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# . . . ROYAL or whatvr !!
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Hi! Could I know who/what I can request on here?
hello! thank you for asking! i’m able to write a multitude of things! different genres, different fandoms, different kinks, etc. if you’re interested in anything in particular, you’ll be able to find what fandoms i’m in in my abt me and choose from those! and in regard to nsfw you’ll also find the things i don’t write for; everything else is on the table. hope this helped! ♥︎
dude the birthday boy one is my favorite 😵💫idk what to say other then that lol
haha thank you! you putting in the thought into taking a second to tell me you liked it is enough for me! :)
hello there!!
ive been stalking through your blog the past few hours 😃😃 and I just wanted to pop by and say that your writing is PHENOMENAL I love the way you portray so many different types of readers in terms of positions
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your smut is literally so good, but so is your pacing and plot???? I loved that naoya fic so much and I feel like you really are absolutely stellar with your ability to execute both porn and plot so well I really have discovered an absolute masterpiece author
please could you tag me on any and all of your future works. I’m dedicating myself to becoming one of your biggest fans 🌝🌝 you are amazing
will do! thank you so much for all your kind words! ♥︎ I’m so glad everyone loved my naoya fic because i’ll be so honest with you, i was contemplating deleting the entire thing and scraping it when i was writing it since it didn’t meet my original vision. so i’m glad i decided to post it and it reached so many people! i’ll make sure to tag you in everything i post from here on.
May I request a fic about a side piece/boy toy that's absolutely obsessed with you? 🤤 Any details or direction this goes in you decide?
enter— your sidepiece !!
status: edited + proofread
synopsis: ^^
word count: 3k
cw: porn with no plot, AMAB reader, AMAB char, top reader, sub character, sexting, infidelity / cheating, bodywriting, slight marking, possessiveness, obsessiveness, semi-public sex, unprotected sex, multiple rounds, riding, creampie
note: thank you so much for your request! hope you enjoy! ♥︎
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your sidepiece who first caught your eye at a party—half-drunk, pressed close in a crowded room. bodies stacked so tight you can feel the sweat sticking your shirt to your back, the music rumbling through your ribs. you notice him by the bar, laughter slurring around the rim of his glass, and it’s not the kind of laughter that comes from being happy—it’s desperate, sharp, a little too eager. he keeps glancing your way, something hungry in his eyes, like he’s just waiting for any excuse. you meet him halfway, close enough that the heat of him carries over between your skin, close enough to smell the cheap liquor on his breath and the sickly sweet cologne clinging to the crook of his neck. his hand finds your wrist, thumb sweeping over your pulse, not shy at all about letting his touch linger, and you lean in—pretending you’re saying something funny, but really you just want to see if he’ll flinch. he doesn’t. he laughs, too loud at your jokes, head tipping back as his hair brushes your cheek. when you finally drag him into the hallway, his back hits the wall and he just looks at you—wide-eyed, lips parted, tongue wetting his lower lip. you both know what you want. you both know it’s wrong. but you’re close enough now that you can feel his heart pounding through his shirt and taste the anticipation on his breath, and by the time you’ve come to reality, you’ve earned yourself a new body and about a hundred or so messages in your inbox.
your sidepiece who’s always blowing up your phone, like he can’t breathe unless you’re paying attention to him. you couldn’t shake this guy after a drunken one-night stand you frankly regret: messages, videos, his need for you on display in every voice memo—your name slipping from his lips, shaky and soft, voice going thin and breathless at the end of every sentence. you don’t answer right away. you let him stew, thought he’d give up once the effects of the alchohol wore off just to see how long it takes. except he never does and only starts sending you new pictures since the last ones weren’t to your liking—him sprawled out on his bed, hand between his thighs, eyes glassy and desperate. there’s a hunger in him that never really cools off, always simmering beneath the surface.
your sidepiece who’s figured out your schedule better than you have, always timing his filthiest messages for that exact moment when you’re at your lowest—when the night is too quiet, when you’re stuck on the late shift, or when you’re stuck at home with nothing but time to kill. it freaks you the fuck out. he gets off on the idea of you seeing his name on your screen in the middle of a crowd—wants to know if you blush, if you shift your weight or bite your lip, if you duck your head and open the message anyway. he wants you to feel it in your chest, wants to crawl through the phone and get under your skin, wants you thinking about him every time your phone buzzes.
your sidepiece who keeps your fap material coming: got an entire hidden folder on his phone, just for you—hundreds of selfies, blurry nudes, little videos where he’s sprawled out and sweaty, voice cracking as he begs for you under his breath. every file labeled with the date, location, the angle, the toy, the dumb little thing he tried just for you. he sends you new content every hour—shaky close-ups of his hole, your name smeared across his inner thigh, his tongue licking it clean, his voice gone hoarse as he begs you to watch him come apart. because somehow he knows whether or not you watched it to the end. he wants you to see him at his absolute worst: narrating every act, every mess, every time he falls to pieces just for you, even when he’s too sore to keep going and his body is practically begging him to stop shoving miscellaneous objects up all of his orifices. he wants to be the first thing you think of when you wake up, the last thing you see before you sleep, even who you imagine when you're buried in another bitch’s cunt. if you don’t reply, he keeps pushing himself to new heights: edging, making himself cum over and over untill he is shooting blanks, just so he can send you the aftermath, proof of how wrecked you make him. he’s willing to make a mess of himself if it means you’ll watch, and you can’t look away. if it means you’ll tell him he’s good for you, the best for you, even if it’s from the other side of a screen.
your sidepiece who fills your phone with so many filthy audios and videos you’ve started keeping your ringer on silent out of habit. that’s your life now. he doesn’t care who might see or hear—sometimes it’s your name on his lips while he fucks himself open, other times it’s shaky footage of him bouncing on a dildo that’s just a little too big, face flushed and eyes rolling back, breath coming out in broken gasps as he begs for you to come ruin him for real. his voice is always a little desperate—panting, pleading, sometimes almost crying, the slap of skin and the slick, wet noise of lube loud through your headphones. you listen sometimes in public, thumb pressed down over your jeans, pretending you’re not getting hard just from hearing him sob your name.
your sidepiece who can’t stop checking his phone, pulse jumping each time your name appears. even when you don’t reply, some short-lived attempt at silent treatment, he keeps sending, hungry for any scrap of your attention. his persistence always wears you down.
your sidepiece who scrawls your name across his skin in thick black marker—down the inside of his thigh, looping over the ridges of his ribs, coiling above his heart, even trailing along the length of his cock. he sends you photos, cock hard and leaking in every shot, his hand wrapped tight around the base like he needs you to see how much it aches. every caption is the same—‘yours’ scratched out, in messy streaks. your name written big and bold above his twitching cock, his fist working himself tantilizingly slow until he’s gasping, moaning your name, eyes squeezed shut as he cums hard—cum streaking all over your name, smearing it into his skin.
your sidepiece who keeps flooding your messages until you finally toss him a compliment or a command—“show me how you fuck yourself for me,” or “touch yourself and say my name.” he’ll drop everything if you will it. he spreads his legs for the camera, fingers or whatever is closest working him open, voice raw as he begs for you to come use him for real. sometimes he comes untouched just from hearing your voice, sending you the proof.
your sidepiece who starts showing up wherever you are, like it’s just a coincidence. work, your favorite bar, even the grocery store—he’s there, waiting, always wearing something he hopes you’ll notice. sometimes there’s nothing under his jeans but skin and want, sometimes it’s a plug or a toy tucked away, just for you. he wants you to see, wants you to pull him aside and check—maybe in the back hallway, maybe up against the bathroom sink. if you don’t get the hint, he’ll text you from across the room, telling you exactly what he’s wearing, how bad he needs you, hoping you’ll finally give in and put your hands on him where everyone could see if they looked.
your sidepiece who shows up at your door under the guise of “hanging out” with the sole purpose of sneaking off and jerking himself off in your bed, leaving a wet spot on the sheets so you’ll be reminded of him next time your under the covers. he touches everything—rummaging through your drawers, nosing into the pockets of your jackets, burying his face in your pillow and breathing deep like he’s trying to huff the scent of you. sometimes he leaves his underwear tangled up with yours, or tucks a shirt you wore under his pillow just to keep the smell close. hints he leaves for your partner that never click. he needs to mark your space as his to make sure you never forget. often you wake up to find your things moved, a hoodie gone, a new scent lingering on your sheets, and you know exactly who did it—even if you pretend you don’t.
your sidepiece, who gets even needier when you finally meet together, your partner gone for the weekend, he’s clutching your jacket, face buried in your neck, grinding against you and soaking through his little shorts as soon as you get through the entryway. you grab his hair, tilt his head, bite his throat and mark him up. your nails scrape down his chest, pinching until he yelps, while you grind your cock against his thigh so he feels every inch. he whines and begs, and pleads untill his mouth goes dry.
