abt me:
- amab nonbinary (he/him)
- bi / mexican / taken ♥♥♥
- some horrible combination of goth, emo & scene
- YES i am a fan of the genres lmfao
- im aware im cringe i dont need to be told thx
STUFF (particularly stuff i like)
- lexington-samaaaaa ♥♥♥
- LC ♥♥♥
- purple (also full rainbow & black)
- animals (esp ferrets, bunnies & birbs <333)
- nagito komaeda <333 (also kokichi ouma if u scroll my blog for a min ur gonna see em both LMFAOOOO)
- obv oumaeda ♥♥♥
- prob other things? rofl
OTHER STUFF (stuff i dont like to be specific)
- homophobes, racists, all the other wads of ass lmfao
- transphobes are within the top percentile of wads of ass btw
- black butler (non negotiable)
- prob other stuff? idk
[Nagito] So, hypothetically, if Keech were to…try to cause a significant amount of despair…would you remain his servant?
Haha, there's a lot of chatter about Ouma-kun secretly being evil lately - I wonder what insidious thing he's been planning to cause this~?
Whoops - I mean, I'm sure he is definitely evil; it is his talent, after all.
Heh.
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This matter's a bit complicated... One thing I've gotten out of the experience, being near Ouma-kun this entire time, is my understanding of hope and despair are beginning to mutate.
It's really putting things into a different perspective for me - mainly the fact that hope and despair are not complete opposites. They're both highly subjective.
Something that represents despair for you, might be somebody else's hope, you know?
Likewise, that despair could spur you forward - if you didn't have this obstacle, would you have made such tremendous effort? The trial will be difficult, but if your hope is stronger than the despair he causes, shouldn't it be worth the energy burst you'll need to vanquish him?
Ouma-kun's villainy is his hope - it's what he's pressing forward for, it's the reason why he can look toward the future and see a place for himself in it.
Isn't that marvelous? Isn't it inspiring, how many types of hope there are?
Fantastic!
However... Someone can be "good" and never make any progress at all - that does not represent hope to me.
Preservation of the status quo, never making waves, never making any progress toward your hope? That is unacceptable. That is the type of momentum a dead body floating in a river has - following the current, never doing anything at all.
The dead body has no reason to complain about where the river is taking it - to change course, it needs to fight the current.
Nobody fights the current harder than Ouma-kun! He really gets under people's skin, forces them to take action when they don't want to--!
Exceptional!
... I'm saying all this as a dead body, heh.
I was completely inert for a long time, content to just lay there and accomplish nothing at all... The entire reason I belong to Ouma-kun right now was because of his initiative - he claimed me.
In typical dead body fashion, I just accepted where the river-current was taking me, and... Heh.
Realized this is hope for me - this is my place in the future. As pathetic and worthless as it is... Being Ouma-kun's servant is the most purpose I've ever had in my life.
The river-current was leading me to him - I didn't know it at the time... But now I finally have a purpose. There's finally a place in the future for me, and it's... Next to him, as long as he can stand to keep me. Haha.
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To answer your question, heh, I would definitely remain Ouma-kun's servant. Whatever despair he might rustle up is simply a challenge for everyone else to prove their own hope is stronger than his.
If his hope is weaker than theirs, they should be able to make quick work of him, right?
If his hope is stronger than theirs, then... Better luck next time, I guess!
(fyi: i didn't make any of theses, i got them from pinterest. full credit goes out to them! @notroxielol and @charlieeeee_3 on pinterest! and @FogPal on Twitter! :D )
