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@gleamingcrystaltemple
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⟡ ݁₊ Hi there! Welcome to my selfship blog!
ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎ My name's Nellie!
Main info about me:
[He/they>she] Genderfluid, omni, ficto; Minor (bday: November 24th); Russian
-ˋˏ Instantly DNI:
Basic DNI, pro/darkshippers, antiselfshippers, anti oc x canon, right wingers, any aggressor country supporters, Mocha Ray Cookie x Lobster Cookie shippers
Still here? Have a look at more information! ↡
I've moved! Come check my ugly ass intro out: @awesomenelnel
Hey!!! *throws this unfinished art at you gently* I've made a decision to leave selfship community, I am no longer interested in it and it's been making me feel drained and obligated to constantly be active for a while now. I'll create a new account where I'm gon be posting my other selfships and oc x canon stuff, also other art related to my interests and funky shitposts, I've been craving a fresh start or at least something similar to it :3. this blog will remain an archive! I will post as soon as I move.
I still love Mocha Ray btw I will NEVER leave her bllleeehhjhhh
Happy new year yall sending hugs and kisses much love in 2026 :3333
Well, i tried to make a drawing for you, i love your yume so much!! but I hope you like the drawing...
mocha ray cookie loves you, yes!! only you!!
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OH MY GOSH THIS IS SO FRICKING EPIC THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!!! Im completely flattered, your art is pure cuteness, i will treasure it dearly😭😭🩷🩷🩷
ITS MY BIRTHDAY WOOHOO🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊
Celebrating with girlfriend (and respectfully staring into your soul)
Now i have three more Mocha Ray pictures on my wall :3 I dont know what happened to their sizes but thats how my auntie printed them and thanks to her i can have colorful Mocha Ray pictures for free so i dont complain
Oh and the cake. THE CAKEEEEEE I absolutely loved it. Yum yum so good so cute. The day sucked but spending time with her made it better <3
Just so you know, I love seeing you and Mocha Ray together. No other pairing is perfect for her except you.
Mocha Ray loves you and only you. Your loyalty for her is unmatched. 🧡💛
AWWWW Thank you so so so muchhh thousand times for these sweet words anon!! I'm glad you enjoy seeing us together, I love making people happy and I love receiving approval just as much hehehe ^_^
You made my day, really! Thank you once again <333
Here's a little bonus treat because I'm feeling jolly:
Credits to @v0mitmilk ! They drew this as a gift for me a while ago :3
It's been 3 years! Love love love her :D
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So sorry I haven't posted anything, or shown any activity in over a month😭 I had zero motivation and no time, school's gotten a lot harder for me plus I had multiple different fixations (I just got a new one yesterday and it's taking over my mind please help UAGHHg) and these constant feelings of guilt and shame AND many appointments overall I felt stressed most of the time, so anyways here have these weird scribbles of Rayray my beloved wonderful gf I drew during class
I'm still trying to picture in my head how Mocha Ray would look like if she was human....
Eehh
I'm quite late with this post and I apologize, it's kinda hard to make any content while on vacation, but I'm trying my best, sorry.🙏
On July 28th, 2020, Mocha Ray Cookie, aka Mocha, aka Ray, has made their very first appearance in the game during the Secrets of the Lost City update, and thanks to that date, I've had an amazing partner for almost 3 years who I can't imagine myself without.
Over the years they've become so familiar and close to me, to the point where whenever I see them, I automatically (or subconsciously) think: "this is something very dear to me, this is mine and I love it". Ray is truly a big part of my life, they always make my loneliness and negativity go away, they're just like a little ray hehehe ray like manta ray of sunshine in my gloomy life, brightening it and making me happy for no reason.