your sidepiece who fumbles with your clothes, hands shaking so bad he can barely get your belt undone, need written in the way he keeps glancing up at you for permission. his cheeks are red, his body shivering, cock leaking against his stomach as you push him back just to get a better look. he wraps his legs around your waist, grinding up against you, mumbling about how empty he feels, how long he’s needed this. you carry him to bed, toss him down, pin his wrists above his head, and kiss and bite your way down his body—leaving marks everywhere you go, making sure he feels every second of it. he arches up, whimpering, rutting for friction, begging for your mouth, your hands, your cock—anything you’ll give, anything to make his achey insides stop hurting.
your sidepiece who falls apart under your hands, every rough grab and gentle stroke winding him tighter and tighter until he’s shivering with need. your knuckles drag up his thighs, feeling the soft hair and the way his muscles jump under your touch. your mouth lingers at the head of his cock, tongue flicking over the slit just to tease him, watching his stomach clench and his hands fist in the sheets. you take your time, palming him through his underwear, soaked fabric highlighting the imprint of his hard cock straining against it, until he’s bucking up and whimpering, begging you for more when the teasing gets to more than he can take. when you finally shove his underwear down, you do it slow, peeling it off his skin, letting the cool air hit him as you spread him wide, gripping his thighs so he can’t close them, just to see how ruined you can make him. you lean in, nose brushing the crease of his thigh, breathing him in, letting him feel every second of your stare before you do anything more. that alone has him thrumming with excitement.
your sidepiece who finally feels you inside him, thrust in fully to the root. his pre-loosened passage took it smoothly, though your thick cock remained a challenge. every inch stretching him open, making him sob your name like he’s never felt anything so good or so sharp. he’s always so, so sensitive from his relentless tormenting of his ass. his nails rake your back, dragging angry red lines you’ll feel in the shower tomorrow, as you bottom out and hold him there, just to hear the way he gasps. you set a rhythm that’s more mean than merciful—hips snapping, the slap of skin loud in the room, every thrust wringing out broken moans, his voice gone hoarse from begging. you pin him down, one hand in his hair, the other digging into his hip, holding him in place even when he tries to squirm away from the overstimulation. he begs you not to stop, not to slow down, tears streaking his cheeks as you keep going, fucking him through one orgasm after another until he’s limp and spent underneath you.
your sidepiece who can’t get enough when you’re together—honestly, you go at it like rabbits, barely giving each other time to breathe between rounds. a constant back and forth, never satisfied, always begging for more, he pushes back onto your cock, greedy for every inch, until both your bodies ache and your voices are wrecked from all the noise. he rides you hard, grinding down until you’re buried to the hilt, pummeling his prostate as his ass slaps rhythmically against your thighs, cock bouncing as he fucks himself on you, desperate to get off again and again with the time he has. other times, he collapses on the sheets, gone limp under you, letting you do as you please as he’s sobbing and drooling, your cum and his mixing and dripping out of him, making a sticky mess that stains the bed for days that you simply can’t explain. you barely slow down, barely recover, before you’re at each other again—fucking until you’re both raw and spent. he begs to be filmed, to be left ruined and leaking, so he can show you the aftermath—cum smeared on his thighs, leaking from his hole, rubbing it in so he smells properly like you.
your sidepiece who’s left absolutely wrecked—body limp, voice nothing but a croak, skin flushed and stickier than you thought possible, thighs streaked with both your cum and his, your handprints and teeth marks standing out bright against his skin. he’s ruined: hair wild and damp, matted to his forehead, eyes half-lidded and watery, cheeks blotched with tears and heat. his lips are swollen and glossy with spit, chest stuttering with every shallow breath, muscles twitching even after you’re done. his ass is swollen and red, hole puffy and gaping, streaked with cream, thighs trembling from the aftershocks. you pull out slow, watching your cum drip out and then pushing it back in with your fingers, smearing it over his entrance and down his thighs, rubbing it in just as he’d done before. you don’t let him recuperate. surely he had more in him than that since he’s being throwing himself at you like some cock drunk whore. you won’t let any of it go to waste. you cup his face, bringing your cock heavy against his cheek, tapping your tip against his ruddy lips until he opens and closes, swallowing you whole and sucking you clean. when you finally crumple beside him, you drag him close, tuck your face into his hair, both of you shaking from the aftershocks. even then, you can’t help yourself—groping him, stroking his cock lazy and slow, keeping him half-hard and whining, promising you’re not done yet—maybe rolling him over and starting again, fucking him slow and deep just to hear him begging you for another load. even after you leave, he’s shameless, sending you more pictures and videos, always desperate for another fix, fingers digging into himself as he chases the feeling of being fucked raw by you, wanting to do it all over again the next chance he gets.
your sidepiece who obeys every command, every beck and whim you have—except for that one thing. he keeps testing your rule: you will never kiss him. no matter how desperate he gets, how many times he tries to pull a fast one and tug you down to his lips, you always turn away. you tell him his mouth is better used elsewhere. he gets your body, your cock, never your mouth—a chaste kiss—a line you both know not to cross. but when you’re asleep, tangled in the sheets, he steals what you won’t give—soft, lingering kisses to your mouth, jaw, throat, tasting what you won’t give him. and don’t forget commemorative pictures he keeps for himself.
your sidepiece who knows you’ll never leave your partner for him. he hates that. but he can’t stay away—you’re impossible to resist. the colder you are, the more he aches for you, chasing every scrap of attention you give. maybe one day he’ll muster the courage to send one of his sex tapes to your partner, maybe not. maybe this will just remain a little secret between you two.
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yeah so i just explained what bussy meant to my entire extended family. idk how we got here but we did and now they are using the word for evil. i mean ig i’m the right person to ask but istg im so ending it
i just burnt the living FUCK out of my mouth and finger because of the jelly inside of a microwaved uncrustable; unwell
Can you write about Naoya and a top male reader who’s a lot bigger than him? Who’s also obsessed with with forced feminizing Naoya as he worships him. Think a breeding think.
enter— naoya zenin !!
status: edited + not proofread (ts too long)
synopsis: the domestication of naoya zenin.
word count: 7k
cw: porn WITH plot, naoya lives AU, AMAB reader, top!reader, brat tamer!reader, muscular reader, implied widow reader, sub!naoya, brat!naoya, face-slapping, dubious consent, forced feminization, anal fingering, loss of anal virginity, belly bulge, breeding kink, mating press, creampie, lowk fluffy at the end
note: anon, i might owe you an apology because i wrote this in a sweaty stupor and might not have achieved what you are looking for. 🙂↕️ i put pen to paper and shit just flew out. either way, i hope you enjoy my word vomit. ♥︎
you wake before dawn, as always, expecting a quiet morning and the familiar routine of tending your fields. but as you cross the furrows, boots squelching in the dew-soaked earth, you spot something unnatural among the neat rows of young rice. something that shouldn’t be there.
it’s a man, sprawled face-down in the mud, his once-white shirt ruined, fabric torn and soaked through with dark streaks of blood. his fingers dig into the earth, nails cracked and black with dirt, one arm trembling as he tries to pull himself forward. up close, the details are almost too much to take in: blood streaks his scalp, matting down hair that might once have been glossy and proud; dirt cakes his skin in thick layers, hiding bruises that blossom purple and yellow beneath. the left half of his face is a ruined landscape, swollen and filthy, the flesh puckered around a ragged, blood-crusted scar where his eye should be. even in collapse, there’s a harshness in his posture, a stubborn refusal to be helpless, his shoulders squared, jaw set, as if he could hold himself together through sheer will, even as his body betrays him and sinks deeper into the mud.
he blinks up at you with his right eye, the blue cutting through the grime, sharp even now—a glower composed of pain, pride, and something on the verge of breaking. his jaw works as if he wants to speak, but only a guttural sound comes out, a wordless growl, more animal than human. he tries to push himself upright, muscles trembling violently, but his body is a mutinous, aching cage; his arms buckle, and he sags back, breath rattling. the stubbornness flickers in the hollow of his cheeks, in the way his good eye refuses to look away from yours, even as defeat and humiliation threaten to swallow him whole. everything about this encounter is wrong, as if fate itself is pressing him into the mud to see how much he can withstand before he cracks, testing the limits of his pride and endurance, and finding them wanting.
you don’t know who he is, not yet. all you see is a man on death’s doorstep, and that is enough to set your course. you kneel beside him, the mud soaking through your trousers, and try to lift him. he’s heavier than you expect—solid muscle gone slack with exhaustion, but every inch of him tense with resistance. as you haul him over your shoulder, mud and blood smear across your chest, the iron tang sharp in your nose. he stiffens at the contact, a shudder running through his battered frame, but the fight is out of him; he’s too weak to protest, his dignity stripped away with every step you take toward the farmhouse. each footfall is awkward, your arms straining to keep him balanced, but you grit your teeth, determined not to let him fall again.
