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A year and a half later

Wow so it's December 9th, 2016 and I'm decided to open the tumblr app. I read some of my old stories and yo that shit was juicy. If any of you even remember me message me and say hey cause you guys were the sweetest people ever and I'm honestly so sorry I left you all hanging. How's everyone doing?!!! What's up! Rebecca

I'm so happy for you! I'm going to miss you so much! I know a lot of people don't but I would love to follow you on Twitter or Instagram:)

I'm so sorry, I don't even know how long it's been since I've been on but I just wanted to let you guys know who still care at all that I am doing really really good. This is the happiest I've been in a while and I know I let you guys down. I'm sorry, but I'm finally not as stressed. And about Instagram/Twitter, they're private and personal. I'm sorry!!

Hello/goodbye

Okay, so I know this is very overdue…

I know I haven’t updated in a long time and I just keep saying I’ll write when I have time, blah blah blah… But I seriously… Don’t have time. I’m happy right now… I’m really really happy with my life and honestly when I have free time I want to spend it with my friends and be able to relax because my life is extremely stressful at the moment. I’m really sorry and I know I’ve let a lot of you guys down who always said I was the only writer that never leaves you guys hanging and now… I am.

The whole magcon boys thing has been out of my life for a while now but I continued to write because I had a lot of free time in the summer, because I love writing and because of you guys but now, I don’t have motivation to do it and also seriously, no time.

I know usually bloggers make these long posts saying how they need a break from it all because their life is really hard and stuff but this isn’t like that… I’m stopping this for now because my life is really good and I want to enjoy it. I’ll still be on here on occasion and during holiday breaks and definitely next summer I will pick up with my writing. You guys just have to understand that I haven’t been this happy in a while and I don’t need another thing to stress me out.

Thank you for all of the constant support because seriously I wouldn’t be here without you. I love you so much ❤️

- Rebecca Xx

I legit love you so much and your probably the best writer on tumblr

OMG this made my morning, thank you so much, love 💗💗

Hope school life and just life in general are going okay!!!!!

Aw thank you!!! ❤️ yeah everything's going okay... Just stressful of course but I'm okay:)

How come you're not posting anymore? Is this a ghost account now 😂

Nooooo not at all! I know you guys are anxious and probably tired of hearing this but I'm so busy with everything going on that its hard for me to find time to write. I'll try really hard... Thank you so much for being patient!!!! Seriously love you guys

Should I unfollow or?

No...?

When do you think you're gonna update!?? I miss you're writing. 😫❤️

Omg I know it's been a while but this weekend I was barely even home, and now it's back to the week. I hate keeping you guys waiting but you know I write whenever I have time. Sorry❤️❤️

when r u posting again!!!!???? it's so good and r u gonna use songs again? like only use them for the chapters that need them to really set the mood :)

Yes I'll will add songs for certain chapters again! And I might be able to update today because I'm home sick

Do you have watt pad

Yea but I don't use it... It's I can only update on tumblr or wattpad and all of my readers are on here! :)

Jack Gilinsky fanfic- “Hate You Love You” CHAPTER 5

All previous parts

About a week and a half had passed since my train wreck of a date with Sammy went down. Even though Jack was the reason Sammy and I weren’t together, and I really disliked Jack, I loved Madison. She was so sweet… the exact type of person I needed. I told her about what happened… but left out the parts about Jack. I told her that Sammy just said he couldn’t be with me. It would’ve been slightly awkward to tell her that he thought Jack liked me.

I was laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. It was about 8pm. I missed Sammy. Even though he said he wanted to stay friends, we hadn’t talked since then. It was obviously awkward and tense between the two of us. My phone started ringing out of nowhere. Of course, I hoped it was Sammy. I looked over at my bedside table where my phone was, to see it was Madison. “Hello?” I answered. “Hey, Liv! Look, I talked to Sammy. I know why he ended things! Come over to Jack’s right now.” She said excitedly. Oh god. “I don’t want to talk about it… in front of Gilinsky and Johnson,” I said, knowing we’d all be hanging out in one big group. “They went to go get food. I’m here alone. Come on,” She said. I sighed and got up. “Okay… I’m walking over now.” I said.

