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bbpierceâ:
      felicity has collected records for years .   her living room has several bookcases ,   some filled with novels and the rest filled with albums .  she doesnât watch much tv ,  so to fill the silence sheâs nearly always spinning something .  she makes near weekly pilgrimages to dolphin records ,  keeping an eye out for anything interesting that she doesnât own already .   â good morning , â  she calls out ,  moving closer to the counter to properly speak to the worker .   â itâs nice to meet you ,  ryan ryan reynolds .  iâm felicity ,  felicity pierce . â   it still feels so strange to say ,   having only changed her name back to her maiden name right before coming to moorbrooke .  she has spent a very long time not being felicity pierce .  â unfortunately i donât have anything too interesting to ask of you âŠ.  but iâd love to find some new music if you have any recommendations .  iâve been collecting for a long time ,  so i have most albums i already like on vinyl . â
RYAN
âpleasure to meet you, felicity pierce.â ryan grinned, nodding a little. maybe it was the soft toned voice of the women, or her soft features, but she instantly made him feel more relaxed than heâs felt in a while. or it could simply be that it was a slow day and his focus could be all on whatever she desired rather than split between however many other people were in the record shop. either way, he welcomed her presence. âhow can you say you donât have anything interesting to say and then have something to request?â he lightly teases, grin spreading a bit more, âthatâs interesting if you ask me. but i gotta know, what kind of music do you favor right now? do you have genre you absolutely wonât listen to? for most, itâs country. i donât know why but it just happens to be the genre that i hear people tell they listen to the least. personally, i donât think itâs too shabby.â he pauses, thinking on a comment felicity made, âand out of curiosity, how big is this collection of yours? iâm picturing wall to wall full of records.â
@moorbrookestartersâ
âWhy do I have to be the one to solve the mystery of who is stealing the animals from the zoo? Doesnât that place have a police department with detectives or whatever?â he groaned as he hung up the call, rolling his eyes before letting out an exasperated breath. âsorry about that, my friend wants me to be the one to solve this thing at his workplace, but the authorities already donât like me and me butting into that business seems like a waste of my time. although they stole a tiger, which is scarily impressive.â
KYLAN
kylanâs lips part to speak but then close the moment the question was posed, he hadnât expected that heâd be stumbling upon an animal mystery today. âlike an animal mysteries department? i dunno. if they do, iâll totally make a career change because that sounds like the second most perfect job for me.â he laughed. âdonât be sorry, omari. iâm the one who showed up unannounced.â kylan had a bad habit of doing that to people, especially andrej, he canât count how many times heâs showed up to andrejâs house at random hours for even more random reasons. âa tiger? shit. that is scarily impressive. why doesnât the zoo have cameras around the tiger section? you would think they would just for safety reasons.â ky shook his head, lightly chuckling. âanyway, are we going on a animal mystery hunt or can i steal you for a bit?â
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Kian: help!
Kian: i'm trapped in the storage room cause i'm to embarrassed to walk out
Kian: cause my co workers are doing the nasty and they don't know i can hear and see them, and i'm hiding
Kian: they came in after me cause they thought it was empty and now i'm panicking
Kian: my virgin ears and eyes!!!
Kylan: lmfaoooo
Kylan: i'm sorry, i'm sorry. i'm not laughing...no dude i am totally laughing at you right now! LOL!
Kylan: okay i'm sorry! that sucks. just like knock something over and then play creepy ghost sounds. maybe they'll think the place is haunted and run away lol
Kylan: if you need me to come by an awkwardly interrupt them for you to escape just say the word and i am there.