inside, you lay him out on the old wooden table, its surface a graveyard of knife scars and water rings, stained darker in places by years of spilled broth and medicine. the smell of camphor and old rice straw lingers in the air, mixed with the sharper tang of sweat and blood. the light is dim, a single bulb humming overhead, flickering every so often as moths batter themselves against the glass. you work quickly, setting out your supplies: boiled water in a chipped metal basin, bandages torn from old petticoats, the blunt needles of your grandmother’s sewing kit, and a battered tin of ointment that smells of herbs and whiskey. each tool is familiar, but tonight their weight feels different, heavier somehow, when pressed into service for a stranger who looks more corpse than man. you hope it doesn’t bite you in the ass later.
naoya’s breaths are shallow and furious as you clean the mud from his face, each exhale hot and sharp with indignation and pain. the mud is caked into every crease of his skin, clinging stubbornly even as you work at it with careful, practiced motions. you wince at the carnage where his left eye should be—a gaping, angry wound rimmed with infection, the flesh puckered and raw. your hands are steady, practiced from years of mending broken things—fences, animals, yourself—but there is a tremor in your chest as you peel away the filthy bandage, the stench of rot and blood filling the cramped kitchen. he flinches, jaw clenched so tight the muscles jump beneath your fingers, as you douse the wound in water, scrubbing gently to clear away the worst of the grime, then stitch it closed with thread that smells faintly of mothballs and old perfume. the needle bites deep, drawing fresh blood, and you murmur apologies which he doesn’t bat his one eye at, your voice low and soothing even as he trembles with humiliation and agony. he doesn’t bother to tell you how he got like this, and you didn’t bother to ask.
he is silent, but every muscle in his body is coiled, vibrating with humiliation and resentment from just hours before, reduced to this. the heir of the zenin clan, reduced to a broken animal on your kitchen table, enduring the indignity of your care. even your touch—a farmer’s touch, practical and impersonal—is a reminder of how much he’s lost. when you finish, he’s slick with sweat, his jaw locked tight, but the bleeding has stopped. resentment lingers on his face, mingling with exhaustion and the dull, animal pain of survival.
you patch up the rest of his wounds—bruised ribs, a split lip, cuts up and down his arms. he smells of smoke and death, blood and something unfamiliar, like foreign incense. you dab ointment onto his cuts with a rag that still holds the faint scent of lavender from its past life as a woman’s handkerchief. each touch makes him tense, a silent fury in his jaw. naoya zenin, heir to a clan that worshipped power and perfection, is reduced to this: stitched up in a peasant’s kitchen, the legacy of his name meaningless among the mismatched, hand-me-down supplies. he’s used to crisp uniforms, servants who bowed their heads and never made him wait, the quiet terror his name commanded in every room. here, nothing is as it was—no sliding doors or lacquered floors, no disciplined silence, just the chirr of cicadas and the soft thud of your boots on the packed earth. the indignity festers in him with every ointment dab, every reminder that he is no longer feared. you realize with a chill that whatever happened to him was no accident, and that the prideful, bitter man before you is clinging to shards of a shattered legacy.
he sleeps for hours, barely stirring even as you check on him. only when the sun is high and the air thick with the scent of turned earth does he finally open his eye and fix you with a look that’s both wary and arrogant.
"name’s naoya. naoya zenin," he says, as if that name alone could part the clouds and command obedience. there’s a glitter of self-satisfaction in his eye—he’s certain you’ll recognize the name, that you’ll be grateful just to be in his presence. the bratty lilt in his voice is unmistakable, expecting you to flinch or bow for some reason. unfortunately for him, you don’t.
he waits for recognition, some flicker of awe, or fear, or the deference he’s been fed since childhood, but you don’t give him the satisfaction. you only nod and offer him a chipped bowl of rice and a cup of lukewarm water. his frown deepens, a shadow crossing his face as the realization settles in: here, his name means nothing, and his old tricks fall flat. the silence is thick and suffocating, filled with things neither of you will say. he expects reverence, or at least curiosity, but receives only the blank patience of someone who has long ago learned how to outlast storms. he blinks at you.
"eat or starve. it makes no difference to me." you turn away, your back a silent rebuke. he glares, but when he finally picks up the food, his hands shake. the sound of his eating is small, almost animal—half-starved, half-defiant. you tend to your chores.
it’s only later, when you catch the whispers in town and see the headlines at the corner store—zenin clan massacred, no survivors found—that you realize who’s sleeping under your roof. the last scion of an esteemed clan, broken and half-blind, clinging to life in your room. that night, you keep an eye on his as he sleeps, curled on his side with a thin blanket pulled tight around his shoulders, shivering even in the stuffy dark.
days blend into weeks as you settle into an uneasy routine, each day blurring into the next with the monotony of your work. you wake before dawn, slipping from the house to tend the fields—your hands raw, your back aching from the labor. naoya sleeps late at first, his body demanding rest to heal, the bed that was once yours now given over to him. even then, he complains about how rock solid it is. for now, you sleep on a folded blanket by the stove, the night air biting at your back. he never thanks you, but sometimes you catch him glancing at the empty space beside him when he thinks you aren’t looking. the hours crawl by in a pattern of work, silence, and strained proximity.
it’s impossible not to notice how out of place naoya seems in every aspect of country life. he holds his chopsticks too delicately, as if expecting someone to serve him, and when he eats, he sometimes turns his head just so, as if hoping to catch his own reflection and reassure himself he still looks good doing it. his hands, though roughened now by weeks of toil, retain a certain fineness—long fingers that once knew only calligraphy brushes and lacquered fans, not hoes and heavy buckets. the first time you handed him a shovel to finally pull his weight after all of this time, he gripped it all wrong, recoiling at the blisters it raised, then spent an hour examining his palms for damage, muttering about how he was never meant for such menial labor. he winces at chipped bowls, sneers at rough linens, and whenever he thinks you’re not watching, you catch him examining his reflection in the cloudy window, fussing with his hair, as if searching for the handsome face he once wore and mourning every small imperfection. even the way he walks, back straight, head held high—marks him as someone raised in a world you had no access to. he knows this and seemingly can’t help but make it your problem one way or another.
his complaints about the food are endless, he struggles with the knots on his borrowed apron, the way he scowls at the uneven floorboards, the way he fumbles with the pump handle at the well, muttering curses under his breath. he doesn’t even know how to mend a tear or light a fire, and on the rare occasions he tries, he does so with a sullen, frustrated grace that only makes the gaps in his upbringing more obvious. the farm’s routines are foreign to him, and for all his bravado, it’s clear he’s never lifted a finger for himself—not until now.
sometimes, as you pass in the cramped kitchen or out in the yard, he offers a barbed comment about your clothes, your hands, your meager meals. but more and more, naoya is forced to notice the details: the faded blouses he wears, the shirts cinched in at the waist, the hems just a little too short or the sleeves a little too narrow. some are patterned with delicate flowers, some button from the wrong side, all of them unmistakably feminine in cut and feel. all of it smells faintly of soap and lavender.
at first, he refuses to acknowledge it, wearing the clothes defiantly and making crude jokes about peasant thrift. each day, he delays dressing, sometimes outright refusing,, until you have to tussle with him, having to physically force his arms through the sleeves, your grip leaving red marks on his skin. the resistance is stubborn, bitter, and loud—shouted protests, empty threats he has no way of acting on. over the weeks, the resistance doesn’t so much disappear as it is worn thin by futility. there are no other options, no new shirts arriving from kyoto, no tailor to take his measurements anew. this is all you have to offer him. his choices shrink until there are no choices at all; he gets used to the way the fabric clings to his body, the way the neighbors look at him, the way you quietly hand him a freshly laundered blouse and expect him to roll up the sleeves and get to work. his body, his posture, even his movements start to shift to accommodate his new wardrobe. hips sway a little more as he hauls water, hands folded the way he’s seen the market women do as they wait in line for rice. the transformation is subtle at first, forced by necessity and the awareness that resistance achieves nothing, but soon he finds himself falling into these roles simply because there is nothing else left for him.
the prideful zenin heir is gone, replaced by a figure draped in someone else’s softness—a woman’s ghost, clinging to his skin. when he tries to protest now, the words come out weak, uncertain; it’s easier to keep his head down and let the routine swallow him. even the neighbors’ whispers fade, replaced by nods and small smiles, as if he’s become just another woman toiling in the fields. the humiliation stings, but it’s dulled by the comfort of belonging, however artificial. it amuses you.
your days fall into a rhythm: you work the land, naoya sulks and snaps, sometimes helping, sometimes refusing. you tolerate plenty from him, from his snide remarks about your food to his sneers at your calloused hands, even the bratty little games he plays to get a rise out of you. half the time he’s daring you to lose your patience, pushing at your boundaries just to see what you’ll do. you let him have his tantrums, let him throw his sharp words and roll his eyes, but you always make it clear you’re the one in charge, never rising to his bait, always answering his petulance with icy calm or a quiet, knowing smirk that only frustrates him more.
but you have no patience for his contempt toward the people who make this place home. his barbs come often in the beginning, each insult a desperate act of defiance—mocking the neighbors, spitting venom at the muddy boots and sunburned faces that pass by your porch. he tries to regain some of his old authority, barking orders at you and the neighbors, expecting the deference owed to a man of his name.
