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I like books and video games and other aesthetically pleasing images. I'm afraid of people and I don't talk much.

[glitchinthecode-blog]

holy fuck i just registered for my BSc Forensic Psychology degree starting Feb 2017 😱

[glitchinthecode-blog]

Me: has at least 30 great ideas for a novel in the shower

Also Me: sits down at my desk and can't even think of a word

[screamsource]

#same

[glitchinthecode-blog]

you ever get scared that stuff you've thought in your head you've actually said out loud?

[glitchinthecode-blog]

ocd: don't question me but I know for a fact that something bad is going to happen aaaaaaaaand I think you know where this is going

me: I can tell you right now that the chances of that happening are literally not even there so....no

ocd: I hear what ur saying

ocd: and I know u mean well

ocd: so hear me out ok

ocd: *deep breath*

ocd: but what if

[glitchinthecode-blog]

OCD

me: I have OCD.

NT: but you aren't, like, obsessively clean and organized!!

me: if I told you about half of my intrusive thoughts and compulsions you would never speak to me again

[glitchinthecode-blog]

Brain: stab your hand

Brain: it'll be funny

Brain: you'll get so much attention

Brain: you'll be in pain like you deserve

Brain: stab your fucking hand

[glitchinthecode-blog]

someone: don't fight your brain, just listen to it. it knows what's best for you.

my brain: FUCKING STAB YOURSELF GO ON DO IT!!

me: yeah how about i don't do that

[glitchinthecode-blog]

art supplies make me happy but they are so expensive

[glitchinthecode-blog]

anyone else with ocd thoughs find themselves really obsessing over one particular worry for about a week before they move on to a completely different one next week?

[glitchinthecode-blog]

i guess i do twitter now, does anyone here? im @corvocode if you’re bored and want to say hi 

[glitchinthecode-blog]

me, the motherfucker with over 50 abandoned works in progress: i have another idea

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[cityhopper2]

Winter evening with purple sky, Bergen,  Norway

photography by cityhopper2

[westeastsouthnorth]

Bergen, Norway

[emmaduerrewatson]

I fear sometimes that people sort of see me a certain way from some of these roles, and I can’t wait for the opportunity to be like, “I’m such a dork!” Really, really. I’m such a dork. I just pretend to be cool.

do you ever just “what the fuck is the point” so hard that you stop everything you’re doing and stare and pretty much wonder why you don’t vanish from existence because the level of done you are should pretty much deconstruct your biological makeup