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Justin sighed deeply. “It’s alright, I kind of stopped caring about the general public anyway.” It was the truth, he had really stopped caring. Ever since all the public seemed to care about were the mistakes he had made, and not the kind or good acts that he did, just because he felt like it, but then again, that’s what the media was for right? “I’m kinda disappointed, I was hoping you would’t be..” He smiled to himself, trying make this situation as normal as possible, even though it was anything but that. By this time, he was almost out of the front door. “I’m on my way.”

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"I'd hope so, or else you'd be living a pretty depressing life." Miley said with a small laugh. She knew what that was like. Of course, it wasn't the general public she cared about, but her parents. Her dad was too busy looking for something barely her age to shack up with for the weeks he wasn't with her mom and she was too busy getting money to give a damn. It wasn't right that they didn't care as much, or at all really, but they were her parents. She had to care about them. "You must be forgetting who you're talking to. To me dressed just means all the good shit's covered and usually not much else." She said, a smal grin on her lips. "Alrighty." She said with a small nod.

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Justin sighed. “If you think the general public will listen to me, you’re dumber than I thought.” He said playfully, even though it was true. In a sense, they were in the same boat, the media loved to hate them, but the hate Justin was getting was more than necessary. He had made some stupid mistakes, really stupid mistakes and using the excuse, ‘I’m only 20’, was starting get old. “Look, I’m gonna come over. I’m putting my shoes on right now…. if things get weird when I get there, then I’ll leave. Simple enough, right?” No, not simple, he thought to himself as he finally got out of bed and slid his shoes on.

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"Sorry, forgot about that.." Miley said with a small nod, although he couldn't see it. She knew she got attacked for almost everything she did. Hell, half of the times she would even admit she went past a line but knew she couldn't publicly say so. How would that look on her? Or her mom who managed everything she did. That was the only reason she kept quiet about her opinion other than she was 'doing what she wanted' which was true, but it didn't feel like what she wanted. She knew Justin got it way worse though. She knew it wasn't fair, and as much as she tried to tell people to lay off, her mom once again got in the way, telling her more to worry about her image than him. She thought it was annoying, but she didn't bother to push the issue. "Alrighty. I'll get on my... actually for one I'm dressed." She said sarcastically, a small laugh soon afterwards. "Whatever you say." She agreed, but she knew it wasn't anywhere near that simple. She didn't harp on it though, knowing it could just ruin all of this.

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Justin laughed slightly. “You’re being difficult.. just tell me what you want. If you want me to come over, just say it. I don’t really feel like playing games right now.” He told her, he wasn’t yelling and his voice wasn’t raised. He wouldn’t admit it now but, he was really missing her, or maybe he was missing the way they used to be before they broke up, she had been the only real stable thing in his life and now it was over. “You’re Miley Cyrus.. you don’t have any bad ideas.. except for one, but we don’t have to talk about that… Am I coming over or not?” He quickly changed the subject back to whether or not they were going to spend any real time together, he didn’t want to focus on the past.

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"I'm always difficult boo. You know this." Miley teased. She usually had this playful side to her with things. She rarely even took herself seriously outside of work. She knew though that there were times to be serious, and even though this seemed liked one she tried as usual to lighten the mood with some playing around. She let out a soft sigh. "Well, I don't want to make you come over if it's just because I want you too, cause then that'd just make me feel shitty. Do I want you to? Yeah, but if you don't want to then just don't." She explained. "Trying telling that to the general public." Over the last year or so she had become pretty infamous for her antics. People thought she was out of control, when she wasn't. In fact it she had the most control of her life then than she ever had. She had someone there to keep her grounded. Now that was gone thanks to one of those antics. Well, he was still there, but it wasn't the same. It might never be. "If you want to, yeah." She repeated.

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Justin knew her situation, he knew she didn’t have too many other people to be around right now, and even thought he loved his family, he understood that family quickly became annoying. “I don’t know….” His voice trailed off as he thought about making a final decision because he knew ‘I don’t know’ would be a good enough answer for her. “I don’t really know what normal is anymore… At least I think I don’t.” He spoke softly, any tone of anger or frustration gone. “But, I know what friends are.. and if that’s what you need right now, then I guess I’ll be over in ten minutes.” He finally agreed, it didn’t take much convincing, maybe it was because he wanted to agree the second she had asked.

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"Well that's the part up to you because I can't decide for you." Miley said honestly. She wasn't going to just come out and say she needed him. Since he had been around so much he had figured out how things for her. At the time she had him so it didn't seem so bad. Now she had no one. Her brothers and sisters were back home, her mother was there but she didn't care. Besides work she didn't really seem to have anything, besides her pets of course. "Anything but this probably." She didn't really know what normal had been anymore it felt like it was so long ago, but whatever it was she needed it, and soon. "If you don't want to you don't have to, it was just an idea. You know how many dumb ones I get." She said with a small laugh.

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Was she serious? Come over? Come over and do what? Sit in the awkward silence and the thick tension? As Justin spoke, he tried to hide his tone of shock and disapproval. “What for? I mean, I’m pretty sure we’ve talked about what was going to happen between us…. and it kind of already happened….” The volume of his voice trailed off as he spoke. He just wanted to know what she was getting at, or what she wanted. “Maybe… I don’t know… ” He would need more convincing because right now, that didn’t seem like the best idea.