he snaps at the old women in the market, expecting them to cower. they only glance at him and return to their gossip, unimpressed. the men you’ve grown up with laugh when he sneers at their rustic ways. “these people are pathetic," he hisses once, loud enough for everyone to hear. that’s where you draw the line. without hesitation, you seize his jaw, make him look at you, and slap him. the sting of your hand silences him far more effectively than any words. "if you can’t keep your mouth shut, i’ll find a way to keep you quiet," you growl, your grip firm and fingers digging in just enough to remind him who’s in control. he sees, in that moment, the difference between the bratty games you’ll allow and the hard limits you enforce—he can test you, tease you, even mouth off about your cooking or your temper, but the instant he crosses that line, you shut him down. the message is unmistakable: you’ll tolerate a brat, but not a bully. after that, every time he tries to test your resolve, you shut him down with the same cold certainty, and he learns, slowly, that your discipline is something he craves as much as he resents.
over time, something in naoya starts to shift. the slaps sting everytime he says something out of place, but what wounds him deeper is the utter lack of fear or awe in your gaze. your discipline is never cruel, always matter-of-fact, as inevitable as rain, doled out with the same steady certainty as you might weed a field or shoo a stray dog from the porch. each time you silence his venom, a little of his bravado chips away, until his barbs sound more like questions than threats. he tries to rally, tries to goad you into outrage, sometimes throwing little fits, slamming doors, stomping his feet, cursing you under his breath—just to see if you’ll finally break. but you only arch a brow, sometimes giving him a warning look or word, other times simply ignoring his antics until he’s forced to come to you for direction. the more he tests, the more he learns.
after, meals are quiet affairs. rice and pickles, miso soup and bitter greens, eaten in silence or broken by his restless complaints. at night, you tend his bandages in the lamplight, your hands steady, his words sharp, but now with a wariness in his gaze, something raw and uncertain flickering behind his pride. a kind of fragile truce grows between you, built out of necessity and the slow passing of time. he is quieter, more watchful, and when he speaks, his words have lost their bite. that being said, when he thinks you are asleep, you sometimes hear him cursing to himself, or more accurately, at you, as if rehearsing old insults he might have thrown at you only mere weeks before.
eventually, when his wounds have knitted closed, and the pain is only a dull echo, you fold up your blanket for good. there’s only one bed and no more reason to keep to the floor. once upon a time, he would have never let that come to pass, but he doesn’t fuss. not much at least.
that first night, you lie beside him, the space between you thick with old resentments and new, unspoken things. he turns his back to you, shoulders tense, but doesn’t tell you to leave. the routine holds, but something subtle has shifted—the quiet at night is heavier, and sometimes, you wake to the sound of his breathing just inches away, steady and uncertain in the dark.
he’s forced to swallow his pride—and his pain—as the weeks slip by and naoya’s resistance is gradually worn down by necessity and routine, the nature of your expectations begins to shift. at first, it is enough for him to don the faded blouses and mend the household linens, his hands learning the gentle, repetitive work he once would have scorned. he fetches water, tends the stove, and folds your clothes with a carefulness that surprises you both.
but as the rhythm of your lives entwines, the boundaries of his role blur further. he looked down on women, yes—raised in a clan that taught him to sneer at softness, to treat domestic labor as something beneath him, to see femininity as weakness. he had been drilled to believe that a woman's worth was measured in obedience and silence, that the gentle work of tending, cleaning, and nurturing was something shameful, something lesser. even as a child, he'd mimicked the men in his family: laughing at the village wives, rolling his eyes at the girls who learned to sew, dismissing the quiet strength required to keep a household running.
most of all, he'd scoffed at maki and her sister, calling them useless, treating their struggles and ambitions as a joke—he'd mocked the way maki fought for scraps of respect, belittled her stubbornness, and told anyone who would listen that a woman like her would never amount to anything. in his arrogance, he'd failed to recognize the power and resilience that lived in her defiance, never imagining that she would be the one to finally break the zenin legacy apart and leave him here, stripped of everything, forced to live out the lessons he'd scorned. the irony is bitter: it was maki's rebellion, her refusal to accept her place, that brought down everything he thought untouchable. now, each time he finds himself on his knees scrubbing the floor, folding your shirts, finding himself in dainty clothes tailored for a woman, it's impossible not to remember the names he called her, the laughter he aimed towards her for being useless. the idea of being seen as anything but powerful, commanding, and masculine had always filled him with a bitter, defensive scorn—a scorn that now, day by day, you made him confront and swallow. although, it’s not as bad as he makes it. he’s forced to admit, in quiet moments, that the peace of your home is a strange comfort. it’s quieter here—no judgmental onlookers, no cruel laughter behind sliding doors, no cursed tools to train with until his hands bled, no spirits to hunt or fear. for all his scorn of domesticity, he finds himself relieved by the absence of clan politics and the constant pressure to prove himself. he doesn’t have to fight for the right to exist in your home; he doesn’t have to measure up to impossible standards to be the next clan head. there is simplicity and safety in this new life.
at some point, the relationship between you two blurred into something else—an unspoken exchange of power and need that ran beneath the surface of every shared glance and each wordless touch. the shift was gradual, but unmistakable. it began with small things: the way his posture softened when you entered the room, the subtle ease with which he accepted your direction, the way he lingered each evening as if waiting for you, when you came back late before retiring to bed. with so little time in the day, he started to anticipate your needs before you voiced them, bringing a cup of tea without being asked, smoothing the wrinkles in your shared bed before you lay down, making himself like nice in the best way he can.
as you began to delegate more and more of the evening rituals to him, you noticed the pride he took in doing things exactly as you liked—lighting the lamps in the right order, arranging your shoes by the door, messily patching up the clothes you’d ripped open just the day before. you watched with a quiet satisfaction as he moved about the house in his borrowed skirts, the hem brushing his ankles, bare feet padding softly over the old wood. it became impossible not to notice how his body had changed. a softness had worked its way into his frame where once there had been sharpness: his muscles, once tense and defined, had rounded and eased beneath his skin, his waist and hips softening under the steady diet of home-cooked meals and the absence of constant training; there wasn’t any reason to anymore. his hands, though still deft and precise, now bore the faintest traces of permanent pink from dishwater and the scent of lavender soap.
his hair, too, had started to grow out, the roots showing their true color where once there had been meticulous dye and careful grooming. he spends long minutes in the mornings fussing with it, sighing at how unruly it’s become, sometimes lamenting—loudly—about how he used to have servants to style it just right. the strands hang long and loose around his face, the ends curling a bit in the humidity, the roots a darker brown than the sun-lightened tips. as you watch him in the lamplight, you catch the glimmer of uneven growth or the way he fusses with a stubborn cowlick at his crown, muttering that he used to pay for haircuts that cost more than your week’s groceries. he tries to smooth it down with damp fingers, a small, frustrated frown pulling at his lips, and you find yourself oddly fond of the way he looks. he’s oddly pretty.
the neighbors, ever watchful, begin to treat him as just another woman in your household, too, and you, almost without thinking, begin to expect the same. you instruct him to kneel at your side and brush out your hair at night, each stroke slow and careful, his fingers trembling the first few times but growing steadier as he learns the rhythm you like. he sits behind you on the tatami, careful not to pull too hard, the scent of your hair oil lingering between you. the first time, he scowls and you gently correct him, guiding his hand until it moves just the way you want, patient and precise, lips pressed tight in concentration. after a few nights, he does it without thinking, the old sharpness in his eyes replaced by a quiet focus, his hands finding a gentle, almost worshipful rhythm.
at bath time, you have him draw your bath, and he joins you. he kneels to scrub your back with a rough cloth, pouring warm water over your shoulders, careful not to splash. and you do the same for him as the steam fogs the small room, mingling with the scent of soap and the faint blossom of camellia oil. you watch him, the way his lashes lower as he works virously to get the dirt from under your nails, the pink at the tips of his ears when you praise his effort. when you help him step out, you wrap him in a towel, more often then not, your hands lingering a moment too long at his waist. that becomes the new shape of your evenings.
neither of you spoke of it, neither of you made any declarations or confessions. the closeness built itself from necessity and boredom—shared baths on cold nights to save firewood, the need for warmth in a house that felt too big and empty with only the two of you inside. a brush of hands while passing in the kitchen, the casual intimacy of exchanged glances while working side by side. it was never a single moment, but a series of small surrenders: the first time he let you lean against him as you both soaked in the steaming water, the first time you let your hand linger at his waist a heartbeat longer than needed as you helped him dry off. each shared ritual, each night of tired silence, wore away at the boundaries between you, until one evening his blush lingered and he didn't pull away, and your touch was bolder, and neither of you looked for an excuse to end it. from then on, everything changed.
