I've had a little bit too much to drink

Jess/Noaah Composer Pianist

[glittered-tits]

Here

Isn’t the same as being there with her.

I’m not able to feel her skin or hear her breath against my skin.

There’s no staring into her eyes without having a screen in between.

I can’t wipe her tears away or hold her close when she’s hurting.

I’m counting down the days until I see her next and they don’t seem to be moving at all.

I miss her and I love her more than anything or anyone in this world.

But right now; here, is not where I want to be.

[c-grace3]

I slept in my socks last night. It wasn’t particularly cold, I️ just wanted to be covered. A long sleeve shirt, long pants, and socks that overlap didn’t seem enough, so I️ covered myself in three blankets and pulled them all the way up to my nose. I️ wanted to be invisible. I️ didn’t want to be noticed, or loved, or wanted. What I️ wanted was to be left alone. I️ wanted to slip into a hole, or a small crevice and have my body mold perfectly to its shape and left undiscovered. I️ strived to be insignificant. Maybe if I’m small, I️ won’t have such big feelings. Maybe if I️ shrivel, he won’t be able to find me. I’ll be small enough for his big problems to be in the way. I’ll disappear.

“I️ slept in my socks” (an excerpt from “I️ Am Not Her” // chapter ???)

[crying--is--okay]

[crying--is--okay]

[crying--is--okay]

[polarnigh-t]

[lesslyy7]

[thatkidbirri]

[beauty-comes-and-goes]

[sweet-confused-peach]

[mad-worldd-blog]

[wordsnquotes]

i like your body.  i like what it does, i like its hows.

E.E. Cummings, “I Like My Body When It Is With Your Body” (via wordsnquotes)

[cobainsdaily]

Nirvana, 1988

[myburdenalone]

[shiftedperspective7-blog]

Turns out I belong in the dark.

[missblack22]

Accepting that love and happiness just isn’t for me

Via (missblack22)

[glittered-tits]

I can’t believe I have such an AMAZING woman that I can call my girlfriend. I love you, I love you, I love you. I can’t wait to see where life takes us 💕