I walked over, and into the Jacks’ house. Madison was in the living room, which was the first room you walked into. She was sitting on the couch, so I sat next to her. “So, I talked to Sammy… he told me. It’s crazy… but he thinks you like Jack!” Madison said. I had to pretend to be shocked. “Whaaaaat?” I asked, trying hard not to laugh. “Well… do you?” She asked. I couldn’t believe she was even asking that question. “No! Oh god, no.” I said. “Well… I don’t know. The way he talked about it made it seem true. I don’t think Sammy jumps to assumptions.” She said. Why did she want me to admit that I liked her boyfriend? I looked at Madison in shock. “You can tell me… I won’t be mad.” She said. My draw dropped. “I don’t like Jack! He’s an asshole!” I said loudly. She looked confused. “Jack? My Jack is an asshole?” She asked. I laughed slightly. “Yes… your Jack is an asshole. Let’s see… the first day I got here, I saw you guys at The Grove, walking together. He checked me out completely, while he was walking with you. Then, I find out he’s my neighbor. And at Justin’s party… he came up behind me and danced with me. I thought it was Sammy, I swear.” I said. Madison’s eyes got watery. “What? There’s no way…” She started to say, when I interrupted her. “oh, here’s the biggest thing. I’m from Ohmaha. I went to high school with Jack. We were lab partners all year, and we were really good friends. He doesn’t recognize me. He doesn’t remember me at all. He graduated, and left everything to come to LA. He completely forgot about me and I was the reason he even passed chem.” I said. Suddenly, Jack came out of the dark kitchen. “What!” He screamed.

“Jack!” Madison squealed. “You’ve been there the whole time? What the fuck is going on?” I asked both him and Madison. “You’re Olivia Johnson…” He said in amazement, stepping towards me. I pushed him away. “What is going on?” I asked. “Well… I told Jack that Sammy thought you liked him. Jack didn’t believe it but I did. So I said I would talk to you about it. But Jack wanted to hear what you had to say. So if I was right he would actually believe me.” Madison said. “Well… you need to work on your trust issues. And sorry, now your girlfriend knows about what you did at the party,” I said, giving Jack a fake smile, and walking towards the door. Jack came running after me. “Olivia! I didn’t just forget about you!” He shouted. “Jack! Come back here! You danced with her at the party?” Madison was squealing from the living room. Jack looked back and forth between the two of us. And suddenly, he took a step towards me and followed me outside. I stopped on the front porch and turned towards him. “Jack! I don’t want to talk about this. Go back in there and fix things with your girlfriend.” I said. He looked at me firmly with those big brown eyes. “I can’t believe it… it’s you. Olivia…” He whispered. “Jack!” I screamed. Right then, Madison came running past us. “Mads, wait!” Jack screamed. “No Jack. Fuck you! Liv was right… you are an asshole.” She said, before walking down the street. “Where is she going…?” I asked. “She doesn’t live that far… she’ll just walk home.” Jack said. “Go after her! Don’t just let your girlfriend leave like that…” I said. “It’s whatever. She’ll come running back tomorrow.” Jack said, shrugging his shoulders. I looked at him in disgust. “LA really has changed you…” I mumbled, starting to walk back towards my house, when he grabbed my shoulder, spinning me around. “Olivia.” He said. “I go by Liv now.” I said, firmly. He rolled his eyes but cracked a smile. “Well, you still have the same annoying attitude.” He said. I tried so hard not to smile back.