night after night, you work him open with slow, deliberate care—thumb circling over sensitive skin, fingers slipping inside until you feel him yield beneath you, his breath coming in shaky, ragged gasps. the ritual is one of patience: at first, you find yourself holding back, worried about hurting him, moving slow and gentle even as he wriggles restlessly beneath your touch. naoya is a brat from the start—impatient, demanding, rolling his hips and huffing out curses, urging you to hurry up and do it already. he wants more, wants you to push him, but you refuse to rush, ignoring his sulky complaints. when he reaches for your hand, tries to guide you faster, you simply swat it away, as he squirms or mutters a bitter word under his breath, but you hush him with a word or a touch—occasionally, you press rougher, spreading him wider before he’s ready, letting him feel the bite of your fingers until he softens and submits, the stubborn tension in his thighs and jaw yielding with a hiss or a bitten-off curse.
with each passing night, you add more. you grip his hips, steady and firm, your forearm pressing against his thigh as you stretch him wider—first a second finger, then a third, your knuckles grazing his skin, feeling the heat and tension in his body as he shudders and squirms. he gasps, arching into your hold, his back bowing as you push deeper, drawing out new, startled sounds. your movements alternate between gentle caresses and unyielding, purposeful thrusts, attentive to every shift in his breathing and the tremble in his hips. your palm slides over his belly, pinning him down, thumb tracing slow circles as his body softens under your touch. each time he yields a little faster, the defiance melts from his eyes as he finds himself arching into your touch, the instinct to rebel fading beneath the heat of your patience and the burn deep in his core.
you praise him for every inch he gives, your voice low and steady in the hush of the room, and watch as resistance melts into need, as he grows accustomed to the fullness, to the way your palm presses against him. the air smells faintly of lavender and sweat, the quiet punctuated by the soft, wet sounds of your hands moving over him and the ragged, unguarded whimpers that escape his lips.
eventually, you begin to focus on his most sensitive spot—your callous fingertips massaging his prostate in slow, deliberate circles, learning exactly how to make his body seize and arch with pleasure. it takes time, but your patience is rewarded: night after night, you coax him closer, and soon he can find release from this alone, shuddering with shock and disbelief as the pleasure crests and spills over with nothing but the pressure of your hand inside him.
naoya’s bravado dissolves with each stroke, his hips lifting in helpless search for more, his cheeks flushed deep crimson as he tries—and fails—to bite back the broken sounds that spill from his lips. you had never thought you would hear something so sweet come from that foul mouth of his. he clings to the sheets, fingers twisting in white-knuckled desperation, every muscle vibrating with the effort not to give in. but he always does, in the end. he learns to anticipate your touch, to arch into your hand and beg for more, voice catching and eyes glistening as you push him to the brink with nothing but your fingers and the practiced patience you’ve honed. by the time you finally let him fall apart, his body is soft and pliant, trembling as you coax him to shuddering completion, his pride undone—each release wrung from him as much by surrender as by pleasure.
one night, as the rain lashes the windows and the stove casts a gentle glow across the narrow room, you lie side by side on the futon. the air is thick with unsaid things, tension humming in the space between your bodies. you reach for him, your fingers tracing the line of his jaw, feeling the muscles in his throat jump beneath your touch. his breath hitches, lashes fluttering, as you tilt his face up to see the flush blooming beneath the powder you dusted there earlier. your hand drifts down, smoothing the fabric of his borrowed slip, feeling the way his body shudders and arches, nipples peaking visibly beneath the thin fabric. he trembles when you guide him onto his back, legs falling open, breath coming in ragged, eager little gasps. he doesn't resist when you part his thighs, only stares up at you—eyes wide, pupils blown—while you press slow, wet kisses to his throat, his collarbone, the thudding hollow where his pulse beats wild and frantic. his skin is fever-warm, a line of goosebumps rising in your wake, his hips twitching each time your lips graze lower.
you yank his slip up to his waist, exposing the vulnerable, trembling softness you've claimed as yours. your hands are rough as you grip his thighs, pushing them up and apart, the muscles straining beneath your fingers. you press him down, shifting his legs up and folding them tightly against his chest, pinning him in the perfect mating press. the position leaves him utterly exposed, his knees nearly touching his shoulders, thighs spread wide and quivering, your palms splayed over the warm flesh to hold him still, the mess between his legs glistening in the low light. his hips jerk at the touch, and you feel the tremor travel up through your arms. his eyes go wide, lashes trembling, his lips parting on a gasp as you spread him open—completely at your mercy, unable to hide or escape. you drink in the sight of him, flushed and helpless, hole twitching in anticipation as you stroke over the sensitive skin, your thumb circling slickly around his rim while your other hand presses down on his belly, feeling the tense flutter of his stomach as he squirms beneath you.
you tease him mercilessly, fingertips circling his entrance, letting your nails graze just enough to make him shiver. your other hand squeezes the inside of his thigh, spreading him wider, fingertips digging into the flesh until you leave faint marks. every time you dip in, barely breaching him, his body jolts—hips jerking, thighs tensing, as if he can’t decide whether to arch closer or squirm away. you grip his hip to keep him from squirming too far, thumb pressing into the soft dip just above his bone. he’s so sensitive, so desperate, that even your breath against his rim makes him gasp. the angle lets you see everything: his chest heaving, nipples red and hard, beads of sweat rolling down his sides; his cock twitching and leaking helplessly, the head flushed dark and sticky with precum; the way his muscles clench and flutter around nothing, hole twitching and sucking at your finger, begging to be filled. when you finally push two fingers deep inside, you curl them, feeling him clamp down with a broken whimper, slick heat swallowing you greedily. you work him open with slow, filthy circles, scissoring him wide, pressing hard against his sweet spot until his back arches and his voice cracks, every inch of him melting and trembling beneath your hands.
naoya's bravado shatters completely, hips grinding up in frantic, needy circles, his ass clenching greedily around your fingers as you work him open, two, then three plunging deep, scissoring him so wide his thighs tremble and twitch. his legs quiver and clamp tight around your arm, heels digging into your back or shoulders as you press into him. his face is flushed, mouth slack and wet as he moans, spit slicking his chin, eyes squeezed shut in helpless need. his cock leaks in thick, glistening ropes across his stomach, each gasp and sob sending new spurts spilling over his skin. "please, please, just fuck me, don't make me wait—" he begs, voice breaking as you rub your thumb over his stretched rim, feeling him flutter and pulse under your touch. please is a word he’s only just learned, but it seems he is utilizing it well. you take your time, savoring the way he writhes, the broken whines and desperate curses, until his body is quivering and open, hole red and glistening, twitching for you. when you finally line yourself up and push inside, it's rough, deep, and possessive—your hands gripping his hips so hard you leave bruises, his body yielding instantly, his hole swallowing you to the hilt. he screams for you, back arched so high his heels leave the mattress, fingers clawing at the sheets as you grind your hips in slow, punishing circles before slamming in again, harder, the wet slap echoing between his desperate, filthy cries.
each thrust has his body jolting, the muscles in his belly rippling, thighs spread wide and trembling, heels digging into your back, desperate to keep you buried inside him. his cock bounces uselessly, drooling precum with every slap of your hips, the tip swollen and flushed, smearing slick up his torso. the slap of skin is loud and lewd, wet and hungry, echoed by the filthy, high-pitched sounds spilling from his lips—gasps, sobs, guttural moans that grow wetter and more frantic with every thrust.
you tell him you want to put a baby in him, to see him swollen and plump carrying your babies, to make sure everyone in the village knows he’s yours. your words make him groan and whimper at the thought, half-wishing he did have a womb so he could satisfy that fantasy for you, as humiliating as it was. repopulate the clan that maki zenin nearly wiped out.
his body convulses around you, his hole clenching so hard you can feel his inner walls pulse, milking you for every drop. he’s still folded in the mating press, knees pinned back nearly to his shoulders, thighs trembling and spread wide, your hands gripping the backs of his knees and forcing him open. every thrust drives him deeper into the bed, his body rocked forward with each snap of your hips, his belly taut and glistening with sweat and his own precum, smearing thick, sticky streaks across his belly, as his cock twitchs and bouncing with every possessive thrust you drive into him, untouched and aching for release.
sweat pours down his chest, collecting in the hollow of his throat, nipples so hard they ache as you fuck him through it. his whole body shakes, pinned beneath you, helpless to do anything but take and take. each time your hips slam home, a new, broken moan escapes his lips, his fingers digging into your back, desperate to anchor himself as you ruin him. he clings to you as if the promise could make him whole, babbling desperate cries—"please, more, don’t stop, want it, want all of you," voice raw and trembling, ruined by need.
you fuck him with that intent, each thrust deep and punishing, grinding your hips so he feels every inch, filling him again and again until his whole body trembles, thighs shaking, his tight hole spasming around you to try and accommodate. his moans fracture into sobs of raw pleasure, fat tears streaking his cheeks, drool glistening at the corner of his mouth as you drive him to the edge without mercy. his cock spurts helplessly to your rhythm, untouched, making a mess across his belly and chest, every climax wrung out of him by nothing but the relentless pounding of your hips. when you finally spill inside, you stay buried, cock pulsing as you flood him, your hands gripping his hips so not a drop can escape, watching as your seed leaks out around your length, staining his thighs.