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As the words fell out of his mouth, Miley did nothing but nod. She expected nothing more than that kind of answer. She had been thinking it herself. They were over and done with already, like he had said. She couldn't say what she really wanted. It was irrational, and just plain stupid. The didn't make her feel like needed this any less. "I-I know.." She agreed. She knew if this was gonna happen at all she'd have to say more than just that. She needed to be straight up with him, just like she usually had been. "Don't you think we could just act normal?" She finally asked. "Even if it's just for tonight?" She added soon after. Besides Justin, Miley didn't really have anyone close to her at all besides her siblings. Even her mom was to busy either fighting with her dad or making money off of her to care. She hated to admit it but she really had no one besides him.

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Just sighed deeply, an attempt to calm himself down. He had never really yelled at her like that, not with has much hatred and anger, but even though his tone was fueled by hate, he didn’t hate her. How could he? Not too long ago he loved her, and maybe he still did. “No, you don’t.. well you kind of do, but I shouldn’t take my anger out you.. you know, all that shit they say in movies.” Now, his tone was soft and even a bit playful. “No, you didn’t bother me too much… I almost miss you… almost.” He spoke honestly, he didn’t want to say that last part out loud, but he had, there was no turning back.

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Miley rolled her eyes playfully at his comment. "I mean, better the person who made you angry than anyone else, I guess." She reminded him, and herself as she felt herself getting comfortable with the conversation. It seemed as though the tension had vanished. She knew it hadn't. It was just hiding itself, waiting for the right words to slip out to rear it's ugly head. she couldn't help the soft smile that was spreading across her lips. "Wait what?" She asked, trying her best to hide the emotion in her voice so she wouldn't sound too happy about it. "Anyway," She continued on, figuring it'd be better off just to go past it besides harp on it. She didn't want to make this need she had for him at all obvious, at least, not yet. "I was just wondering if you wanted to come over? For old time's sake?" She finally offered.

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Justin rolled his eyes at her stupid quit witted comment. Any other time that would’ve been cute and he would’ve laughed but not tonight. “Whatever.” He snapped, of course he felt bad for talking to her like this, but she couldn’t have expected any less. “Did you call me by accident or something?” He asked her, finally coming out of that dream like, sleepy state. “Did you leave something here?” Maybe, if he named off all the possibilities for her call, he would hit one and she would hang up and he could go back to his nap. “What? Is there something you want to tell me? What do you want?” He finished as he ran out of reasons, by the last one his voice was raised and he sounded beyond irritated. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to yell.”

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Miley was just about to speak up when the boy continued. She wasn't used to him like this, at least not to her. She had usually been an exception to that side of him, besides the occasional fight. She couldn't blame him though, she deserved nothing less than that. As much as she expected it, it was still a bit startling to her and the practically silent space around her. "No, no it's fine. I kinda deserve it I guess." She finally said, her tone softer than before. "I just.. called to say hi. Well, no I didn't really, but I think I bothered you enough for a day." She said, the last part a little more to herself than to him.

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Justin had been laying in his bed for what seemed like days, but was probably just a series of naps mixed him being extremely lazy all day. Which, was abnormal behavior for him, he would’ve least got off of his lazy to work out, but he just couldn’t bring himself to do it. Especially lately, since things with Miley had gone downhill so fast. How is someone to supposed to go from talking and seeing someone everyday to having zero contact with them? And then expected to be okay? Justin had still been in a unconscious state when his phone, that was laying next to him on his pillow, started to vibrate. It was Miley. What did she want? Did she forget something at his place? Reluctantly, he picked up his phone and did that ‘slide to answer’ thing that he hated so much. He preferred buttons, maybe he was old school or something. “What?” he asked in a blunt and emotionless tone.

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Hearing him on the other line was bittersweet for Miley. She was glad he at least answered, but she could tell by the tone in his voice if she was going to get anywhere with this it wasn't going to be easy. Before speaking up she let out a sigh that was a mixture or relief and the defeat she assumed she'd get out of this. "Hello to you too." She said with light sarcasm. Even if he had all the right in the world to act how he was she couldn't help her quick wit and sarcasm getting in the way of her sincerity. "Sorry, force of habit." She apologized quickly, not wanting him to end this as quickly as it started.

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Miley sat on the couch in her living room, eyeing the phone. A million thoughts were going through her head. Normally she'd be thinking like this once she was drunk, but she always made sure to put her phone on airplane mode before she did so something like this wouldn't have happened. Here she was though. Mind flooded with things she knew she shouldn't do, but desperately wanted to. "One call wouldn't hurt." She tried to reassure herself. She knew no matter what she did there would be this mental conflict so she figured trying wouldn't hurt. She picked up the phone from the coffee table, stopping as she looked at the screen. The background was a picture of them. Of course she couldn't have that when she went out. She knew the hell she would get for it. Wasting no time, she went to her contacts, scrolling until she found the name she was looking for; Justin's. She tapped the contact twice so it would call him. The last time he had even seemed to want to talk to her was long time ago, but she needed to at least try. She put the phone to her ear as she was comforted slightly by the ring, waiting for what she hoped would be his voice.