🍄Forest Of Thoughts And Feelings🍄

🪴She/They🪴 24

[bpderanged]

Swinging violently between wanting to cry, kill myself, or beat the shit out of someone.

[ophelieaesque]

bpd is realizing halfway through the breakdown that it’s not even about them, it’s about everybody else who ever left.

[thatgirlthatloveskuromiandcows]

just one time i want to be that important to a person like they're to me. pls

[ophelieaesque]

i love you / i hate you / please come back / don’t ever talk to me again / are you thinking of me / i miss you / i’m fine / i’m not fine.

[borderlyx]

I swear, I don’t fucking care

(I care a lot, I’m just pretending I don’t so I feel better than if I did)

[borderlyx]

I feel completely disconnected from everyone.

I pretend, and I do it well: nobody notices that I’m dying inside.

But it’s suffocating, it’s a terrible feeling, and I realize that maybe isolating myself from everyone for a while is the best thing to do.

Because if being with others used to be a pleasure, now it’s becoming somewhat of an agony.

And I don’t want to do anything but disappear and die.

I feel terribly alone.

[gloom-bugg]

I miss my fucking dad man, I hate feeling so alone. I have literally no one, I have no where to go if I wanna escape, if I wanted to leave I’d have no where to go, I don’t want to leave but I want and need you to understand and feel how I’m feeling. I don’t feel like myself I’ve never been clingy or controlling but I feel like I’m losing my mind, I can’t even sleep because you’re not in the bed with me what the fuck is wrong with me, I haven’t stoped crying since you opened the door but I can’t ask you to come home because then I’m her and I don’t wanna be her I want you to have fun but at the same time I want you to be here I want you to put me first and I know that’s selfish, you said half one but we’ll see, we’ll see how many hours of sleep I do my 12 hour shift on but oh well I’m just 24

[gloom-bugg]

Your mental health: really bad

Me: making up lies to work or just straight up leaving

My mental health: really bad

You: yeah but I really wanna go out *leaves*

[gloom-bugg]

I honestly just love going and sitting by the water, I do however always end up covered in pigeons 🐦🐦‍⬛🦢

[gloom-bugg]

I love my job so much it’s so rewarding and I genuinely feel like I make a difference in the lives of the people I care for and their families but it can be so mentally and physically draining and it takes up so much of my time, I wish I had more time to spend outdoors, spend time with my partner or my hobbies or even just time to work on myself but on my days off I’m just so tired and I need to recharge. Some days a regular boring 9-5 seems very appealing but ah well ✨🪴

[happyheidi]

She’s not in her villain era she’s in her Lilith era. Sacred, sexual, sovereign and unapologetic.

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Lilith didn’t obey. Medusa didn’t weep. Aphrodite didn’t crave.

Why should you?

via witch.and.bones

[gloom-bugg]

🌿Spent Beltane out with my love in the sun enjoying the sights and sounds🪻

[gloom-bugg]

🍂Hemlock my ghost mantis 🍂

[longingforrotkehlchen]

What I like the most about these photos is that I got to spend some time with the kingfisher.

Eisvogel ♂️ (kingfisher) im Büsnauer Wiesental, Vaihingen.

[positivityinthevibration]

The Witch of the forest

[sapphic-nature-witch]

✨️🫙✨️Spells✨️🫙✨️

[paganblackpanthermagickal1]