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temporary happiness

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23/11/24

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new things, new people

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It's time for a new city, a new life for me.

The starting point of new stories where I move away from the old ones

There are places where those damaging emotions do not exist for me anymore.

Hello.

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Actually, I wasn't going to write about this experience here, but it suddenly came to my mind. I'm not surprised because it's the same as always. again. again...

I thought I had forgotten, actually I was sure, but I never closed the doors completely. I waited for him to come back because somewhere inside me I regret saying these things but it didn't happen.

Especially after that day..

When I graduated, I thought I would never come across it again.

I thought I would never see him again.

I got off the tram and I was wearing a white T-shirt or something. as always. It was in my hair. After getting off, I walked across the street to get on the bus. By the way, we are near my house.

I was just about to turn around when I saw it right in front of me.

I don't remember what I felt and I don't even know what I felt. He was also wearing a white t-shirt. Our eyes looked at each other for three seconds and only three seconds. I could only touch his eyes for three seconds and then I walked away. gone.

Of course, what I told you is nothing, but it was enough for me...

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While it was difficult to even breathe with what was left, I wanted the hardest thing, I fell into God's trap

real hate trumps fake love

I would come again if I knew I would die

I'm not the same, who is this if not me?

Farewell is visible on her face again

~Beni bana bırak~

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Your name passed through my heart, no one heard it

~Bir Sana Bir De Bana

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everything is ruined

life has lost its meaning

The world has become gloom

They left the city

faces filled with unhappiness and despair

And you couldn't come, you lost your meaning and couldn't wait for the wounds to heal.

You gave me dreams to live

They were all destroyed one by one..

Look, I have nothing left

All of them disappeared along with the things in my heart.

You thought it was easy, but even your soul didn't hear what I went through

I cried and laughed but your soul did not hear

You couldn't come to my heart, which is full of love. If I get sad, I'll only feel sorry for him from now on.

I'm good

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It ended badly. I think this bad ending is really the end for us.

Good luck to you

I read an article somewhere. it is a miracle for two people to love each other. really it is. Because either he loves you and you don't or vice versa. But I'm not really upset. As I said, I was tired of the uncertainty and was looking for an answer. This became his excuse. Thank God I wrote it, otherwise I would still be waiting.

In fact, with those few lines he wrote, I understood what kind of person he was. In short, it's not for me. let's look ahead

♥🐬🌌

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aahhhh I feel so different. Actually, I am very happy because I feel like I am free from burdens. because I wrote to him. I wrote it today, April 5, in the class before lunch break. It was just a little hello but it was a big step

Anyway, he also wrote hello, so on the one hand, I'm not afraid anymore, but I still have concerns. I decided not to care too much anymore. We are young and life is too short.

Because I am now free from uncertainty. I had come to the point where I would be happy even if he rejected me.

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Actually, I'm tired of loving you from afar..

Your eyes seem better to me than anything else, they are brighter than all the lights, they are literally calling me, but on the other hand, they are too cold, maybe that's why I can't come.

I'm tired of your uncertainty, you're tired of my feelings

Neither of us do anything...

If you don't want me, don't come and look at me, I don't want you. You should come and tell me this so that I can give up on you and not go to the fire knowingly.

Believe me, this will be much easier for me because. Uncertainty is a very painful thing. oh if you only knew...

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I walked for a while, I dreamed of you, I embellished my hope with you

Neither narrow streets nor empty stops helped me forget you

You are İstanbul

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LOVE LOVE LOVE...

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Him actually made me a little sad today. In fact, he barely even looked. But I really miss him.

So I really can't understand these things. Why do we have to be like this? Why does it have to be like this.

Boy you're my lucky star.

Why does he have to do all this?

But I hope we can get through all this and our hearts can be one. I'm waiting for him.

Your eyes are beautiful. One day I will look directly into them. until that time...

I'm waiting until then

~ From Gizem to Him

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its crazy

3 weeks have passed since I saw your eyes that will be my whole life

exactly 3 weeks. It may seem short to you, but it's a long time for me, especially for a girl who thinks it's impossible to get attached to someone. I think I've talked big enough, I'm experiencing it all. my God. I don't realize that it has become my whole life, I want it to be her forever, I want to take care of her.

♥🧿🌌🎆❤

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i like him a lot

❤💞💓💘💘💗💜💕❣️