@moorbrookestartersâ
âReal quick question of life and death circumstances,â Tristan said as he walked up. âDo you think a handmade bouquet of legos is too dorky? Do you think my husband will like that? Oh wait weâre not married yet, heâs me fiance.â
JUDE
jude lightly laughed at tristanâs slip of the tongue, warmly smiling, âdorky? thatâs the sweetest and cutest thing i have ever heard of someone doing. are you building the bouquet yourself?â
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JUDE
jude assumed the sound of the bathroom door opening was all in his head. so he continues to let the water drip down on him for a moment longer before opening his eyes, turning in time to see the curtain opening to reveal demir. there was a second in which jude locked eyes with his ex before he couldnât help but look him up and down, his own erection growing harder at the sight.  his lips part slightly, to say what he wouldnât even know, but their quickly caught in a heated kiss with demirâs and he doesnât hesitate to give into it. despite demirâs rough exterior, at least with jude, his kisses have always felt warm, soft, and inviting. when his lips parted slightly, jude selfishly deepens the kiss, he didnât care how hungry he came off to demir right now, he wanted the other to know that he wanted this just as badly. not to mention, it was easy for jude to loose himself with demir. which is often what happened, and now was no exception. as his back meets the wall, his hands go down to grip onto demirâs hips, bringing him closer, jude pulls the others body as close as possible to his own. he loved how his body tingled as demirâs frame leaned against his and how the other pulled him in hungrily, âdemir,â he breathlessly utters, eyes fluttering open, âi...â âi love youâ is what wanted to slip out but he was yelling at himself not to say it, nervous that he might ruin the moment, instead he decided to take this a step further, â..i want you to tell me,â he whispers, pausing briefly,  a playful smirk spreading on his lips. normally jude wasnât one to take control in these intimate moments, but right now, he couldnât help how his hand reached out to begin stroking demir, âhow badly do you want me?â giving demirâs member a little squeeze, quickening his stroking a bit, jude didnât let their eye contact break.
xallmywolvesxâ:
Tobias turns his full attention to them as they explain. He couldnât say he was surprised, it seemed just like Rian to put their whole heart into work even if it wasnât what heâd planned. They were one in the same in that way, taking the cards that life dealt them and running with it. âThatâs a hell of a turn. It sounds like you made the most of it though, I mean you could have just come in and let others handle the care of the flowers while you ran the books but you took up learning about all of it. Sounds like she made a great choice.â He tugs out his phone to offer a picture, choosing a recent one of Cass, all grown up now, holding little Alma. âThank you, I canât say it was anything planned. I mean her mom and I arenât married or anything but we chose to co-parent and it works.â He wasnât sure why he was explaining himself but he felt the need to. Chuckling softly he nods. âNo kidding, Youâd think Iâd have a few gray hairs at this point. And fur babies are great, do you have a picture?â His eyes drop to the bouquet at his offer and he smiles in thanks but cant bring himself to move to leave. âThank you, you donât have to Iâd be glad to pay for them, or atleast let me buy you lunch or dinner sometime. so we can catch up properly?âÂ
RIAN
âthatâs kind of you. thank you, tobias. it really does mean a lot to know i am not royally messing this up.â rian smiled, looking around the shop, a sense of pride filled him knowing the other thought it had been a good choice to leave it in their hands. whether it was because they were happy to know they were doing their old family friend proud or if it was because tobias thought it was a great choice to have picked them. their gaze goes down to the phone screen when tobias presents the picture of cass and alma, eyebrows raising in shock, âoh, wow! i feel like iâm aging even more just looking at how big cass is now.â his smile softens, âand your little one is so precious. again, congratulations. whether it was planned or not, youâre doing a great job.â rian couldnât deny that hearing tobias wasnât married did send a small sense of relief through them but it made them feel guilty for being a bit happy to hear the news. âiâm happy to hear itâs working, despite the unexpectedness of it all, itâs good that you two are able to co-parent in peace. if it works, it works, right?