Mm, I’m currently staying with a group of extended family. Four who are about the same age as me, one who’s younger and one who’s older. I could probably figure out the exact relation if I tried, but it would take some thought. Our family is really big…” He’s never really had any reason to talk at length of his family. After all, he’s rarely away from them.
“When I told the head of the household that I planned to attend college so far from home, I didn’t think they’d let me. But instead they sent my closest friends with me and said it was fine, just be careful. Like I said, they’re very protective…” Because they believe in the darkness in other hearts; Duras are not the only threat, just the most volatile. Yuki, bless his optimistic little heart, is more hopeful. “Ah, did you have something specific you wanted to know about them?”
Of course, there are limits to what Yuki can and can’t say, but he’s pretty adept at manuevering around those things. Yuki divides his attention easily enough, finding the game easy to adapt to. (A captivating kind of story. Reincarnation and princesses. He wonders if maybe this is where Kanata’s question originates from. If this is what put the thought of ONCE AND FUTURE LIVES into his mind.)
That sounded ... reasonable, but the vague descriptions almost made him feel unsettled, and perhaps it showed in the way his shoulders tensed. Though they've spent a lot of time together now, there still remained an underlying suspicion. Not that Yuki was feigning anything -- no, he had resolved that way before. It was his origins, who he was, that he was still wary of, if only in the back of his mind. Kanata did not know his history.
"I -- no, it's all right." Kanata wanted to ask the big question; if they were Zweilts and he asked, it would surely startle Yuki that he knew of them. If not, he would be confused at the term and that would be it. The Giou clan was secretive. Always had been.
"Well, no matter how protective they are of you ... I'm glad they let you come---"
It occurred to him, at that moment in time, that a warmth lingered in his chest. Its presence had been so subtle at first. Reiga knew he had a fondness for Yuki, else he would not have continued to live as Kanata up until now, but as he looked at Yuki once more, he recognized what it was. A seed that had sprouted into a bud, but not yet bloomed. And that ... was not good.
"Yuki..." As he uttered the other's name, his phone diverted his attention. Immediately he leaned over and put the notes on the table, picked up the phone, and answered it. It was them.
The call consisted of mostly 'okay' and 'yes' from Kanata's side as the situation was explained to him. He stood and walked over to the large windows, staring off toward the rolling clouds in the distance. Not that he was paying attention to what he saw.
He never liked long phone calls, but thankfully this one was brief and to the point. Once it ended, he sat back down next to Yuki and put his phone back on the coffee table. Kanata looked so deeply struck with both relief and sorrow as he ran his fingers through his hair with a weary sigh. "They said she'll be ready to be picked up tomorrow. Apparently, it was a cold that just ... didn't get better. But, she'll be okay now."
…Watching over you—
"I want to think we could have another life. One more chance-- do you think it could happen? Do you think our souls could find each other again? Maybe this time, we could be happy..."
Reiga did not know what to say to such a question. What could he say?
The two of them meeting was the result of centuries of war beforehand. That was what finally connected their souls in this life – horror and anguish. That was why both were reincarnated, one by choice, the other by obligation. If it was unnecessary … would they have that chance? Or would their souls finally rest forever?
Such a kind fate, he thought, would never happen. Not after all of the blood on his hands, and all the sins he committed. Reiga had a chance to tell the truth from the start, but he wanted vengeance so badly that he said nothing at all. It was not only because he knew no one would believe him, and that they would have found a way to blame him regardless — it was because he wanted nothing more than to punish and curse them. He did not deserve one more chance.
“I want to say yes, but… I can’t. I don’t know, Yuki.” He lowered his gaze. “What I do know is that I never thought I would love again. It’s a different kind of love than the one I had before. I had committed myself to a life of loneliness and hate, and yet … when I thought of you, I wondered if it was too late for me to change. Maybe… the bond we made with our own hands in this life will hold against time and circumstance, should we live again. I would like to think that.”
❝ You promised. ❞
Kanata frowned at that – he really had promised. They had made plans weeks in advance, so he understood how cancelling it at the last second would … hurt. He had no choice, though; he had to go to Infernus to tend to his other life which he had been neglecting in order to spend time with him. It was not Yuki’s fault, though, how was he supposed to know?
“I’m sorry, Yuki.” He gave Yuki a soft but apologetic smile. “I’ll make it up to you, okay?”
❝ Six kids missing or dead is cause for alarm. ❞
“You’re right,” Kanata sighed, his index finger tapping on the arm of his chair in contemplation. No one that he knew had anything to do with it, unless they acted without order. Who, then... “One of them was from the orphanage, as well.”
favorite lit quotes ➤ vicious, v.e. schwab
It's not on there but: " Do you ever miss us? "
Reiga hated to think back on it. He hated remembering from when they first met as children at the orphanage, to growing up and falling in love. Laughing at each other's stupid jokes, kissing for the first time, doing nothing but lounge in bed on a chilly, rainy Sunday morning...
He remembered the tears in those honey eyes when he had abruptly ended those blissful days, too. It all seemed so far away now, like another past life -- and he supposed that in a way, it was. But oh, God, how he had loved him. He missed it terribly.
