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Rant

Okay, I live with two grown ass men (my 24 year old boyfriend and 18 year old brother) but I can NEVER catch a damn break. Dishes, trash, and laundry pile up so MUCH and I can never keep up. I feel like a freaking maid, tbh. When I try to complete something, there’s so MUCH FUCKING SHIT THAT GETS PILED UP AGAIN. It’s like they don’t see the need to keep their space cleaned? Like really? You’d rather live in a pig den? Because by all means GTFO and live in your pig den. It only makes matters worse because I pay for half of the groceries but cook ALL the meals. Why do I fucking have to do everything? And when I leave everything alone for them to realize how much of a mess they’re making, THEY DONT! THEY NEVER REALIZE! And it bugs me because I have to live with this mess. It pisses me off so fucking much! Even when I ask them to do something, they don’t. They take AGES to do it. It’s so FUCKING FRUSTRATING. I’m tired of this crap I swear.

#rant #men

MY WORLD

Every time I post something, I always say “sorry I haven’t been on here in a while, here’s a little update” and it kind of is really annoying but really, I haven’t been on here a while and I’m sorry - life can be a bitch sometimes. This blog is mainly for me and probably the people who can relate to me, but really it is only for me. I love to go back and see the stupid stuff I say or the poems I make purely from heartbreak. I like to read about the things I’ve said and feel those emotions again, only to realize I am able to be where I am now and move on from it. IT IS POSSIBLE to move on to better and happier things and I just want to say - THANK GOD IM NOT WHERE I USED TO BE. I like having my own little world where I get to talk freely and people not really know who I am. I love tumblr. I love to be able to express this way and also look back to track my progress. This is an amazing platform to be in. By chance I forget my password onto this website, at least I know I still have something to go look back at.

I am broke as hell and will be having noodle soup for the next 10 days. Crazy how Black Friday can make you lose a bunch of money

my boyfriend wants to get and own a dog with me. life is great

oh my goodness I hate adulting!! it is the worst thing ever like literally all I worry about are bills and living off of ramen noodles

so the other day was the first time I’ve encountered how a guy reacts towards something that is sensitive to him and I’ve encountered the way he shuts people out and let’s say it is something I don’t ever want to go through again

what’s up babes

once again, I’ve not been updating because I’m such a butt. Lol but I’ve got a new phone (iphone8 whoop whoop) and I’ve finally decided to keep the tumblr app on here so I can try to constantly update when I remember to or get the chance to. I am celebrating my birthday this Thursday 11/2 (whooo Scorpio baby af) and I’m super excited to be turning 20 because it’s one more year closer to being the legal drinking age 😝 but anyway, just want to update ya’ll with my life!! it’s Halloween so happy Halloween!! I’m going to be passing candy out with my boyfriend and then go home to work a 12 hour shift before my birthday which kinda sucks ughhhhh but I’ve got four days off in a row so that’s good! I have also been binge watching teen wolf lol it’s crazy but anyway that’s all for now! I feel like I’m rambling hahah

there is loneliness in being with the wrong person

favorite snippet of r.h. sin

diary??

okay so I don’t know if I want to make this blog as part of a diary-ish thing but I guess I really want to write sometimes (except right now i’m real tired of typing and wondering if I made a choice to write this because then I’d be forced to finish it) but I may think about whether I would want to make this a diary and just talk about daily things that trigger my emotions. I would also appreciate questions !!

misunderstanding

hate hate hate misunderstandings. they bring out the worst assumptions ever and nothing’s ever going to be resolved until you clarify it with the person you’re miscommunicating with. and even then, it’s hard to come to that person without thinking the worst out of this situation and it will just lead to frustration on your part and theirs. i hate it so much. i hate that i misunderstand a lot. i hate that i get misunderstood a lot. sometimes understanding someone isn’t enough. i don’t know anymore. and when you finally talk to that person about it, it’s not a big deal and then you think WTF WHY DID I WORRY MYSELF OVER THAT SHIT

#misunderstandings

Hello lovelies!

I think this blog may just be a personal diary for me because well, I’m not sure what type of horoscope I would be able to put on here really. I kinda suck LOL but I do wish to offer any type of advice about life and possibly pour out some of the hidden things that I have bottled up in this blog.

I am also deciding that I will have this blog be an anonymous thing and therefore I will be taking all pictures of me down because I want to be able to speak freely

never did I envision someone to waltz into my life a stranger yet someone who makes me feel like I've known them forever never did I envision that stranger to know all the little details about me even my flaws and still call me beautiful never did I envision someone to understand me the way I never could

another one of my dramatic “from the heart” sappy poems

#poem #love

quick update

hey ya’ll! I haven’t been on here as much as I would like but I will make it some kind of goal to be posting at least once a week and then gradually increasing that number! I am also ready to post about a horoscope experience that I’ve encountered with someone I potentially really like so I’m excited to talk about that!

#zodiac #horoscope #update

inksomniac-deactivated20180912

Your voice is my taste in music.

a.y. (via inksomniac)

I don't trust I will not trust I will not break my barrier on sweet promises that you've learned not to keep not until you can show me a thousand times over that you will fight for me but until then you're not getting the best of me

2nd attempt at poetry

holding on only because I'm easily replaced and there's nothing worse than the feeling of forcing yourself on someone who you thought would move mountains for you

my first attempt at poetry but instead my emotions got the best of me

Greetings!

Hey guys! I will be starting a blog relating to love, horoscopes, and maybe some poetry.... but over all it is a blog that will relate to both you and I.

Please do not hesitate to message or talk to me! I will give out the best advice that I can :)

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