â they chuckle when tobais mentions not having gray hairs, unable to help themselves, âohh, i donât know. i think i see a couple of little gray hairs hanging around up there,â rian teased, playfully winking. there was not a single gray hair on tobais head, given the kind of cards he had been dealt, rian couldnât say the same could be said for them had they been in tobais shoes. âi do!â they take their phone out, stepping closer to tobains, they pull out a picture of gracie that he had taken while she was relaxing in the dog park one day, âiâve been thinking of getting her a sibling recently. maybe on your next monthly visit youâll see a new addition to our little family.â they chuckle, smiling down at the picture of gracie, before putting their phone away. after giving tobais the flowers on the house, and giving him the out, rian thought the other would be walking out the door, they hadnât expected the other to stick around even a second or so longer. but it was nice to at least feel like maybe they werenât the only ones who didnât really want to leave this moment. âyou donât have to buy me lunch or dinner,â rian gently replies, meeting tobaisâ gaze, they offer a warm smile, âbut iâd love to join you for either and properly catch up. you just let me know whenever youâre free, and where to meet, iâll be ready.â
penreyâ:
              â oh ,  stop , â  she shushes him ,  though her smile shows sheâs absolutely delighted with his compliments .  penny scrolls through the app store , though she slows to listen to him speak when he hands her the joint .  a vampire star .  sounds kind of like her ,  doesnât it ?  she takes a hit & contemplates the thought .  drawing other people close with charisma ,  money ,  a good time .  leaving them empty shells of themselves because penny lane doesnât know how to do anything but take take take .  even when she gives ,  she takes :   her love is a burden .  a difficult thing to bear .  â sounds âŠ.  intense . â  the app sheâd chosen finishes downloading ,  and she opens it .  â i would love to go to space together .  iâd have to send james and ryan postcards from the moon . â  what a nice thought !  â okay ,  i think iâve got it figured out . â
            the camera lens pointed at the sky ,  the app draws lines to connect the stars into constellations .  â i think orion and taurus are pretty close !  letâs see . â  sheâs about to compare with the app when he starts talking again .  it always takes her off guard when heâs so sweet with her ,  almost makes her want to cry again .  she doesnât deserve any of it ,  and she knows it .  maybe she could ,  someday .  but right now ,  penny knows she has earned every bad thing that comes her way .   â youâre ridiculous ,  z . â  sheâs smiling though ,  leans down to kiss him again before laying beside him .  she snuggles close ,  tries to ignore how much her heart flutters with everything he says .  â iâm not upset with you .  i love and miss you ,  too .  i just âŠ.  iâm really scared to lose you . â  the honesty is almost unbearable .   penny keeps her gaze locked on the sky ,  knowing if she looks at him sheâll never have the guts to say this .  â iâve fucked up a lot of good things in my life .  i donât want you to be another one .  so if âŠ..  if i ever do anything wrong ,  please just tell me ,  okay ?  and i can fix it . i can change it .  you just have to let me know . â   Â
ZIAN
he was ridiculous and hearing the words come from pennyâs lips made him genuinely smile, âyeah, i am,â he shamelessly agrees, happily returning the kiss she gave him. as she snuggles close zian wraps a protective arm around her and pulls her in as much as possible. the more penny spoke the more he could feel his stomach twist and turn with guilt. it was horrible how he just wanted to blurt to her what was really going on with him, but he couldnât, he just couldnât bring himself to do it and he hated himself for it. âthereâs no way you could ever fuck me up, p. iâm already pretty fucked.â he said it in a lighthearted tone, but he knew it was the truth. âfor what itâs worth,â his head tilts a bit so he can look at her. âyou could never lose me, iâm here till you get tired of me and tell me to fuck off. also, i donât want you to fix or change anything. if you do something wrong, then you do something wrong, weâll figure it out together and move the hell on. thereâs no need to feel like you have to change or fix anything in order to make sure weâll be okay, thatâs not what i want from you, for us, because weâll always be okay in the end. no matter what.â despite the fact that it may have been true on his end zian wasnât so sure if penny would feel the same once he finally got the courage to tell her what was going on with him. âpenny...â he looked up to the sky, softly sighing, â...i hope i never lose you either. i wouldnât be able to handle that. iâm not sure you realize how special you are to me, but you are very special to me, and if anyone tries to ever tell you otherwise they are lying fucks. you should also not hesitate to tell me so i can go kick their ass.â a brief pause passes before he speaks again, âdo you think i could steal you for the night and part of the afternoon, p? i was thinking of taking you back to my place, we could settle in to some movie, do more of this,â he squeezed her close a bit, softly chuckling,â and in the morning we can sleep in and then grab a fancy lunch at sandals. what do you say?âÂ
