bad a$$ bitch

20nov - the day my heart died

[siickangel]

somebody save me from myself

[21svge]

no fake love and no fake friends

[jezus-zone]

How to delete people

[illangelstein]

[mlmlmlmlmlmlmlmlmlml-deactivate]

Get off my minddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

[faintlythin-deactivated20181211]

I’ve gone over a lot of suicide plans in my head lately and they’re looking more and more like the better option everytime I think of them

[silent-rain91]

“My therapist didn’t even blink an eye when I talked about my suicidal thoughts and plans. In that moment I felt like nobody would be able to stop me and it wouldn’t matter.”

— Silent Rain

[vampirechew]

“people make me sick when they ask about my future, like, bitch I don’t want a future, I wanna die. I’m planning my suicide not my future, you dumb.”

—

[furiousgoldfish]

shit abusive parents can make you feel permanently guilty and ashamed about:

resting

eating

sleeping

talking

not reacting immediately and running when your name is called

not showing face expression they want to see on you

not replying immediately to them

not looking a certain way

existing in clothing they would dissaprove of

being anything less than perfect at something

existing in a messy room

laughing

being excited

crying

feeling pain in any visible way

showing any emotion that would put attention to you

showing any kind of emotion that is not convenient to them

showing trauma symptoms

showing any kind of trace of abuse they inflicted on you

being yourself

getting hurt

getting sick

being mentally ill

being unable to withstand some kind of pain or discomfort

refusing to withstand provocation

not willing to tolerate insults, humiliation and shaming

defending yourself when attacked

defending yourself against physical abuse

having human needs

requiring some sort of resources to survive

taking space

having wants and desires

showing anything but obedience and respect to those who never deserved it

wanting freedom

wanting control over your time, your body, your life

wanting to be cared about

having your own point of view

having your own opinion

not killing yourself

existing

[jaf-75-deactivated20210322]

Women scared to love,men scared to show emotion,everybody wanna be heartless

[cloudfreed]

my dad never smiles for pics because I guess he’d rather be permanently recorded as looking like a serial killer than show any positive emotions

[theemotionmachine]

“No matter how you feel, get up, dress up, show up, and never give up.”

— Unknown

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

my heart is stupid

[tankaramo]

“are you okay” no, next question

[lolshr]

i’m so sad

i can’t stop crying

[ouc-h-deactivated20180811]

oh, honey you can’t break a broken heart

[x-ak7]

feelings are nothing but pain