I want to thank them for every emotion they made me feel and every moment they spent with me. I wish for them to stay just the way they are now, but only a tiny bit more sociable :3
I love you very very much, Mocha, happy birthday.🩷🤎
Quick vacation art thing..... we're leaving in a few hours, for about 2 weeks!!! I'm so excited to go to the beach because Mocha is the first thing that comes to my mind whenever I get to interact with the sea or the ocean🥹
A little further explanation about mine and Ray's relationship, or the so called explanation post
I would constantly trigger myself by watching my double's content, I hoped that my trigger would go away if I saw their content regularly, but it only kept getting worse and worse until I couldn't stand it anymore.
I got so frustrated about my double that I deleted nearly every digital thing about my feelings for Ray and us together, threw all of my significant merch and drawings away and denied, avoided my love for her for about half a year. This is the reason why our relationship date is very approximate, it came from little traces of whatever information was left (I started counting from the day I sent my first non-deleted message mentioning her, I'm pretty sure that was from when I already was in love with her so even that date is not really correct). I convinced myself that my double understood her and loved her more than I do, that they deserved the approval from other fictos and that I looked like a little pest next to them, so I just gave up entirely and sulked.
And only after 6 months of useless avoidance, I realized that nothing could stand in the way of my feelings. I came back to her pretty damn miserable, but I've been so happy ever since.
I still struggle with being impulsive, but I'm trying my best to work on it and not do something as stupid as trying to erase all of my feelings and memories like that again.
Here are the only two pictures of my merch that could sort of work as proof that I could find:
The 1st one was my very first merch of her which I was very excited about, four pins that I ordered at a local photo center. The 2nd one was obviously the most important thing from my collection, it was my engagement ring. I regret throwing all that away like it was nothing, especially the ring, and because of such a dumb reason too. But the good part about it is that the lesson was learned🫡. I'm not gonna order new pins at least yet, though the ring thing will be solved. As soon as I turn my region's minimum marriage age, I'll buy a real wedding ring instead and do our humble little wedding at home :3
To those of you who cared enough to read the two whole posts, thank you so much, I've actually tried hard to type and word all this and your attention means a lot to me. Thanks.🩷 *hugs you platonically*
Sometimes I feel like a nuisance because I joined the yume community pretty recently (6+ months ago on Telegram, 1+ month ago on here) and immediately started collecting merch, drawing myself n Ray together as soon as I joined, but have never done it before that moment.
I've actually been loving her since 2022, except I don't have any proof, but there will be an explanation post for this later.
When I found out about this community, I was too scared to join it, I was afraid of people judging me or making fun of me for my feelings. I didn't know how it all worked, I was very unsure about interacting with other yumes and I also thought that drawing myself with Ray was cringe, so I just stuck to drawing her alone and that was it. The merch part? Well, how to say, the reason was my jealousy. It was concerning. I couldn't stand the thought of someone else having merch of her, drawing her or even liking her platonically (not to mention romantically). I was sort of just gatekeeping her, so I didn't request anything and sat there, upset and angry about everyone and everything. Even back then, after a while, I did realize that I actually had feelings for her, but I kept it a secret and never told anyone about it. I would only joke about it in group chats with my online friends, but never take it seriously. I thought it was twisted and weird to love a fictional character like that and that I needed help...
But I can promise you, I'm nothing like that anymore :'). I enjoy seeing people acknowledge Ray and make art dedicated to her, it's nice to see how others perceive her. She deserves it, she's amazing. There's absolutely nothing wrong with having feelings for a fictional character or having one as your partner, I understood it over time.
I don't want to seem like some annoying, desperate dude who wants to claim the title of Mocha Ray's #1 fan and '100% true real canonical partner' by posting all of their art and merch everywhere they can as proof. I sincerely love her and that's it, there's not that much to it🥹. I don't need those titles to feel valid and neither do I want them. I just want to show my love for her to those who feel the same way about their f/os or simply enjoy seeing my little ways of love-expressing, I'm very thankful for you guys, you are the ones who make me feel like I'm not alone, like I'm a lot more valid.
And to any yume reading this, your f/o loves you, don't doubt it.♡
Tw/cw: light NSFW
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I have no idea how and why I drew this, it just sorta happened, wooo she a 100% manta now!!! Crob ogs probably see the slight reference I made :3