candydrippingâ:
Andrej felt awful for shutting everyone out like this but how could he look at the people he loved in the eye when all he felt was guilt for the horrible things heâd done to them? No matter what he did, Andrej just ended up hurting people even when he TRIED. What he did to Kylan was unforgivable and at first heâd considered just acting like everything was fine but how could he just pretend when he knew what heâd done? Kylan had only been here for a few moments but already the guilt he felt was tearing him apart. He knew he looked a mess considering he hadnât shaved all week and couldnât even remember the last time heâd bothered to shower. Even though all heâd been doing was lying in bed, he still felt exhausted and drained of energy and even though most of the time he could put on a happy face, he found himself unable to do that right now. At Kylanâs questions, Andrej just looked away and then shook his head, not bothering to expand on it. He wouldâve rather had food poisoning that whatever he was going through right now.Â
A sigh left his lips and he finally made himself look at Kylan, hoping the guilt had shifted from his face. âItâs not personal, Ky, Iâve been avoiding everyone.â The second part was the truth but the first part was a complete lie because it WAS personal and Andrej was purposefully avoiding his best friend, as much as heâd missed him. âYou havenât done anything, I promise. Youâve always been a perfect best friend.â Suddenly he felt like he was on the verge of tears which was embarrassing but he just felt so AWFUL and knew he was about to lose Kylan once he admitted the truth. âGrayson hasnât done anything either, itâs just all me being a shitty person as usual.â Even though he hadnât wanted to be near anyone all week, he found himself moving forward and wrapping his arms around Kylan so he could make the most of him being around before he decided he wanted nothing to do with Andrej. âIâm sorry, Ky. Iâve been avoiding everyone, I just feel like shit right now.â A slow sigh left his lips. âWeâre best friends, right? What would you think if I had done something really fucked up that could hurt you? Would you still want to be my best friend?âÂ
KYLAN
kylanâs brows knitted in confusion as he listened to andrej explain how heâs been avoiding everyone, it didnât bring any comfort to him whatsoever. maybe it was his own doing too for just assuming he was a bit more important in andrejâs life than anyone, excluding his boyfriend, grayson, he just felt like his place in his best friends life landed a bit higher than most. for that reason there was a part of kylan that didnât entirely believe andrej when he said it wasnât personal. âi have? i guess iâve never realized it, but thanks.â it took everything in him to not say something that would ruin the moment, instead he offered andrej a small smile. the moment kylan felt andrej wrap his arms around him, ky sighs, heâs unable to help himself from instinctively getting closer to andrej as well. to him, the other had always been a sense of home to him, so to say that it was kind of killing him that the other was ignoring him, on purpose, was a small understatement. âof course we are best friends, andrej. thatâs not even a question.â the following question caught kylan off guard but after a moment of silence, he finds himself reaching up to cup the side of andrejâs face, âthereâs nothing you could do to me that would ever make me hate you. ride or dies till the end, right?â he offered the other a small, what he hoped was, a reassuring smile.Â
despite the fact that his words were true, nothing could ever truly make kylan hate andrej, it didntâ stop him from being curious on what his friend meant. what on earth could he have possibly done that would make him be saying such things? one one thing could hurt him, for a second, his mind raced to the thought of alex, but he told himself that it couldnât possibly have anything to do with him. âiâd want to be your best friend no matter what hardships come our way. i thought that was obvious by now.â if he was the perfect best friend, wouldnât his friend know how loved he was by him then? âwhat on earth could you have done that has you so shaken up, andrej? whatâs so terrible that you think iâd want to stop being friends with you?â thereâs a brief pause before he adds, âbecause whatever it is, i assure you, iâll still love you in the end.â