“Don’t make me laugh, I hate you.” I said. Jack chuckled. “Can we seriously just talk?” He asked. “No. Jack… you don’t understand. I liked you. I really liked you. Then you just left like that! So I got over you. But then I move out here, hoping for a new start and you are my fucking neighbor. I really liked Sammy… but he ended things. Because he thought I still liked you. There is no way in hell I still have feelings for you.” I said. Jack raised his eyebrows. “You liked me?” He asked. “Yes!” I said. He groaned. “I was gonna ask you to come with me to my senior prom. But I chickened out. Then I graduated and left… but I was still hung up on you for like 2 months.” He said. I looked down. “Well… it’s too late now.” I said. “No shit, Olivia.” He said harshly. I looked up at him and rolled my eyes. “Sammy recognized me. I didn’t even know him! Sammy recognized me as ‘that junior that Gilinsky liked.’ And you didn’t even recognize the girl that you liked. Unbelievable.” I said. “In my defense, you grew your hair out longer… and I’ve seen so many girls in the past year… all the fans and everything.” Jack said. I looked at him and rolled my eyes again. I laughed. “Whatever. I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.” I said, turning around and walking back to my house. This time, he didn’t yell, or didn’t come running after me. He finally just let me walk away. Jack stood there on his front porch, in complete shock.

a/n: I TOLD you guys some serious drama was about to go down. I really like this part... please send me feedback!!!! Enjoy and have a good week <3

OMG GREAT CHAPTER😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 do you have Instagram or Twitter I can follow you on?:))❤️❤️

Thanks!!!! And sorry, they're personal :(

Yayayay you updated!! Is there going going to be any juicy drama come up in the next few chapters :))❤️❤️ great chapter btw

Thank you!!!! And of course there is drama coming up 😏

Your update was amazing!!!😍😍🔥 three questions 1) do you plan on any drama coming up in the next few chapters?:)) 2) when do you think you will update next?😍 3) haha how is everything with that F boy I hope everything is well😂💖💖 sorry if those questions sounded noisy but anyway great chapter it was amazing as always 😍💝💝

1. Of course there will be drama coming!2. I might possibly be able to update today!3. Aw you remembered. But I still have feelings for him because the possibility of him is stuck in my head. I'm a lot better than I was 2 weeks ago though. I couldn't stop thinking about him and now it's easier. Everyone still says I should bring him to my schools' homecoming but I don't think I could do that. (I'm too shy)But anyways, thanks so much for the love 💗

Jack Gilinsky fanfic- “Hate You Love You” CHAPTER 4

all previous parts

A few days had passed since the party. I was still in complete shock that 1, Sammy recognized me, 2, that Jack danced with me, and that 3, I told Sammy I kind of liked him. I did—that was no lie. But in the past, I held everything in. I don’t know what I was thinking, to just blurt that out. Sam hadn’t talked to me since. I’m sure I made things awkward. I was mad at myself… I actually kind of saw myself with Sammy.

I decided to go around down town Los Angeles today, and have some “alone” time. I ended up going on a major shopping spree. I got back to my grandparents house with bags in both my hands. There was a car in the driveway, but I figured it was just one of their friends or something. I walked inside, and sitting in the living room, was Sammy, talking to my grandma. I dropped my bags at the front door and walked slowly towards them. When he saw me, he stood up. He smiled and hugged me. “What are you doing here…” I said slowly. “I came to see you…” He whispered. My grandma excused herself to the other room, leaving just the two of us. I gave him a confused look. “Seriously, why are you here?” I asked, trying my hardest not to sound like a complete bitch. “Liv.” Sammy said, getting my attention, since I was looking anywhere, but his eyes. I looked up at him. “I wanted to know if you want to go to dinner with me. Tonight…” He said softly. I looked at my phone… it was already 5:30. I couldn’t say no to those eyes though. “So… right now?” I asked, cracking a smile. “Yeah,” He said. “Let me go change,” I said, running up the stairs. I changed into a navy blue sun dress and white converse. A few minutes later, I ran back down the stairs.

Sammy and I walked outside to the driveway, where his car was. We got in, and immediately, I turned to face him. “You never called. You never texted. You never did anything. You made me feel like an idiot after I told you I liked you…” I said. Sammy sighed and threw his head back. “I know. I had to sort some things out… But I like you. The reason I freaked out at the party was because I thought you were drunk and were just saying you liked me… because, I don’t know…” Sammy rambled on. I smiled. “No, I wasn’t drunk. I do like you. But I was freaking out when you didn’t say anything after that!” I said. Sammy laughed and grabbed my hand. “Well, don’t worry,” he said smoothly. “So where are we going?” I asked. “Well… Char told me you’ve never been to the Pacific.” He said. “What! Yes I have… I visited California last year,” I said. “It’s not the same. Now, the pacific is your home,” Sammy said. I laughed as we started driving down out of the hills, and heading west.