it’s obscene, honestly, the way you leave him. naoya’s just sprawled out under you— ass held in the air, whole body shaking and sticky and so fucking open you’d think he was made for this. he’s a mess, ruined in a way that feels almost tragic if it weren’t for the blissed-out, dumb grin on his face, drool slicking his cheek as he tries to catch his breath. you can feel the way his hole flutters around you, still clinging tight, greedy for every drop you pumped into him. your cum’s everywhere—oozing out of him in slow, heavy drips, slicking down his thighs, making a mess on the sheets.
he’s moaning, low and broken, like he’s half gone, hips still rolling in these lazy, desperate little circles just to feel you grind deeper. it’s not enough for him to be filled—he wants to be stuffed, plugged so full he can barely keep it in, the slick squelch of your spend inside him making him shiver every time you move. his fingers are buried in the sheets, knuckles white, but he’s not trying to get away—he’s anchoring himself, pulling you closer, like he thinks you’ll disappear if you let up for even a second.
you watch your cum leak out of him, thick and slow, pooling beneath his ass, and he whines—actually whines—when some of it escapes, like he’s losing something precious. you slide your hand down his spine, nails dragging lightly over his skin, and cup the curve of his ass, squeezing, thumbing your spend back inside as he shudders. he begs you, voice all raw and hoarse, not to pull out, not yet, just one more minute, just want to feel you inside, want to be stretched and leaking and filthy, want to know he’s yours. he’s babbling, half sense and half filth, but you get the message. you settle in, keep him full, palm pressed flat against bulge of his belly as he melts into the mattress, so fucking content with the mess you’ve made of him he could cry.
he is utterly ruined, and you make sure he feels it in every moment—but it is not only pain that lingers in his body, but the memory of your touch, the gentle, relentless worship that has replaced his pride. there is nothing left of the zenin heir—no pride, no resistance, not even a spark of his old arrogance. each time you hold him, each time you fill him until he sobs and begs, it is as much devotion as domination; you coax pleasure from him until tears blur his vision, your touch tender and unyielding, your mouth leaving gentle marks where your hands have claimed. he clings to you with shameless, broken hunger, eyes glazed and pleading, desperate for both your approval and your affection. his body is marked not only by your discipline, but by the warmth of your hands and the softness of your voice in the dark. the routines you forced on him are all he has left—he moves through them docile and obedient, seeking the meaning he now finds only in your praise, your caress, the certainty that he belongs to you—every piece of his old self stripped away until only your possession remains. he’d be more than glad to play the role of your wife.
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status: edited + proofread
synopsis: your capture takes a turn.
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cw: dead dove: do not eat. porn with little plot, AMAB reader, FTM char (AFAB terminology used), top!reader, sub!char, power bottom!char, yandere char, sadist!reader, muscular reader, masochist!char, non-consensual bondage (handcuffs), non-consensual voyeurism, dubious consent, one-sided hate sex, slut-shaming, squirting, riding, orgasm delay, manhandling, dirty talk, unsafe choking practices, forced submission, unprotected sex, crying, creampie, lotssss of spit
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you return home after your late-night run like any other, lungs burning as you gulp in the cool night air, each inhale scraping sharp against your throat. your muscles throb with exhaustion and endorphins, a dull ache spreading down to your toes. the streets were deserted, slick with rain that glistens under the fractured moonlight, each puddle a mirror for the restless sky. the neighborhood is so quiet you can hear every breath you take echoing off the damp concrete, footsteps slapping wetly with each stride—a solitary rhythm that only deepens the sense of isolation. by the time you reach your porch, sweat clings to your skin, your shirt plastered to your back, hair damp and sticking to your forehead. the chill from the breeze raises goosebumps along your arms, making you shiver. the porch lamp flickers uncertainly, casting your shadow long and wavering against the peeling paint of the door, where water streaks have warped the old wood. you fumble with your keys, fingers numb, and just as the lock finally gives way, a sudden, brutal pressure clamps around your throat—an arm, strong and unyielding, yanks you back. your gasp is cut off as you’re jerked against a solid chest, the scent of leather and something acrid filling your nose. panic flares, but before you can react, a sharp sting tears into your neck. your eyes dart down, catching a fleeting glimpse of a gloved hand holding a syringe, the metal glinting in the dim light. cold liquid sears through your veins, a fire that spreads outward, numbing your limbs. your vision narrows to a tunnel, the world spinning, and your knees buckle as everything slips away into suffocating darkness.
you slowly come back to reality, awareness trickling in as if through a cracked dam. there’s a throbbing pain where the needle bit your skin, and your wrists are caught in a relentless ache. the bed is your own, but it feels foreign—your arms bent behind your back, wrists encased in thick, cold handcuffs that bite against your skin every time you shift. digging in when you twist, and the bed rattles ominously with your movements.
a figure kneels at your bedside.
he watches you, eyes wide and glimmering in the low light, his pupils blown with some feverish intensity, lips curved in a smile that’s both gentle and deranged. his hair falls wild across his face, shadows shifting across his features as he tilts his head. in one hand, he twirls the key to your restraints with deliberate slowness; the other rests on your thigh, his fingers splayed possessively, thumb tracing idle circles that leave a burning imprint on your skin.
he knows you—your routine, your habits, the times you leave for your late-night runs, the path you take, the way you linger outside your door to catch your breath before unlocking it.
he’s memorized the shape of your silhouette in the window, the hour your bedroom light flickers out, even the way you brush your hair from your eyes when you’re tired.
every detail is precious to him: the time you spend at the gym, the coffee shop you favor, the route you walk home from work. he tracks your patterns, your weaknesses, the moments when you’re most alone—taking notes on your schedule, tracing your steps from the shadows, always just out of sight.
you never noticed. how practiced his patience was, how long he waited, cataloging every window of vulnerability, every hour you let your guard down, every night you lingered a little too long beneath the streetlights or stood still behind your curtains.
he watched you through the glass, always at a distance—sometimes pressed up against the fence, sometimes crouched in the alleyway or parked in the farthest corner of the lot. sometimes he'd circle the block, timing his walks just to pass by your window and catch a glimpse of you through the sheer curtains. he knew the exact hour your shadow would move behind the glass and how you always checked the locks twice before settling in.
he listened to your laughter from the sidewalk, memorized the sound of your footsteps echoing on the stairs, grew obsessed with the way your voice traveled through your apartment walls. there were nights he pressed his ear to the drywall, straining to catch the rhythm of your breathing, letting it lull him into a feverish, sleepless haze. however, you don’t know that.
suddenly, he shifts—springing up with surprising grace and urgency. in a single, fluid motion, he slides onto the bed and settles himself right on your lap, straddling your hips with an intensity that leaves you breathless. the heat of his body presses down against you, every inch of him flush with your own—hips grinding deliberately into your lap, a slow, hungry friction that makes your nerves light up. his thighs clamp around you, pinning you in place with a force.
you can feel his arousal, pressed directly against you, wetting through layers of fabric—his breath coming faster, lips curling into a wicked smirk as he rocks his hips, savoring your helplessness. one hand snakes up your chest, nails dragging with just enough pressure to sting, before he grabs a fistful of your shirt and yanks you closer, forcing your faces mere inches apart. he leans in, tongue flicking out to trace the line of your jaw, teeth grazing your skin.
“you feel that?” he murmurs, voice thick with want. he laughs because he knows the answer.
his hands grow bolder, sliding under your shirt to roam the planes of your chest and stomach, nails dragging and palms lingering on every patch of skin. he explores you slowly, almost worshipfully, but with a hunger that borders on frantic—fingers shaking as if he’s overwhelmed, grip tightening and loosening in restless fits. there’s a desperation in the way he touches you, as if he’s afraid you’ll vanish if he lets go. he teases at your waistband, slipping under the hem of your shorts to squeeze and knead, knuckles grazing sensitive flesh. every brush is deliberate, every touch meant to remind you how thoroughly he intends to claim you.
without warning, he hooks his fingers into the waistband of your shorts and draws, yanking them and your underwear down in one swift, practiced motion. cool air rushes over your newly exposed skin, heightening your awareness of every nerve ending. he lets his gaze linger on you, pupils blown wide with unbridled excitement, tongue darting out to wet his lips as he drinks in the sight of you laid bare before him.
then, with an almost theatrical flourish, he reaches down and fumbles with his own waistband, shoving his shorts and boxers down his hips. his cunt is glistening—wetness already dripping down his thighs, the soft folds flushed and needy, swollen with desire. the slick sheen catches the low light, drawing your eyes to the way his arousal beads and slips down his skin, lips parting with every shuddering breath. he spreads his legs a little wider for you, unabashed and hungry, and you catch the subtle twitch of his hips as he silently begs for your touch.