xallmywolvesxâ:
Tobias was torn, though that honestly wasnât anything new when it came to Rian. Back then moving back to Moorbrooke to raise and be there for Cass was an easy choice, or seemed like it. There wasnât entirely another option in he could stomach, but his heart had still been drawn to Rian. Now he found himself torn between awkward tension built from their time apart and that all to familiar comfort heâd always found in talking to Rian. âSounds like thereâs an interesting story behind that? I had heard the shop came into new management but not quite how or why. Iâm only in every other month.â He nodded softly following them, his eyes tracing over the selection to find the right bouquet. His head lifted at the otherâs question as he picked up a bouquet. âUh well..not much different I suppose. I still work as a paramedic, though I do some stunt work here and there and the occasional local play when I can fit it in. Cass is in college now, so doesnât need much looking after, but I do have a daughter, her name is Almaâ
RIAN
"nothing too interesting,â rian chuckled, giving a little shrug,â basically our families were close with one another. the elderly lady that owned the shop passed and wanted me to take the shop over. she was still alive when she asked me, of course. at first i politely declined because i didnât think i had it in me to run a business much less a business i didnât much about. but i didnât have the heart to hand it over or sell it when she left it to me, so i began to research on numerous flowers, plants, and how to best care for them. now, here i am. itâs funny how life works.â as tobias begins to search for the perfect set of lilis rian decides they need to keep their hands busy at the moment, so they begin to water some of the lilies that looked like they could use a bit of extra h2o. they listen as tobais updates them on his life, the warm smile on their lips never faltering, they have to admit, the news of tobias having a daughter did catch him a bit off guard. they had expected to hear that the guy was seeing someone, sure, maybe even married, but for some reason the possibility of tobais becoming a father since the last time they spoke had never really crossed their mind. âthatâs really nice to hear, tobias. congratulations.â rian meant it, it was nice to hear, they only ever wanted the best for tobias. âalma is a very pretty name, by the way. also,â they pause from watering some lilies, turning to look at their ex, âitâs nice to hear cass is in college now. wow. how time flies, right? i feel like iâve suddenly aged ten years just hearing all this,â they chuckled. âbut in all seriousness, you should be very proud of yourself, tobias. as for me, iâm afraid the only big thing thatâs happened in my life since we last spoke has been inheriting a flower shop. no kids...yet. although i am the father to a lovely fur baby named gracie. sheâs my olâ gal, a black lab, and absolutely spoiled.â they walk up to where tobias was standing, looking at the flowers in his hands, âa lovely choice. take them. on the house.â they look up to meet tobaisâ gaze, their warm smile still on their lips, âitâs nice to see you again, tobias. donât hesitate to stop on by more than once a month, youâre always welcomed here. if you donât, well, i guess this is the part i say goodbye and see you in a month.â they hoped it wasnât, but rian also didnât want to overstep or overstay their time in tobaisâ new life.Â
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for: open ( @moorbrookestartersâ ) location: flossieâs florist
RIAN
the time to redecorate for the season had finally come. rian was thrilled to be able to take down the spring decorations and replace them with the fall ones. their favorite season had always been fall, even more now that they had moved to moorbrooke, they loved to watch the colors of the season change with time. by the time rian saw someone approaching flosseiâs they were in the middle of hanging up some orange christmas lights that had little pumpkins hung up on every other bulb, all they needed was to be able to get them around a small hook on the corner of the front of the shop, silently they cursed themselves for not moving the small ladder a smidgen closer but it was too late now. âhello down there!â they greet, offering a warm smile to the new comer, or perhaps they were a regular, who they were rian currently couldnât tell due to their gaze being focused on trying to get the lights on this hook. âiâll be right down!â they assure, just before taking one small little push and tossing the line over the hook in hopes it would land and not miss. success. in their hands was the remote they needed to start the lights up which they clicked and illuminated the front of the shop. bright orange and white christmas lights were weaved around the letters of flossieâs florst, making the shop shine bright in the dimness of the night. âwhat do you think? thereâs still so much that needs to be done, but believe it or not, the lights took up a good portion of the day.â the chuckle, coming down from the ladder, âanyway, sorry about that wait. how can i help you this evening? â
