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i have 100 thousand florets in my brocclli account

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Peanut Butter Cookie Crisp

If you’d received this amazing pop-up box in the mail in 2005, you’d want peanut butter cookies for breakfast too!

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The best cereal of all time.

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No seriously bring this back. I’ll do it. I’ll test how long someone can eat only this and still live. Pleaseeee

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Might as well fucking kill myself

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*wonders how you’re doing but won’t text you ever*

I’m at work and I’m just sitting here like haha bro! What the fucking is an unskinny bop?

#it’s time to just paste unedited thoughts into tumblr again #I think that’s a really bad 80s song???? who knows why I’ve thought of it just now

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They didn’t make it

Instead of sleeping I am writing to General Mills to bring back Peanut Butter Cookie Crisp

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You ever look through Facebook messenger conversations from years ago with old friends you lost touch with and feel like an asshole afterwards?

#I do #life is funny in the way that it passes you by #tumblr is where you post these things

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System of a Down - Mezmerize and Hypnotize (2005) - physical albums case artwork by Vartan Malakian

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Every horse movie

Sarah aynn: “no one understands me I hate you Mom for making us move out here in the middle of no where there’s not even cute boys” *runs away and finds mysterious farm* Old man wilkinson: “this right here lil lady is a hourisey if yer can tame t it’s yoires if not it’s goin back to the horse factory” Sarsjh: *walks up to horse and starts to pet its nose* “see girl? You and me aren’t so different after all” Old man wonka: “why I don’t believe it she done tamed ol’ misery I reckon she ought to sign her up for the horuse show and save the farm” *cut scene of Sarah sneaking out the house to ride her horse everyday until her mom finds out* Mom: “young lady you are GROUNDED!!!! You are not allowed to compete in the horse show” Staryah: “no Mom please” *runs away and almost gets hit by car but then the horse pushes the car out the way" Mom: “fucjkfidnb maybe that’s a good horse after all”

I started therapy a little while after my mom died and it helped a lot. I learned a lot about myself and what I need to be happy, but since the pandemic and everything I haven’t been to therapy and at first I was happy because I thought oh I don’t need therapy anymore. I’m a happy person and I’m okay now. I feel like now I’m realizing I still need it. Sometimes for no reason I just feel like an empty person. I have a hard time accessing emotions when I want to and then later I feel lonely and sad. I worry about how it affects my relationships with everyone in my life including myself. I’m an introvert but I still want to use energy to socialize because I don’t want anyone to feel like I have “better things to do” I want to be able to nurture my relationships more. Right now I feel kind of broken inside and like an alien. I want to be alone and sulk but at the same time hug everyone I know. Tumblr is a nice space to just say whatever I want so it’s about to be my brain space again I think. Anyways if you read this I hope you know you matter a lot and deserve happiness.