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#if ย vanity ย is ย a ย sin ย why ย am ย i ย hot

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@goare
indย +ย privย +ย selย hakย jiย woonย ofย bhvrโsย deadย byย daylightย .
#if ย vanity ย is ย a ย sin ย why ย am ย i ย hot
jiwoonโs lack of genuine care or conscious thought about his actions really comes across in how messy he is. he has someone regularly clean his apartment, but if he didnโt, he wouldnโt do it himself anyway. thereโs no sense of organization or upkeep. he undresses and leaves his clothes where they are, he tosses shit around while looking for something specific, he never thinks to wash dishes. and itโs not like heโs always been this spoiled brat, and thatโs what influences this behavior. quite the opposite is true, actually. jiwoon used to work every single day - go to school, then work at his fatherโs restaurant, and then perform there as well. so then itโs just this genuine carelessness. if he doesnโt feel like doing something, unless he absolutely has to, he simply wonโt. itโs that simple. he has this very paradoxical mindset where he thinks he is superior, he deserves only the best, he IS the best, heโs practically a god and should be treated as such but when it comes to his physical wellbeing, the condition of his physical belongings... who cares? he doesnโt.
the thing about jiwoon is that he isnโt actively being reckless because heโs cocky necessarily, heโs just having a good ass time and doesnโt think about consequences. he doesnโt think that he wonโt have any, he simply just does not think about them period. there have hardly been any consequences for any of his other fuck ups so why would this be different? of course it wouldnโt. he knows what lines not to cross so that no one comes and ruins his fun but heโs not nearly as careful as he should be because heโs never thinking. without the fog, that board meeting was literally it, he would have been arrested.
iโm glad yโall like the vibe
Stupid boy think that I need him
russian doll season 1 sentence starters.
โ fun is for suckers, ____.ย โ
โ staring down the barrel of my own mortality beats fun.ย โ
โ do ladies have midlife crises?ย โ
โ however old you feel, ____, you definitely sound twenty-two.ย โ
โ itโs my bad attitude that keeps me young.ย โ
โ nothing in this world is easy.ย โ
โ the universe is trying to fuck with me, and i refuse to engage.ย โ
โ you can eat anything, take anything do anything. itโs impossible to destroy you, youโll never die!ย โ
โ ____, if itโs any consolation, i promise that you will get divorced someday.ย โ
โ i would tell you but i think explaining it might give us both an aneurysm.ย โ
โ you know, your friends canโt help you if you donโt let them.ย โ
โ i need you to help me. youโre not helping me. youโre not helping me at all, youโre sabotaging me.ย โ
โ itโs a long story involving multiple deaths.ย โ
โ embracing the abyss is the only way to go forward.ย โ
โ buildings arenโt haunted. people are.ย โ
โ angels are all around us.ย โ
โ no, i did not kill somebody. if i killed somebody, iโd play it cool, move to mexico, start a band.ย โ
โ i think we have something really, really good and itโs worth pursuing.ย โ
โ no, ____, we are not getting back together. especially not when your best argument is a warm body.ย โ
โ i wouldnโt tell me anything, if i were you, because iโm not the kind of person that you tell secrets to.ย โ
โ i think i finally found out a little something about how this world works.ย โ
โ didnโt you get the news? weโre about to die.ย โ
โ it doesnโt matter. i die all the time.ย โ
โ you seem nervous. almost as if itโs occurring to you in this moment, maybe, possibly that this is going to be harder than you thought.ย โ
โ you just blew up your whole life and you are serial-killer calm about it.ย โ
โ do you think itโs possible to correct your life?ย โ
โ i find myself in this position of finally being able to do things the right way.ย โ
โ it happened. and it kept happening. and it got harder and harder for me to tell you anything.ย โ
โ there was never going to be a right time for me to tell you anything.ย โ
โ i can do it by myself. i can.ย โ
โ no one can do anything by themselves.ย โ
โ there is no way out of this situation.ย โ
โ i can tell that youโre really bent out of shape about this ____ character, but we literally just met so none of this is on me.ย โ
โ from what i gather, we are in this together.ย โ
โ why do you think this is happening to us?ย โ
โ iโm pretty sure that this is purgatorial punishment for being a bad person.ย โ
โ this isnโt going to be very fun if you keep rejecting my theories.ย โ
โ have i ever done anything, you know, memorably bad to you?ย โ
โ i love that youโre a cunt, it makes me feel morally superior.ย โ