Sammy and I ended up talking the whole ride there. After about an hour, we arrived at Venice Beach. He parked at some snack-shack sort of thing. “So… I know this isn’t super fancy but this place has the best fried food in the whole area. And I wanted to be able to sit on the beach and watch the sunset… cause the food is carry-out.” He said nervously. I laughed. “Sammy, it’s fine, stop worrying so much!” I said. He smiled and went in to order for us. After we got our food, we walked to the beach which was only a few steps away from the food place. We sat down on the sand, and he handed me a box of chicken tenders. “They’re so good, I promise.” He said. We both ate, and watched the ocean as the waves continuously crashed. Finally, the sun was starting to set.

We told stories about high school, since we both went to the same school. It was so funny that even though we went to the same high school, we knew absolutely nothing about each other. It got quiet for a few seconds. I looked in front of me at the amazing view of the sun. “Oh yeah… so the night after the party, Gilinsky, Johnson, and my bro Nate, we were all hanging out and we ended up talking about you.” Sammy said. My eyes widened. “You told them?!” I almost screamed. “No… but G was saying that you were totally hot, and that if it wasn’t for Madison, he would ‘hit.’” Sammy said. My jaw dropped, but I couldn’t help but smile. “Woah,” I said quietly. “Yeah… It was kind of awkward. They kept asking why I didn’t take you home after the party,” Sam said. Why was he telling me this stuff? I couldn’t help but keep thinking about Jack calling me hot. I looked down and tried hard to wipe the smile off my face. It was silent, except for the waves crashing. “Liv?” Sam asked. “Yeah?” I said, looking up. “You aren’t over him, are you?” He asked. “What? It… it’s been more than a year.” I said. “I didn’t even say a name and you knew who I was talking about…” He said quietly. “Sam…” I said, but he interrupted me. “Liv. I like you, but I see the way you are with Jack. I saw the way you kept smiling when I told you he thought you were hot. Come on.” He said. I widened my eyes. I couldn’t believe what he was saying. “Sam… I hate Jack. He’s an asshole…” I said. “Nice guys always finish last…” Sam said, chuckling and shaking his head. “Sammy, I don’t like Jack!” I said. “I know I don’t know you very well… but I can tell. Seeing him for the first time in a year obviously brought everything back for you.” He said. I sighed. I couldn’t find any words to say. “I’m not gonna be mad at you. You’re a really cool girl. I mean… I like you… but we can still stay friends. If you want.” Sammy said. I looked at him in confusion. “But I like you too…” I started to say. “I don’t know about you… but I want something real. You still have feelings for one of my best friends. That’s not a ‘real relationship’ to me.” Sam said. I sighed. “Can you just take me home?” I asked. Sammy stood up and held his hand out to help me stand up. He was such a sweet guy…

The car ride home was much more quiet than on the way there. He got to my house, and walked me to the door. He hugged my awkwardly. “I’m sorry…” I said. He looked down and shrugged his shoulders. “See ya,” He said as I walked inside. I couldn’t believe I let Jack get in between Sammy and I. I really liked him… but what he said wasn’t completely wrong. I shouldn’t have, but for some reason, I did get excited when he said Jack called me hot. What was I getting myself into…?

a/n: so what do you think?! No more Sammy and Liv? What do you think is going to happen about the Jack thing? Send me feedback!!!!!!

PLEZ UPDATE I MISS YOU

OMG so I was writing the new chapter and my laptop must've crashed or something cause I went back to work on it tonight and it was gone... I'm so mad cause I wrote kinda a lot:( so i have to find time to rewrite it all

Hi:) I love all your writing, like I literally have read most of the stuff you post. Is there any chance that you know when part 3 of the epilogue of "it was always you" is gonna be out?

I'm so sorry! It's been up, I just forgot to add it to the master list! Here it is:http://glittertac0.tumblr.com/post/127585795402/cameron-dallasjack-g-fanfic-it-was-always-you Enjoy! 😊

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