.lights out.

Nicøle. 22. Clique |-/

[gkyle]

I TRY SO FUCKING HARD TO COVER IT UP. I TRY SO hard to fake it. But I'm not sure if I can do this anymore . I'm not sure I can look at you anymore. I really think this is gonna be the thing that gets me to move. And I hate it so much. Something that once was the thing that made me feel better is now the thing that is causing all of this pain. And it literally happened over night. Sitting in a room full of people laughing and have a great time and I feel fucking worthless. This is why I just stay home and keep this to myself. Will I ever be okay again?

[gkyle]

Literally the worst part about feeling this was is not being able to tell a single person why I feel this way. I knew this would eat me alive.

[gkyle]

[gkyle]

Can someone please find me a photo of all times lows merch for the blink 182 tour

[gkyle]

Do you ever feel like everything was just a big waste of time? Things were so good for so long but now it just feels like I'm heading down the same path I was on before, just with different people. If you are close with someone you should never make them feel like they are unwanted. If that is the case then just tell me and I will gladly leave and you will never have to hear from me again. I promised myself I wouldn't do this to myself again. I'm having trouble keeping that promise.

[gkyle]

This is so wrong on so many levels but I just can't help myself. Especially after all I've learned in the past week.

[gkyle]

This is starting to get kinda crazy. Uhgggggg

[gkyle]

We took too many selfies, sent too many snapchats (sorry everyone), and made too many dumb faces but cinco de drinko was a great time. 🍹👨‍👩‍👧‍👧💕

[gkyle]

💁🏻💜🤗

[gkyle]

Brother from another mother 💁🏻#twins

[gkyle]

In honor of your birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY @daltonalaskan 🎉🎉 LETS RAGE 🤘🏼☹️ #happybirthdaydad #dadsmeanface #worldsgreatestdad

[gkyle]

🤗 #cautionersny

[gkyle]

She's a smartass but at least she's logical. 😂😂

[gkyle]

I am so beyond happy that I was able to get tickets to State Champs last night. It's crazy to see how far they have come. 🌎🔙🙃💕 (at Upstate Concert Hall)

[gkyle]

I've got the best squad👊🏼🎶💪🏼 (at Upstate Concert Hall)

[gkyle]

So I got in my car this morning and I didn't have any breaks. This was Caitlin's response when I told her I might not make it to her house this week. 😂😂😂😂#DONE

[gkyle]

Today you were set free. Love you forever Poppy ❤️