โ youโre basically a child that the universe tasked me with babysitting. would you say thatโs a fair assessment?ย โ
โ if you were going to die today, would you be ready for it?ย โ
โ holding two incompatible ideas in your head at the same time and accepting both of themโฆ thatโs the best of being human.ย โ
โ listen, i know you think iโm a moral narcissist, but there are good guys and bad guys. and i am definitely a good guy. โ
โ ____ chose you, and you donโt love him/her. youโre not faithful.ย โ
โ nobody chooses me. iโm the hole where a choice should be.ย โ
โ iโve got to be honest with you. if i was inventing hell, it would look like this.ย โ
โ i donโt want to be attached to anyone.ย โ
โ i want to just at least maintain the illusion of free will.ย โ
โ we are very unreliable narrators of our own stories.ย โ
โ thereโs so much i want to do and you just want to stay exactly the same.ย โ
โ i prefer casual acquaintances over closer relations, and strangers above everybody else.ย โ
โ how do you know that youโre real?ย โ
โ we need each other. i need you. you need me.ย โ
โ i do not want to do this alone.ย โ
โ i love you so much. i cannot be the reason that you stop existing. i would never forgive myself.ย โ
โ donโt ever let them tear us apart, okay?ย โ
โ i am the party.ย โ
โ that might be the last thing you ever say to me.ย โ
โ thank you for changing my life. lives are hard to change.ย โ
โ no matter how much we think weโre fooling people, our bodiesโฆ they canโt keep lying the way our minds can.ย โ
โ i thought if i worked hard enough, if i kept putting the time in, and if i kept my head down, did everything right, iโฆ this aching, gnawing feeling of being an absolute failure would go away.ย โ
โ you were thisโฆ tiny seed buried in the darkness fighting your way to the light. you wanted to live. itโs the most beautiful thing in the world. do you still have that in you?ย โ
โ i look at you, chasing down death at every corner andโฆ where is that gorgeous piece of you pushing to be a part of this world?ย โ
โ this is the day we get free.ย โ
โ ____, you seriously donโt remember me?ย โ
โ i need you to remember me. i need you to.ย โ
โ i told you i know you.ย โ
โ i canโt promise that youโll be happy. absolutely not. but i can promise that you will not be alone.ย โ
drubdยทย ,ย adamย !
ji-woonย behavesย likeย anย overlargeย catย sometimes,ย adamย thinksย withย amusement,ย asย hisย papersย goย flyingย offย theย deskย soย thatย hisย boyfriendย (boyfriend?)ย canย plantย himselfย there.ย adamย raisesย hisย eyes,ย amused,ย fromย theย essayย onย dickensย heโsย currentlyย grading.ย heย wouldย neverย callย anyย essayย bad,ย butย thisย oneย isย certainlyย lacklusterย inย itsย themes.ย clearlyย doneย inย theย deadย ofย nightย beforeย theย dueย date,ย butย hey,ย wasnโtย thatย himย inย college?
โcanย iย helpย you?โย heย asks,ย tryingย toย preventย hisย lipsย fromย tuggingย upย intoย aย smile.ย โย doesย itย matter?ย ji-woonย canย usuallyย readย himย fairlyย well.ย adamย is,ย perhaps,ย tooย muchย ofย anย openย bookย forย hisย ownย good.
@goareยท said: sits on adamโs desk while heโs trying to grade papers
๐๐ย ย ย ๐๐๐ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ย ย ย ๐๐๐ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ย . ย ย ย ย adam ย was ย taking ย ages ย , ย and ย jiwoonโs ย futile ย attempts ย at ย entertaining ย himself ย were ย simply ย not ย enough ย to ย satisfy ย .ย ย ย he ย needed ย to ย beย ย ย touched ย , ย felt ย , ย seen ย , ย noticed ย .ย ย ย at ย first ย , ย he ย only ย hums ย a ย wordless ย response ย while ย he ย situates ย himself ย on ย the ย desk ย surface ย .ย ย ย one ย leg ย rests ย on ย either ย side ย of ย his ย most ย recent ย plaything ย , ย as ย a ย cheshire ย grin ย paints ย itself ย over ย his ย features ย .ย ย
heโll ย be ย disappointed ย when ย adam ย finally ย dulls ย , ย as ย everything ย eventually ย did ย .ย ย ย few ย were ย as ย enjoyable ย while ย they ย lasted ย as ย this ย one ย .
โ ย you ย know ย , ย i ย have ย taken ย many ย english ย classes ย , ย โย ย ย jiwoonโs ย hands ย find ย purchase ย on ย a ย piece ย of ย paper ย undiscarded ย to ย briefly ย glance ย over ย .ย ย ย dark ย hues ย skim ย over ย the ย text ย , ย before ย the ย loose ย sheet ย quickly ย joins ย the ย others ย of ย its ย kind ย on ย the ย floor ย with ย a ย short ย flick ย of ย a ย wrist ย ,ย ย ย โ ย your ย students ย either ย do ย not ย listen ย , ย or ย you ย are ย just ย not ย as ย good ย of ย a ย teacher ย as ย i ย thought ย . ย โย ย
leaning ย forward ย , ย the ย idol ย takes ย hold ย of ย adamโs ย wrists ย , ย pulls ย them ย until ย adjacent ย hands ย rest ย comfortably ย on ย either ย side ย of ย his ย own ย waist ย .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ ย itโs ย my ย turn ย now ย โฆย ย ย please ย ? ย โ
you're so annoying. fuck you *kisses you passionately*
oh, danielโs mind?