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the sudden hand holding was a surprise to ethan, but it wasnât unwelcome. they look to their interlaced fingers, a sense of security washing over them. ethan knew ryan only from the store, but this feeling was new. first date jitters? hardly. it felt safe. âiâm sorry if iâm a little awkwardâ iâm just awkward.â they joke, based in fact. âthankfully, iâm off in twenty minutes. itâd be really cool if i could get a ride from you, actually, then i donât have to uber to keep youââ and thereâs a gentleman who clears his throat, standing at the register. startled, ethan heads over, calling over their shoulder, âdonât leave yet.â
RYAN
âi donât think youâre awkward, but even if you were, you wouldnât have to apologize for it anyway.â ryan reassured, offering a gentle smile. he had always, and would always, be someone who encouraged people to embrace themselves as much as possible. there was something oddly soothing about being around ethan, even from their short interactions in the bookstore, ryan had always felt a sense of comfort around them. he was happy to hear that they only had twenty minutes of their shift left and the way his smile grew more when it was mentioned probably gave it away. âyou can absolutely catch a ride with me, e. i donât mind it one bit. just donât mind my back seat, okay? i havenât had time to clear out the music equipment from back there just yet.â he lightly laughs. when the gentleman clears his throat ryan instantly feels bad and hopes he didnât accidentally get ethan in trouble. he gives them a reassuring nod though as they walk off to help the guy, before turning his attention back to the book he was looking at, âhm.â he picks it up, moving over to check it out and giving himself a bit of an excuse to further steal ethanâs time without the possibility of getting them in trouble. after the gentleman leaves he steps, gently placing the book on the counter, âi think iâll take it. i was looking for something to get me in the mood for the spooky season ahead, i think this is just the ticket for it.â he pauses, clearing his throat a bit, âw-was there something else you wanted to say?â
for: nadine ( @philcscphiesâ ) location: ezraâs place
EZRA
the entire portion of the morning had been spent cleaning his place up as much as he possibly could. the man couldnât remember the last time he felt the motivation to get up from bed and make the place look presentable. he also canât remember the last time he had planned a dinner night with nadine either. in all honesty when he invited her over for dinner at the engagement part he assumed she had only been playing nice because they were in public, never truly expecting a night like tonight to have a possibility of happening. yet here he was, throwing away empty bottles of vodka, rum, washing the dishes he had neglected for a couple of days, and even shaving the scruff off his face. in all honesty, ever since agreeing to dog sit for felicity and taking orion in, he has formed better habits. for one, heâs been getting out of bed more to take him out on walks and he finds himself not slipping the liquor in his coffee as much anymore. âalright, so, when she gets here donât jump on her, okay?â he instructs, looking at orion, âdonât lick her either. i donât think she likes dog licks. you can, however, give her nuzzles with your nose and if youâre good iâll slip you an extra treat tonight. donât tell your mom, okay?â he grinned, giving the dog some scratches behind his ear. after he had given orion the game plan for the evening he let the pup go lay down in the living room, washed his hands, and began to prepare dinner for tonight.Â
(small time skip in which ezra is cooking dinner while watching a baking show on netflix because thatâs one of his guilty pleasures)