“you’re not going to—”
“i am.”
he lifts himself onto his knees and adjusts the arrangement of your legs, then leans his hips tentatively over. all the while using one hand to spread his lips apart and the other to tug your cock into place flat against his.
he teases you by hovering for a long, agonizing moment, the head of your cock nudging at his sopping cunt. despite the stimulation, you’re still soft, your cock lying heavy and unresponsive against his heat with a bare, rising flush, oblivious to the greed of the gaze upon it.
the swollen head slips and slides through the wetness coating his folds, the sensation intimate but not enough to force your body into readiness. you can feel the heat of him, sticky and inviting, as he rocks his hips to smear his slick along your shaft, coaxing and grinding with determination. each drag is slow, intent on teasing you to hardness, but your cock only twitches, refusing to stiffen, caught between the shame of your helplessness and the raw, animal need just beneath your skin.
he doesn’t look concerned in the slightest. if anything, a crooked little smile curls at his lips—a look of smug certainty, as if he’s seen this before, as if he knows exactly how to get what he wants. he leans in closer, breath warm against your cheek. "it’s all right," he whispers, voice dripping with confidence. "you’ll perk up for me. just a little more." if anything, he likes how drawn out it is. his hips rolling, slow and patient, the slick heat of his cunt gliding along your shaft, unhurried and assured with a shaky hum. he acts as if your body is his to command, utterly certain that it’s only a matter of time before your cock stirs to life under his touch, no matter how stubbornly you try to fight it.
he’s right, of course. the relentless friction and his unwavering confidence work their magic—slowly, almost painfully, you feel the blood rush into your cock. it starts as a dull ache, a faint pulse low in your belly, then a throb that grows stronger as he rocks his hips, dragging his slick folds along your length, lubing up the underside of your soft cock with his own slick. inch by inch, your cock hardens against him, swelling and twitching as arousal finally wins out over shame and resistance. the limp weight of you grows firmer, thickening and rising beneath the insistent press of his heat, until you’re straining against him, the head flushed and glistening with both his slick and your own need. how embarrassing.
he grins wider, triumphant, grinding down harder now that you’re fully hard, savoring every twitch as your body betrays you completely. “there he is.”
his breath comes in shallow pants, hips lowering by millimeters before pulling back again, dragging swollen folds along your length without letting you inside. you strain against the cuffs, the anticipation sharp and nearly unbearable, your body now aching for the inevitable connection, your cock twitching uncertainly as arousal and shame war with each other.
then, as he rolls his hips—still denying you—the tension breaks with a sudden, manic laugh. he leans in, eyes blown wide, voice pitching higher, frantic and unsteady. “you have no idea how long i’ve wanted this,” he hisses, words tumbling free in a feverish stream. “i used to watch you at night—every night—through your window, just standing there, watching your hands on yourself, wishing i could tear through the glass and take your place. i’d press my face to the cold pane and imagine it was your skin, imagine your breath fogging up the glass with mine. i’d fuck my fist and pretend it was you, knowing you had no idea, knowing you’d never even look my way. ugh—couldn’’t cum by myself anymore.”
his voice roughens, almost breaking with the confession. “every time you’d close your eyes, i’d imagine you were thinking of me. i wanted you so bad it made me crazy. all those nights, watching you lose yourself, wanting to be the reason you fell apart. how cruel is that?”
his hand slides up your chest, nails scoring your skin, gaze burning. “now you are. now you can’t help it—all you can do is feel me. it’s not so bad is it now?”
he grinds down with slow, deliberate intent, making you feel every stutter of your pulse as he rocks back and forth, dragging his soaked folds along your shaft, coating you with his slick. each shallow thrust is a deliberate torment, his cunt flexing around your tip but refusing to let you in, the swollen heat of him pulsing against the sensitive head. the heat between you is suffocating—your cock slick with his arousal, but denied, denied, denied, until you’re trembling with need.
when he finally gives in, he takes you so slowly, so carefully, you’d almost think he’s a blubbering virgin, the way he gasps and shudders with every inch, like he’s never felt anything like this before. it’s pathetic how his voice cracks on each whimper, eyes squeezed shut, tears pricking at his lashes as he clings to your chest like he’ll fall apart without you with the intrusion.
at last, he sinks down with a shuddering gasp, inch by torturous inch, impaling himself on you with excruciating slowness. you feel every twitch of his body as you stretch him open, his cunt gripping you in a vice, squeezing and fluttering as he swallows you deeper. wetness gushes across your length, pooling at the base and smearing your skin where your bodies meet. the obscene sound of your bodies joining—wet, breathless, desperate—echoes in the room. his thighs quiver on either side of your hips, muscles flexing and straining as he braces himself, and his hands find your chest for balance, nails digging in hard enough to leave red, angry crescents.
you tense, jaw clenched and eyes narrowed, trying to twist away from the relentless pressure of his body. the sensation is overwhelming, the obscene wet heat enveloping you, and for a moment you resist, your hips stiff beneath him. “this isn’t what i—” you start, but he cuts you off with a wicked grin, grinding down harder.
“don’t pretend you don’t want it as much as i do,” he huffs, breath hitching as he rocks his hips. “you’re so deep inside—look at you, trying to fight but you love it—love me.”
you glare up at him, teeth gritted. “you’re fucking mental.”
he only grins, something wild sparking behind his eyes. “you have no idea,” he whispers, voice trembling with excitement and something unhinged. "you don’t know what it’s like, watching you for so long, it’d drive anyone crazy.” all this time, he wanted to feel each vein slide up against his tender walls, make out the sensitive spongy spot inside him. all he had ever wanted was for you to stuff him fully, drive your cock up his cunt so far his ribs jostle, desperate to be ruined on your cock instead of his own hand. and he had finally done just that.
he bounced his ass up and down, faster and faster, paying no mind to the sheer volume of moans spilling out of his mouth. your voice did no favors in masking how tortured you sounded, the dark strain over your tired face. each sinew in your body was strung with trembling restraint. he didn’t let you forget it.
“if only you could see your face right now.” he taunts in between the heavy exhales punched out of him, sweat gleaming on flushed skin.
every movement makes him gasp or moan, his lips parted in a silent cry, brows knitted with pleasure and desperate need. metal bites into your wrists where the handcuffs keep your arms locked behind your back, the cold steel digging in with every futile shift—your whole body stretched out and helpless beneath him. you see the way his cunt stretches around you, swallowing you deeper with each slow, filthy grind. the slick heat of him envelops you, walls spasming as you slide against him, drenched in the mess of both your arousal. the slickness coats your length, drips from his thighs, beads in rivulets down to the sheets, soaking them beneath you. you feel the muscles within him flutter and grip, a trembling resistance giving way until he’s seated flush, skin pressed to skin.
suddenly, his whole body tenses, thighs trembling as his back arches. with a strangled, desperate gasp, he squirts hard around your cock. hot, clear liquid gushes from him, spurting out in pulses that soak your cock, splash your hips, and spill down over your balls and onto the sheets. his cunt clenches and shudders, milking you as he cries out, the spray of his cum mixing with the slick already coating both of you.
a sick twist of disgust knots in your gut—revulsion at the raw humiliation of being used like this, of being forced to feel every obscene detail, unable to move or fight back. you want to spit, to snarl, to throw him off and scrub yourself clean, but your body betrays you: heat curling low in your belly, nerves alight with an intensity that borders on agony. each time his cunt stretches and clenches around you, shame burns brighter because it feels so good, too good, your cock throbbing helplessly inside him with every desperate grind. you hate the way you shudder beneath him, how your breath stutters and your hips twitch up to meet his, as if your body is hungry for more even as your mind screams in protest.
he clings to you with frantic desperation, nails biting into your chest as though he might disappear without the anchor of your body. you try to twist away, straining your neck and arching your back, but the cuffs and his weight pin you down. your shoulders tense, jaw clenched, every muscle in your body resisting his touch even as he forces you to take him deeper. his hands roam, greedy and restless, tracing every line of muscle, scraping down your sides, fingers digging into your hips to force you deeper. abruptly, he surges forward, pressing his lips to your throat and jaw with feverish urgency—kissing you all over, messy and possessive, as if desperate to mark you as his even in the midst of being full to the brim of you.
you jerk your chin away, lips pressed in a hard line, refusing to let him have your mouth, but he only laughs some more, grating your ears, trailing kisses lower, biting and sucking along your pulse. his breath is hot and ragged in your ear. there’s a wildness in his eyes when he looks down at where you’re joined—like he would split himself open just to slip beneath your skin and root himself inside your bones, hollowing out a place in you that can never be filled by anyone else. his need is a fever, a longing to dissolve—cell by cell—until the line between your bodies is erased and all that’s left is one trembling, shuddering whole.
he pauses for a heartbeat, shuddering, before rolling his hips in slow, deliberate circles to take you even deeper, grinding down until your pelvises are flush. the sensation is overwhelming: the pressure, the heat, the obscene wet friction as he milks you with every movement. his breath hitches, sweat beading on his flushed skin, and his eyes flutter closed as he gives himself over to the sensation, riding the edge of pain and bliss, lost to anything but the feeling of being so utterly, ruinously full.