"bon anniversaire." charlotte's gift to ji-woon is a pair of diamond cufflinks she stole from him.
... so youโre just gonna bring me a birthday gift on my birthday to my birthday party on my birthday with a birthday gift?
๐๐๐ด๐ป๐ ๐ด ย ๐ฟ๐ด๐พ๐ฟ๐ป๐ด ย ย ๐ธ ` ๐ณ ย ย ๐ป๐ธ๐บ๐ด ย ย ๐๐พ ย ย ๐บ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ย ย ๐ฑ๐ด๐๐๐ด๐. ย ย ย
01. ย ย ๐ฐ๐ป๐ธ๐ฐ๐ ย ย / ย ย ๐ฝ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ด ย ย ย : ย ย andy / wormie / rat baby.
02. ย ย ๐ฑ๐ธ๐๐๐ท๐ณ๐ฐ๐ ย ย : ย ย july 26th.
03. ย ย ย ๐๐พ๐ณ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฒ ย ย ๐๐ธ๐ถ๐ฝ ย ย ย : ย ย leo baybey.
04. ย ย ย ๐ท๐ด๐ธ๐ถ๐ท๐ ย ย ย : ย ย ย shut up.
05. ย ย ย ๐ท๐พ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ธ๐ด๐ ย ย ย : ย ย uhh makeup, video games, true crime podcasts & videos, sometimes i draw a little, i love film in general.
06. ย ย FAVOURITE ย ย BOOKS ย ย : ย ย i have no idea.
07. ย ย ย ๐ป๐ฐ๐๐ ย ย ๐๐พ๐ฝ๐ถ ย ย ๐ป๐ธ๐๐๐ด๐ฝ๐ด๐ณ ย ย ๐๐พ ย ย ย :ย ย ย blood in the cut by k.flay.
08. ย ย ย ๐ป๐ฐ๐๐ ย ย ๐ผ๐พ๐ ๐ธ๐ด ย ย ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ด๐ณ ย ย ย : ย ย i watched the og black christmas with danny.
09. ย ย ๐ธ๐ฝ๐๐ฟ๐ธ๐๐ฐ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ฝ ย ย ๐ต๐พ๐ ย ย ๐ผ๐๐๐ด ย ย ย : ย ย for jiwoon specifically... neon lights & signs, certain specific k-pop groups or songs like voodoo doll by vixx, his unfinished playlist, jenniferโs body, the neon demon, maybe black swan, villanelle from killing eve, dennis from itโs always sunny, vintage horror, thatโs all for now but itโs a growing list.
10. ย ย ย ๐ผ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ถ ย ย ๐ฑ๐ด๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ๐ณ ย ย ๐๐พ๐๐ ย ย ๐๐๐ป ย ย ย : ย ย just gore spelled funky... because jiwoon is a fan & his murders are all extremely and especially gory.
taggedย byย ย :ย ย @drubd tagging ย ย : ย i think most of my mutuals have done this and my memory is crusty so just yoink this if youโd like!
The Neon Demon (2016) dir. Nicolas Winding Refn
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[txt]: I know u said to babysit ur cat but she's acting like u (a brat) and also suddenly I lost the key to the backdoor so she's just going to sleep outside for tonight btw. It's ok she likes it
[ย ๐๐๐ย โย ย ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐๐ผ๐ธ <3ย ]ย :ย WHAT THE FUCK [ ย ๐๐๐ ย โ ย ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐๐ผ๐ธ <3 ย ] ย : ย LET HER IN [ ย ๐๐๐ ย โ ย ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐๐ผ๐ธ <3 ย ] ย : ย RIGHT NOW!!! [ ย ๐๐๐ ย โ ย ๐บ๐ป๐๐๐๐ผ๐ธ <3 ย ] ย : ย SHE IS AN INDOOR CAT YOU ASSHOLE
first real headcanon for the blog christeningโฆ jiwoon has (had) a cat. her name is hoshi and sheโs an all white long-haired cat that is a massive asshole unless you DONโT want her attention and then sheโs all over you. he would kill for her. sheโs a princess. when heโs out of town or just has a particularly busy schedule, he pays a ridiculous amount of money for only the BEST, most reputable pet-sitter available. this is also why no one questioned his transaction & interaction with a veterinarian shortly before the incident that occurred pre-fog.