Aug 16, 2022
why am i crying about my birth defects (that were fixed since before i can remember)
i finally looked up pictures of babies that had the same defect as me. i only once glanced at a single blurry picture of myself from when i was born, what i looked like w my backwards leg
i always had a mental picture. but…. but seeing it really? in a photo. of a newborn person.
jesus.
no wonder i broke my dad.
but i guess he was fragile, and broken, before i was even born.
like daughter like father i guess.
btw, one of the ways my condition happened? ***en syndrome. my last name.
god plays a lot of cruel jokes