but you’re not lost—not yet. the pain in your shoulders sharpens into a desperate, brutal resolve. it’s now or never.
you twist your wrists in the cuffs, gritting your teeth as you force your right arm down, ignoring the grinding agony. with one motion, you wrench your shoulder until it pops from the socket—a flash of white-hot pain that nearly makes you black out. your jaw clamps shut over a scream, stars bursting behind your eyes as you drag your bound hands down, sweat slicking your skin. the metal scrapes along your back as you wriggle your arms beneath you, fighting the urge to pass out. inch by inch, you haul your hands to your front, your entire body trembling from the effort.
he’s still lost in his own pleasure, oblivious, until your fists slam into his chest. you shove him back with everything you have left, sending him sprawling off you. before he can recover, you lunge, your good arm snaking around his throat from behind. you lock your elbow beneath his chin, dragging him down to the bed, your ruined arm dangling, pain roaring in your skull. the handcuffs rattle as you tighten your grip, cutting off his air, your lips at his ear. “move, and i’ll kill you,” you snarl, voice trembling with pain and raw fury.
for a split second, his eyes go wide with shock—mouth parted, a choked noise stuttering from his lips. but then, unbelievably, his hips jerk back against you, a desperate, shuddering whine escaping him as your forearm bites into his throat. his face flushes deeper, lashes fluttering, and his hands scramble up to clutch at your forearm, not to fight you off but to hold you closer. he shivers in your grip, pupils blown and lips parted in something like ecstasy, his body arching helplessly in your hold as though he’s just as hungry for your violence as your touch.
you stare down at him, breath ragged, a swirl of disbelief and resentment mixing with something almost like awe. he’s getting off on this—on the threat and the pain, on the taste of real fear. you could kill him, and he’d probably thank you for it.
it’s sick. it’s maddening. and yet, your cock throbs. whatever, he did it. he’s the result of this.
a bitter laugh escapes you. the tables have turned, and he still can’t fucking help himself. if he wants it so badly, you’ll show him what it means to be taken apart. you shove him down, forcing his face into the mattress, and press your hips up behind him. with one arm locked around his throat, the other guiding your cock, you push back inside him—hard, giving no mercy as you drag him open with every inch. this time you fuck him properly: deep, punishing thrusts that shake the bed, your hand tightening at his throat, your teeth at his ear. down between his legs, that neglected clit gets nothing—not a single brush of your hand, not the faintest bit of friction. it’s left to throb uselessly, untouched and ignored, even as the rest of his body is wracked with overwhelming sensation. he’s ruined by your cock and your grip, denied even the meager relief of his own pleasure, his clit straining in vain while you use him for yours.
the sounds are obscene—the slap of skin, the slick, wet squelch of your cock plunging into him over and over, the guttural groans ripped from your chest. his hole spasms around you, gripping with desperate need, juices drooling out and soaking your thighs, your pelvis grinding into his ass with every brutal stroke. sweat drips down your back, your abs flexing as you use him, rutting into him so hard the headboard bangs the wall. his breath is ragged, saliva smeared across his chin, drool and tears pooling under his cheek as you wreck him on your cock.
"look at you," you sneer, voice low and vicious as you drive into him. "taking cock like the needy little whore you are. you wanted this, right? just can't help yourself, can you? where’d all that confidence go? you're nothing but a pathetic, sloppy mess for me."
you grab a fistful of his hair, yanking his head back so you can see the tears streaming down his face, the raw, ruined look in his eyes. "you wanted to be ruined? to be used? you're getting exactly what you deserve.”
you slam into him harder, the angle brutal, grinding deep and holding there so he can feel every inch. "bet this is what you dream about every night—being filled up and put in your place, being called what you really are. a filthy, cock-hungry slut. say it. say what you are."
of course, you didn’t expect an intelligible answer. regardless, he agrees.
your arm clamps viciously around his throat, biceps flexed hard, veins standing out as you cut off his air. his face is a filthy spectacle—cheeks blotched scarlet, eyes half-closed, rolling back, the whites flashing as ecstasy overtakes him, mouth slack as he tries to suck oxygen into his lungs. the color of his face deepens, red flushing to a dangerous purple as you keep squeezing, the pressure relentless.
even as his airway closes, he shudders violently, body arching with a sudden, explosive release. his eyes roll back further, nearly vanishing beneath his fluttering lids as his whole body convulses, lost in the overwhelming pleasure. he squirts hard around your cock again, a messy, desperate gush soaking your length and the sheets below. the spray is hot and powerful, his cunt clenching rhythmically as he comes, and he doesn’t just do it once—each time you tighten your grip, his body convulses in another wave, squirting over and over as he’s wracked with pleasure and starved for air. thick ropes of spit spill from his parted lips, dribbling down his chin and slicking your forearm, mixing with the sheen of your sweat. he gags on a ragged moan, tongue pushing out obscenely as he tries to gasp, his drool pooling and running hot over your skin with every punishing thrust.
you slam into him, hips snapping forward, burying yourself to the hilt with every stroke. his ass bounces off your pelvis, skin slapping, hole stretched wide and twitching greedily around your cock, sucking you in deeper, milking you for every drop. his consciousness is going in and out, but you bring him back each time your hips slam back into him.
every time you squeeze tighter, he chokes out another pathetic, guttural whimper, punctuated by more spit bubbling and splattering across your arm, a ruined mess in your grip.
he’s gone, fucked stupid, drool and spit dribbling down his cheek, tongue lolling past swollen lips as he chokes and moans for you. his eyes roll up, lashes fluttering, face wet with tears and sweat. he shudders, legs spread and kicking at nothing. still, his hips rutt back into you in mindless, greedy jerks, as if begging for more even as you take him apart. he babbles, slurring nonsense and filthy pleas for you to keep going, to fuck him harder, to split him open until he can’t think. a mindless fuckdoll, the cockslut he is, ruined by your cock, milking you with every savage thrust. every inch of him is soaking, filthy, and desperate—exactly the way you want him.
the pressure in your core builds to a fever pitch. your vision tunnels, jaw clenched, every nerve ending alight with raw, animal need. you can feel his cunt milking your cock, squeezing in desperate, fluttering waves as he squirts again, soaking you both. with a savage thrust, you bury yourself hilt-deep and let go—cum surging hot and thick inside him, pulse after pulse as you fill him to overflowing. your orgasm rips through you, blinding and brutal, leaving you shuddering and gasping, buried in the mess of sweat, spit, and release. he writhes beneath you, body convulsing with aftershocks, his own pleasure wrung out in helpless waves, face still flushed purple as you collapse over him.
only then do you finally loosen your arm from around his throat. you are not a murderer as much as you would like to put him six feet under; you won’t.
his body slumps, boneless, beneath you, chest heaving as he finally drags in huge, desperate breaths. the color slowly drains from his face, blotchy purple giving way to red, then pink, then pale, as he comes down from the edge, reduced to a trembling, pliant mess under your weight. not much now, is he? for a long moment, neither of you moves—he simply lies there, spent and gasping, every last shred of fight wrung out of him as your cum leaks out of his abused cunt.
but as you catch your breath, something deeper and sharper curls in your gut—a raw, selfish urge to claim him for yourself, to make sure he understands he's yours now. the need to keep him, to have him just as desperate and undone as he made you, burns through every nerve. you decide to act on it.
you grip his hair, tugging his head back, and lock your gaze with his, voice low and intent. "you're not going anywhere.” he can’t complain.
What are your thoughts on clicker training? :)
i would give an arm and a leg to be able to clicker train someone, to rewire their behavior to serve my convenience, and have them at my beck and call with the press of a button—my little Pavlov’s dog. maybe i’ll write about it sometime soon ♥︎♥︎
i discovered ur blog thru the puppy boy fic you made n i feel like ive hit a gold mine. Your writing style is amazing and your fics are soo addicting 😋👍
thank you! glad you’re able to enjoy my works! guess i’ll just have to cater to the pet play community some more 😩♥︎♥︎
Hi!!ヾ(^∇^) I'm the one who requested the pussy spanking and overstim hehe.
I just wanted to pop in and say that I ADORE your writing. Domtop reader content with nonfandom/specified chars are so hard to find. I enjoyed reading every single fic you've posted, and especially the ones I requested. They turned out amazing, even better than I could have expected!
Tysm for doing my reqs. Remember to take care of yourself and not push yourself too hard. ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
i actually love all of my anons so bad. you guys are so sweet omgggg. i’m so glad to hear this! i’m just one person, and i definitely wasn’t expecting this much love posting my lil smutty fics! thanks for thinking about me, anon! this means more than you will know. i’ll do my best to continue writing things you can enjoy! much love! ♥︎♥︎
when I saw you not only write top reader ONLY but also be able to write about bottom AFAB characters? instant follow 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 absolutely love those tropes
of course! with so many bottom-reader-centric fics, i wanted to write for those who aren’t always in the mood to be on the receiving end or cis-gendered for that matter! everyone deserves representation! ♥︎♥︎ thank you so much for the support!