âooh! damn it, mark! i knew he wasnât going to win. he just canât seem to get it together under pressure,â ezra says in frustration, shaking his head, stirring the boiling sauce for the pasta he was making. in the oven some cheesy garlic bread is toasting, his place was filled with various scents of spices mixed with the scent of the garlic bread. he wasnât the best of cooks, a fact he knew nadine was well aware of, so for tonight he stuck with a simple chicken parmesan. suddenly he hears the knock, lowering the heat on the stove, ezra makes his way to open the door. the moment his eyes lock with nadineâs he can feel an ache in his chest that he chose to ignore right now, instead offering her a rare warm smile, âiâm glad you could make it.â he steps aside to allow her in, closing the door behind her. âdonât mind the dog, his name is orion, iâm dog sitting for a friend.â he leads the way to the kitchen to stir his sauce a little more, raising the heat again, âthe last addition to our meal is almost done, i just need about five more minutes for both the sauce and the garlic bread. i apologize that the meal isnât more gourmet, you know me.â he chuckled. âplease make yourself at home. thereâs wine if youâd like some, tequila if you need something harder.â he teased, another chuckle escaping him. âbut more importantly,â he gets a bit of sauce on a spoon, lifting up the spoon,âwill you do me a favor and taste this? i feel like itâs missing something...â
bbpierceâ:
     the relief she feels when he refuses to let her go alone is immense .  sheâs silent as grayson speaks ,  staring at her hands and willing the tears burning her eyes to go away .   felicity is used to putting herself in these uncomfortable positions ,  silently smiling her way through it ,  but for grayson to be involved changes things .  part of her hates the fact she canât hide how sheâs feeling from him :  he sees right through her .   â i donât really have much of a choice ,  gray , â  she murmurs ,  eyes still downcast .   â i âŠâŠÂ  i really donât want to go ,  either .  iâm kind of âŠ.  scared ,  almost .  before i left ,  hugo was cold & indifferent ,  but he wasnât unkind . â  felicity believes that ,  at least ,  but itâs not true .   â and now heâs just âŠ.. so angry .  with me .  and i donât know what to do about it . when he called me ,  my friend answered the phone & apparently bruised his ego a bit .  so now heâs accusing me of cheating even though we arenât actually together ,  and he wonât listen to anything i say . i donât know how to fix this .  i wish heâd just sign the stupid papers and divorce me already .  i wish heâd let me go . â  the tears spill over but she quickly dashes them away with the sleeve of her cardigan , frustrated with herself for crying .  â iâm sorry for dragging you into it . â  grayson was free ,  and had been for a long time .  felicity hates herself for pulling him back into the wreckage of her life in chicago ,  especially because sheâs sure this entire thing could have been avoided if she would have made different choices earlier in life .  â god ,  our parents . i havenât spoken to them since âŠ.. â  since they dumped her off at the psych ward ,  but grayson knows that .  â i donât think thereâs anything else ,  really . iâll let mom & dad know what weâre coming . â
GRAYSON
he has to remind himself to calm down from time to time as heâs speaking and processing all of what felicity is telling him right now. âi know.â he sighed. it was hard for him to put himself in her shoes sometimes due to how long he had been away from everything back home, and it had always been easier for him to go against them rather than his sister. listening to her speak about hugo made his skin crawl though, and try as he might, his distaste for felicity;s  husband was not something he could hide. âi canât believe he would have the nerve to actually get upset with you over hanging out with a friend,â he scoffed, shaking his head, âwhat does he expect? for you to be locked away from the world your entire stay here? you said it yourself, you guys arenât really together, right? you owe him nothing, felicity. if anything heâs the one who owes you everything, starting with your freedom.â he sighed again, shaking his head. as she began to cry grayson could feel his heart breaking more, yet at the same time his blood boiled at the sight. it would be a miracle if grayson left chicago without at least breaking hugoâs nose or their fatherâs in all honesty. âhey...â he reaches over to gently wipe her tears again, before pulling her into a big hug, âi donât know how now, but weâre going to make it happen.  somehow. i promise itâs not a lost cause, okay? right now we just have to make sure this weekend goes smoothly and hopefully itâs one step closer to getting him to sign the papers. iâll....play as nice as possible. iâm not making promises, but iâll try.â maybe if he actually played his part things would go better for sister, maybe they were secretly taking out their frustration with him on her, maybe this was all somehow his fault. hearing her mention the last time she spoke to their parents all he could do was nod, âi canât blame you.â he replied, giving another nod when she mentioned sheâd let them know they were coming. âokay. i should probably go pack and let andrej know whatâs happening.â he pauses, giving her another hug, âi love you, felicity. donât apologize for anything, youâre not dragging me into anything, i want to come. i want to be there for you and to make sure they know youâre not alone.â