"Doesn't matter now, does it?"
autistic-dorian-pavus:
ok, but your otp being cute and domestic as fuck:
hoarse “good morning”s whispered in the soft dawn light, hands clumsily finding each other through the haze of sleep
sprawled out on the couch together, marathoning so-bad-theyre-good sci-fi movies, flicking popcorn at each other to try to catch in their mouths at commercial breaks
dancing on hardwood floors in fuzzy socks, catching one another when they slide too far (the tall one stopping to argue- “you’re wearing my socks” “no i’m not” “they come up to your knees!” “… that proves nothing”)
curled under a shared blanket on the couch, watching scary movies far later than advisable, clinging tighter to one another at each jumpscare
cooking dinner together, stealing kisses as payment for anything and everything (”i need to get into that cabinet” “it’ll cost you~” / “hey can you pass the celery” “mmmmaybe”)
★*゚‘゚・ Stephen King’s It (1990)
❝ I told you to stay out of this. ❞ ❝ Six kids missing or dead is cause for alarm. ❞ ❝ There’s something wrong here. ❞ ❝ You didn’t have to take this job. We don’t need the money. ❞ ❝ I took the job to be with you. ❞ ❝ Swear to me that if It isn’t dead…we’ll all come back. ❞ ❝ Please, ______, tell me a story. ❞ ❝ Go bug somebody else, I don’t feel so hot. ❞ ❝ Be careful. ❞ ❝ Aren’t you gonna say hello? ❞ ❝ Don’t you want a balloon? ❞ ❝ I’m not supposed to take stuff from strangers. My dad said so. ❞ ❝ There’s cotton candy, rides and all sorts of surprises down here. And balloons, too, all colors. ❞ ❝ They float. And when you’re down here with me… you float too! ❞ ❝ He didn’t just die. He was…murdered. ❞ ❝ Why are you stuttering? ❞ ❝ What happened? Tell me. Damn it, talk to me. Let me help. ❞ ❝ You’re scaring me. ❞ ❝ We live in dangerous times, boys and girls. I want you to be careful. ❞ ❝ You’re gonna die! ❞ ❝ Elmer Fudd has a lisp. It’s Porky Pig that stutters. ❞ ❝ Now don’t insult my intelligence. ❞ ❝ You’re doing fine. You can handle this. ❞ ❝ Listen to me. There’s been another murder. ❞ ❝ I’ll show you how to float down here. They all float down here! ❞ ❝ You gotta help me! Somebody, please! ❞ ❝ In the basement! There’s a werewolf! ❞ ❝ We were lucky we didn ’t get ourselves killed that summer. ❞ ❝ I didn’t see a werewolf. Just a clown. ❞ ❝ It’s an evil being that can read our minds…and take the shape we’re afraid of. ❞ ❝ Couldn’t it be just a guy dressed up in a clown suit? ❞ ❝ I got bones to pick with you, but I’ll let that go for today. ❞ ❝ I’ll kill you all! ❞ ❝ I’ll drive you crazy and I’ll kill you all! ❞ ❝ I’m every nightmare you’ve ever had! I’m your worst dream come true! I’m everything you ever were afraid of! ❞ ❝ We gotta do something. ❞ ❝ They don’t see what we see. ❞ ❝ You grow up, you stop believing. ❞ ❝ It kills kids, damn it! ❞ ❝ It’s scared of us, you know. I can feel that. I swear to God I can. ❞ ❝ I want to kill it. ❞ ❝ Help me. Please, help me. Help me. ❞ ❝ You promised. ❞ ❝ I think this is crazy. ❞ ❝ On my honor, I will do my best to do my duty to God and my country. ❞ ❝ …you guys don’t have to do this. ❞ ❝ What are you afraid of? ❞ ❝ Before you die, I want you to think about every rock you threw…and everything you’ve said. Think about that before you die. ❞ ❝ Wake up, hot stuff. That ain’t Daddy. ❞ ❝ I am eternal, child. I am the eater of worlds…and of children. And you are next. ❞ ❝ It sounded like It was dying. ❞ ❝ How could I have forgotten? ❞ ❝ I’m not afraid of you.❞ ❝ I got a balloon for you. Don’t you want a balloon? ❞ ❝ You’re too old to stop me. You’re all too old! ❞ ❝ You’re in my mind. Only in my mind. ❞ ❝ I wasn’t gonna hurt you. I don’t even know you. ❞ ❝ Reliving your childhood? ❞ ❝ Just saying hi to some old ghosts, you know. ❞ ❝ Get out of Derry while you still can. ❞ ❝ What the hell is happening? I mean, what is going on? ❞ ❝ When they pulled him out, his hair was white. He was babbling. About a clown. ❞ ❝ Why are we the only ones that can see this? ❞ ❝ It’s true what they say. We all float down here. And you will too. ❞ ❝ ______’s dead. ❞ ❝ Let’s get the hell out of here. ❞
manga!reiga is so pretty aaaaa his face gives me life. i still need to make icons with him. but i wanted to finish anime first...... orz
I think about this, like, a lot.
I WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU —
— LUKA CROSSZERIA
When it was dark, you always carried the sun in your hand for me.
Seán O’Casey, Three More Plays: The Silver Tassie, Purple Dust, Red Roses For Me (via wordsnquotes)