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I finally have a bit of a hoe story :,)

okay so a couple of days ago I met with boy in the painting room at school and literally no one goes in there so we just like went at it (like making out) and he was grabbing my ass and my hips and it was SO NICE oh and this little detail: the painting room used to be like a home ec room so there was like counters and cabinets and stuff and he fucking picked me up and sat me on the counter and I felt his boner on my thigh nd he was kissing my neck and he was grabbing my boobs and I had to keep myself from moaning bc school was literally still in session as this was going on I cry

#hoe story #kinda #not really #but it is for me

I'm a sad emo little bean who has a boy but hasn't been able to spend much time with him and I miss him bc he's super funny and sweet and I love his voice the way it sounds is very nice

FUCJ you I'm having fun and living in the moment I'm sorry you're jealous

he played with my hair and grabbed my sides and my butt and I was very alive in that moment

today I snuck into a dressing room at an art show and made a mess of my lipstick on a cute boy and it was really fun

I think I have lowkey abandonment issues even though I've technically never been abandoned but it sure as hell feels like it considering I'm down to just my mom and sister

I'm hurting and I kinda wanna die so that's fun

AND YA KNOW I MISS MY FRIENDS BUT THEY PROBABLH DONT MISS ME BC IM LITERALLY NOTHINF AND FHEY DKNT NEED ME SO MAYBE ILL JUST DISTANCE MYSELF SO THEY DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOJT DOING IT BC IM A PIEVE OF SHIT

GOS FCUUJ KM

I ACTUALLY FEEL SO ANGRY THAT MY ATOMACH HURTS ??? AND IM AFRAID THAT THEY DONT NEED ME ?? WHO WOULD IM LITERALLY SO FUXKING ANNOYING ?????

LD FUCUJ YOU FUCK EVERYONE GODDAMNIT FUCK YIU AND FUCK YOH AND FUCK YOU ANS FJCK ALL OF YOU FUCK BITCH ASSCUNT TWAT ASSHOLE DICKHEAD MOTHWEFUCKER I HATE EVERHONE RIGHT NOW I FUCKING FEEL SICK FUCK YIU GUYS YOU LITTLE FUCKING ASSHOLES

and u know what FUCK YOU I DO MY FUCKINGBEST TO BE THE BEST GOD DAMN FRIEND AND ALWAYS OFFER HELP AND MAKE SURE YOURE OKAY AND TRY TO HELP WHEN YOU SEEM SAD AND I GET EXACTLY JACK SHIT IN RETURN SO FUCK YOU YOU ASSHOLE FUCK OFF

no yeah I'm fine I promise I'm not crying or actually wishing I was dead or anything you know you're not being a little bitch for not asking if I'm okay instead of always talking about Him you know I promise I'm good everything is great!!!!!!!

idk what 2 do u know I just wanna have kind words aid to me idk y that's too much 2 but it seems difficult for ppl to do and it hurts

oh NG god J fucking suck I'm so fucking needy as fragile and I actually hate myself

FU K EVERYONE HONESTLY IM AN EMOTIONAL PERSON AND TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE FEELFUCKING LOVED AND GOOD ABOJT THEMSELVES AND MAKE AURE THEYRE OKAY BUT NO GOD FORBID SOEONE DO THE SAME THING FKR ME GOD DAMN BE A DECENT HUMAN BEING MSYBE ??????

IM A NICE FUCKING PERSON AND LIKE TO FUCKING SPREAD LOVE AND GOD DAMMIT FUCK YOU

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