POLYBIUS

Mostly a system blog. Feel free to send us asks!!! Body is 20+

[glitchedevent]

Y'know, we might just turn this into a system art blog mainly, cuz. We need somewhere to share our art !

[glitchedevent]

hello to the newbiee

[glitchedevent]

shitty side effect of mental health: my brain is really set on organizing shit in a specific manner. this means i have multiple blogs for specific things, and i don't use most of them?

so now i'm trying to organize shit out and get rid of some blogs, but i keep freaking out because it all needs to be set up super specifically!

so now i have to figure out. should i keep this blog and just put up art my headmates make on it, or should i keep the blog i specifically made for system art and just turn it into a bit of a system side-blog, or should i keep them split up? we don't post a lot on either of them on their own, so would it be best to just keep one single sideblog i just post to?

how do i reel in this fucking issue? i keep having breakdowns over it because i can't pick or sort it out and there's too many blogs LOL HELP

[glitchedevent]

  fun part of being a system: different headmates prefering different art programs for the different brushes. woo

[leafsea]

permanence // 8.3.2017

[system-of-a-feather]

[valiumvampire]

I feel like there are trauma reactions that we are very hush hush about because we’re afraid of other people judging us.  there are survivors who crave abuse because it is all they know there are survivors who crave getting beat up and called every horrible name there are survivors who age regress there are hypersexual survivors  there are survivors who’s trauma has left them with kinks they are ashamed of there are survivors who fantasize about being raped, about reliving their trauma there are survivors who want their abuser to die, and there are survivors who would die for their abuser trauma reactions can be messy and ugly, because trauma is a messy and ugly thing. this does not mean we support abuse, but rather, our bodies and minds had to adapt and cope.  people respond to trauma differently. we are not Bad Survivors.

[weltenwellen]

Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score

[the-dissociated-bones]

[lovesick-kitty]

my chest hurts thinking about how badly I've messed up my life, how destroyed my brain is, how I'll never be good enough ever again

[thundergrace]

I love "how do you do math?" questions. Here's how my brain does it:

How about you guys?

[postbenry]

still a monster sometimes

[postbenry]

really uh.. really wanna make friends..

[ryebreadgf]

THE GARDEN

[beaniebabyaday]

todays beanie is: frogbaby!

[lab105]

stimboard for benry (:

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Art Credit; memeofthecrop

[flamande]

The Hermitage Museum, St. Petersburg. April 2015.